Chapter 264: A Hurdle in My Heart

Xiao Xuanran rubbed her face, "I didn't look at you." After saying that, he pulled the blanket covering his body and lay down again.

After lying down, I couldn't help but want to roll on the bed, but this bed was so narrow, and I was very helpless.

At this moment, Zhou Jian said as if he had eyes on the back of his head: "You be careful, don't fall, and be pulled to the wound, otherwise your discharge from the hospital will be delayed." ”

As if worried that these words would not threaten Xiao Xuanran, Zhou Jian added: "You also know that next week will be Children's Day, if you obediently raise it now, you should be able to be discharged from the hospital before this, but if you move around, it will be difficult to say." Although Doudou and Guoguo really want you to spend Children's Day with them. ”

Xiao Xuanran pursed her lips, her wound was on her hand, in fact, as long as she didn't pull her arm on purpose, she wouldn't touch the wound, and she didn't know why Zhou Jian was so nervous.

But she still has to be careful, she still wants to be discharged from the hospital early, Zhou Jian said That's right, there are too many things during this time, and she really didn't accompany the two children well, and when she was discharged from the hospital, she sent the two children to school every day and stayed with them every day.

In fact, Xiao Xuanran slept soundly last night, but at this time, she didn't know what was going on, she still wanted to sleep, and fell asleep again in a daze after a while.

Zhou Jian looked at the person on the bed through the somewhat reflective screen, and he knew that she was asleep, so the sound of tapping the keyboard was lowered.

When Xiao Xuanran woke up, it was already nearly evening, and the afterglow of the setting sun could be seen from the window of her hospital room.

Xiao Xuanran struggled to get up, glanced at the somewhat dim ward, and then at Zhou Jian, who was still sitting there, "Haven't you finished dealing with it yet?" ”

Zhou Jian sorted out the documents in his hand, and then closed the laptop, "It's done." ”

After speaking, he put all the things in the thermos bowl on the side in front of Xiao Xuanran.

"What about the kids?" Xiao Xuanran couldn't help but ask.

"Just came, but you fell asleep, the two of them were too noisy here, let the driver take it back."

Xiao Xuanran looked at Zhou Jian a little unhappily, "Why didn't you wake me up?" I didn't see any children today, it's all your fault! ”

Zhou Jian felt that he was wrong, but Xiao Xuanran said that he was wrong, then he was wrong, and he didn't dare to speak.

"Okay, it's my fault, you hurry up and eat, when the wound is almost healed, I will give you the procedures for semi-discharge, and you can see the child every day."

This time, there was no need for Xiao Xuanran to say, he very consciously fed Xiao Xuanran, but Xiao Xuanran took the spoon in his hand, "I'll eat it myself, you can eat it too." ”

Zhou Jian smiled, this awkward little woman.

After eating, plus she slept all afternoon, so her spirit was extraordinarily good, and she didn't mean to sleep at all, and she felt more and more excited.

Zhou Jian also saw that Xiao Xuanran was not sleepy at all now, and he proposed: "Let's go out for a walk, you are like taking stimulants, and it is uncomfortable to lie in bed." ”

The two of them came to the small garden behind the hospital for a walk, the breeze in the summer night was very comfortable on the body, Xiao Xuanran glanced sideways at Zhou Jian, and suddenly said, "Can you tell me what you thought at the time?" Why do you want to marry me? ”

Zhou Jian smiled, "I'm blind." ”

In fact, it seems that this is indeed the case, if you follow Zhou Jian's normal life trajectory, she will definitely not be Zhou Jian's wife, Zhou Jian's wife should be a gentle lady like Su Ye, with temperament, knowledge, and insight, not an ordinary girl like Xiao Xuanran, and it can even be said that she is useless.

Zhou Jian glanced at Xiao Xuanran, who didn't speak, and thought that his answer just now hurt her heart, so he said again: "Actually, you were very attractive to me at that time, you were different from all the girls I saw, so I was fascinated by you at that time, and you came to me for help later, undoubtedly to give me a chance, to give me a chance to get close to you, of course I won't miss this opportunity, so I'm very happy now, my wife and children are hot on the kang." ”

Xiao Xuanran didn't know what to say, although she was very moved by Zhou Jian's answers, but she had to see clearly between her and Zhou Jian, she seemed to be with Zhou Jian, and she caused a lot of trouble to Zhou Jian, and this time, no matter what, Dong Dongdong's death was inseparable from her, and she suddenly felt that there were really many disasters between her and Zhou Jian.

