"Yu Mengfan! I ask you, don't let me repeat it a second time! ”

He yelled at me like that, my stomach full of grievances finally couldn't be controlled, and my eyes were full of tears ready to go, "What are you yelling at me for?" Why is my heart so tired with you? ”

He always went his own way, never told me why, and wouldn't tell me what he was thinking, what he really wanted to do, just take him to bring me to this Beihai Dragon Palace, he always only cared about his own affairs.

He didn't know what I liked to eat or what I didn't like.

As for clothes, I haven't lived in another world since I was a child, and I don't know what the clothes here are and what the underwear looks like here. Maybe I can't say that he wasn't careful enough, but it's my own fault.

He never let me go with him for anything, and left me in this dark dormitory all day long. Maybe he thought it was safest for me to stay in the dormitory, but he was inevitably teased by the people here, and when they left the dormitory, they were even more unscrupulous.

Who his people were, what were the names of his brothers and brothers, where they lived, and who were his friends here, I could have gone and play with them, but no, he didn't tell me anything, and I had to guess everything.

I'm not a god, and I'm not a roundworm in his stomach, so how can I guess everything so accurately?

It seems that all he will do is to say a few warm words to appease people's hearts, and he only knows that he shows his sincerity like me, but he never takes any practical action, which always makes me feel terrified.

Perhaps, he was busy with his mother's affairs, but he clearly said that he was only missing the last medicine of the child, why did he suddenly have a residual poison that had not been cleared?

Remembering that he took Ula out to pick some herbs later, and came back covered in injuries, why did he insist on doing that when this child was so useless as a medicine?

Since he clearly said that if the poison is not solved for three days, he will be powerless, and he even said that the remaining poison has not been cleared for a few days! What is not a lie?

I just never said it.

Look, I can't help but guess.

I was surprised, when it was obvious that he would say a few more words to me to let me know that it was really that hard? Now they still ask me because of a piece of clothing, why is the level of trust between us so low?

What is he suspicious? Or what does he want to suspect me? Doubt what's between me and Su Luohan? Oh, my God! The more I think about it, the more frightened I feel, and the more I think about it, the more sad I feel.

What the hell is going on with all this?

"Don't cry."

Seeing me crying, he seemed to have just reacted to something, and immediately scooped me up from the water to dry myself and hugged me into his arms.

A scorching breath suddenly filled my bosom.

"Let it go!"

"Don't be angry, today's queen mother's body has not only not improved, but has deteriorated, because of the queen mother, I forced you to sacrifice the child between us, and now her body is not as good as day by day, how uncomfortable I feel in my heart, do you know how uncomfortable it is, wash your hands and make soup for you, and wait for you to come back after a day of play, I never thought that you would come back with a set of men's clothes, just because I was carried away by anger before I was fierce to you, I'm sorry."

"Huh."

What did you do earlier? Always be so unrepentant!

"Okay, don't be angry, if you don't want to say it, I'll let people check it! If you're hungry, eat something, and if you're not hungry, I'll take you to bed, okay? ”

After speaking, no matter how I reacted, he carried me to the bed, covered the quilt for me, and then beckoned, "Bring all the people Xiao Fan'er saw today to the main palace to the main hall!" The main palace will be interrogated one by one! ”

"Subordinates obey!"

I don't know where it came from, a man dressed in black and wearing a butterfly mask! I couldn't see this man's face, but I knew he was a man, that tall ......!!

The most important thing is the butterfly mask on his face! The more I looked at it, the more familiar it became, and the more I looked at it, this thing seemed to appear in my sight, but I couldn't even remember what it was for a while.

I originally wanted to tell Long Qianye that there was no need to make such a big move, what was the use of investigating those things now that the matter had passed? Is it possible to turn back all the danger and humiliation and ridicule I have endured?

So what's the point of tossing those?

"Long Qianye, can I ask you a question?"

Long Qianye looked at me for a long time, and his smile made me not feel the slightest warmth, because, how to say that feeling, as if all the unpleasantness that happened between us before did not happen at all, it was just an illusion of me, "Of course, Xiao Fan'er can ask whatever he wants." ”

"Are you sincere with me?"

I just lay on the bed, staring at him with my eyes wide open, not wanting to let go of any expression on his face.

