148. Go against the sea

I froze. This stiff space saw her crying more and more sadly.

"You can't bear this soul, do you? You've been guarding him for so long. I stroked her hair, trying to comfort her, but I didn't know where to start.

She twitched and fell into my arms, which made me feel terrible.

"I can't bear to ......"

I wrapped her tighter, even though I already knew the last thing, but looking at her sad appearance, I said, "If I can't help it, I won't give it to Meng Ze......"

She shook her head: "But...... Meng Ze lacked a piece of his soul, and when he was very young, his soul was stolen by demons...... You also see that he is sometimes stupid, right, you see that he is only a few hundred years old, right, but he is more than 10,000 years old, I am afraid that he will not be long, I am afraid that he will be so miserable for tens of thousands of years, hundreds of thousands of years, I can't see him like this...... I made a lot of determination, and I wanted to give him Nie Su's soul......"

It turned out that Benjun was the same as Meng Yu when he was a child, and he spent 10,000 years without growing up, although he looked the size of a child of three or four hundred years old, but his actual age was already more than 10,000 years old.

It was at that time that I clearly knew why the soul in Nie Su's body came to me, and not only this incident, since I met Sushu, almost everything from beginning to end has become clear and clear-

Sushu was originally a silverfish, swimming in the sea of desirelessness, without soul and soul, and the day was precarious;

Nie Su saw it on the shore of the Desireless Sea, stared at it for a long time, and gave up a wisp of his soul to replace it;

The soul that Nie Su once planted grew into a pear blossom tree, and the petals of the pear blossom tree fell, carrying the soul into the mouth of this silver fish;

During this period, the pear Rong made a mistake and became the branch that was born outside the festival;

Later, Nie Suxian died, and Sushu was silent, but he was obsessed, sneaked into the jade, turned into the appearance of a lotus lantern, became a lamp dye, and floated on the surface of the desireless sea every night, just to protect the wisp of soul that Nie Su gave up in order to save the silver fish, and when Nie Su returned, it was the only soul that Nie Su had left in this world;

When I was young, I was stolen by an evil demon, this evil demon was later Yin Zheng, I later met the lamp dye, she loved and pity, even though I was reluctant to give up, but still gave me the wisp of soul that I was guarding, she was sad in her heart, she felt sorry for Nie Su, she felt that she had cut off the hope of Nie Su's resurrection with her own hands, she felt that she had not done her duty as a guardian, so she was determined to die, stealing the soul on the shaking star, and attracting my mother, Tao Yu, to take action;

During this period, Nan Xiao dyed his heart with a lamp and made her fix her heart;

And then ......

Later, when she returned from her slumber, I met her on the shores of the Milky Way.

Later, Yin Zheng, Nan Xiao, and Lirong appeared one after another.

For a moment, I suddenly found myself in a huge cage, unable to escape, unable to avoid, and suffering from many disasters, like snow and rain, stained by.

I don't know if Sushu felt the same way at the time.

That night, the lamp dye said that he would not let me help, he dived into the depths of the Desireless Sea, and the lotus lantern carried Nie Su's soul out, at that time, I saw the reckless sea, the rain was rushing and the wind was sudden, and her lotus lantern was the original body, in this wind and rain, the silver light trembled, and the light flickered on and off, giving me the illusion that she was going to be extinguished in the next moment.

But in the end, she persevered until she saw Meng Yu, pinched out a string of rock sugar gourds and handed them to Xiao Yu'er, held back the nosebleed that was about to flow out, and said with a smile: "Sister went to the mortal world and brought you back a rock sugar gourd." ”

Although the little fish is stupid, she can also see the weakness of the lamp. With a worried expression, he asked her, "Sister, what's wrong with you......"

Lamp Ran smiled again: "Sister is very good, didn't you say that let your sister wait for you to grow up...... So, Meng Ze, you are growing up quickly, maybe my sister will marry you in the future. ”

So, Meng Ze, you are growing up quickly, maybe my sister will marry you in the future.

In this life, all the fate of my book is really the cause and effect of my past life, and the light shines. She said this sentence not badly at all.

It's just that she can't hold on, and it makes me sad. Even though I know that after the death of the lamp-dyed immortal, Sushu's soul has returned to the depths of the galaxy, even if I know that she has returned to the divine realm after sleeping for more than 100,000 years, even if I know, I will still see her.

But in the end, it was my beloved girl, and seeing her pass away was something that made me hurt terribly from my heart to my fingers.

That night, Benjun, who knew the cause and effect, cast some spells and temporarily protected Ichigo Xiaoyuer, telling him to temporarily store the wisp of soul that the lamp dye put on him, and he was not affected.

She knelt beside the sleeping little fish, looked at the little fish, and suddenly burst into tears.

In the end, she made up her mind to do it and used tricks to erase Xiao Yu'er's memory of her.

