169. The beginning of Zou Moyan's --- story is very simple.
"Zou Moyan, I'll contact you at the military academy, report next month, you must know that as the successor of the Zou family, the military academy is the best place to train people."
I pondered for a moment, "I want to go to college." ”
"I'm just a son like you, you have to take over everything in the Zou family in the future, the military academy can not only exercise your physical will, but also you can meet all your friends there, you have to know, there are more friends, the road is easy to walk!"
My father's expectations were the last thing I could bear to refuse, and I thought about it, "I'll think about it." ”
Out of my father's study, I went back to my room, after I graduated from high school, my father helped me arrange a military school, I knew his intentions, but I wanted to study law, to study business administration, I wanted to be an ordinary college student, I wanted to be an ordinary person.
At that time, I didn't know how to send the gods, I packed up my documents and booked a flight to the imperial capital, which is my mother's hometown and a place I have always longed for.
I have traveled in this city for a long time, because of the relationship between life and place, I have no purpose, I can speak Mandarin proficiently, shuttling through the large and small alleys of the imperial capital, I like the feeling of the alleys, in an afternoon, when I was eating the barbecue of old Beijing in the depths of the alleys, I heard a girl say, she said that people will have a lot of choices in life, choose the right one will feel that it should be taken for granted, and if you choose the wrong one, you will regret it for life, she said that life can not be wasted, do what you want to do, after all, time passes, you will not come back.
She said she liked boys in white shirts and looked great with a simple black tie. She also said that she didn't want to start walking into the blind date occasions of high society when she was eighteen years old, and be picked like a commodity, and she said that her future lover must be a person who hurts her to the bone
The girl had a high ponytail, her eyes seemed to be able to speak when she smiled, she said that she wanted to live a free life, she didn't like Western food, she didn't like banquets, she didn't like the so-called high society, she didn't like all the false things, she said she longed for freedom, and she also said that when she was preparing for the college entrance examination, she directly chose to study abroad.
I'm thinking, how do I choose?
After a month of traveling in the imperial capital, the military school opened, my father and my uncle persuaded me to compromise, and when I was sent to the military school, my father had high expectations, and I was thinking, maybe this is my life, it is my choice.
The life of the military school is very boring, in addition to training is training, from fists and feet to guns and ammunition, from high-tech military defense systems to the most advanced scientific equipment of civil air defense and physical defense, I have never been worried about learning, and I often come out on top in training, at that time my grades have always been in the top few in the class, and there is no shortage of people in the school who have princes or heirs of a company, but most of them are blonde and blue-eyed, and I am an Oriental person, very conspicuous.
There were a few oriental faces in the class near the graduation of the school, one of them was Xu Moxuan, we had a similar experience, we both didn't like to be arranged by the family in this place, but many times, we had to compromise.
After a month of training, I gradually began to realize that this was not the life I wanted, I was thinking about what to do, and when I persisted for another half a month, I decisively applied for withdrawal.
I told my dad about my application, and he thought about it for a while and said that if I could pass all the projects in my graduation program, he would respect my choice.
It took me a week to pass all the courses in the school's graduation course, which is an impossible myth in a military school, and my passing in terms of physical fitness and theoretical knowledge means that I ended my military school life early.
Freedom is what drives me to do everything.
On the day I left, Xu Moxuan and Fu Xuan came to see me off, the three of us drank wine all night, and the two of them said that they were very envious of me, and I said, maybe that girl is right, life can't be wasted.
I went back to San Diego and chose the university in San Diego, I bought an apartment near the school on the day I entered the school, my father didn't come to see me, but acquiesced in everything I did.
I had a few white shirts in my closet, and I remembered what the girl said, and she said that she liked boys in white shirts, and they looked great in a simple black tie, and I dressed them according to that standard, and in my senior year, I met the girl from the beginning.
She was much taller than she had been, she had a nice smile and was very comfortable, and she was looking around at the school with a thick stack of books.
I looked at him for a long time, she didn't notice me, but I remembered her appearance deeply, and the student card in her hand showed that her name was He Jiaran.
He Jiaran, a nice name.
I began to walk around the school as if I was obsessed, He Changan was very puzzled by my behavior, he felt that we people who had completed all the credits and missed their graduation certificates why they should go to school, my explanation was very simple, I liked a new course.
