I was shocked and shouted "A-Niang".

But my mother didn't see me, the halberd was clenched tightly in her hand, and it came to the dyeing of the lamp, and the sound of the wind vibrated and set off the waves, and the starlight broke through the silent sea.

This posture made me panic, not for anything else, because I could see that my mother was going to make a real move this time.

The sword of Yuexiang was sacrificed out of thin air and was held in my hand. I jumped in front of the lamp, intending to protect Ichigo, but my mother's light-shaking halberd went straight through my body and shone on the lamp behind me!

The key is...... The halberd passed through my body, but I didn't feel anything!

My body, in front of my mother, is like nothing.

In a hurry, she turned around and shouted "A-Niang", but she still didn't hear my mother's kiss, and the treasure halberd ran away as usual.

Really...... My mother kisses her and she can't see me.

But the lamp dye, the lamp dye, she can see me, she saw me pierced by the Shaking Light Halberd, and she heard me shout to the goddess Tao Yu for her mother.

She looked at me with wide eyes, and before she even had time to hide from my mother's halberd, she exclaimed at me, "She...... She's your mother?! ”

The halberd pierced her shoulder at this moment, and even though I ran over with the wind and tried to pick it away, the sword of Yue Xiang touched my mother's halberd and it became a void again.

"You went to Shake the Star again last night? I warned you a long time ago that if you offend my soldiers again and suck my loyal soul, I will pay for your life! The mother shouted, the treasure halberd was paused, and it was pulled out of the lamp dye's shoulder, "I don't know how to repent, you really should be destroyed!" My soldiers' loyal souls have been sucked by you many times, and the divine law says that when you see evil demons, you should not have shown mercy to your subordinates earlier! ”

My mother's eyes were red with anger, and she shook the light halberd into a beam of light, and stabbed her in the chest before the lamp dye could recover from the previous halberd.

I yelled in grief: "Mother! Stop it! ”

But she couldn't hear it, she didn't stop moving in her hands, the treasure halberd came out, the fairy Fa Sheng, and her mother really didn't pity the lamp for half a point this time.

I saw that the lamp was really like a lotus flower, and the body was pierced and pierced several times by the light of the halberd, and finally the body fell like lotus petals.

Several times I rushed to her and my mother with my sword, but I could not stop me once.

The lightning and flint lasted for half an hour, the wind and rain roared, and the thunder and lightning were combined.

I saw blood gurgling down her lamp-stained shoulders and down her lotus clothes. I saw that she was gradually unable to hold on, and I saw that she was powerless to fight back.

At that time, what swelled up in my heart was a large area of powerlessness. I have not been able to understand the word "helpless" for a long time, but today, in this illusion, in front of my long-deceased mother, in front of my child and her mother, I suddenly deeply understand the meaning of this word again.

Whether it was in the Shuran Hall of Lingbo Immortal Continent, in the face of a group of poisonous pythons, I abandoned her; I still knew that she was the silverfish, the silverfish that I had tied up with a fairy rope and cut off its fins; Or now, I see my mother holding the Shaking Light Halberd, her eyes red with anger, and she wants to put her to death—there were thousands of them, but the result is that this gentleman did not protect her safety.

I can't help her, I can't protect her, I hurt her deeply, and now my mother won't let her go.

I didn't want to wait for this duel to stop, I used all my sword tricks, but the moment I met my mother's light-shaking halberd, the sword tricks and the blade all turned into nothingness.

And the lamp dye, her cultivation is far less than one thousandth of my mother's relatives, so she is defeated and defeated. At last she sat on her knees in blood, the waves almost above her head, the water washing over her body, and the sea below her was stained scarlet with blood.

I don't hope for anything else, I just hope that my mother will be merciful. I yelled at the wind and rain, and my mother never heard a word of it.

But her mother kissed her this time and hit her too hard, and when she beat the lamp dye to the point that she had no power to survive, she stopped and returned.

Benjun...... never protected the girl he loved.

Benjun, I can't think that the immortal who was shaken through the body a hundred and ten times by the light halberd is himself.

The desireless sea was a little surging because of this battle, and the sea became rain and fell on me with the wind. I don't know how to face her, I don't know how to forgive myself. I saw her injured in front of me again, and this scene, frame by frame, was a dagger cutting on me.

The lamp dye behind me tugged at my sleeve, and I realized that the lamp dye could feel my presence, so I wrapped her tightly in my arms.

"She's really your mother......" She looked a little sad, but she still knew how to raise her hand to wipe away the tears on my face.

