I want to know this reason too much, I don't believe that the grudge between him and Zou Moyan is because of my existence, I really don't matter that much, many times what Lu Chengying does is so strange that people can't figure it out. "Why?"

"Because when I first met him, he was very much like another me, a me who had not experienced any changes, and I felt that such a perfect man was either my friend or my enemy."

Lu Chengying's words were light and light, and these words sounded very uncomfortable in my heart, I looked at Lu Chengying's proud face, stretched out my hand without hesitation, and slapped it.

'Smack. ’

Lu Chengying was stunned, I looked at him and said loudly, "You ruined him, you ruined everything, you ruined me!" ”

"The first time I saw Zou Moyan four years ago, I was waiting for you outside your class when you got out of class, his eyes were clear, his personality was stable, and when the bell rang after class, you were the first to rush out and hold his arm, I will always remember that scene, Jiajia, at that time I remembered what you said to me before, you said, Lu Chengying, I have a boyfriend, he is so tall and handsome, and he is super good to me............"

Lu Chengying's tone of voice was very relaxed, like an old friend recalling the past, I have long forgotten when Lu Chengying went to the United States, the scene he said is playing out every day, and I can't tell what day it is.

"Just because Zou Moyan is perfect? Just because he has clean eyes? He doesn't have any grudges with you, he doesn't have anything to do with you, how can you keep him on that island? Do you know what kind of half a year he endured, when he was rescued by He Changan, his health was extremely bad! Almost died!! ”

"I can see Zou Moyan's condition every day, I enjoy this feeling of sending, I said, he is another me in the world, when he has been hurt in love, I feel that he is my friend, a friend who empathizes with me, I am suffering from inner torment, inner pressure, I want him to accompany me, let him also feel this dark everything!"

Lu Chengying's bullshit logic makes me feel very speechless, is it because of these, because he thinks Zou Moyan imagines that Zou Moyan is imprisoned? What the hell is this? I yelled, "You're sick. ”

"Yes, I am sick, schizophrenia, major depression, and ............" Lu Chengying looked at me and gently touched my eyebrows with his hand, "There is also a disease from the beginning." ”

I dodged Lu Chengying's touch, and my body took a step back, "Don't touch me." ”

"I will always respect you and will not force you." Lu Chengying withdrew his hand, I looked at the pale fingertips, and I didn't have a good impression at all, "Jiajia, a person who really loves you knows how to cherish and respect you, not the kind of excesses that demand you excessively, compared to Zou Moyan, I really have a conscience." ”

"Your conscience is to kill Aunt Cai, hurt my brother, kill Yu Xiaomai, kill Lao Yu, kill Chen Yutang, betray Li Nan, you hurt Zou Moyan, imprisoned Zou Moyun, you also indirectly hurt Lu Xiaoxiao, and then forced me to this road?"

"So what are you going to do? Kill me? Lu Chengying turned sideways to the table and opened the drawer, and took out a disposable syringe inside, which contained about ten milliliters of liquid, transparent in color.

"These things that Zou Moyan likes to play may come from me, he was injected with a lot of similar drugs in a mental hospital in that half a year, and he also took a lot of mood-stabilizing pills, Jiajia, you have always said that I am mentally ill, but have you ever thought that Zou Moyan is not mentally ill? Is everything about him just normal sense, just normal? ”

"You mean, you're showing me what you did? Or is it reminding me what kind of person Zou Moyan is? I sneered, "Lu Chengying, don't talk about those boring things now, I don't have any interest in your perverted preferences." ”

"Perverted? Zou Moyan would be so sad if he heard these two words. Lu Chengying approached me step by step, I didn't flinch, and when the clothes of the two of us were tightly together, I grabbed Lu Chengying's collar and glared at him angrily, "What do you want to do?" Why did Zou Moyan go to the underground parking lot, Lu Chengying, what a big game of chess did you play? ”

"My chessboard is not big, you are the manager." Lu Chengying wanted to hug me, but I pushed him away, and the place where I pushed seemed to involve his wound, and he frowned at the position where he covered his stomach, and I did stride back to the farthest position from him. "Jiajia, don't resist me so much, now Zou Moyan and He Changan should be trapped in the underground parking lot by my people, if they are very good at fighting, it is estimated that they will find this place soon, but if they ...... If he was physically exhausted, he happened to go to the emergency room, where Gao Ziqian was waiting for him. ”

