94. I'm just brainless!
"Joy?" The father was not calm at first, he stared at the old Chinese medicine doctor with his hands on the table, his eyes were round: "What do you mean?" ”
The old Chinese medicine doctor was very calm: "Literally, you are pregnant." ”
My father was stunned for a moment, glared at me fiercely, and then walked away.
"You have a loss of qi and blood, go to the hospital for a check-up first, and determine the result."
It took me a while to come back to my senses, and I couldn't help but touch my lower abdomen, I have a baby?
This is Zou Moyan's child....
I remembered the last time I ate hot pot with Zou Moyan on the mountain, he didn't have any measures, and it became even worse when he went home after asking for two things in the car, he didn't have any measures, he got it in every time, and I haven't taken the medicine given by Li Nan for a long time.....
But that night, Zou Moyan also gave me an injection, will that affect my child?
Later, when I cut my wrists, I took anti-inflammatory drugs and analgesics, is it not good for the fetus?
Between me and Zou Moyan, it turned out that I really couldn't let go....
I was so immersed in the shock that I was so immersed in the shock that I was still waiting for me outside, my father, who was smoking, and when I came out, he threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stomped on it hard, "Get in the car, go back first." ”
When I went back to the city with my father, he had a very ugly face, didn't say a word, and several times wanted to smoke, but when he saw me sitting in the passenger seat, he couldn't help it.
He didn't go straight back to the hotel, but went to a secluded café, and when I was about to ask him why he came here, the car was parked, and Lu Chengying helped me open the car door from the side and asked with concern: "Are you back?" ”
My father strode into the café, and Lu Chengying whispered behind me, "Don't be afraid, leave everything to me." ”
"I'll give you something!" I ignored him and followed my father's footsteps into the hall.
After my father sat down, he slapped his palm on the table, although the café was secluded, but the waiter not far away still swept his gaze, I was startled, "Dad." ”
"Get on your knees!"
Seeing that my father was angry, I obediently knelt on the carpet and waited for his fate.
"Jiajia, why are you so self-loving, even if you can't help yourself, at least there should be a measure, now that you have a child, what will you do in your future life?" The father was very excited, and he blew his beard and glared at him when he spoke, "I'm not so rigid, but now that you're pregnant, the child's father should always give an explanation, right?" ”
"It's my own child." I carefully touched my lower abdomen and whispered, "I'm not married, I'll raise him myself." ”
"Nonsense!" My father was even more angry now, "Are you funny?" You want to be a single mother, I don't want a grandson like this, do you know how much impact this will have on you in the future? ”
"Uncle He, I will be responsible." Lu Chengying suddenly knelt beside me and grabbed my hand, "I will marry Jiajia as soon as possible." ”
I pulled my hand out very unnaturally, "Lu Chengying, what are you doing." "Uncle He, you also know what I think about He Jiaran, now I ask you to marry her to me, and I will definitely treat her well."
Although his father looked embarrassed, he still nodded reluctantly, "Young man, your career is booming, why is this little thing between men and women so confused, I don't want to see our Jiajia wearing a wedding dress with a big belly, you kid give me some attention." ”
Can anyone tell me where this is? Looking at the meaning, the two of them discussed that they were going to marry me?
"Daddy." I broke free of Lu Chengying's hand and said very seriously: "The child is not Lu Chengying's. ”
The father was anxious: "You..."
Lu Chengying was also anxious: "Jiajia ......"
My father glared at me, "Who is the father of the child?" ”
I don't speak.
"Smack." My father raised his hand and gave me a slap in the face, he held his palm trembling with anger, full of anger, "He Jiaran, since I was a child, I have taught you girls to have self-respect and self-love, if you talk to Lu Chengying about friends, I will turn a blind eye to this step, but you said that the child is not his, how can you do such a thing, now there is a wild seed with an unknown father in your stomach, you have lost all the face of our He family!" ”
"Uncle Lu, don't be angry." Lu Chengying hurriedly comforted his father who was in anger, and took this opportunity to stand up too, "Dad, the child is my own, I will raise him well, you said that I lost your face, so if you change your name and surname, won't you lose the face of the He family?" ”
"He Jiaran, you.... You repeat! ”
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." I'm used to fighting back with words after being injured, but I forgot that the other party was my father, he was very angry, I didn't know how to face him and Lu Chengying, so I walked out of the café quickly with my bag.