She suddenly took Zhou Jian's hand, turned around, looked at his face, and said seriously: "Zhou Jian, why don't we separate first, you think about it seriously." ”

Zhou Jian looked at Xiao Xuanran's eyes, he tried to see something from her eyes, but he failed, her eyes were so sincere and firm, so that he had no room to escape, he trembled his lips, "For, why?" ”

Xiao Xuanran raised her head, trying not to let her tears fall, "I always feel that it may be that we are not suitable to be together, so we can't always be together peacefully, like other couples, live some ordinary days, I just want to live plainly, but things always seem to backfire, so I think, maybe, we should separate." ”

Zhou Jian looked at Xiao Xuanran, who was standing in front of him and said this paragraph calmly, he felt that every part of his heart was torn, and he couldn't help himself, he sighed deeply, "Xiao Xuanran, you never wanted to be with me!" ”

Xiao Xuanran didn't know what she should say now, but she knew that it was impossible for her to continue to be with Zhou Jian, Dong Dongdong's hurdle, she might really not be able to cross it, and her guilt made her unable to live a good life with Zhou Jian.

Xiao Xuanran's silence was undoubtedly acquiescence in Zhou Jian's eyes, his heart had been hurting for a long time, and at this moment suddenly became even more uncomfortable, he glanced at Xiao Xuanran, "Okay, I'll let you go, when you are discharged from the hospital, let's find a time to divorce, I don't have any other requirements, you can give you anything, money, car, house, I can give it to you, I only want children." ”

originally thought that Xiao Xuanran would argue with the child, but what he didn't expect was that a gentle "good" word floated in his ears.

How much does she not want to be with herself, even the two children she cares about the most, she can not do it, Zhou Jian suddenly smiled, probably not in love, so the children born with him are not important.

Zhou Jian felt that his tears might be about to fall, he didn't want to shed tears in front of this woman, he gasped, let his voice remain as calm as possible, and said: "That's it, I'll go first, and I'll come to you when you are discharged from the hospital." ”

Xiao Xuanran stood in the night, watching the back go farther and farther, she couldn't help crying, she didn't understand why things became the way they are, in fact, she also wanted to go to Baishou with him, but the world is impermanent, and the world is safe and secure.

Xiao Xuanran wanted to work hard to see Zhou Jian's departure, her eyes widened, but there were only blurred tears in front of her, she never knew that she had so many tears. She moved her feet and tried to walk back to the ward, but found that her feet could not be used at all.

When Xiao Xuanran woke up in the ward, she felt like her throat had been burned by fire, and she couldn't speak, she glanced at the dark room, she remembered that she went out with Zhou Jian, and then Zhou Jian left, and she didn't remember the things very clearly, how she came back, and she didn't have any impression in her mind.

She tried to recall, but in the end, she only remembered that she seemed to have fainted, and then woke up in the hospital room.

At this time, the little nurse who was doing the rounds at night came over, and when she saw that she was awake, she came over to check the situation, but found that she had a fever, so she hurried to the thermometer.

Xiao Xuanran lay quietly on the bed, the words that had been entangled in her heart these days were finally said, and in the future, she and Zhou Jian would never have such an intimate relationship again, Xiao Xuanran felt that her heart was like a piece was missing, and it hurt badly.

Xiao Xuanran had a sudden high fever, and the doctor gave her a fever-reducing injection, which made her better.

Time flies, and a week later in the blink of an eye.

Xiao Xuanran actually thought about what would happen after she said those words to Zhou Jian before she was ready to say those words, in fact, she thought about leaving her two children, there was no Zhou Jian in her life, and there was no man who always believed in herself and loved herself, but she never thought that life without them would be so difficult.

The wound on Xiao Xuanran's hand had already scabbed, and as long as he didn't suffer a second trauma, there would be no big problem, so he went through the procedures for discharge.

In fact, she was originally going to call Zhou Jian to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get the divorce certificate, but thinking that she hadn't settled down yet, and the divorce was agreed with Zhou Jian before, she was not in a hurry at this time.

Xiao Xuanran, who was discharged from the hospital, first took a taxi to Qingshan Villa, she has nothing now, she still has to go back to get her daily necessities first. She knew that at this time, the two children went to kindergarten.

Zhou Jian should also go to work, so it is best for her to go back at this time, she will not run into the child clingy, it is estimated that she will be reluctant to do so, and she will not touch Zhou Jian, in this way, she will also be reluctant.

Xiao Xuanran rang the doorbell, and after a while, Wang Ma came to open the door, she saw Xiao Xuanran outside the door, she was originally happy, but suddenly her face changed, she didn't let Xiao Xuanran enter the door, and took out a suitcase from the side, and said to Xiao Xuanran: "Young lady, this is what the young master ordered, pack your luggage for you, you take it, the young master said, you have nothing to do with it now, so there is no need to go in." ”

Xiao Xuanran didn't expect Zhou Jian to be so ruthless, thinking about it, she has always been in the blessing and didn't know the blessing, Zhou Jian has always been gentle to her, but she didn't cherish it. She dragged her suitcase, watched the door slam shut, and slowly turned to leave.

Zhou Jian has been standing in front of the window on the second floor, just like he had done many times before, watching Xiao Xuanran's figure disappear from his sight, he thought that he was almost very happy, it turned out to be just a phantom, and now the bubble of such fantasy has burst, and when it comes to reality, Xiao Xuanran is still leaving him.

He suddenly remembered the question Xiao Xuanran asked himself, why her? Actually, she didn't want it to be hers. So, even though he tried his best, they still couldn't get together in the end.