117, you really didn't protect her
On the way back to Xuanluo Palace with Xiaoyu'er, I was thinking about whether to see Liangyu or not, and I also thought seriously about it all the way, and now what kind of feelings I have for Liangyu. I remember more than 1,300 years ago, on the night when I was in the heart of my book, I told her and myself about my feelings for Ayu, and I still remember those words-
"I liked her so much that I almost got her back. But that's when I learned that she had put all her affection on Changjue. At that time, and even for tens of thousands of years later, I was a cruel and irascible fairy, and I hurt her. But I also know that her heart is not with me, and I also know that I can't take care of her compared to Changjue. If you want to ask me what kind of feelings I have for Ayu now, it is that she has a place in my heart, and the guilt for her makes me dare not like her anymore. ”
Now, more than 1,300 years later, I feel that my feelings for Ayu are different again.
It's not that the relationship has faded, but her position in my heart has changed, and my feelings for her are no longer the kind of sweetheart, I like her as a friend now, I feel excited and excited to be able to come back, I hope that her return to the divine realm can always be safe and stable, and I don't want her to have a little bit of a mistake. It's just that the guilt of the past is still there, and the self-blame has not changed, I hurt her this thing, I'm afraid that I will use up my life to pay it back, if she and Chang Jue need to go to Benjun to help, I will definitely do my best to help them.
Yes, to this day, I don't even have the resentment I had at that time, I think Ayu likes Changjue, Changjue also likes her, and it's a good thing that the two are happy like this. And I, as an outsider in the marriage between the two of them, even if no one can stop me, I should not and cannot force myself to go for thirty-five days. When he is willing to ask his old friend to visit Ayu, it will be reasonable for Benjun to go for another thirty-five days. And Jian Rong said that he was obsessed, but in fact, Benjun had been obsessed with Ayu for 10,000 years in his heart, and the moment he heard Ayu's resurrection, he had completely let go.
The wind is blowing above the clouds, and tens of thousands of feet under your feet are rolling dust.
I looked at the little fish in my arms, his mother was still in this mortal world. A day in heaven passes in a flash, and that earth is a real year.
The matter of becoming an immortal is more urgent than the matter of going to see Liangyu. I once left the plain book for one of Liangyu's fantasies, causing her to fall into the python group and suffer the pain of eating bones and skinning, and Benjun can no longer make such a mistake.
She is my son and mother, the lady I want to marry and cherish this life.
Fortunately, when I first arrived at Xuanluo Palace, Meng He heard that Xiao Yu'er was sent home, so he also packed up and returned to Xuanluo Palace early with his bookbag. I instructed him a few words, telling him to keep an eye on the fish and not to take off his clothes or jump into the lotus pond today.
"Uncle, what if Xiao Yu'er refuses to listen?" Meng He pinched his sleeves, looked at the sky, and said melancholy, "Also, I'm really afraid that he will pull my shirt and beg me, and as soon as he makes a sound, I guess I will first turn into the original body of a lotus, and willingly jump into the pool to shade him and let him play......"
I said, "You tell him that if he can wear clothes for a day today, tomorrow my father and I will take him to see his aunt." ”
Meng He was startled, and every time he said another word.
Si Ming Mansion.
At that time, Qingyue had just taken the roasted taro handed to her by Shen Yu in her hand, and when she saw me appear, she reacted several times before she asked me in a panic: "How did you come out of Xuanluo Palace?" You...... Is it for Ayu's business? She's back, don't you worry......"
"Qingyue," I said, "can you write a horoscope for Su?" ”
When Qingyue heard this, the taro in her hand fell to the ground, "Who did you just say to write the horoscope for?" Did I hear me wrong? ”
Shen Yu was also stunned: "I said Meng Ze, aren't you stunned in the Xuanluo Palace for the past 10,000 years." Sushu Shenzun, you also know that in the ...... of the Sea of Desirelessness back then" He paused, but did not say the words "ashes", bowed his head and said, "Qingqing and I should not persuade you to let go, but you also know that even Si Ming Xingjun can't write a fortune chart for the void immortals." ”
I looked down at Qingyue: "I found a plain book in the mortal world, and you should write a fortune chart for her." I'm going to find the elixir that Lao Jun wants to ascend to......" But when I said this, I suddenly thought of Lao Jun and he was in retreat, which made me panic instantly.
Qingyue didn't seem to believe it: "You...... Are you sure? I heard that Lord Sushu crashed into the Great Mars, Rao is the god of the Immortal Law, but it should not be able to withstand the fire of the Great Mars, you also found the Sea of Desireless from the Milky Way at that time, not to mention the bones, what you found at that time was just a charred corner of clothes. Now that 10,000 years have passed, Lord Sushu's immortal deeds are probably gone, how can she appear in the mortal world? Could it be that someone made a joke on you, turned into the appearance of a plain book and deliberately teased you in the mortal world, didn't you admit your mistake? ”
"No way, she can't be someone else, there's nothing wrong with her being a vegetarian." I said.
