Chapter 144: Lining
"You said you would bring me to Beihai to see your mother. Yes, the queen mother is very poisonous, I know, I can't help you except cause trouble, I also know, but you let me see your queen mother, whether she has open eyes or closed eyes, then you let me take a look, even if you let me serve her undressed, I also think this is a matter of course, but you don't, what is the situation of your queen mother so far, you have never told me a sentence and a half, why, so sure that I am useless? Then you said that I followed you to the Beihai Dragon Palace, why did I come? β
"You said that I would plant your dragon in peace, but in the blink of an eye, you will change your mind. I can understand your fear of losing your mother, but can you also truly understand my fear of losing my child? Maybe for you, children, you can have them anymore, even if you can't give birth, there are so many women in the world, who is looking for birth is not birth, if you really think so, then you have to tell me in advance, don't wait for me to fall step by step before you personally cut off all my back roads. May I? β
"Yes, that's right, sometimes you're perfect like a god, sometimes gentle enough to make people want to drown in your chest forever, sometimes empathetic, sometimes cute and want to feel sorry for you, but that's nowhere near half of the load you've brought me! Like today, do you know what I've been through today, and you just yell at me without asking anything? Is it me or clothes that are important? I told you a long time ago, I am not suitable for falling in love with people, and I am not suitable for living without the slightest gap with people, you also said, my emotions are too unstable, and sensitive, I think too much, and I always try to guess your mind, and then I think over and over again if there is something wrong with me, I am not good at communication, and I don't know how to deal with the differences and problems encountered with a person who gets along day and night, then you don't always let me guess everything! I didn't understand by you before, I wanted to pull your clothes and explain to you for three days and three nights, a thousand times and ten thousand times, but now I won't, and I don't want to continue like this, you don't understand me and turn around and leave. β
After saying what he was thinking in his heart, he found that his tears had dried up, and his eyes were astringent and swollen all around.
The feeling of suddenly saying all the things that had been accumulated in my heart for a long time was unprecedentedly lighter.
So I didn't want to wait for Long Qianye to say anything, I bent my waist slightly with relief and picked up the quilt that I had just thrown on the ground by my irritability, picked myself up, and quickly lay down peacefully. This series of coherent movements adds up to just three seconds.
I don't want to think about anything now, I don't want to think about anything anymore, on the contrary, I'm tired, sleepy, and I want to sleep. The only bit of unhappiness left in my heart has all dissipated without a trace.
Long Qianye suddenly reacted at the moment when I retracted into the quilt, and called me a few times in an extremely trembling voice, telling me not to agree to him, and stretched out his hand to gently push my body. Then, regardless of whether I was happy or not, he pillowed his head on my body and choked up, "Xiao Fan'er, I'm ...... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I didn't expect to bring you so much trouble recently, let alone bring you so many indelible psychological scars...... I'm sorry, Xiao Fan'er, I'm really sorry, you forgive me, forgive me, okay, not next time, no, there is absolutely no next time, I really like you and love you. But there are many things that are not as simple as you think, there are too many people and things involved, and the reason why I am reluctant to share these with you is that I am afraid that you will be cranky, afraid that I will fall into infinite danger because of my existence, so there are many things, I would rather you know nothing about me. You just have to believe in me and believe that everything I do now is for our future. β
See, he still doesn't want to tell me after all.
"Well, for the future. Sleep, maybe tomorrow you will run to your mother, then rest early. β
I turned over, I just think that people are really strange sometimes, obviously just now they were angry, and now everything is smooth, and I don't want to be entangled too much, so be it, that's it. Pretty good, isn't it?
However, he is naΓ―ve like a three- or two-year-old child, but whenever he says something to me, as long as I am covered in the quilt and there is no response, he is particularly annoying, like a cat quietly reaches into the quilt and keeps scratching me, my God, suddenly I am inexplicably "upset"......!!
Because I just lost my temper with him, I thought he would be like me and break the jar and break no one, but I didn't expect him to take the initiative to put down his body...... It makes me have a very strange feeling, saying that I should ignore him, it will seem that I am very shameless, and if I ignore him, it will seem that I am stingy......
So I just pretended to be asleep...... Let him make a fuss on his own!! Anyway, I didn't plan to forgive him so soon, he was so hateful, if I had been so obedient to him and tolerated everywhere, he would have kicked his nose in the face!