I felt sorry for her, I felt that the wound on her body should be counted on my head, I clenched her cold hand and put it on my lips: "Lamp dye, I'm sorry for you." I'm sorry for you out there, and I haven't protected you in this illusion. ”

She frowned: "Illusion? After a moment of silence, he suddenly smiled, "Occasionally, I feel like I have fallen into an illusion for the past 10,000 years, and every moment is like a dream." Don't cry, you big man, what are you crying about. ”

"Lamp dye, I ......" The water in his eyes was sheng, mixed with the wind and rain rolling down.

"Don't blame yourself like this, but say, I don't want to live very much. So three days ago, I went to her Shake Light Star again and offended again. As he spoke, he took out two porcelain bottles, one black and one white, from his sleeve pocket and put them in my hand, "This is what I stole that day, it seems to be the soul of a certain immortal...... This soul, your mother thought I had sucked it, so she came to beat me. Actually, I deliberately lured her over and beat me up. ”

I think the aura of the soul in this black and white porcelain vase is too familiar.

But the lamp dye in front of me couldn't hold it anymore, and I didn't have time to think about whose soul belonged in this porcelain vase, so I just hugged her in my arms and drew out my immortal power to her.

But she grabbed my hand and stopped me: "Don't give me the power to cross the immortals, can't you see it...... Is this girl bent on dying? ”

She said, "Can't you see it...... Is this girl bent on death?

I stared at her suddenly, feeling my heart throb and throb terribly, but her face was so calm that it couldn't be calmer.

"Don't you understand what I just said to you?" Her face was pale, but she stubbornly said, "Then I'...... Then I'll tell you again. I deliberately, your mother protects the loyal souls of many soldiers, do you know? I wasn't very good before, I was a demon who survived by sucking souls, and I sucked the souls she guarded, and she would beat me. ”

After a pause, he looked at the black and white porcelain vase that he had just put in my hand, and said with a helpless smile: "But I haven't sucked souls for a long time, especially the loyal souls of these soldiers, but last night...... Last night, I went to the Shaking Light Star again, I was embarrassed to attack the loyal soul, so I chose this pair of souls with a somewhat strange spirit to steal it, just to lure your mother to beat me, because I don't want to live, I just died by your mother's hand, it was suicide, not he killed, I don't want to live, being killed by your mother is my purpose, you ...... Got it? ”

I shook my head and clenched the porcelain vase in my hand: "Why don't you want to live?" ”

She stared at me for a long time, and in the wind and rain, she suddenly burst into tears-"Do you really not understand or falsely do not understand, if this immortal path is joy, who wants to die?" ”

If this immortal path is all joy, who wants to die?

This sentence seems to be a gate; The voice settled, the gate opened, and thousands of sorrows rolled out like surging waves. She couldn't control it anymore, and hid her face and cried: "You immortals have never known how precious time is, and you don't pity it for tens of thousands of years or hundreds of thousands of years in a trance, because your life span is long, and as long as you protect yourself from catastrophe, you can live for thousands of generations." But I'm different, I've been an evil demon for a while, in order to prolong my life, in order to keep Nie Su's soul for a long time, I even sucked the loyal soul of the soldiers. I also regretted it later, I thought day and night, for this wisp of soul that may never become Nie Su's soul again, I sucked the loyal soul of the soldiers, is it right or wrong, is it worth it? ”

Tears rolled down her fingers, and she cried with grief: "That's why I decided not to keep it...... I can't hold Nie Su anymore, I feel too sad and tired...... I'm sorry for him, and I'm even more sorry for the soldiers who lost their lives for the sake of the peace of the wilderness...... Now, I want to give his soul to someone else. So, I don't really want to live......"

The silver light on her body flickered on and off, as if it was really a lamp, and it was about to go out.

I reached out and stroked her back with a trembling hand, trying to support and comfort her. In the end, he opened his mouth tremblingly, unable to control his voice and choked: "Ah Ran...... If you can't keep it, you can't keep it, Nie Su won't blame you. ”

Because his memory is in me, because I know what he thinks, and he never blames you. He is full of guilt and joy for you: he likes everything about you, whether he is innocent, kind, angry, helpless; Guilt picks your fish scales, draws your fish bones, carves your face, regrets all the time, and hates that he can't die for you to make up for his guilt.

The wind and rain did not stop, and she fell with a bang, and she lay in my arms, crying hysterically: "But I will give his soul to others, and he will never come back." He must blame me, he must be sad, I cut off the possibility of resurrecting him with my own hands......"

I hugged her tightly, my chin resting on her forehead: "Who do you want to give his soul to?" I don't think he would blame you if you saved someone. ”

Even though I had already guessed seven or eight points, even though I already knew that a wisp of Nie Su's soul was in my body, when she said that name, I was still stunned for a while, and I felt distressed for a while.

In her arms, she cried and said, "To Meng Ze." I want to give this soul to Meng Ze. ”