"Why do you ask?"

Unexpectedly, when I asked him the question, his face was clouded again. Really, he always does.

"I just want to know. Tell me what to do? ”

"Huh! Did you know that you've asked this question many times? How many times do you have to say it before you can understand it? I love you, I love you, I love you! Now you know? Are you satisfied? ”

He murdered me again.

From the moment I entered the door, he was like eating dynamite, his face blackened at every turn, his tone was not good at every turn, and he was angry at every turn.

No one can stand his temper!

I've been forbearance since the moment I entered the door, but it's only now that I realize that this attitude doesn't seem to be of much benefit to the stability of the relationship between me and him.

I endure, he thought I didn't have anything.

I endure, he thought I could not care about anything.

I endure, he thought I was like a pig, and he only knew that he ate, slept, slept and ate a day!

I endure it, he thinks I have no temper!

So what's there to bear, I've been holding back half a word and haven't confided in him after being so ventilated during the day, but he never seems to think that I don't care, in fact, nothing happened, everything is fine!

I had an unbearable urge to yell at him, I! Right now! I'm in a bad mood! It's not just that he has troubles and unhappy things, but I'm also a human being! I have it too!

Thinking so in my heart, I really did it, and immediately shook his hand and tore off the quilt he had just covered me and kicked it to the corner of the bed, violently supporting his weak body, and said angrily, "I don't know." I'm not satisfied either! ”

"And what are you going to be satisfied with?"

He didn't seem to expect me to make such a big move suddenly, the whole person was stunned, and the tone of his hard speech was no longer so rushing towards Fang Cai, but he still had a weak face.

"You know what, I'm sick. Believe me, your first reaction is what's wrong? Let me take a look, or find a doctor who can see the disease to check my pulse and take medicine. But I'm not sick physically, I'm sick in my heart. I'm very depressed, I smile at you every day, and even many times I don't know what I'm laughing at, I'm actually very unhappy and uncomfortable, but I still have to pretend to be strong, I don't dare to tell you a lot of things on my mind, but you think I live a very full and happy life every day. And then I have to constantly take care of your emotions, even if I haven't done anything wrong, as long as you are unhappy, I will feel that I have done something wrong, and my life is worth gambling! Wide! Again, it's basically a guess. All living beings are either sweet or bitter, you are alone, and it is difficult to distinguish between all tastes. ”

"But tears can only be swallowed in the stomach, and sometimes I can't even cry when I want to cry. You know what that feels like? It's the feeling that a breath is stuck in the throat, hurting to the heart and lungs, and the pain is so painful that the fingers are shaking and I dare not show the slightest bit in front of you. You've probably never noticed the despair in my eyes when I smiled and said I didn't mind, did you? ”

As I spoke, tears slowly rose from the bottom of my heart and spread to my entire eye socket, until the tears blurred my vision, and I realized that I had fallen into a heavy sadness again. Hurriedly raised his head and raised his hand to stroke off the excess and useless liquid.

Long Qianye was like hearing some shocking secret, even his mouth was slightly open, and I even felt cautious about breathing.

What flowed out of his eyes was self-reproach. It's helplessness. It was something that was so thick in his eyes that it couldn't be dissolved.

And now, I don't have time to delve into what he's thinking, I just want to tell him all my thoughts. Because I don't want everyone to guess and guess at every turn, it's very tiring. It's true.

"Those things from a long time ago have passed, and I am gradually relieved. At that time, I said that you bullied me, and I wanted to try to get revenge on you, but I was always limited to words. You can always use countless ways to make my liver burn in my heart, for example, you deceive me so logically, saying that you are a gentleman, saying that you have amnesia, how can these lies used to deceive me be so easy? Have you really considered my feelings? Keep saying that you like me, saying you like me, saying you love me, how have you ever really cared about what I think in my heart?

"You say you're going to marry me, but it always seems to keep me waiting. I know it's not easy to meet you, and I also know that it's not easy for us to walk together, but don't let me wait for you, wait for your mother, wait for you to be the dragon king, wait for you...... So how long do you want me to wait? When will it be? Maybe you can live forever, although I am a demon but I don't have a little spell, I will be old and will die, you know? Is it that when I am old and dead, you still let me wait, wait for you to the next life, the next life? ”