Concubine De's heart (love qg) is complicated for a while.

After being silent for a long time, he slowly spoke, "This palace naturally knows that you and the fourth child are both filial. ”

It's just that the fourth child was not raised by himself (body shēn) after all, and he will always have the position of Empress Xiaoyi in his heart.

And the silent confrontation between her and Empress Xiaoyi back then, every time I think about it, I still feel a faint pain in my heart.

When she first gave birth to the fourth child, she was just a little nobleman and was not qualified to raise her own children. After giving birth to the fourth child, she was named a concubine.

But the day she became a concubine, the fourth child had been carried to Chengqian Palace for more than half a year.

She had spoken many times in front of the emperor and wanted to bring the child back. But the emperor always has various reasons to reject her.

Fortunately, the distance between Chengqian Palace and Yonghe Palace is very close, so she often sneaks over and peeks through the crack in the door. Or take advantage of the time when Tong Jia's family took the fourth child to the imperial garden, and quietly went over to have a look.

But soon, Tong Jiashi excused himself from the greetings of the palaces on the grounds that he was not in peace, and closed the door to live (Riri).

By the time she saw the fourth child again, he was almost two years old.

In July of that year, Tong Jiashi took him to play under the old vine in the imperial garden. She hid to the side and watched, but heard the fourth child shouting Tong Jia's "Eniang".

In the imperial palace, only the biological mother can be called Eniang, and the adoptive mother should be called the concubine.

Then she saw Tong Jiashi smiling and holding the fourth child into her arms and whispering to him.

At that time, she suddenly realized that even if she was her own mother, she would not be able to see her all the time

She conceived and gave birth to a son in October, and called someone else's mother.

Even, he may not know what the relationship between the concubine in the Yonghe Palace next door is with him.

However, the most unacceptable thing for her (love qg) is that her son calls someone else's mother, and even recognizes that person as his mother.

The past is unbearable.

It was the darkest and most failed period of her life. It is not an exaggeration to describe it as a cone-hearted.

She cried, hated, and even had a lot of dark thoughts.

Her son has already raised her, why can't she see her often

The few times they met, Tong Jiashi held the fourth child in his arms, looking like his biological mother and son. Again and again, a knife pierced her heart.

She prepared a lot of strategies, but she didn't do it for a long time, and the whole person became depressed.

The emperor may have seen the pain in her heart, or he may have taken pity on her, and he promised to have many more children with her. And the fourth child is very good, he hopes that she will not always worry about it.

Perhaps, she should let go and act as if she had never given birth to that child.

Later, she had a sixth elder brother. This is her second son, and she is finally alive again. But I didn't expect that the sixth elder brother died in a few years.

God is so unfair

is not qualified to support the fourth, so she can only pretend that she has never given birth to this child, so as not to be crazy by the scene of other people's mother and son being happy ((forcing bi) bi).

finally had the sixth child and hope, but God took his life again.

The emperor gave her a concubine, but she was abandoned by her two sons. One is close to you like a stranger, and the other is forever separated.

After a few years, she finally had a little fourteen again. The child was healthy, and she came back to life, pinning all her hopes on Xiao Fourteen (身shēn).

Not long after, Tong Jia's family became the queen for a long time and died.

The emperor felt sorry for the fourth child who had no adoptive mother, and sent him back to her (身shēn) side, so that she could raise him well and take care of him.

However, it is obviously the biological mother and son, and when she saw the fourth child, she only had the cone scene that Tong Jia's threw at her again and again over the years.