"I'm afraid he'll wake up and I'll be sad if I don't see him again." Lamp dyeing road.

Benjun can't remember what happened when he was young, he can't remember that he once met the light dye, and he can't remember the face of the plain book, it turned out that after the light dye saved me, before she died, she erased my memory.

I looked at Xiao Yu'er, but I didn't use a spell to protect him. It's good that Xiao Yu'er's memory is erased, in this illusion, the generations are too chaotic, and his agreement not to wear clothes for two hours a day, I think, for the sake of elegance, it's good to erase them together.

In short, it's my own son, and it's okay to get a pit once in a while.

That night, after settling all the lamps, he insisted on returning to the surface of the Sea of Desirelessness. It's just that according to her original route, she probably won't be able to make it back to the surface of the Desireless Sea.

I wanted to satisfy her as much as I could. So, he carried her to the shore of the Milky Way, the end of the bottom of the Desireless Sea, and planned to cross the Desireless Sea from here to the surface of the sea.

Back then, back then, I was here, together with the vegetarian book, and was swept into the whirlpool of this desireless sea.

Now holding the lamp dye against the sea, through the sea of desirelessness, suddenly remembered the scene of the day.

At that time, the whirlpool quickly turned into a knife wall, and the barrier I had erected was broken again and again by the air current, and along with the broken bone fan on her body, it was also stabbed to pieces by the rapidly flowing waterjet.

At that time, my eyes were not as clear as they are now, but I don't know why, but occasionally for a moment, I could see her translucent eyes clearly-at that time, I was still thinking about Liangyu in my heart, but when I saw these eyes, I suddenly felt some pain in my heart.

In those eyes, there was no fear at all, no despair at all. But I could feel her shivering, but I could feel her cold.

It seems that it is a character cultivated for hundreds of thousands of years, or an emotion cultivated for tens of thousands of years, she doesn't want to ask me for protection for a moment, she just wants to support herself alone.

At that moment, I felt that she was different from Liangyu.

Liangyu has the care of her master, the love of her brother, the love of her brother, and the respect of the husband and wife who have been affected by her marriage fan, but the girl in front of her, plain clothes and jade crowns are cool, although she bears the position of a god, but this world falls in her eyes, and there is so little loneliness in her eyes that it seems that only she is left.

So in the whirlpool, I almost planned to use all my strength and cultivation, and also protect her Ichigo.

She seemed to be unaccustomed to the help or pity of others, and when she saw me try the side wall of the whirlpool with my hands, she was furious: "Why do you try with your hands! What to do if your finger is cut off? Seeing the wisps of sea water begin to wrap around my bleeding fingertips, gnawing on my emotions and not relaxing, I suddenly remembered the Nine Heavens of Desireless Sea, the ability to relieve emotions and entangle ghosts and devour souls, I couldn't help it anymore, and scolded while waving a fan to cut off the seawater, "It's okay to go to your grandfather!" This is the sea of desirelessness, can't you feel the sea biting your love thread and pulling it out? ”

Later, tears flew out: "Don't you understand?!" This sea can dissolve your soul, and when you are wounded, you walk through this sea, and you will not remember the girl you love! If you don't have the emotion, you can't look at the girl next to you anymore! ”

Sushu is like this, she has a compassionate heart, but she never knows how to pity herself.

But when I saw her like this, I wanted to protect her even more.

"I protect you and escape from this whirlpool. This whirlpool is certainly dangerous, but beyond the sea of desirelessness, this whirlpool is just a tiny drop in the towering nine heavens. At the end of the whirlpool must be nine days wide. ”

Actually, at that time, I was not completely sure, but I wanted to say this, I wanted her to believe in me, I wanted her to rely on me.

This sentence made her unable to stop crying.

The wind and rain fell on her face, and I wanted to raise my sleeve to wipe her, but she wiped her face with her sleeve, and she knew that I had a girl I liked, and I told her when we were drinking in the mortal world. So she still wanted to persuade me: "If you sacrifice your life to protect me, your spirit will inevitably be damaged, don't you want the girl you cherish in your heart?" What if there are girls next to you who take a fancy to you in the future, but you can't like them again? ”

I think it's worth it.

There is nothing to regret.

Besides, at that time, I still remembered Liangyu, and if I didn't remember Liangyu, it wouldn't be interesting to live.

So the ink robe wrapped around her and instructed, "Take a deep breath." In the next second, the barrier shattered, and before she could react, he jumped into the depths of the whirlpool with her.

In the whirlpool, I was entangled with the girl in my arms.

Just like this night, through the sea of desirelessness, her hair is entangled with mine.

The sea of desirelessness in the illusion is much gentler in the end, and it has not tortured me, an alien immortal, too much, like ordinary sea water. Perhaps it was for this reason that when Lamp Dye fought against my mother, my mother could not see me or touch me. And the lamp dye, which is entangled with me, can really feel my existence.