Chapter 124: I've Grown Up
No...... I know he won't hurt me, but why would he kiss me?
I remember that time when I was drunk and wanted to kiss him, how he did it, and how he said it.
He pressed my mouth and said coldly: "Remember your identity, you are just a concubine, don't be delusional to get what you shouldn't get!" ”
I've always remembered that, but he'......
After Guan Yan finished speaking, he would not hurt me, and lowered his head and kissed my lips again.
This time, he kissed deeper and harder, and I felt like my mouth wasn't my mouth anymore.
I was kissed by him and could barely breathe, and I felt like I was about to suffocate, but every time when the suffocation was about to pass, he slowed down and let me breathe a few breaths.
But before I could fully recover, he suffocated my kiss again.
Under his deep kiss, I couldn't resist at all, so I just passively followed his rhythm.
I heard the windows close, the curtains closed, and I heard myself and him fall on the bed.
His hand ran through my clothes and touched my skin, and I was even more sensitive than the first time, and it felt as if an electric current was passing through me, and I couldn't help but feel a stirring.
Then, my whole body trembled.
Oh my God, what a shudder that was?
I don't understand, it's not the first time I've had a relationship with him, this time it's just one more kiss than usual, why are there so many strange and wonderful feelings?
It's like wandering in the water, it's like lying in the clouds, it's so comfortable, it's a comfort that I've never felt before.
I had a dream that I was swimming in a lake as vast as a vast ocean, with green grass and wild flowers on the shore, and Guan Fan sat cross-legged on the shore, looking at me and laughing.
I looked at him and laughed.
We just looked at each other and smiled, and laughed and laughed, and suddenly a big white bird appeared above his head.
The big white bird's tail was very long, and when it was unfolded, it looked like a fan, and it was very beautiful.
Suddenly, the big white bird retracted its tail and spread its wings and flew towards me.
When I saw the big white bird flying towards me, I suddenly thought of the dream of being bitten by the big white bird twice before, and I woke up in shock.
When I woke up, I was right in front of the beautiful eyes of Shangguan.
Seeing Guan Shi looking at me, thinking of the scene in the afternoon, my face exploded.
The body under the quilt was also red, burning hotly.
I was embarrassed to face Guan Shi, and the quilt was pulled up, covering myself all in the quilt.
But after less than two seconds, Guan Shi fished me out of the quilt, lifted my chin with his hand, and raised my face to look at him.
He lowered his head, a faint smile on the corner of his lips, and asked me with a smile, "Did you sleep well?" ”
Ahh
I felt so embarrassed that I didn't want to answer his question, so I lowered my eyes and said, "I, I...... You let go, I'm going to get up. ”
"Get up and do what?"
"Get up and take a shower."
"Do you still have the strength to take a shower?"
Hearing Guan Shi ask me like this, I didn't dare to answer, and I was bitter in my heart: Where do I have the strength to take a bath, I just want to find a reason to leave him temporarily.
"Why don't you speak? Do you have the strength to take a bath? Seeing that I didn't speak, Guan Yan asked.
I had a lot of thoughts, and I quickly analyzed the consequences of answering the question of not having the strength to take a bath, and having the strength to take a bath.
If I don't have the strength to take a shower, the worst outcome is that I lie in bed with him for a little longer.
If he has the strength to take a bath, maybe he will ...... again
Weighing the pros and cons, I chose not to have the strength to take a bath.
Guan Yan heard me say that he didn't have the strength to take a bath, so he nodded his finger at the center of my eyebrows and said, "I don't have the strength to take a bath, and I want to take a bath, so I'm the only one who does it." ”
Uh-uh, how did I forget that the Guanshi would say that?
I wanted to change my words, but it was too late, because Guan Shi had already carried me to the bathroom.
I don't think I haven't washed it anyway, so I'll wash it, and I didn't say anything.
After taking a shower, Guan Shi carried me to the bed, made me a whole quilt, and said, "You lie down for a while, I'll cook." ”
"Uh-huh." I nodded my head repeatedly, wishing he had left quickly.
But what I didn't expect was that he actually kissed me when he left.
Then, the red on my face, which had finally faded, climbed up again.
Fortunately, I left after kissing Guan Yan, otherwise I would have died of embarrassment.
Embarrassed to watch Guan Yan leave, and when he closed the door, he couldn't see him at all, I don't know if I was emotional, or what, I jumped up from the bed, hugged the pillow, and hugged the quilt, I just don't know what to do.
After a while of self-amusement in bed, I gradually regained my composure, put the pillow up, sat on the pillow, put my hands on the quilt, and thought about things, why he kissed me.
But no matter how much I think, I can't think of a reason.
