134. Grace and mercy
On the coast of the South China Sea, there is a national name carving.
After there are many fish and sharks in the country, the denomination is carved to achieve immortality.
At that time, the plain book seemed to be a description of not wanting to live, and it was also gray to explore her original spirit.
I carve her into anyone, as long as it's not like a pear. But I carved the shape of the pear face.
The so-called ghosts send gods, and that's it. At the end of the last stroke, the face that caught my eye was pear-faced, which also made me feel in a trance for a few seconds before I reacted. After reacting, everything has become a foregone conclusion.
She was delirious, grabbed my sleeve and cried with tears on her face: "You are really cruel, you have been planning for a long time, right, you can't even get used to me looking like this, are you afraid that I won't let you change my appearance if I move, and even smoke my fish bones?" ”
She thought that I was pumping her fishbones and changing her face, simply because I didn't like her, just to torture her.
I no longer knew how to explain to her that I had done it to save you, to keep you alive. She must not believe it, don't say that she doesn't believe it, even I feel that it hurts too much to hurt her - fish scales on the front foot, fish bones on the back foot, and later carved her face.
In every way, the pain is too heavy, and the torture is too deep.
In contrast, death is easy and simple.
This scene from the past returned to the outside of the Lingxiao Golden Palace, Lao Jun stopped his hand brushing the dust and hair, turned his head and asked me: "There are many fish scales, which can make up for the Milky Way...... But he said, are these fish scales that replenish the stars of the Milky Way really on your disciple? If it's really the fish scales on her body, the one who started to cut the fish scales, but you? ”
That's a question, I can answer.
It's me.
Time goes back to the present, back to me standing in the thirty-three days of the old monarch's mansion, looking through the window at the plain book in the room that has been replaced with clear eyes, and suddenly feels that this past and present life is somewhere silently and fatefully coincidental.
The gods have no life, death is death, and there is no gray smoke.
It can be said that it is also coincidental that as Meng Zexuanjun, I have a wisp of Nie Su's soul in my body, which makes me have a more story about Nie Su's past life, and makes me meet with Sushu in this life.
Benjun, who lived to be 140,000 years old, felt that he was complete because of this previous life.
It's just that from the past life to this life, what I have done to Sushu makes me regret and sorrow.
Chop fish scales, draw fish bones, carve fish noodles, and cut fins.
This one case after another is mixed with blood.
I can't help but help my forehead - how can I repay this debt that I have accumulated since my previous life.
When Su Shu, who had recovered his clarity, ran out excitedly, he saw me in such a sad description with his hands on his forehead.
"Are you still worried?" She asked.
I touched her eye socket and said in a panic, "Can I see it clearly now?" ”
When she grabbed my hand and pulled me to look into the distance, her voice was full of joy and excitement: "I have lived for nearly twenty years, and this is the first time I can see all these scenes clearly, and the first time I can see all these colors clearly!" You immortals are really capable! ”
Seeing that I didn't speak, he patted my chest and said with a smile: "Daddy, thank you!" ”
This thank you makes me feel ashamed. She couldn't remember why her eyes couldn't see, just as she couldn't remember why there was a red birthmark on her abdomen, she didn't know that the folding fan she had brought to heaven from the mortal world was made of her fish bones, she didn't know that her face was deliberately sculpted.
Lao Jun is right.
I don't know why I'm not sad, I don't know what happened before, so I can live freely and happily.
The torment in the hearts of a person like Benjun who concealed this matter should be to make up for his sins.
It's just that the torment is tormented, and her eyes are clear again, which is the happiest thing I've ever done in a while.
Lao Jun straightened his sleeves, pinched his whisk and walked out, looked at my Tongsu Shu and said: "It's done, there's nothing else, tomorrow the old man is going to the Southern Wilderness to go to the Mid-Autumn Festival to worship the moon fairy, you go early, and the old man should rest early." ”
Su Shu's hand froze, and he clenched me tighter, but he still pulled me to say goodbye to Lao Jun: "Thank you old man, another day, I'll make some pancakes and fruits, you send them over!" ”
Lao Jun has not eaten fireworks in the world for more than 100,000 years, and he doesn't know what a pancake fruit is, so his fingers unconsciously picked up a dusty hair, and asked, "Pancake fruit...... Is it a new tea? ”
I probably also understand that after tens of thousands of years, his mind is still full of tea. If the forest is really big, there are all kinds of immortals, but there is the kind of one who doesn't love the country and doesn't love beauty, and just wants to drink tea when he gets old.
Su Shu was elated, let go of my hand and wanted to compare with him, I was unhappy, and pulled her hand back, and said: "Don't thank him, it is Lao Jun's duty to help the people in the world." ”
After speaking, she turned her on the cloud and left.
