Chapter 125: The Standard of Kindness

Guan Shi's two coughs not only interrupted Cang Li's words, but also meant to stop Cang Li from speaking.

But Cang Li, who has always been smart and good at observing words and feelings, said quickly as if he didn't understand Guan Shi's hint at this time: "Daddy said that I will only grow up if I am with my mother, because I am my mother's child." ”

Only with his mother will he grow up, am I really his mother?

It'sβ€”it's impossible.

I turned my head to look at Guan Shi in shock, trying to ask him for confirmation.

At this time, Cang Li suddenly jumped up and kissed me on the face, "Mother, I'll go back first, otherwise my father will beat me." ”

"Huh?" I thought to myself that Guan Shi was reluctant to beat you, and then turned his head back, Cang Li had already left.

Seeing that Cang Li was gone, I sat up, twisted my body to face Guan Shi, and asked, "That, I'...... Is it really Cangli's mother? ”

Almost as soon as I finished speaking, Guan Shi answered my question and said, "No! ”

"Phew, fortunately not." I breathed a sigh of relief.

When I breathed a sigh of relief, I realized that deep down in my heart, I didn't want to be Cangli's mother, but when I faced Cangli, I hoped that I was, and I didn't know what was going on with me.

When Guan Yan heard me say that it was fortunately not, his face darkened, and he asked in a voice, "What did you say?" ”

"I ...... What did I say? I didn't say anything, you must have heard it wrong. "I don't think he's looking right, so I won't be stupid enough to tell him what I said.

Guan Yan walked over and grabbed my chin with one finger, lifted my face and asked me to look at him, while he lowered his head and looked at me: "You don't want to be her?" ”

"Of course, I'm me, why should I be her." I retorted casually.

After refuting it, he found that Guan Shi's face was even darker.

Not only did his face darken, but even the way he looked at me became sharp, sharp, like a knife, trying to see through me.

Seeing him look at me with such sharp eyes, my heart pounded, and my body involuntarily leaned back, stammering, "You, why are you looking at me like this?" Youβ€”don't look at me like that, Iβ€”I'm afraid. ”

Maybe I was really scared, but after saying that, I was scared, so I reached out and slapped Guan Yan's eyes.

But it was only when I saw my hand on Guan Yan's face that I realized what I had done, and I quickly retracted my hand in fright.

He thought Guan Shi would get angry, or something, but he didn't.

He just looked at me, then let go of my jaw, put his hand in his pocket, stood on the edge of the bed, looked at me condescendingly and asked, "Why don't you want her?" ”

What do I mean why don't I wish it was her, did he wish he was someone else?

When I heard this question, my first reaction was this, and then I thought: Why did Guan Shi ask me this question, could it be that he ......

Thinking of this, I suddenly remembered something.

That day, when I was drunk with his wine and fell asleep, I heard him say many words in my ear, one of which was: I wish you were her.

I remember being shocked when I heard him say that.

It's the same now, and now that I think about it, I am startled again, and my heart is pounding.

I slowed my heartbeat, swallowed a mouthful of saliva, looked up at him and asked, "You want me to be her?" ”

"Hope!" I didn't expect Guan Shi to answer so directly, and I didn't even know how to answer directly.

It took me a while before I remembered to ask him, "Why?" ”

Guan Shi didn't answer my question, but said, "But, you're not!" ”

"I wasn't her." Hearing Guan Shi say that I was not her again, I still felt relieved in my heart.

Guan Shi suddenly bent down and tapped on my forehead, and the tap was so hard that it almost knocked me down.

I leaned back and held on to the head of the bed next to me so that I didn't fall.

Stabilizing my body, I rubbed the place he had pointed, and glared at him angrily: "Why are you ordering me?" ”

I clicked it, and I clicked so hard, can I not get angry?

I said angrily, "Did I say something wrong?" I wasn't her, I didn't want to be her. If I were her, I'd be mad to see you like this. ”

"Angry?" Guan Shi looked surprised and puzzled: "Am I like this? What am I? ”

"You are half-hearted, marry a concubine!" I pointed to Guan Shi's face and said indignantly.

Unsurprisingly, when Guan Yan heard my words, his face turned black again, and a pair of dark eyes stared at me deeply, asking word by word: "Do you know what you're talking about?" ”

"Yes." Not only did I know what I was talking about, but I also knew what he meant by it.

His underlying meaning is: When you say this, aren't you afraid that I will do to you?

"You can do whatever you want, anyway, anyway......" I was going to be one step ahead of him anyway, I shouted to him with my neck high.

