Lu Xiaoxiao's question really made me silent for a while, who will I choose?

"Jiajia, you shouldn't hesitate to ask this question."

I was stunned for a moment and replied to her, "Can't you choose both?" ”

"It's impossible for me, but for you, if you're with my brother, I don't think you need to think about it, but if you're with Zou Moyan, you have to think about it carefully."

"Xiaoxiao, I don't understand what you mean."

"I don't mean anything, I just think that if the person you identify can accept your family and is willing to go to your parents and say that he will marry you, then you are a happy person, if that person is hesitant and ambiguous or has other thoughts, he will always refuse not to really want to be with you, I am a living example."

I understand what Lu Xiaoxiao means, she doesn't want to see me go on the roads he has walked, I don't know what happened between her and Pan Yiming to make her so mature, but I am sure that what Lu Xiaoxiao said is definitely a golden word.

"That's right, I'm going to be the first to see it when the baby comes out, although you and my brother are out of play, but it can't affect the friendship between us, right?"

"Of course, Lu Xiaoxiao, you have to be good!"

We chatted a few more words before hanging up the phone, Lu Xiaoxiao's changes made me sigh, another cute beautiful girl surrendered to the interests of the family marriage, and behind these interests are often those who can't help themselves.

What Lu Xiaoxiao said woke me up, I have to let my father know about the continuation of the relationship with Zou Moyan, although he likes Lu Chengying very much, but the person I love has always been Zou Moyan.

I'm going to take him to see my dad.

This thought began to surround me, about the existence of Zou Moyan, my brother and Aunt Cai had seen Zou Moyan when they were in the United States, but my father had not seen it.

I came out of the room, Pan Yiming had already left, Zou Moyan was on the phone, his tone was very light, but I could also hear the deterrent power inside, "The lawyer will do these things on my behalf, I will see the results in a while, I don't care what you say or do, in short, some things end here." When he saw me come out, he hung up the phone and walked up to me.

"Mo Yan, I want to take you to see my father."

Zou Moyan was stunned for a moment and asked, "What's the matter?" ”

"He also knows about my pregnancy, and I want to take you to meet him."

Zou Moyan was silent, and I gently held his hand, "I just let him see your existence and reassure him." ”

"Are you sure?"

I nodded, "OK." ”

“OK。”

Zou Moyan agreed very happily, my heart is happy, Lu Xiaoxiao, look, the man I love is willing to meet my parents, I can be a woman who can have both fish and bear's paws.

Zou Moyan's palm was placed on my lower abdomen, he used to act like this when I had menstrual stomach pain, this warm and generous palm gave me a steady stream of warmth, and now, it also gave me endless motivation.

At this time, I firmly believed that nothing is truly unforgivable, and that everything can start again.

I love Zou Moyan very much, I love this child very much, and of course, I love myself now.

I didn't sleep very well at night, I always dreamed that I was walking in a dark forest, I couldn't find an exit, I shouted and no one helped me....

When I woke up, I was covered in cold sweat on my forehead, my stomach was a little swollen, and I went to the bathroom to see some dark brown discharge.

I panicked at the time, and my hands unconsciously covered my stomach, for fear that the baby would make a mistake. I took my phone and typed in my situation, and I was relieved to see that many websites explained this situation normally.

When I woke up the next morning, I still had dark brown discharge on my new underwear, and I didn't feel any discomfort at the time, thinking about going to the hospital for a while, so I didn't take it seriously at all.

I went to the hospital with Zou Moyan early in the morning, the blood draw process was very smooth, I was restless in the hour of waiting for the results, Zou Moyan prepared breakfast for me on the side, I was not in the mood to eat, I was nervous and didn't know what to do, for fear that I would have something wrong.

"You sit down and wait quietly."

"I'm afraid." I pulled Zou Moyan's arm, feeling uneasy, "What if the baby is not good?" ”

"I said, don't worry about things that haven't happened yet."

"But I'm afraid." I don't think anyone can understand my current mood, the expectation, apprehension, worry, and a hint of happiness, "Mo Yan, no matter what happens, you have to be by my side." ”

"Mo Yan? Are you here? Li Nan appeared in my sight with a few books, I haven't seen her for a while, she is a little more slender, and the whole person is very beautiful, especially today with light makeup.

A woman is often very sensitive to the way another woman dresses, talks and behaves.

