"You? You're not good at all. ”

My heart was lost in vain, falling from the clouds to the bottom, "yes, I'm such a person, not as good as you expect." ”

A bitter smile bloomed at the corner of my mouth, I closed my eyes weakly, and my disappointment and inferiority complex were like a net tightly wrapped around my whole body, and even taking a breath was painful.

We were silent like this for a long time, and finally, Long Qianye spoke, he said: "You always have all kinds of concerns, as if you are in a state of anxiety all the time, you have secrets that you want to hide but won't hide them, when you want to cry, you still deceive yourself there and pretend to smile, when you want to laugh, you pretend to be reserved, you are emotionally unstable, you are very sensitive to everyone, you think too much, you always try to guess the minds of others with your own cleverness, and the only thing you are good at is probably being angry."

When he said this, his voice was very magnetic and mellow, as if he was born with a halo, and I had already fallen into it, it turned out that he knew all my habits well before I knew it, he knew everything, but he didn't say anything. So much so that when he suddenly told me all my faults and shortcomings in such a quiet narrative, I was surprised and frightened, but more because of my low self-esteem.

God has blessed them with the glory of the pride of heaven, so what can I do?

Although I look like the woman named Hua Niansheng, and I also look like the beautiful and moving Mu Jinhuan, but there is a mountain gap between me and them, how can I not be sad, how can I not be sad?

Especially what Long Qianye said, the only thing I'm good at is being angry, what seems to be a compliment, but it sounds extremely ironic, and being angry is the only thing I'm best at, heh!

"Huh. Is it? So you know me so well. So what do you want to say? You don't want to marry me, do you? So to you, is that really what I mean after all that I'm just a stand-in for someone else? ”

He was silent for a long time, and suddenly asked me in a daze, "Do you want to hear the truth or lie?" ”

"Truth!"

Say it, whatever he says, it doesn't matter. In the end, I can't resist being so gentle and so good by others, it's me who has to be cheap to him, and I still think that he can marry me, heh! That's ridiculous, isn't it? I still can't warm his heart after all.

It's just that in the next second, what he said was enough to make me cry. He is like this, I don't know when it started, every word and every line of his will make me pay great attention, and even affect my mood for ten days and half a month!

"Just by virtue of you, do you think you are qualified to be a stand-in for Nian Sheng and Jin'er?"

Suddenly, grievances, jealousy, anger and many other emotions violently corroded my heart, and the tears that had been accumulated in my eyes for a long time slipped down my cheeks and down my chin.

It turned out that it was not me who was the stand-in for Mu Jinhuan and Hua Niansheng, but that I was not qualified to be the stand-in for Mu Jinhuan and Hua Niansheng at all.

Their world is bright and cheerful, while mine is dark, and it is indeed a difference between cloud and mud, and in his eyes I am not even qualified to be a stand-in. Yu Mengfan, you are such a failure!

At this moment, I suddenly realized that God will always be so cruel to me, it cannot give me a gift for no reason, even if it gives me some small luck like smoke, which will be dispersed as soon as the wind blows, and then it will send me a devastating blow. People have loved me for tens of thousands of years, and I, what kind of thing am I?

I looked at Long Qianye crying and laughing, he frowned and panicked, but it seemed so disgusting to me!

I don't like to say it directly!

I can't get used to seeing me say it directly!

kept saying that he liked me and said that he loved me, but now that I think about it, it is so disgusting. I'm just a plaything for him to spend time around, right? And I thought he was serious about me, and I wanted to give him a baby! Yu Mengfan, you are so cheap. It's so cheap that you hate it.

He hurriedly threw me on the shoulder, ready to raise his sleeve and put it close to my face, "Why are you crying?" Didn't you want this palace to tell the truth? ”

Hehe, hahahaha, yes, it's all my fault! I'm to blame! I flicked his hand away, "Send me away, send me back to the foreign street." I promise, I swear I'll never have any more delusions about you! You're right, I'm just a toad who wants to eat swan meat, I'm not worthy! Okay? Whoever still thinks about you is the turtle bastard! Is it okay? ”

I couldn't control myself angrily yelling at him, one voice higher than the other, although I was scolding him, but to a large extent, I was scolding myself, trying to wake myself up, so that I could recognize the reality in front of me and get out of this big quagmire early!

But, but there is no way I can dislike him, and if I have a way to control my dislike of him, how can I stay here and accompany him to stage such a farce here?

I wiped away my tears and looked up at Long Qianye, he actually looked helpless and guilty, and the most important thing was that there seemed to be something coming out of the corner of his eyes, it seemed to be tears.

He cried.

