My excited reaction seemed to be normal in Li Nan's eyes, she was not in a hurry or annoyed, and there was no panic on her face, but Zou Moyan, who entered the door at this time, looked at me grabbing Li Nan's clothes and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

I looked at Zou Moyan, the grievances and sourness in my heart poured out, I let go of Li Nan, and threw myself into Zou Moyan's arms instead, crying loudly, "Mo Yan, the child is gone, the child is gone..."

"What does it mean to have gone?" Zou Moyan pulled me out of his arms, his brows furrowed: "Jiajia, what's the matter?" ”

"The doctor's examination just now said that the child is gone," I said, tears streaming down my eyes, my hand clutching Zou Moyan tightly, because I didn't know if I would faint right now.

"The child himself is gone?" Zou Moyan's eyes darkened a little, and Li Nan on the side said, "The doctor said that it was a biochemical pregnancy, that is, the embryo did not implant after fertilization." ”

The doctors present were completely dumbfounded, I guess it was because of Zou Moyan's relationship, and he didn't care about the hospital or anything, so he didn't dare to disturb me, seeing that I was crying fiercely, Zou Moyan pulled me out of the doctor's office, and Li Nan behind him called him, "Mo Yan." ”

Zou Moyan stopped, and Li Nan said behind him, "You persuade Jia Ran well, maybe it was something that caused the body's hormones to rise and was misunderstood to be pregnant?" After all, many foods now do not meet safety requirements. She is still so young, is there any misunderstanding of pregnancy? ”

Zou Moyan heard the meaning of her words: "If you have something to say, you can speak directly." ”

"I mean, could it be that Jia Ran made a mistake and checked her blood and thought she was pregnant? After all, all the test results now show that the child is a biochemical pregnancy, I think, will it.... Doesn't that child exist? ”

"Li Nan, take care of your own business." Zou Moyan looked at her coldly, "Telling right and wrong is in front of me, and it doesn't have any effect." ”

"Mo Yan, do you know who He Jiaran is, your father died because he ate the pineapple cake she gave him, how can you be with her? She's your father's murderer! Li Nan was a little out of control, and he couldn't care about his dignified image on weekdays, "How did you go through those painful days?" Have you forgotten? ”

"I said it was my thing."

"Mo Yan." Li Nan walked in front of Zou Moyan, angry and panicked, "You can see clearly that this is He Jiaran, the He Jiaran who took your father's money, poisoned him, and slept with Lu Chengying!" ”

Zou Moyan looked at her and said lightly: "So what?" ”

I watched Li Nan's face gradually stiffen, and I tried very hard to calm down before getting out of Zou Moyan's arms.

I walked up to Li Nan and looked at her with a very disdainful gaze, "Do you think I'm not pregnant, and I want to threaten Zou Moyan with pregnancy?" Do you think I poisoned Zou Moyan's father in the first place? Do you also think that it was me and Lu Chengying who rolled on the bed because I was unchaste and unclean? Li Nan, whatever you think, it doesn't matter what kind of person you think I am, in this world, I just need Zou Moyan to believe in me. ”

Li Nan scolded viciously, "You are all crazy! ”

"I'm crazy, what about you? Who are you to question me here? Yell at me? ”

"What qualifications do I have, haha, He Jiaran, you can't love yourself? Zou Moyan tortured you so shamelessly? When you were under him, did you ever think about how to write the word shame? Are you still pregnant on birth control pills? Li Nan was completely crazy, "I haven't seen such an irresponsible mother as you, don't you know what your own physical condition is?" It's just that you don't have children, if you really have a problematic child, I see where you can cry! ”

Li Nan's words deeply pierced my heart, the tears flowed even more fiercely, and my emotions were not controlled at all, "This is my business, do you care about it?" Why did you appear in front of me with a ghost look like Zou Moyan's confidante, why did you teach me a lesson? ”

"I'm a mother of a child."

"Li Nan, that's enough!" Zou Moyan finally spoke, but his tone was extremely cold, "Get out of the way, don't get in my way." ”

Zou Moyan hugged me with his backhand and walked towards the parking lot, my steps were light, and my little stomach hurt for a while.

We didn't talk when we got in the car, and Zou Moyan took me home directly.

The first thing I did when I got home was to go to the bathroom, and when I saw a sticky blood clot on my underwear, I couldn't stop crying.

