That was He Jiaran's first time, and so did I.

Men have a talent for this, in line with the desire in the body, step by step to release it, I didn't think that this thing was so beautiful, all of this, subverted all my illusions about women in the past twenty years.

Come to think of it, I have never had a girlfriend, and in addition to Zhou Ling and Sun Yao, the women around me are Li Nan and Zou Moyun, one is a friend, the other is a sister, that's all.

When he was done, He Jiaran was silent for a long time, I resented myself in my heart for hurting her, watching her shrink into a small ball of grievances, the desire to protect in my heart was infinitely magnified, and I had the desire to protect a person for the first time in addition to the step-by-step life in the past years.

Bang bang, what Pan Yiming said, I'm done too.

After that trip, our relationship became amazing, He Jiaran was not the same cheerful as before, on the contrary, many times she lowered her brows, I asked her, she said she was fine, she was fine.

I brought her to my circle of friends, introduced Zhou Ling to Sun Yao, Li Nan and we also played together, and we also met each other, He Jiaran is still stupid, I can't figure it out, so I don't think about these things.

My imminent separation is obviously not a good thing for the relationship between us, He Jiaran became more and more silent, and I didn't know how to treat her better.

For the first time, I couldn't do anything about one thing.

He Jiaran smiled happily in the afternoon, she ran to my house to find me after class, took my arm, and said with a smile, "Zou Moyan, I'm not pregnant, I'm so happy!" ”

I don't know why, I'm very panicked.

But at that time, I patted my forehead in annoyance, He Jiaran was only twenty years old, at this time, it was obviously not the age to have a child, we didn't have any measures that time, and the reason for her recent sullenness was probably that she was afraid of being pregnant.

I feel like as a man, I'm a jerk.

I may not be good enough, not perfect enough, since I was a child, I have lived and studied according to the path arranged by my family, and even many times I have no choice of my own, my life is also smooth sailing, there is no blow, only the fact of going to college is the result of my own struggle, and the person who gave me these courage is He Jiaran.

She was the surprise of my life and a magical gift.

He Jiaran and Zhou Ling and Sun Yao slowly became familiar with each other, she and Sun Yao have a common language, Zhou Luohe and I are buddies, and often being together also provides them with conditions to be together.

There are two alternatives among these people, one is Li Nan and the other is Pan Yiming.

Li Nan is from the Department of Medicine, the reason why she is close to us is because we met when we were freshmen, she is very educated, and she doesn't talk much, and the relationship with Pan Yiming and He Changan is not bad, often with Zhou Ling and Sun Yao, we have never rejected her, naturally, we have a reason to be together often.

As for Pan Yiming, he is the only son of the Pan family, and he was against He Changan at the beginning, and Zhou Luo began to bow down after cleaning him up once, he walked very close to me, probably because he had the same family background as me, or because I was more easy-going.

Yes, I am an easy-going person, I don't have He Changan's coldness, I don't have Zhou Luo's evil charm, I live my life in my own way, I see many things very lightly, I'm not indifferent, I'm not cold, I'm just a person who likes to go with the flow.

And He Jiaran just broke into my life, in fact, it was not a break-in, it was I who lured and lured her to my side step by step, after getting familiar with our song circle, I let her live in my home, in fact, our lifestyles are very different, she and Sun Yao can play together, and the food is almost the same, and I, for more than 20 years, have been beef and bread, I have long been used to it, I don't have too many constraints on her, after all, what I like is the simple He Jiaran.

He Jiaran is a freshman, his studies are very heavy, at this time, I and He Changan, Zhou Luo and Pan Yiming have already started to do their own business, we set up an e-commerce company, spent money to find someone to do the core technology, and waited for the opportunity to introduce it to the market, as if everything is very good in the future.......

Although I have a different lifestyle with He Jiaran, she is trying to adapt to me, I like to hold her all night, even if I don't do anything, I feel happy, after we live together, I am very restrained from some of my impulses, but whenever I see her lying softly in my arms, I did a lot of restraint before, all on paper.

I'm a man and I'm normal.

We have been together for two years, and in these two years, He Jiaran has changed from a little girl to a woman, and I have changed from a boy to a man.

Her life is simple, she revolves around me every day, and the e-commerce company I did with He Changan is basically formed and can be launched to the market at any time.

