We ran back to the dormitory like crazy, and we didn't say anything all the way, and when I got back to the dormitory, I realized that my clothes were soaked with sweat. Brother Wei and I hid under the covers, and after a few minutes, I trembled and said, "Brother Wei, let's go to the temple tomorrow." ”

Brother Wei hurriedly said yes and said: "Go, you have to go, I'll go back to Lhasa right away, make such a play, the ball will die, tomorrow we won't go to work, go to the temple, go to the temple." ”

Ba Ci on the top bunk was woken up by the two of us, and said: "What kind of plane are you two doing, you don't sleep at night, and you won't be able to go to work tomorrow. ”

Brother Wei threw him a cigarette, Ba Ci took out a lighter and hit it with a "snap", but I didn't hit it, I was very sensitive to this voice, and quickly stopped it, saying: "Ba Ci, don't you, I'll come, I'll light a fire for you." As he spoke, he took out a grinding wheel lighter from his pocket and lit it for him, and when this lighter was ignited, there was no "pop" and "pop" sound.

Ba Ci complained a few more words on the top bunk, I didn't listen much, I put my head in the quilt and fell asleep, when people encounter terrible, unexplainable things, it is easy to find a sense of security.

When I woke up, Ba Ci stood next to me and took off his white coat, and muttered: "Cao, I was on duty in the cardiology department last night, and I received three patients, but I was trapped to death, and I didn't sleep all night, I said Xiaoshuai Brother Wei, what's the matter with you two, didn't you two say that you two were on duty in the general surgery department last night?" ”

I hadn't woken up yet, I was in a daze, when I heard Ba Ci's words, a spirit sat up, looked at Ba Ci in front of me, I pinched his face, well, there is temperature, and it will hurt if I pinch him hard, and I tried Ba Ci's quilt with my hand, there is no temperature at all, so to speak, Ba Ci was on duty last night, so who is the person who I and Brother Wei came back to ask us for cigarettes?

Brother Wei also woke up, heard Ba Ci's words, looked at my reaction again, and then pointed to the cigarette butt on the ground.

In the dormitory, me, Brother Wei and Ba Ci smoked, and before going to work yesterday, we also cleaned up, and after coming back last night, Brother Wei and I didn't smoke anymore and fell asleep......

I asked Ba Ci to pour me a glass of water, and after a large glass of water, I looked down at the cigarette butt, the red gold dragon. And no one in our dormitory smoked the Red Gold Dragon, Brother Wei and I both smoked five pieces of Baisha, and Ba Ci drew seven pieces of Hongta Mountain. I looked at Ba Ci, and then looked at Brother Wei, and then told Ba Ci what happened to us last night in detail, and I could see that Ba Ci didn't sleep all night and was very tired, but Ba Ci was still enough for brothers, washed his face with cold water, and said, "Brother Wei Xiaoshuai, I'll take you to the temple." ”

After washing, we hurriedly ate something at the door, and Ba Ci led me and Brother Wei to find a car and go to Nalanzha Monastery.

When I arrived at the temple, Ba Ci found the living Buddha in the temple and told the living Buddha what happened to us, the living Buddha looked at me, and then looked at Brother Wei, and finally stopped looking at me, wanting to say something, but he wanted to say something, and finally shook his head and left.

The action of the Living Buddha made me very uneasy, just like a doctor who was about to say something after seeing a patient, and finally shook his head and said, "It is time to eat, should drink", which made my heart completely lost. Ba Ci followed the living Buddha out of a long distance, I waited for him with Brother Wei on the spot, waited for ten minutes, Ba Ci came back and said to me with a smile: "It's okay, it's okay, you have to be kind in the future, and you have a heroic spirit, why not be afraid of ghosts!" ”

I was stunned for a moment, this kind of words, unlike what Ba Ci can say, if he says, "It's okay, just go back and have a drink" I can still accept it.

Back to the hospital, we didn't go to work, Ba Ci went to the upper bunk to make up for sleep, Brother Wei and I squatted at the door to bask in the sun, later, Brother Wei went to buy two bottles of liquor, a pack of peanuts and two boxes of cigarettes, we both had peanuts and cigarettes, one drank a bottle of liquor, and fell asleep.

Since then, I've never smoked a red gold dragon cigarette or used an electronic lighter.

After returning to Lhasa, we moved to the Clinical Department of the People's Hospital of the Autonomous Region, and the students of the Clinical Department interned at the People's Hospital of the Autonomous Region and the General Hospital of the Military Region.

I remember that when I was interning in the Second Department of Internal Medicine (Cardiovascular Medicine), three patients were left in the ICU of the Second Department of Internal Medicine in one night, and before the rescue record was written, I went to rescue the next one, and it was common to help carry the corpse.

Seeing the patient die in front of him, watching the family cry and grab the ground, I feel very uncomfortable. After seeing it a few times later, it slowly became less reactive. Those who have been in the hospital know how difficult it is for medical staff.

Now there is a phenomenon, many unscrupulous media, including the mainstream media, in order to attract attention, often to a certain hospital how to treat patients as the topic, wantonly misreport medical disputes, of course, a few of them are indeed medical accidents, but most of them, have nothing to do with medical staff, what tricky patients have, but every medical staff, is for the good of patients, I dare to guarantee.

Don't say that doctors have to collect red envelopes when they eat and take cards, and they don't have surgery if they don't give gifts, it's all a few handfuls of eggs. Whether a patient needs surgery, when to do surgery, and what surgery to do are all studied and evaluated by doctors, including the opinions of the doctor in charge, the opinions of the department director, the evaluation of the anesthesiology department, and various examination indicators.

To a large extent, the current contradiction between doctors and patients, the media's false reports, and the brainless supporters really make the medical staff, including the hospital, carry a big black pot. Think about it, in the operating room, a group of surgeons wear elastic stockings (to prevent varicose veins in the lower limbs), stand for more than ten hours at a time, and have to operate on a series of operations, and they have to be on duty (generally on duty is thirty-six hours, and you can rest in the middle, but as soon as the patient or the patient has any situation, they will get up to deal with it immediately), this kind of work intensity, but also to face the vexatious troubles of some family members, and the effort is thankless.

In fact, after my observation, the patients from the pastoral areas are very easy to get along with, and they call "Amjila" or "Gaila" (the meaning of Tibetan doctor and teacher respectively, both are honorific titles), and they also listen to the doctor's instructions, but those cadres who are not big or small, and the "intellectuals" who have received higher education, while holding the diagnosis report in Baidu there, while scolding the doctors and nurses, no matter how much they think about him, they do not appreciate it, they are too hateful, this kind of patient is too hateful.

In 2011, Gong Pan, a teacher from the oncology department of the People's Hospital of the Autonomous Region, died suddenly at the age of 41 after performing more than 10 hours of surgery on a patient one day in 2017. Writing here, I would like to say a few words, hoping that friends can treat medical staff correctly, and those media who don't understand anything will also stop and stop, don't report a few blind and mislead the masses.