No one can understand my current feelings, this little life suddenly came to me, and when I accepted him, he suddenly left me, I sat on the toilet, thinking about everything that had happened these days, and completely fell into deep self-blame.

At the end of the day, it's me who is so irresponsible.

Maybe Li Nan is right, I shouldn't have greeted the arrival of this little life without any preparation, if he has any problems, none of us will regret it.

Zou Moyan was probably a little worried about seeing that I hadn't come out for a long time, but when he entered the bathroom and looked at me sitting on the toilet, the panic on his face turned into distress, especially when he saw the blood stains on my underwear and hugged me, it was a little tighter.

He carried me to the bed and carefully covered the quilt, "Sleep, huh?" ”

I kept my tears and didn't speak, the corners of my mouth twitched, Zou Moyan gently hugged me and lay down beside me, "Jiajia, it's okay, there is me." ”

yes, there's you.

"Mo Yan, I'm sorry." My hand unconsciously touched my lower abdomen, and now there is nothing in it, as if my heart has been completely hollowed out, "I thought you were going to be a father, I thought I was going to be a mother." ”

"We'll have it again, huh?" Zou Moyan hugged me tightly, "Just now the doctor sent me an email saying that you are very weak now, listen to me, rest well, eat well, and when you get better, we are going to have a child, okay?" ”

"Will there still be children between us?" I sighed lightly, "Isn't it because of this child that you're willing to accept me?" ”

"What do you think?" Zou Moyan stroked my cheek and kissed it, "None of this matters, you have to be good, huh?" ”

I couldn't tell what it was like in my heart, so I had to lean on him tightly, not wanting to say anything.

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If I lay at home for three days, then Zou Moyan also lay at home for three days, hungry to eat, full of food and lying down to sleep, he didn't answer the phone, didn't watch TV, just stayed with me so intently.

My mood is a little better, and my menstruation is coming as scheduled, Zou Moyan didn't prepare these things at home, and when he asked the secretary to send them, he explained some things at work, he said, there is nothing extremely special, don't bother me.

"What about the U.S.?"

Zou Moyan didn't hesitate, and said directly, "Anything." ”

The secretary's executive ability is very high, and he left after receiving Zou Moyan's instructions, and then sent a lot of fresh vegetables and fruits, Zou Mo made me all kinds of delicious food every day for the past three days, and there was no other communication between us except for the occasional conversation.

In the past three days, I have thought a lot.

The problems between me and Zou Moyan thought that they could be completely solved by relying on one child, but now that the child is gone, the quarrel between us will have to be brought out again, and the incident of seeing my father will be over.

Although Zou Moyan has given me the most companionship, many times when we are together, I feel that our hearts are actually very far away.

I had no reason to be with him.

The injuries I had suffered in the past were remembered by me one by one.

And what Li Nan said in the hospital that day reminded me of the relationship between Zou Moyan and Li Nan all the time, I don't know what it is, but looking at the subtle dialogue between them, I know that the relationship between them is really not as simple as a confidante.

I think I'll have to talk to him, and if I don't, I think I'm going crazy!

At night, I snuggled into his arms, and the two of us lay on the bay window and watched the stars.

"Mo Yan, what happened between you and Li Nan in the past two years? Why did she have a child? ”

"That's her business." Zou Moyan's answer was very simple, "What does she do?" ”

"That kid, why is it called Zou Xue?"

"Jiajia," Zou Moyan hugged my hand a little tighter, "There are many things that I don't explain doesn't mean that I acquiesce, Zou Xue's matter will naturally give you an explanation when I deal with it, now, it's not the time." ”

"She's a very cute and beautiful girl, isn't she?" I imagined Zou Xue's appearance, she must be like Li Nan, even though I don't like Li Nan, but Li Nan's beauty is recognized.

If I had a daughter, I would be a beautiful girl~

Zou Moyan replied, "Yes." ”

"Mo Yan, have you ever been together? I'm talking about the physical kind, have you ever done it to her? "I deliberately emphasized the word 'body', Zou Moyan understood.

I am ready to accept all the answers that I can't bear, although Zou Moyan told me before that there is nothing between him and Li Nan, but how can Zou Moyan let Li Nan's child be surnamed Zou? Between them, will it be because they can't bear the loneliness on their bodies.....

But I'm really afraid to hear the result that I don't want to hear, and my curiosity doesn't mean that I'm strong inside.

"Nope." Zou Moyan buried his face in my neck, and said after a while, "I told you about this matter, I, you are the only woman." ”

I'm the only one.