I imagined it in my heart, especially when I just confided to him all the things I wanted to say but didn't dare to say, so that he could know the truest thoughts in my heart thoroughly, as if the heart disease that had been hidden for a long time was suddenly lifted, and the whole person was so relaxed that I didn't care what happened to Long Qianye, and I was so sleepy unconsciously.
In a daze, there seemed to be something scraping on his face, and he couldn't continue to sleep peacefully.
"Don't move ......"
I grunted and reached out to pat my face, not taking in the solid touch of my palm. I turned around and continued to sleep, but why was my body so uncomfortable...... Like countless electric currents gliding by, shivering and itchy.
Suddenly, a low, pleasant, magnetic laugh flowed quietly above my head, "Squeamish, are you really asleep?" β
At this time, I was in a state of confusion, and I just hummed casually, because I cried so much in a day today that I couldn't open my eyelids even if I wanted to.
After a while, that annoying sound buzzed in my ears again......!!
"What do you want to do with those who bully you?"
What this person that that? What to dispose of? At this moment, I was very sleepy, and waved my hand impatiently, "Oh, don't make noise! β
Now, it's completely clean!
When I woke up the next day, Long Qianye's enlarged face suddenly appeared in front of my eyes, and I reflexively moved back in fright, but my tired body was really weak, and I fell back into bed again......!!
What's going on? How do you sleep and wake up sore and weak?
Long Qianye's expression was full of worry, and he hurriedly lifted the quilt and came over to grab me, "Did you fall somewhere?" Let me see. β
Oh, my God!
The more he threw himself in my direction, the more I retreated to the other side of the bed with the pain all over my body, could it be that something happened last night? But it's not right, before the sleepiness hit, I had a big fight with him, why is he like a nobody now?
If you want to say that everything that happened last night was all a dream that I directed and acted by myself, I wouldn't believe it!
I stared at Long Qianye's handsome face close at hand, frowned and asked, "What nerves did you have early in the morning?" β
He looked puzzled, "What did you say?" β
"I say! What nerves do you have early in the morning? β
Hearing this, the worry on Long Qianye's face was swept away, and it turned into loss, "Xiao Fan'er, have you really forgotten what happened to us last night?" β
What does he mean by that? I didn't react much for a while, I lowered my head and was about to ponder but found that I was not wearing clothes!
"Ahhhββββββh
"What's wrong, what's wrong?"
Oh, my God! And asked me what was wrong! I was so uncomfortable last night because I talked so much to him, so I didn't take off my clothes and slept under the quilt, why did I wake up and suddenly be like this? To be precise, it's not that I don't have any clothes, but the clothes I wear on my body are very strange, not too loose, not too tight, powdery, and very short...... Probably at the waist......
"I, I...... My clothes...... What's going on? β
He watched me turn around and ponder the clothes on my body, and chuckled out loud, laughing very strangely, "That's it, what else can happen?" β
The way he laughed while talking, that feeling, how to say, as if he knew the origin of this dress, but he just didn't say it! The more I look at it, the more angry I become!
ββ¦β¦οΌοΌ I'm asking what I wore yesterday. Where did it go? And now this clothes, no, whose clothes are these? How is it so short? Who wore it for me? β
He looked at me for a long time, "You asked me so many questions in one breath, which ...... should I answer first?" β
"One! Piece! One! Piece! Target! Return! Answer! β
"I changed your clothes."
"You...... What do you say, you say it again......"
Oh my God, how can he still have the leisure to change my clothes? Because the child is gone, I have to take care of my body, so although he shares a bed with me every night, he never dares to touch me, saying that he is afraid of his own "beastly hair...... So last night after I fell asleep he wasn't ......
At first glance, I thought of what I was wearing now, which was said to be clothes, but not like clothes...... Oh my God, could it be......
"I said, I changed your clothes for you. Xiao Fan'er, I know what happened yesterday, the queen mother finally woke up late last night, and I also asked the queen mother, she said, every woman has to wear underwear, no, the queen mother heard that I finally have a woman who can be protected, and I knitted a shirt for her future daughter-in-law with Tencel, and I changed it for you before you woke up. β
"What? What underwear? β
How do I feel like I'm confused?
Also, he said, his mother woke up? Oh, my God! Why do I just sleep and feel like so many things are different?
"Yesterday, those carp spirits laughed at you for not wearing underwear......"