95. It's not love....

"You... What are you going to do? ”

"You're afraid of me?" Lu Chengying's face was getting closer and closer, his warm snort sprayed on my face, and the atmosphere was very ambiguous, "Jiajia, we used to be like this a lot, and you were never afraid of me." ”

"It was before, and now it is now." I ducked back, but the truth was that it didn't help, the back of my head was pressed against the wall behind me, Lu Chengying stared at the tip of my nose, my lips were only two centimeters away from me, I closed my eyes nervously, "Lu Chengying, don't do this." ”

"Jiajia, is it really hard to forget Zou Moyan? Is it hard to accept me? Hasn't everything I've done over the years impressed you? For you, I did everything I could, but what about Zou Moyan? He will only stand in a place where you can't see and torture you, you see what the hell you have become since you met him again, and now you are pregnant with his child, I really am...."Lu Chengying was a little farther away from me, and when I just wanted to breathe a sigh of relief, he quickly posted it, "In the past two years, I thought that we could fall in love with each other for a long time, I thought that after a long time, you would forget him, I thought that I had done everything that a knight should do, and you would be by my side, the truth hurt me wrong, He Jiaran, You have no heart, no blood, no heart, you are a fucking slut! ”

"Lu Chengying, is there a way to make you stop loving me?"

Lu Chengying returned very simply: "No." ”

"Then there is no way for me to forget Zou Moyan." My eyes looked out the window, thinking of Zou Moyan's face, and the corners of my mouth rose slightly, "It's been two years since you said it, why do I still think about him, but I just think about it, I can't control it, I know your mind for the two years you've been by my side, but I told you, there is no possibility between me and you, it's a matter of feeling." ”

Lu Chengying let go of me, silently walked to the side of the sofa, took out a cigarette and lit it, the gray green smoke had just risen, he seemed to think of something, and snuffed out the cigarette again.

"I know your goodness, I know everything, I used to think that I was lucky to be able to rent such a cheap house in the city center, in fact, you rented this house to me, right? And my brother's storefront, such a good location is not so cheap rent, and you also helped, right? Needless to say, my work was from beginning to end, you helped me all the way, and even my dad was in the United States for a few years, you took care of me.... I've been cornered several times, and when I don't know how to face life, it's all when you're by my side, but it's not love......"

I shed tears as I spoke, Lu Chengying didn't speak, he looked at me quietly on the side, my tears couldn't stop flowing, "Actually, you know that I love Zou Moyan, you are just unwilling, right, Lu Chengying, I may not be able to pay you off in this life, the only thing I can do now is not to enjoy your good." ”

"Jiajia.... Stop it. Lu Chengying stood up and took a tissue to help me wipe my tears, "You really know these truths better than anyone else, why are you so weak in the face of right and wrong?" ”

"You said these inexplicable words first, I have a child now, this is my flesh and blood, how can I let him have a little loss?"

"Okay, I got it." Lu Chengying patted me on the shoulder, "It was said on TV that pregnant women were sentimental, I didn't know it before, but now I finally understand." ”

I burst into tears and laughed, knowing that Lu Chengying was already too energetic, "Well, so don't be angry with me, and don't tease me." ”

"OK, then what does Queen He Jiaran want to eat now? Why don't we have to have a casual meal? ”

"Whatever you arrange, you're richer than me anyway!"

"Yes!"

Lu Chengying called and began to order takeout, I went back to my room and lay down for a while, to be honest, before I didn't know the existence of this child, I thought I could jump up and down, and I could also carry water and chop wood, now that I know the existence of this little guy, I suddenly feel that I am the most protected person in the world, my fingers gently knocked on the belly, and my heart was full of warmth.

Baby, although your father is not around, but I will take good care of you, mother loves you.

&

After I had a casual meal with Lu Chengying that day, he suggested that I find a house to move out, those luggage were packed up by me before, and now it is really difficult to move boxes when I am pregnant, so I listened to Lu Chengying and found a suitable place to move over.

I rested at home for a day, and the next day I went to work with the resignation letter I had written.

I don't have any complicated reasons, and I don't have a golden sentence like I want to see the world, my resignation letter is very simple, straightforward, I applied for resignation, and then signed my name.

Everyone looked at me with a very complicated gaze for my arrival, I knew that my current situation must be embattled, and I also knew that now the two major leaders are one Zhang Dong and one Lao Yu want to change the law to put me to death, but it doesn't matter, I am not used to anyone now, who I love!

