Chapter 265: The Pain of Separation
Zhou Jian watched the figure get smaller and smaller, and he didn't retract his gaze until he couldn't see it, maybe he just wanted to be a loner.
Xiao Xuanran came to the house where she and her aunt lived before, Xiao Ya left this house to Xiao Xuanran after she died, and now this is also a place for her, she doesn't want to go far, and the house in Fengyin was actually bought by Ouyang Qing, and the inn is actually Ouyang Qing's, but she is managing it on her behalf, and now these things that don't belong to her should be returned.
She only has this house as her own. She wants to stay in this city that she is very familiar with, maybe she can still see her two children, if Zhou Jian doesn't let her see the children, she can still watch secretly.
Speaking of Zhou Jian, he should be heartbroken by now, how can a ruthless and unrighteous woman like her be worth his so much.
Xiao Xuanran cleaned up the place, packed up her daily necessities, and then prepared to go out, she wanted to go to the door of the kindergarten to see the two children, and in two days it was Children's Day, she also wanted to accompany the children, and she hadn't seen the two children for many days.
At the entrance of the kindergarten after school, there are a lot of people. Xiao Xuanran felt that there were so many people today that she couldn't see where the two children were.
She was about to stand on a higher place to see if the two children had come out, when she turned around and saw Zhou Jian's driver walking towards the car with a child in one hand.
Xiao Xuanran didn't know if Zhou Jian didn't let her watch the child, thinking that he didn't even let her in the morning, she was a little empty in her heart when she looked at the child, but her heart missed the two children and couldn't allow her to think like this, and her body was already walking towards that side quickly.
The driver put the two children in the back seat, walked to the driver's seat and started the car, and in a blink of an eye, the car carrying the two children was getting farther and farther away from Xiao Xuanran.
A feeling of powerlessness swept through Xiao Xuanran's whole body, from childhood to adulthood, she really didn't like this feeling, she didn't like this feeling of powerlessness, but at this moment, she was so helpless.
She watched the driver take away the two children, and she didn't know when she would see the two children.
After Xiao Xuanran cleaned up the house, she took a shower and prepared to sleep, she only felt very tired now, very tired, so tired that she wanted to sleep like this.
Xiao Xuanran woke up in the early hours of the morning, maybe because she hadn't eaten for a day, she was a little hungry now, but she didn't want to make some food for herself now, so she simply walked to the small balcony.
She sat down on the small sofa on the balcony, looking at the dark sky in the distance, she knew which direction Qingshan Villa was, she looked in that direction, although she couldn't see anything, but at this moment, she seemed to see the two children and Zhou Jian's joy.
The sky was gradually brightening, Xiao Xuanran knew that her relationship with Zhou Jian needed to be understood, she made a call to Zhou Jian, but it was the secretary who answered, "Hey, hello." ”
When she heard this female voice, Xiao Xuanran was stunned for a moment, and then recovered, "Hello, I have something to do with Zhou Jian." ”
The secretary replied very officially: "I'm sorry, our Mr. Zhou went on a business trip abroad, and now in Dubai, I don't know when I will come back, you see, do you want to contact Mr. Zhou in a few days?" ”
"Okay." After saying that, he hung up the phone.
I don't know what Zhou Jian is doing in Dubai, but thinking that he is not here, then she can go to see the two children, Xiao Xuanran suddenly felt that her bad mood during this period of time was a little happier.
She made herself a simple breakfast and headed out with her bag. She took a taxi directly to Qingshan Villa, today is Saturday, the two children do not have to go to kindergarten, and they should be at home at this time.
Xiao Xuanran got out of the car and hurriedly rang the doorbell, no one knew how much she missed her two children now. The two children have been with her since they were born, and they have never left, and now they haven't seen the two children for so long, she feels that her heart is very tormented.
She knew that Zhou Jian would not let herself see the two children, this was just the beginning, and there were still many days when she could not see the children in the future, so she had to be mentally prepared.
After the doorbell rang for a while, someone came to open the door, it was not Wang Ma, Xiao Xuanran had seen this maid, but she couldn't name it.
The maid obviously knew Xiao Xuanran as well, and she asked, "Miss Xiao, is there anything wrong with you?" ”
Xiao Xuanran was still stunned for a moment for this title, yes, she is going to get a marriage certificate with Zhou Jian now, and she will not be Mrs. Zhou in the future, she should be called Miss Xiao. Xiao Xuanran changed into a gentle smile, "I'll come to see the child." ”
The maid stood by the door and didn't mean to let Xiao Xuanran enter the door, she had a formulaic smile on her face, and said: "Miss Xiao, I'm sorry, the young master has taken the two children abroad, and he may not be able to come back for a while, so you better go back first, and if you want to see the two children in the future, let's say hello to the young master first, we are just subordinates, so as not to make it difficult for us." ”
Xiao Xuanran also understood the meaning of these words, it was nothing more than that she couldn't see the child now, Zhou Jian didn't let her see the child, and if she wanted to see the child in the future, she would tell Zhou Jian herself.