However, He Jiaran was really stupid and had poor observation skills, and it was only when I was in front of her no less than twenty-five times that He Jiaran began to notice me.
Soon, I began to swap roles with He Jiaran, she was always secretly looking at me, and many times I found out, but she lowered her head, or pretended to be reading a book to dodge, I secretly laughed in my heart, and began to appear in front of her more often.
He Changan said I was insane, and Zhou Luo said I was crazy.
Only I know what I want, and besides, I'm enjoying it all right now.
Zhou Luo has a small tail Zhou Ling, He Changan has a doll Sun Yao, and Pan Yiming is with me, he said, can you two not be sneaky like thirteen or fourteen years old, you are both in college, okay, if you like it, you can be together, hold hands and kiss and snap, directly.
At the time, I didn't want to go as fast as I could, after all, I'm enjoying the fun things I'm doing, but when I saw a blonde boy asking her out for dinner in the library, I realized I couldn't stand it.
I don't know what He Jiaran said to the boy, she stared at me cautiously, and I saw her when I looked up inadvertently, and then regardless of the number of people present, I strode in front of her, and kissed her on the back of the head, I gently touched her lips, and her whole body flashed like an electric current, He Jiaran couldn't move at all, her blushing look was really cute, I took her hand and walked out of the library.
I kissed, I held hands, and I was in the wrong order, but I did it all.
He Jiaran, don't follow me, stay with me openly in the future.
He Jiaran's good-looking eyes were filled with disbelief, "What? ”
"I said, stay with me." I took He Jiaran's hand, her hand was soft and slippery, very comfortable to the touch, she was very shy, lowered her head and didn't speak, I didn't have anything to say, so I took her hand and walked all the way, when I arrived at the café in the school, I said go in and sit, she said okay.
We sat so quietly, I like this when I'm alone, He Jiaran was very nervous, and asked my opinion when I ordered something to drink, and I said it's all right, she ordered American coffee.
We chatted for a long time, halfway through the coffee for lemonade, lemonade for ice cream, He Jiaran was very nervous at first, and then when he was not formal, he told me how interesting things were.
For example, she was very cold in high school, but she also skipped classes and fights, and for example, she said that she liked a certain star in Korean dramas very much, who sang well, what styles of clothes were popular recently, etc.....
Anyway, after getting acquainted with each other a little, she and I had nothing to talk about.
When we stood together and appeared in front of Zhou Luo and He Changan, both of us had wide eyes, and He Jiaran said to me before he had the heart to do so, Zou Moyan, your friends are so handsome.
I kept this sentence in my heart, and in the future, it will have a place to use.
Men are stingy.
I only saw him once, I put He Jiaran in my own little world, carefully cared for, I experienced the joy of love, although we were very simple at that time.
He Jiaran is a simple and lovely girl, and the way we get along with each other is also very simple, at that time, Zhou Luo and He Changan were laughing at me, they were both about to graduate from college, and they fell in love like junior high school students, or the platonic kind.
Zhou Luo said he wanted to help me, but I said no.
What really made me have a breakthrough was a trip between us, it rained heavily outside that day, we were watching a movie in the hotel, Zhou Luocha information came before my computer came, I naturally didn't ask much, when He Jiaran clicked on the player, the screen was a man and a woman two people were fierce XXOO, the first reaction of the two of us was to look at each other, and then each bowed his head, He Jiaran rolled himself up in the quilt, and I, very embarrassed to look at the computer screen, silently pressed the close button.
This made the atmosphere between us very subtle and awkward, I switched to a romantic comedy, He Jiaran pretended to be calm and sat up and began to watch the movie, peeking at me while watching, I was very uncomfortable with her, I was already upset, and now it was even more chaotic.
The faint fragrance on He Jiaran's body wafted into my nose, the smell had a fatal bewitchment to me, I looked at her, slowly approaching, but He Jiaran looked at me a little timidly, at this time the computer screen was on the picture of the hero and heroine kissing, as I slowly approached, she closed her eyes.......
When I kissed He Jiaran, my hand unconsciously stretched in, she was really good, fragrant, slippery, I was attached to the feel in my hand, and there was also a trace of indescribable feeling in my heart to release, He Jiaran had a shout to stop in the middle, the uncontrollable emotion and desire in my heart let me go deeper step by step, and we were entangled a little.....