In fact, I also know in my heart that with my brain, I can't think of the reason.
If you want to know why Guan Shi kissed me, the best way is to ask him directly.
However, this kind of thing, how embarrassed am I to ask the exit.
I feel like this is going to be an unsolved mystery to me.
"Forget it, unsolved mysteries are unsolved mysteries." I sighed to myself, gave up thinking about the unanswered question, put down my pillow, and prepared to lie down for a while.
Just when I put down the pillow and was about to lie down, Cang Li's voice suddenly came from the top of my head: "Mother, mother......"
It's strange, Cang Li hasn't called me my mother for a long time, why did she suddenly call me my mother again?
I wondered in my heart, and when I looked up, I saw a grown Cangli falling out of thin air from the ceiling above me.
When I saw Cang Li yesterday, Cang Li was still one or two years old, why did he suddenly grow up in just one day? It looks like it's two or three years old.
Thinking like this in my mind, before I could figure it out, Cang Li suddenly fell into my arms, and I naturally reached out and hugged him.
Cang Li's two little arms hugged my neck tightly, and her little face rubbed my neck twice, raised her head to look at me for a while, and called out to her mother.
After this mother's scream, Cang Li suddenly cried.
Seeing Cang Li crying, I immediately panicked, and hurriedly wiped his tears, while wiping them, I asked him what was wrong.
Cang Li didn't answer my question, just looked at me and cried: "Mother, you are my mother." ”
With that, he threw himself into my arms.
I was a little confused about Cang Li's words, thinking to myself that he hadn't always thought that I was his mother, why did he say such things today, could it be that he used to say that I was his mother, it was all false?
"Cang Li, what's wrong with you? Don't cry yet, tell me, what's wrong with you, okay? Also, how did you suddenly grow up? ”
Cang Li slowly raised his head from my arms, his eyes were still tearful: "Mother, I know that you have forgotten the past, in fact, even if you have not forgotten the past, you don't know what happened to me and my father later." ”
"You used your life to keep me and my father safe, but then my father and I were attacked again, and I almost lost my soul, and it took my father a thousand years of effort to keep my soul complete. However, although my soul was saved, it was very weak. My father made me another soul garment and let me attach it to heal my wounds. ”
"For hundreds of years, I have been attached to the soul cloak and cannot leave until I meet you...... The day I met you, I was able to leave the soul clothes, so I knew you were my mother, so I went to find you. But you don't remember the past at all, you are so good, how can you completely forget the past. ”
When Cang Li said this, he paused for a moment, and looked at me with tears in his eyes, as if asking me: Mother, do you really not remember the past at all?
I was speechless, only reached out and wiped a handful of tears from him.
Cang Li's face waved on my hand, and continued: "I don't know what you went through to make you completely forget the past, even if you see me and my father, you can't remember the past, but it's okay. It doesn't matter anymore because I've grown up. Mother, I've grown up. It's been hundreds of years, and I'm finally growing up! ”
After saying the last sentence, Cang Li was too excited, and cried directly: "Woo woo woo......"
Listening to Cang Li's excited and aggrieved cry, the hard wall of "I'm not his mother" in my heart was shaken.
At this moment, I wish I was Cangli's mother, not for myself, not for Guan, but for Cangli.
Just to appease Cang Li's heart of "thinking that I am his mother".
Unfortunately, I'm not.
How could I be his mother?
Like he said, his mother is so powerful, how can she not remember the past at all? There must be some means to preserve the memories of the past.
However, Cang Li said so much, but he didn't say why he grew up.
I didn't want to ask him at this time, but I was afraid that it would be bad for him to cry like this, so I asked him: "Cang Li, you haven't told me yet, why did you suddenly grow up?" ”
"Of course, it's because my mother kisses you."
"Because of me? I didn't do anything, huh? I said in surprise.
Cang Li raised his head, grinned, smiled at me, and said, "My mother doesn't have to do anything, as long as my mother always takes me with me, I will grow up." ”
"But I didn't take you ...... all the time" Halfway through the words, I suddenly remembered something, reached into my clothes, took out Cang Li's soul clothes from my clothes, and asked in disbelief: "Is it because of this?" ”
"Hmm!" Cang Li pursed his lips, opened a pair of big watery eyes, and nodded vigorously.
"How is that possible? Could you be mistaken? "How is it possible that because I am wearing Cang Li's soul clothes, Cang Li has grown up, this is also amazing, I can't believe it.
Cang Li said with certainty: "It won't be wrong, Daddy said ......"
"Ahem!" Guan Shi suddenly opened the door and came in, interrupting Cang Li's words with two sharp coughs.
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