133, Master (text)
Su Shu asked me, and you really listened to the words in this hexagram book, and wanted to kill me to make up for the stars.
This sentence made me suddenly feel a little choked in my throat, and even the expression in her eyes hesitated a little.
She saw my hesitation, threw herself into my arms, rubbed her forehead against my shirt, she also begged me at that time, and she also wanted me to let her go: "Master, please." "She even called me Master obediently, and she called me by my name Nie Su in normal times, but this Master called me out, which made me have some complicated emotions in my heart, and there was even a trace of unhappiness and anger in this complex emotion, and it was at that time that I found that I didn't like her to call me Master.
She burst into tears, her body was bound by the fairy rope but she still couldn't help but tremble, she looked extremely scared, "Master, can you not believe what is written above...... I'm afraid of pain, I don't want to die, Master......"
At that time, I didn't know why I was so ruthless, but now, standing in a place more than 100,000 years later, looking back at the original scene, I suddenly have an understanding of the past.
She called me Master, and when she begged me, she called me one by one—Master.
After a while, the smoke and clouds dispersed, and the memories came one after another, and I saw that the sun was shining in the Shenzun Mansion, and Su Shu was lying on the stone table in the Huxin Pavilion, looking up at me.
At that time, her soul was basically complete, and she had her own preferences, and I could no longer hold her in my arms, nor could I put my chin on top of her head and do such intimate movements with her. I wanted to explain some truths between master and apprentice with her, so I told her: "Sushu, if you fall in love with the fairy you like in the future, if you want to marry that immortal, I am also happy for you." ”
She asked me, "But will you marry me?" ”
"No, I'm your master, I can't marry you." I said.
At that time, she stretched out her fingers and grabbed my sleeve and asked me aggrievedly, "Then can you stop being my master now, can I not treat you as a master now?" ”
This sentence made me stunned, "What's wrong?" ”
"Because you are Master, you can't marry me. Then you can stop being my master? ”
This is the first time I feel that the word "Master" makes me a little irritable, and in my irritability, I pulled out the sleeve of my shirt that was held in the palm of my hand, turned my head and didn't want to look at her anymore, but said decisively-"No." ”
"But I never called you Master at home, and you never called me an apprentice."
"You go and ask the immortals outside the mansion, they all know that I am your master."
She deliberately slipped down from the stone bench and lay down at my feet, playing tricks with me as if she had been immature: "I fell, and I didn't get up until Master agreed to marry me." ”
I couldn't pick her up, because to pick her up was a compromise of her thoughts, and the words of the Divine Venerable were in vain. I rolled up the book and got up and left, leaving a sentence: "You probably don't remember, you roasted sweet potatoes here last night." The soot is probably where you're lying. ”
When did the title "Master" give me a deeper sense of emotion?
Probably later, at the banquet of the gods of the country of Xuanyuan, the eldest prince of Xuanyuan told me that he likes plain books and wants to worship me as a master, and be the same door as a plain book.
He wants to honor me as "Master" along with Sushu.
This deity, who was originally irritated by the word "Master", felt that the word "Master" made me sad for the first time. Yes, even if he is a Divine Venerable who stands on the top of the floating life and looks down on all living beings, he will have times of sadness, but he doesn't know how to tell others, but he can hide it so that others can't see it.
And I also understand more and more that these two words are like a line, a ditch, a river, and a sea, blocking in front of my homogeneous writing, and eternal life and eternity are blocked there, not stopping at fate or dying with death.
As long as I'm still Nie Su, as long as she's still a vegetarian. In this heaven and earth, everyone knows that I am her master and she is my apprentice.
The only way I can stretch out my arms and cross the line, ditch, river, and sea to take her into my arms is only the love of master and apprentice.
In the end, the age is there, she is more than 100,000 years different from me. Don't say it's a master, just call me a master, a master, it's enough.
Therefore, when Nan Xiao told me that he was willing to worship me as a master and be a fellow disciple with Sushu, I rejected him with some sadness, but allowed him to live in the Shenzun Mansion and get close to Sushu. Because Su Shu is going to marry one day, the eldest prince of Nanxiao is more reliable than His Royal Highness Nanhai at the beginning.
It's just that later, things didn't develop as I imagined, Su Shu didn't like him, and even flew up to the lake pavilion, put a dagger against his neck, and even jumped into the lake to drown himself, just to get rid of Nan Xiao.
I felt relieved and sour. In my mind, I recalled her sentence over and over again, "Because you are the master, you can't marry me." Then can you stop being my master", he hesitated for a long time before finally pulling her into his arms. There was even a flash of joy in my heart—because she didn't want me to be her master.
However, later, when I returned to the Shenzun Mansion with the hexagram book, she looked at the hexagram on it, "If you have silver fish ears, you can turn into stars", she trembled with fear, and when she asked me with tears pouring down, she called me "Master".