Lao Jun is a tea idiot, humming and chasing us for several miles, shouting along the way that he must not forget to send him the pancake fruit, if he goes to the southern wilderness and is not in the house, he must hand over the pancake fruit to his scholar, so that he can put it away.
Su Shu turned around and raised his hand: "It's done!" ”
Only then did Lao Jun stop the auspicious cloud under his feet that was stained with the smell of tea.
"Are you really going to make it for him?" I think of the kind of caring eyes he used to read the plain book, and I felt that he had taken advantage of him, so I felt a little angry, and the happy emotions in my heart sank more and more, and I couldn't help but feel a little tighter when I held her hand, "But you said that you haven't made it for me to eat, not even the mongolus." ”
Su Shu squinted and smiled, in a good mood: "Although I don't know where the Southern Wilderness is, I think that when he comes back from the Southern Wilderness, this pancake will be rancid." ”
Hearing this, the pleasant emotion in my heart was faintly noticeable and brought it up again.
She snapped her fingers casually, and when she looked up, her eyebrows fluttered: "It's better to teach someone to fish than to teach him to fish, how about I give him a pancake cart another day." ”
Benjun: "......"
She looked back, and I stroked her face again. She pulled my placket and said, "The moon sacrifice that Lao Jun said is the Mid-Autumn Festival in the divine realm?" ”
I could already see the faint expectation in her eyes, so I said, "If you want to see how the Mid-Autumn Festival is celebrated in the divine realm, I will take you to take a look." ”
Her eyes twitched, and she looked up and said, "Really? ”
I said, "Seriously." Looking at her excited appearance, I suddenly felt a little cute, "How can you be like a child, excited like this." ”
She half-narrowed her eyes, looked at a red cloud floating not far away, looked at the blue sky in the distance, and asked with a smile: "Do you know which one of these poems in the mortal world is my favorite?" ”
"Which one?"
"When the treasure mirror rises in the sky, the fairy in the clouds is silent; The round is full of equal colors, and the clouds are thousands of miles bright; The cunning rabbit falls from the string, and the toad is born in front of him; The Lingcha intends to join hands with each other, and wait for the galaxy to be completely cleared. She said.
"Why do you like this one?"
There was a faint light in her eyes: "Because of this one, it tells me what the Mid-Autumn Festival moon looks like, what shape it is, and what color it is." After a pause, he said with a smile, "When I was in the mortal world, I didn't appreciate the moon. For when there is no open fire or candlelight at night, I cannot even see anything near me, let alone something hanging in the sky. When I was young, I begged my brothers to take me to the high-rise building of Chengxi Kingdom to see the moon, but what I asked for was a quiet and peaceful atmosphere, where to watch the moon with lamps and torches. My brothers were afraid of disturbing the scenery and their state of mind, so they didn't want to take me. As for the concubine, when I was young, I thought my eyes were not good, not to mention that I climbed a tall building at night to look at the moon, and I was worried about going out of the palace at night. So I like to read books and find descriptions of things that I can't see clearly. But the more I grew up, the more I wanted to go out and have a look, even if I couldn't see clearly, I also wanted to have my own understanding of what the world was like. ”
Then I remembered that she had traveled to the world for three years after she had been in the mortal world, "So this one went out for three years?" How did your mother put her mind at ease? ”
"My mother's concubine felt very sorry for me, so she naturally refused to agree. But I pleaded with her, and she respected me and agreed. She said.
Even though I could have used my magic to know the scene of her intercession with her mother, I still wanted to hear her say it herself.
"What did you say?" I asked.
She took out a fan and turned it around her fingertips, the movement looked free and crazy, the jade crown was firmly tied to her hair, and when she raised her eyebrows, thousands of colors could not match the bright light under her eyes - "I said, 'Mother, maybe people in this world are all lacking something, so they are particularly obsessed with something, just like you once lacked your father's favor and tried your best to attract his attention, so you had a child, and it was me, who got the favor of your father." Children too, what children lack is the clarity of these eyes, and children also want to see the world more, farther and more complete. You have to tell your children to give it a try, just like you did. Perhaps, the child will receive this favor from heaven. ”
She said that people in this world lack something, so they are particularly attached to something. She also struggled to see the world more, farther and more complete.
This sentence made me inexplicably sad. She didn't lack it, but she gave it to me. In the past 20 years, she has not lived as I thought at the beginning, chic and romantic, arbitrary and happy. She had something she had worked so hard to get and that was the clarity of her eyes.
She looked at me again, and when she looked up, some mist oozed from her eyes, but she was still smiling freely, lifting the folding fan Huo Ran and raising her eyebrows: "Look, now, what I said to my mother has really come true." I met you, ascended to heaven, became a god, and restored my eyes. I have really received the grace and mercy of God, this is a blessing that can only be cultivated in several lifetimes? ”