"You're not afraid of me now, anyway, are you?" Guan Yan hooked the corners of his mouth and smiled.

I don't know if he was laughing angrily or really wanted to laugh, but I was frightened by his laughter, stared at him blankly, and didn't dare to speak anymore.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Guan Yan sat down on the bed and stretched out his hand to pull me.

I saw that my hand was coming, and I was so scared that I wanted to hide, but I didn't see how Guan Fu moved, but when I reacted, I had been pulled over by him.

Guan Shi pulled me into his arms, tied my shoulders with one hand, and put the other on my forehead, and said, "Do you think she is as careful as you?" ”

"yes, she's definitely more generous than me. Can she not be generous? This was the case in that era, when men had three wives and four concubines, women had to start from the beginning. ”

"You ......" Guan Shi wanted to say something to me, but he couldn't.

Seeing him running out of words like this, I felt a little proud in my heart, and thought: I was right by me, so I have nothing to refute.

However, I didn't have to be proud for long, and I heard Guan Shi say: "You are still a villain, she is very kind, and I am not as half-hearted as you say." If it weren't for the fact that you weren't her, I wouldn't have ...... you."

What the? What the?

Guan Shi was with me in the first place to prove that I was not his wife?

This truth made me accept a little incompetent, but it made me understand why he saw me for the first time, and did a good thing to me every day, and the second time he saw me, he was like me.

It also made me understand that there are more girls in the world who are more beautiful and better than me, and why he chose me.

Originally...... That's why.

Just because he had suspected that I was his wife, he ......

However, what he and I have can prove whether I am his wife or not, which is a bit too amazing and too child's play.

I couldn't help but ask him, "You, what are you doing with me, can prove that I am not her?" Can you be sure? ”

"Of course I can, otherwise how could I ...... with you" Speaking of this, Guan Shi deliberately stopped and didn't say anything, and deliberately looked me up and down with his eyes.

That means I'm so ugly, how can I get into his eyes.

When I saw him look at me like this, my heart was angry and sour, angry and sour, sour and sour, and said sourly: "That's really difficult for you." If you know I'm not her, why didn't you let me go? ”

"On the one hand, it's for Cang Li, and Cang Li thinks you're her. If I let you go, Cang Li will be sad. Cang Li is already weak, if he is too sad, I am afraid that his soul will be scattered. ”

Okay, that's one side, but what about the other side?

There may be more than one side, there may be two, three, or even several.

Guan Shi is a person who has a lot of thoughts, and he has lived for so many years, who knows what he thinks about all day long.

"One side is that she's not coming back, never will. Even if she could come back, she would know about me and you, and she would ask me to keep you around. Because she's kind. ”

"It's really kind." I beg and pout.

Guan Shi glared at me, "You seem to have an opinion?" ”

"Of course there is an opinion, can she show her kindness by leaving me? Then the standard of kindness is too low, right? If she's so kind, she should have persuaded you to let me go. "What does it mean to leave me behind, does she think that I am like her, and that I have a habit of serving two women and one husband?

Besides, Guan Shi loves her so much, Cang Li said, with her, there is no one else in Guan Shi's eyes, but you can imagine how miserable and desolate I will live if I stay, it is not even as good as the cold palace.

At least in the cold palace, you won't see others show affection.

Also, she's back, Cang Li will definitely ignore me......

"Woo woo woo ......" people are really strange, thinking of Guan Shi ignoring me, I can only be angry, but thinking of Cang Li ignoring me, I am sad and want to cry.

The mood was already bad, and it suddenly fell to the bottom.

"Oh?" Guan Shi used a third voice "Oh? "Is it kindness to let you go?" ”

"Not to say 100% kindness, but at least she wants me to stay kind. Because I am a modern person, my mind is monogamous, and I will never accept any three wives and four concubines. Either she goes, or, I go. Of course, I knew it was impossible for her to go, so it was only me who walked, so ......"

"You should say there's no way she'll ever come back." Guan Yan interrupted me, "For hundreds of years, we have met so many people, Cang Li has not misrecognized others, but you have been mistaken. ”

"I really wish you were her, but unfortunately I was delighted again and again, disappointed again and again. Maybe I was delusional, I saw her in front of me, she ...... Couldn't come back. ”

"Mo Ran, she won't come back!" When I said this, Guan Shi suddenly hugged me, and hugged me very tightly.

When he hugged me, I felt like it was raining.

It's in the house, and even if it's raining, I can't feel it, so the only possibility is ...... It's just that Guan Xi is crying.

Oh my God, Guan Shi is crying again.

This is the second time he has cried in front of me, but every time he cries, it is because of his mother.

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