A tear slid down her cheek and landed on the cool floor, splashing layers of dust.

I suddenly panicked, the man didn't flick when he had tears, he was such a majestic person, and he cried for no reason.

Is it because of me? The moment I had this thought, I immediately despised myself, how old are you, what does it have to do with you when people cry.

"The little fan in this palace is really stupid. Do you know, all your bad things are unique in the eyes of this palace, Nian Sheng is not as good as you, Jin'er is not as good as you, they are very good up and down, and can even be called perfect, but it is precisely because of their perfection that this palace always feels less down-to-earth, and what you want to do is more than you have gains and losses, these tens of thousands of years, only you, give this palace the most real feeling, even if you have ten baskets of shortcomings that you can't count in a lifetime, but this palace just likes you. Like this real you. ”

"Really...... Are you sure? ”

He said it again, and he said he liked me again. Is this true? Should I trust him? Or in other words, can I still trust him?

However, I couldn't care so much, I only had the idea of breaking with him a second ago, just because of his tears, I chose to believe him again, all the sadness and pain disappeared in an instant, I desperately threw myself into his arms, crying: "Long Qianye, do you know that you are really hateful sometimes, can you die or something if you finish your words at once?" Halfway through your words, are you trying to kill me in a hurry? ”

Long Qianye opened his arms and responded to me with a hug, pressing my little head tightly on his chest, "It's not that you have to listen to the truth this palace......"

"I don't listen, I don't listen, I don't listen!!"

Long Qianye knew that I was deliberately covering up what I just said that I could say "arrogantly", the turtle king bastard...... I'm a demon, how can I bend and stretch that shrunken thing......!!

He gave me a deep look and sighed softly. My soul seemed to be sucked away by his breathtaking eyes, and I instantly felt as if a subtle current had slipped through my heart, and it was inexplicably a little soft.

His lips quickly came together, and I was so nervous that I closed my eyes and didn't dare to look at him, on the surface it was calm, but in fact it was already turbulent inside.

However, after waiting for me for a long time, there was nothing soft on my cheeks or forehead, and he chuckled softly, "Do you want this palace to kiss you so much?" ”

It was just a casual joke, and I felt like I wanted to find a crack in the ground......

But I have such a virtue, the more others want to see me laugh, the more I don't let him succeed, "Yes, I just want you to kiss me, can't you?" ”

I wanted to push him away angrily, but his arms hugged my waist tighter, and I was firmly wrapped in his hot arms, and the next moment he lowered his head and kissed me on the lips, and his tongue deftly robbed me of my breath, that feeling, how to say, was a surprise beyond measure. I want to call the whole world, he is mine, and I am alone.

It was as if at this moment, the whole world was sleeping peacefully, and only me and him were awake, and I was enjoying his giving.

It wasn't until there was a knock on the door outside that I panicked and broke free from his arms, and this thrilling "sweetness" was over.

Long Qianye casually straightened up his own robe, and asked in an extremely impatient voice, "What's the matter?" ”

"His Royal Highness the Prince, it's not early in the day, today the ministers and others have come to congratulate His Highness, you don't even have a personal shadow......"

Hearing this, Long Qianye actually looked at me with a deep meaning, and the corners of his mouth outlined a good-looking arc, "The palace is lacking, you tell the ministers to retreat on behalf of the palace." ”

When the words fell, Long Qianye stretched out his arms again and took me in his arms, and asked me before he had a heart, "How do you feel?" Are you comfortable with this palace? ”

“…… Under the weather! Not at all! ”

Knowing that he deliberately said that to make me shy, I was too embarrassed to look at him.

"Really? That's the sin of this palace. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, he could wait for me to react, and his lips covered mine again, this time not like the warm "long stream" just now, but more fiercely plundered me, eager to swallow all my breath.

"Woo...... Not...... Release, release...... I'm ...... Gasp, out of breath......!! ”

A sweet warm current suddenly flowed out of my heart, which made me, who had never been possessive and greedy, want to monopolize Long Qianye, hoping that from now on he will be mine alone from beginning to end, and I will never allow anyone to snatch him away from me!

And I knew very well that I didn't have that ability.

I seemed to have walked into a dead end, facing the barren and dark situation around me, unable to find any way to save myself, but cowardly resigned myself to fate. Because, if one day Long Qianye doesn't want me, just like he is as indifferent to Hua Niansheng and Mu Jinhuan, what should I do?

Thinking about it, the tears flowed uselessly again, I had to make myself stronger, so that I could have the capital to stay by his side forever.

Because, he seems to hate the weak.

And I'm one of them. I like to be off the beaten track by his sword, and I want to grasp it firmly!