"Jiajia, the boss of the personnel department said to let you go over." Sister Liu took the phone and gestured to me, I nodded, "Got it." ”

I went to Lao Yu with the written resignation letter, and when he saw me for the first time, his face was cold and his brows were furrowed, "Something?" ”

"President Yu, this is my letter of resignation. I don't think I can go directly to the human resources department, because it would be disrespectful to you to skip the ranks. Thanks to your care in the past two years, I He Jiaran is grateful, the mountains and rivers have met, and we will see you again in the future. ”

"He Jiaran, have you thought about the consequences when you resigned so chicly?" Lao Yu didn't read the letter, and asked me directly, "Maybe you didn't expect that when things came to this point, I would have something to say, you lost this job, which means that you lost a good place to cool off, to be honest, I appreciate you very much, but what you are doing now is to kill yourself." ”

"The consequences? Significance? President Yu, thank you for helping me, but every time you take a share of my winnings, why don't you say that you take care of me? This time something like this happened to your daughter, why didn't you say that you should educate and educate yourself at home, don't come out and sprinkle everywhere? ”

Lao Yu's face became even more ugly because I mentioned Yu Xiaomai's name, "Hmph, we are not done with Yu Xiaomai's affairs, He Jiaran, what you said, the mountains and rivers have met, and we will see you in the future." ”

I left Lao Yu's office and returned to my workstation to tidy up my things, there were not many things I could take away, but this action still attracted the collective onlookers of the surrounding warriors, Sister Liu asked, "Jia Ran, what are you doing here?" ”

"I've resigned, and we've had a great time with each other for the past two years, although some things have happened recently that give me headaches and are disgusting." I looked at the curious faces of several people around me, and suddenly pulled out a smile, "In the future, I will be kind to your new colleagues, I can't guarantee that everyone will have such a forbearance as me." ”

A few people who were going to say goodbye didn't speak, Sister Liu was stunned for a moment, obviously feeling that she had reported the wrong thigh, and smiled very unnaturally, so she didn't say anything, I packed up my things and walked out of the office, at the door of the unit, I looked back at the building where I worked.

It's been two and a half years, so fast!

A middle-aged man suddenly stood up in front of him, he looked me up and down, and I was very uncomfortable: "Are you He Jiaran?"

"I am."

"That's you!" The middle-aged man waved his hand, and two young men stood out behind him, they were holding a sack in their hands, and suddenly put it on my head, this sudden action startled me, and my body had the instinct to resist, I threw the box in my hand to the ground and held the phone, and pressed and held it for 1.

"Who are you? This is the door of the bank, why are you tying me up? ”

"Big brother, this woman is too troublesome, I'll teach you a lesson!"

Something hit me the back of the head, and I lost consciousness.

&

When I could open my eyes, I saw a dilapidated warehouse in front of me, with several old machines in the corner, and four men drinking and playing cards at the door, and I couldn't see it very clearly when I squinted.

My mouth was sealed with sealing tape, my hands and feet were tied, and although there was a cushion under me, it was also surprisingly hard, and I moved uncomfortably, and the people at the door noticed my movements and walked over en masse.

"Big brother, what should I do?"

"The guest said, let's do whatever we want."

"That...."A yellow-haired boy looked at me with a squint, "How about selling it to Zambia after my brother has eaten it?" It is said that there is now a market for Oriental girls. ”

I shook my head in a hurry and curled myself up timidly.

"Big brother, will you come first or will we come together?" The yellow-haired boy looked at the middle-aged man and asked symbolically, "I think this is tender, maybe it's a chick!" ”

"You kid, that's all you want!" The middle-aged man gave the yellow-haired boy an ear and spoon, he looked at me carefully, and said, "Girl, today I was in the hands of my brothers, and you are not good people, but death also makes you understand that you have provoked someone, buddy, I will collect money to help him settle it, and the object of the settlement is you." ”

The middle-aged man's hand pinched my chin, "So how to play, it completely depends on your attitude, you let the brothers be happy, keep your life, if you make the brothers a little dissatisfied, I will kill you directly." ”

Fear surrounded me, I looked at the middle-aged man's face, a few tears flowed from my eyes, I can't be okay because I'm not alone now, I still have my children.

But who would know if I was caught in such a place?

If he answered that 1 dial just now, he would come to my rescue, right?

Will it?

I do not know.

It was the hardest gamble of my life because I thought I was going to win, but in the other person's opinion, I didn't even have the chips.

I didn't know his heart until a few years later, and he said, He Jiaran, in front of me, you never need any bargaining chips, because I will give you what you want, and your life is more important than everything.