When I was running to the intersection to take a taxi, Lu Chengying grabbed me from behind, "Jiajia, what are you doing!" ”
"You let go of me." I deliberately avoided Lu Chengying's touch, and said extremely impatiently, "Lu Chengying, I know what my father means by coming to you, but you also have to know that I will raise this child alone, and I will be fine." ”
"Jiajia, can you calm down?" Lu Chengying was anxious, "You can raise him, you are willing to be a single mother, but if you ask what this child means, is he willing to be an illegitimate child?" You and I both know what it means to be bastard, and his status will never give him a chance to enter high society. ”
Lu Chengying's words made me fall into silence for a while, and he carefully comforted me, "I suggest that you don't want this child." ”
"How can this work, this is my flesh and blood." I looked at Lu Chengying in horror, completely unable to believe that this was what he said, "This is my child, you have no right to interfere." ”
"I have no rights, but it is impossible for people who really have rights to say these things to you, Jiajia, wake up, do you see if it is possible for you to come this far? There is a bad relationship between you and Zou Moyan, this child is not the right time to come, you listen to me, don't want him, okay? ”
I shook my head, "Not good, not good. ”
"I'm really ....... fuck! Lu Chengying angrily grabbed his hair and said a dirty word, "Are you fucking brainless, do you really want me to tell you that Li Nan gave Zou Mo a child, and they are husband and wife, are you dead?" ”
"It can't be." There is a wife who helps her husband get contraceptive pills for other women, "Li Nan likes Zou Moyan, and Zou Moyan doesn't have any feelings for her." ”
"What do you feel or not, the most important thing is that the two of them now have a child named Zou Xue, do you understand?" Lu Chengying saw that I was silent, and continued, "Zou Moyan came back with Li Nan and the child to regain the power of the Zou family after a year of disappearance..... It's a lot like. ”
I don't believe it, I really don't believe it.
Zou Moyan said that he had never touched Li Nan, or what he said was true or false, or he was false to me, but I really believed in this sentence, otherwise Li Nan would not have tried his best to play tricks in front of me.
After comforting myself, I felt a little relieved.
I lowered my head and didn't speak, Lu Chengying knew that I was cowardly as soon as he saw me like this, he paced back and forth anxiously, and after the two of us calmed down a little, he said, "Okay, no matter what, go to the hospital first, whether the diagnosis of Chinese medicine is accurate or not, it still depends on the results of Western medicine." ”
I don't know how Lu Chengying comforted my father, anyway, when he took me to the hospital, my father sent a text message, the content was very simple: take good care of yourself.
Although my father's position in beating me was very painful, I knew that this was a father's own self-blame, he felt that I had not been educated well to become what I am today, and I was full of panic, anxiety and joy....
All kinds of emotions are intertwined, and my whole body has become a little nervous.
The car soon arrived at the hospital, the doctor helped me arrange a blood test and ultrasound for me when I was hungry, and while waiting, I thought about the recent events, the unknown liquid that Zou Moyan injected me, the medicine I took because I cut my wrists, and now I have a baby in my belly, these things have become a reason for me to be restless.
"He Jiaran." The doctor called my name, "The test results show that you are pregnant." However, the ultrasound results have not yet looked at the embryo sac, so you can go back and rest for a while, and come back for a check-up in a week. ”
"What's the matter with not seeing the embryo sac?" I was a little anxious, "Doctor, I have taken anti-inflammatory drugs and analgesic drugs in the past month, and I have also done a CT scan of my brain today, are these not good for my child?" ”
"Don't be so nervous, studies have shown that drugs have an effect on the fetus, but it is not said that it is 100% effective, it depends on the results of the examination, I will give you an appointment for B ultrasound in a week, and then you remember to come to me with a B ultrasound list."
Although the doctor said this, I was also nervous in my heart, I covered my abdomen with my hands, took the doctor's instructions, and looked over and over to relieve the irritability in my heart.
Lu Chengying took me home very carefully, this was the first time he came back since he left for the United States last time, and as soon as he entered the door, he said, "Oh, the house is so clean." ”
"yes, I've packed a lot of stuff and want to change places."
"Somewhere?" Lu Chengying stopped, turned around and saw a few woven bags in my room, "Want to move?" ”
I nodded, walked slowly to him, and said very seriously: "Lu Chengying, I can't enjoy all the care you have given me with peace of mind now, and now I am ready to move out from here, and I have also written my resignation letter, thank you for taking care of me in the past two years, I am very grateful in my heart." ”
Lu Chengying's eyes darkened, and he leaned forward, fixing my whole person between the wall and his embrace.
This is.... The legendary wall knock?