"Hmm." Zou Moyan ate intently, without raising his head, "This is not the hospital where you work." ”

"I'm here to attend a seminar on clinical medicine," Li Nan looked at me, very enthusiastic, "Jia Ran, what's wrong with you, are you uncomfortable?" ”

I don't know why, I don't want Li Nan to know about my pregnancy, and when I saw Li Nan, I also thought of another name that has always been in my heart, Zou Xue.

"Nope."

"I haven't seen each other for a while, let's eat together at noon, there's a Western restaurant near here that's not bad." Although Li Nan was looking at me, he was asking Zou Moyan between the lines, because I was not interested in Western food at all, and Zou Moyan was indeed a weird guy who loved Western food.

"I've got something to do at noon." Zou Moyan replied lightly, raised his eyes and glanced at Li Nan, "Another day." ”

"Okay then," Li Nan smiled at me with a look of regret, "Then you make an appointment, now I am very idle, and I have time." ”

Idle? A woman with words in her words!

I don't have any need to show weakness in front of Li Nan, "Okay, let's call everyone to our house for dinner one day, just get together together, I haven't shown my hand for a long time." ”

"Do you want to eat the dark food you made? That is the shadow of He Changan and Zhou Ling's life. Zou Moyan's answer was completely the rhythm of demolition, and I glared at him, "It's okay if you eat it for two years!" ”

"It's so inconvenient to go to the house, and I have to clean it up." Li Nan looked at me and said with a smile, "Jia Ran, how about we go to the suburbs another day?" I know of a manor where the food is well cooked, both Chinese and Western, and most importantly, horseback riding. ”

Li Nan's inexplicable overtures made me a little awkward, and I didn't know what to say, Zou Moyan spoke, "She can't ride a horse, so let's come to my house another day." ”

I was proud in my heart, how could I have a feeling that Zou Moyan was biased towards me, but Li Nan was still smiling.

The nurse shouted at the door at this time: "He Jiaran, your results are out, and the doctor called you over." ”

I hurriedly walked in the direction of the nurse, completely ignoring Li Nan who was following me, the doctor saw me enter the door and said, "Miss He, I just looked at your blood value, combined with yesterday's B ultrasound results, your child has been biochemical." ”

"Biochemical?" I was stunned for a moment, "What do you mean by biochemistry?" ”

"Biochemical pregnancy refers to the fact that although the sperm and egg are combined into a fertilized egg, they do not return to the uterus and implant, which is called biochemical pregnancy. Your current hormone and progesterone values are paired with your B-ultrasound results yesterday, and that's the conclusion. ”

My leg went limp, and although the doctor said it was very clear, I still couldn't believe it, "Doctor, you mean that my child is gone?" ”

"Yes. Don't worry, you're still young and can have it at any time. ”

"Impossible, impossible." I didn't know where to look in a panic, I snatched the test result from the doctor's hand, and after seeing the biochemical pregnancy diagnosed on it, tears fell on the table, "Doctor, I checked my blood value a few days ago is normal, do you want to give me an injection, do you want to protect the fetus, is there any way?" ”

"Miss He, calm down, according to my judgment, you should discharge some menstrual or dark brown discharge within a day or two, and after you have a normal menstrual period, you can still continue to have children."

I can't listen to what the doctor says, how can my child be gone? I obviously have a feeling.,That feeling of happiness in the body of that hot little life.... Li Nan looked at me from the side and asked cautiously, "How can you get pregnant?" ”

How could I not possibly get pregnant...

Hehe, Li Nan asked me a strange question!

"Why can't I get pregnant? Just if you are allowed to have a daughter, I will not be allowed to get pregnant? I was now completely on the verge of collapse, grabbed Li Nan's collar and asked, "Do you think it's weird?" ”

"I just think... Surprisingly, you didn't take those birth control pills? ”

"Birth control pills .... Hehe...."I sneered, looking at the plain expression on Li Nan's face, "Those contraceptive pills are like poison to me." ”

"How can you say that, even if you are with Zou Moyan and have no results, you have to take care of your body, He Jiaran, from the perspective of a female friend, I hope you can protect yourself, but I am afraid that you will make such a thing and push yourself into an unbearable situation."

Female friend, does Li Nan define his existence so much?

"What is no good result, what is an unbearable situation......" I still didn't let go of Li Nan's clothes, and stared at her with scarlet eyes, "This is my own business, it's not your turn to worry about it!" Can't you see that your existence is very responsive? ”