Xiao Xuanran left the Qingshan apartment a little decadent. This area is very large, and there are a few villas scattered around it, so it is still a little far to go to a place with a subway, Xiao Xuanran just wants to take a walk to relieve his mood now.
Obviously, she did all this by herself, but why, she can't accept the ending now. The weather is getting hotter and hotter, and the summer in Cangnan City is also a famous stove, but at this moment, Xiao Xuanran under the scorching sun, she doesn't feel anything else, and she is now full of thoughts that she may not be able to see two children in the future.
Xiao Xuanran didn't know how she came back, she didn't think that after the divorce, the two children would follow Zhou Jian, but she didn't expect that she would lose the qualification to see the children.
It turned out that Zhou Jian was such a ruthless person, and it turned out that he used to be in the blessing and didn't know the blessing.
Time flies, Xiao Xuanran found a new sales job in a small company, she hasn't had a job for a long time, and now she is still a little unfamiliar with work, she is already thirty years old, and she is a bit like a rookie who has just entered the workplace, but this is what she has to adapt to, and this is her previous life, and she has to learn to adapt.
Xiao Xuanran went to Qingshan Villa a few more times, but still didn't see the two children, she tried to call Zhou Jian a few times, but the secretary answered, saying that she was abroad and had not returned.
Until September, the hot weather in Cangnan City gradually decreased, and Xiao Xuanran's work was on the right track, she still didn't see her two children, and Zhou Jian's phone was still answered by the secretary.
The feeling in her heart is that she can't deceive people, she misses her two children, and she also misses Zhou Jian. She woke up in an unknown number of nights, she was in a trance, and it took a while to react, she and Zhou Jian were now going to divorce, and she was not in Qingshan Villa now.
At the beginning of September, Xiao Xuanran reacted in a trance, the two children should be back now, they should be going to primary school now, and I don't know which primary school the two children are in now, she suddenly felt that she was getting away from their lives a little bit. She remembered who had told her before, that the children did not have deep memories before they were six years old, and that it would be the sixth birthday of the two children in a while, and if she disappeared from the lives of the two children, maybe they would not remember her in the future.
Xiao Xuanran smiled suddenly with relief, it's okay if you don't remember, then you won't be sad.
In the evening, Xiao Xuanran walked out of the office building where she now works, it is the rush hour for commuting, she doesn't want to squeeze the subway back now, so let's go have a meal first.
The world is big and it's small. Xiao Xuanran felt that she had no appetite, so she wanted to go to the supermarket below the mall to buy some fruits and vegetables.
She walked to the small square in front of the mall, and when she turned her head, she saw the person she hadn't seen for a long time.
Zhou Jian got out of the car, followed by a woman, originally the woman was talking to Zhou Jian, she couldn't see the woman's face clearly, but suddenly, the woman turned around, she saw the woman's face at once, but it was also a person she knew.
In fact, Xiao Xuanran is more familiar with the women around Zhou Jian, that is, Su Ye and Han Shuangyue, but Su Ye has hurt her head now, and now she doesn't know anything, and Han Shuangyue was arrested, she suddenly remembered now that Zhou Jian has never been a girl around her, since she is now going to divorce Zhou Jian, there are naturally countless women who follow one after another, think about it, maybe the two children will soon have other mothers.
Xiao Xuanran felt that she was really awkward now, she felt that Zhou Jian would definitely find a good mother for the two children, and on the other hand, she felt uncomfortable in her heart, in fact, she had chosen herself to come to this point, so why was she so sad?
Back at her residence, Xiao Xuanran put the things she bought back into the refrigerator, she only turned on a small lamp, and walked to the window by the light, she sat down on the bay window, glanced at the lights in the distance, and suddenly felt a little trance.
Thinking about it, now that Zhou Jian has returned, their divorce certificate has not been received yet, so they should take the time to get the divorce certificate, thinking about it, Xiao Xuanran took out her mobile phone and made a call to Zhou Jian.
Xiao Xuanran thought about all kinds of possibilities, but she didn't think that the phone was still answered by the secretary, Xiao Xuanran couldn't help asking, "Then isn't Mr. Zhou back?" ”
The secretary obviously didn't expect Xiao Xuanran to know that Zhou Jian had returned, so he said: "Miss Xiao, I'm just a secretary, do things according to the instructions above, I don't know if Mr. Zhou has come back, if you really have something, just call Mr. Zhou's private number." With that, he hung up the phone.