When such a catastrophe came, when her feelings were so sincere, she called me Master.
I finally realized that my irritability, sadness, relief, and sourness were not worth mentioning. At the most critical juncture, she regarded me as a master, and she was really incompletely at that time, "Because you are a master, you can't marry me." Then can you stop being my master?"
I pushed her away and raised my voice: "Since you are the master, the master is the only god in this divine realm, and the master is thinking of the common people, so he can't protect you." ”
If I were your sweetheart, then I would have to protect you to the death.
You will find it ridiculous when you see this. Laugh at why I take it so seriously, laugh at why I care so much.
But at that time, Ben Shenzun not only did not comfort himself in time, but firmly tied the word "Master" to his heart, telling himself to finally make a move on Sushu.
On the day when Sushu was cut off from the scales, the sea fog of the Sea of Desireless was vast and reckless, and it poured all the way to the Thirteen-Day Divine Mansion. The knife that had been placed on the table the night before, in the early morning, I took a long time to pick it up, and my fingers trembled for a long time before I could hold it firmly.
Walking through the reckless sea mist, I saw the plain books that I had tied up and lay on a hanging jade plate.
At that time, Su Shu, just like later, when I cut her fins with a silver knife, did not move.
Later, Sushu did not move because there was a squid in his belly. At this time, Sushu did not move, it should be because of despair.
I read the word Master, I read the word God, I thought of thousands of living beings in my heart, thinking of thousands of Shenzhou, so that I could get close to the blade of her face and no longer tremble. Immediately, the heart went down, the blade sank into the fish, and the silver knife formed a shallow line, quickly passing down from the cheek.
I wanted to comfort her one more sentence - "Don't be afraid of vegetarian books, I will pay attention to the depth of the blade, and it will never kill you." ”
But under the blade, she still didn't tremble at all. If I hadn't identified it carefully, I would have thought that this silverfish would have died a long time ago.
I was so strange, the more she was reckless, the more she didn't want to cry out in pain, the more I wanted to make her speak, and I didn't even pay attention to using a knife, so that later her scales were cut off, and the silver and white fish scales were mixed with blood, and all became a miserable appearance of blood and cement.
The fish scales were handed over to the Emperor of Heaven, the gods and forces, some of the fish scales made up for the falling stars, and some turned into a vast snow, overwhelming Kyushu, annihilating the scorching sparks. On the top of the Lingxiao Golden Palace, the Emperor of Heaven praised the gods, and after praising them, he said: "This calamity has passed smoothly like this. ”
It was the word "flat", which provoked the god's eyes to be red, fire and blood, and he took out his long sword and rushed to the top of the main hall, almost wanting to stab the Xuanhuang Gongfu, and asked coldly: "Who said that this catastrophe is flat, who cares about my apprentice, do you think that the fish scales that make up for the stars are obtained out of thin air?!" ”
No! That's what I cut off from Su Shu's body.
The Emperor of Heaven was furious: "What does Aiqing mean by this, you voluntarily sacrificed the fish scales, and the widows and gods have never forced you!" ”
These words woke up the dreamer.
Yes. It is I who demand it from myself as a god, I must save the people of the world, I voluntarily sacrifice the scales of the fish, and I do it myself. From beginning to end, it's no wonder that others are around.
I went back to the Divine Mansion. It's just that at that time, I forcibly turned into a fairy form of Sushu, lying on the bed, although the wound has long stopped bleeding, but it has not opened its eyes for seven days and seven nights, which is not very important to describe as wanting to live.
The medical book said that the fingertips were stabbed, and I stabbed them, but she didn't wake up.
The medical book said that the acupuncture points were stabbed, and I stabbed them, but she was still asleep.
I was afraid that she would not be able to sleep and would never speak to me again, and would not even be able to call out a word of "Master" that I did not want to hear, so I used the trick to pierce her flesh and flesh and her fishbones—but she only frowned, but still refused to wake up.
Therefore, later, this god shaved her twelve bones made of miscellaneous thorns, and she finally woke up from her deep sleep, sweat and rain rolled down, and she cried out in pain: "Nie Su, you bastard!" ”
In her bloodshot eyes, there was a faint reflection of a deity with a happy face but moist eyes.
It's good that you're finally awake. I didn't say this to her. For, I know, she is unbelieving.
Later, the twelve fish bones were made into fans by me with immortal power. This is the Fracture Fan. I always wanted to give it to her, but in the next 10,000 years until my death, I didn't find a suitable occasion and opportunity.
Because, in those 10,000 years, I made another big mistake, which caused her to move out of the Divine Mansion.
No, blame me, I was the one who kicked her out of the Divine Mansion.
This mistake is to carve her face into the shape of a pear.