If it was someone else, how could he say to me on the top of that mortal building, "I don't know why, you and I have only known this for a few moments, but I have a little bit of the illusion that you were my old friend"; If it is someone else, how can you ask with a smile, "Why don't you speak, could it be that the word 'old man' touched your sadness".
Shen Yu reacted, "Since you recognize it clearly, it's easy to do." What is the name and identity of the Sushu Divine Venerable in the mortal world? ”
I said, "Su Yue, the princess of Chengxi Kingdom, is now nineteen years old. After speaking, he was a little worried, and added, "Benjun remembers that it was too late when you wrote the fortune chart for Yin Zheng, this time, please don't delay." ”
Qingyue lowered her eyes and said silently: "I'm embarrassed when the two of them die, I can't be the same as I was at the beginning." You put it down. ”
Shen Yu crossed his arms and looked at me: "You are here to beg Qingqing to do something, how can you make this kind of cannibalistic expression, do you know that you are easy to be beaten like this?" ”
Ben Jun pressed his heart for a long time before he couldn't help but sacrifice the Yue Xiang Sword to fight with him, and endured until the end he heard the sound of his finger bones being grabbed by himself: "If it is Qingyue in that mortal world, if Ben Jun takes the position of Si Ming Xingjun, you are afraid that you will force me to write the fate chart by holding the knife on Ben Jun's neck!" ”
Shen Yu put down his arm, jumped out of the door, snorted coldly, and said as he walked: "Then thank you Lord Xuanjun for not doing anything." Seeing that I didn't move, he stepped forward and turned around, "Why don't you keep up?" Isn't there a lack of elixir that allows mortals to soar? ”
I frowned: "Lao Jun is still in retreat, I'll go to the Emperor of Heaven." ”
He stood in the distance and looked at me with a mocking expression, "I don't know where the Lord Xuanjun, who was able to single-handedly challenge the 20,000 shrimp soldiers and crab generals in the East China Sea and cook seafood hot pot on the spot, where is the Lord Xuanjun who was able to cook seafood hot pot on the spot, how can he be so polite now?" It's not that I said, you go and talk to the Emperor like this, wait for the Emperor to approve, and then wait for you to get the elixir, and your Sushu Divine Venerable will be old in the mortal world. Lao Jun is in retreat, can't you and I sneak into his house and steal a bottle or two? ”
Benjun immediately pulled through the wind and ran to the old monarch's mansion.
Coincidentally, that day, when the Dan room was closed, Ben Jun and Shen Yu were looking for the kind of elixir that could make mortals soar, the door of the Dan room suddenly rang and opened, and the scorching sunlight shone in front of my eyes...... The retreat came out.
When he saw the elixir that we had turned up messily, he reacted for a few seconds, and suddenly exploded his beard, waving a whisk and about to come in and beat us: "You dignified Xuanjun and dignified Shui Jun, why did you do such a stealing thing?!" ”
I was dusted by him, Lao Jun didn't plan to really do anything with me, and he was stunned when he saw this: "Why don't you hide?" ”
"Laojun, Su Shu is still alive, she is in the mortal world, you lend me an elixir, I want to bring her back to heaven." I said.
Lao Jun was surprised: "What is it called...... What does it mean that a plain book is still alive? What happened to her, and why did she go to the mortal world? ”
My heart became more and more anxious, and I frowned: "You lend me the elixir first, and I will tell you later." ”
Lao Jun got into trouble with me, shook the dust, and forced me to look at me: "Have you not treated her well?" Did you make her a mortal and can't even come back to the divine realm?! ”
I was angry in my heart, and when I was about to fight with him, Shen Yu stopped me and said: "You make it clear to Lao Jun, that life chart, Qingyue is to write a frame first, and also write it to this palm lamp, if the life chart is not ready, you have an elixir in vain." Lao Jun is in retreat, and he doesn't know what has happened in the past 10,000 years, so you can talk to him carefully. He can also help you in the matter of helping Su Shu ascend to heaven. I'll go back to Qingqing's side first, don't let others disturb him. With that, he walked away.
Lao Jun's eyes were full of sorrow, but he also calmed down, led me to the chair and sat down, and asked, "Sushu has been a great disaster for thousands of years, could it be that she has suffered another catastrophe?" ”
I also stabilized my mind, even though I didn't want to mention it again, but I still said to him: "You retreat, after you retreat for 10,000 years, that is, more than 300 years ago, it happened that the fire flew into the Milky Way in July, and Su Shu accidentally crashed into the big Mars, and the ashes were gone. ”
The dust in Lao Jun's hand, along with the tea cup held up by Fang Fang, fell to the ground together.
"She crashed into the Great Mars...... Crashed into the Great Mars......" he muttered a few times, a sad look.
"Ben Junyuan also thought she was gone...... But today, I saw her in the mortal world, so I came to your house to look for the elixir, I ......"
"Do you know why she crashed into Mars?!" Lao Jun suddenly glared at me and said angrily.
I frowned: "Her letter to me said that she had been in the Milky Way for 140,000 years, and her eyes were dim and she couldn't see colors. ”
This caused him to rise up and shout: "Bastard! You really didn't protect her! ”