He Jiaran will return to the imperial capital during spring and autumn vacation, her family is very simple and very happy, I once mentioned to my father about my love, he didn't ask much, saying that he would respect my opinion.

Li Nan often contacts me, no matter what the excuse is, chat or party or something, I don't have any feelings for her, and I don't pay attention to everything about her, but once when I went home, Li Nan said that he was sheltering from the rain nearby, and asked if he could come to my house, and I said no.

But half an hour later, I saw her sitting in her father's car into the yard, my father took Li Nan home, the two of them talked and laughed, Li Nan saw me, said that he wanted to come to me, but it rained and met his father, so they came together.

It rained a lot at night, and I was worried that Jiajia would not be used to sleeping alone, but my father kept it again and again, saying that Li Nan was at home and I was not at home, which was a little unreasonable, I called Jiajia, and she said that she was fine, so I didn't have to worry.

I stayed at home this night, Li Nan lived in the room next to me, I read in the study late at night, and when I returned to the room, I heard a voice in Li Nan's room, and the voice was my father.

I was a little surprised, I heard Li Nan's voice resisting, intermittently, and when I returned to the room, the voice turned into a moan. Recite.

I originally wanted to go over and stop it, after all, Li Nan is my friend, and that man is my father, and when those rebellions turned into moans, it seemed that everything was unnecessary.

They tossed and turned late, and I didn't sleep all night.

The next day when I left, I saw my father, he was a little embarrassed, called me to the study, and told me, Mo Yan, my father also wants to choose his own life, like something I didn't like before.

My thoughts are only two words, respect.

My father is not the kind of person whose private life is very chaotic, his marriage with his mother began with a family marriage, and he respected each other after marriage, until his mother left, his father never remarried, he was almost fifty years old, and I did not interfere with his rights.

My father was very satisfied with my answer, saying that I would have time to bring my girlfriend to sit at home, and he wanted to chat with young people and have more contact, and he said that he had found the feeling of being young, and it seemed to be good.

I also had this plan, but I didn't take this matter to heart, and then I saw Li Nan the same way, although she sometimes looked at me with a gaze that I couldn't say, I didn't respond, so I didn't pay attention.

The beauty of my relationship and the progress in my career made me proud, so when something unpleasant happened, I was caught off guard.

The beginning of all these things comes from a man whose eyes light up when he looks at Jiajia, Lu Chengying.

I don't know anything about the Lu family in the imperial capital, Lu Chengying came to San Diego to see Jiajia for the first time, when Jiajia told me that Lu Chengying was the brother of her good friend, I treated her politely, but after only three minutes of contact, I knew that Lu Chengying had unusual feelings for Jiajia.

For the course of observing people's micro-expressions, I graduated with an A.

Lu Chengying also showed hostility to me, when Jiajia ran before and after running around us, he told me more about some of Jiajia's living habits and hobbies, such as the time I spent with Jiajia before showing off, I was quietly talking about some of Jiajia's current living habits, the two of us are like two wayward children competing for favor, Jiajia is very helpless, she will complain about my sensitivity, but she will kiss me and say that she loves me.

Lu Chengying stayed for two days and went back, when he finally left, I went to the airport with Jiajia to see him off, while he changed his boarding pass, I hugged Jiajia in the hall of the airport and kissed, kissed to the emotional place, Jiajia was pulled to the bathroom at the airport by me, and missed sending Lu Chengying into the security check.

That time I wanted to be fierce, it seemed to be swearing my sovereignty, Jiajia was very shy and nervous, and that time, we each reached that point, and it was all incredible.

After that, we returned to a normal life, simple, plain, and happy.

He Jiaran watched Korean dramas and liked the male protagonist to set off fireworks for the female protagonist, so I sent her fireworks all over the sky, she likes to eat all kinds of Sichuan hot pot, I learned to cook home-cooked food for her to eat, she likes to ride a bicycle around San Diego, I can accompany her all afternoon, she likes American coffee, I changed the brown coffee at home to her taste.......

She became a part of my life and became a part of my life.

Almost all love, when the love is strong, will want to give the other person a promise, when I was going to propose to her, her family came to see her.

When Jiajia's brother and aunt came to San Diego, I greeted them as a landlord, Jiajia's brother didn't talk much, he was a painter, very talented and easy to get along with, her aunt was not a simple character, she could be seen in terms of speech and contact, gentle and shrewd.