"You are really ....." I stomped my foot anxiously, "Zou Moyan has let you go several times, but he didn't kill you, how can you take revenge, you must know that the things you did to him are really not a pity, Zou Moyan has decided to let go of those hatreds, why do you still treat him like this?" ”

"Is it letting go? Aren't you waiting for me to reveal my hole cards? Lu Chengying looked at me, stood up and approached slowly, "You still don't know your man, and you don't know me either, Jiajia, don't talk about forgiveness at this time, and don't say anything to let go, the reason why Zou Moyan hasn't moved me is not because he wants to let go of these hatreds, but because he is waiting for me to make a move." ”

I was stunned, although Zou Moyan said that he couldn't let go of the past, he wouldn't really want to do anything to Lu Chengying at this time, otherwise how could he send Lu Chengying to the hospital when he saw Lu Chengying injured, just watch him die in the basement, why do you do more?

"I know you don't believe it, but you have to believe what you see." Lu Chengying walked to the position of the window and looked out of the window, "Wait, look, when Zou Moyan rushes in with someone, you should know that everything I said is not lying to you." ”

"It doesn't matter if I lie to me or not, I will choose to support and believe whatever he does, after so many things, the most important thing between us is trust."

"And between us?"

I snorted coldly, "What is left besides the current antagonistic relationship?" ”、

"You put me on your opposite side, you must know that I will always be on your side, it is you who pushed me out, Jiajia, in fact, what I want to do is always good to you, although sometimes I use the wrong way, but my original intention is just because of my feelings for you, how I treat Zou Moyan in the middle, how I treat Aunt Cai, those have nothing to do with my feelings for you, it's just that you happen to know each other and happen to be familiar."

happens to know each other, happens to be familiar, does Lu Chengying define my adoptive mother and my husband like this?

This kind of logical thinking really makes me want to kill him with one sword!

"I don't want to hear what you say, Lu Chengying, you are crazy now, what you say and do now is completely immersed in your own world, you are out of touch with us!"

"It's out of touch, because I'll be someone from another world, Jiajia, you don't love me, I know, but I'll let you remember me, for the rest of your life."

Lu Chengying said this inexplicably, I really can't figure it out, everything he says now is not like what a normal person said, I don't pay attention to it, but I am worried in my heart, I don't know what the situation is on Zou Moyan's side.

"I know you're worried about Zou Moyan, but all this is still in my plan, Jiajia, don't worry, he will come in more than ten minutes, you believe me, I never lie to you."

Lu Chengying slowly approached me at this time, hugged me from behind, his hand did not move excessively, just wrapped around my arm so much, I wanted to break free, but found that his strength was very strong, and I couldn't move at all.

At this time, the sound of fighting began to come from outside, I knew that it was Zou Moyan who came, and resisted more fiercely, but Lu Chengying still didn't let go of me, he was very calm, I guess it was because he had just taken the medicine.

"Jiajia, in fact, I'm a very simple person, it's good to have candy when I want to eat sugar, and you can accompany me when I want to be with you, I don't have any wishes, I live very helplessly, sometimes I wonder if my life is a dream......."

Lu Chengying forcibly put the syringe into my palm, he still hugged me tightly, "This is a not very happy dream, I thought I enjoyed those torturous feelings, I thought I would have a sense of accomplishment in my heart after killing someone, but I didn't, I have been suffering from the inner condemnation, bearing those invisible pressures, I am very fragile, I have been walking alone in the night, in fact, I am very scared, I really ....."

What Lu Chengying said was very strange, the syringe was still in my hand, I wanted to throw it, but Lu Chengying had already pulled out the cap on the syringe, "Jiajia, maybe only by letting you end this, I can walk away quietly, maybe only you, I won't blame anyone......"

After Lu Chengying said all this, he grabbed Weiwei's hand and stabbed him vigorously in the arm, I really didn't have any feeling and consciousness, and my hand didn't use any force, but Lu Chengying held down my finger and put it on the push rod of the syringe, and finally said with a smile, "In this life, it's good to meet you." ”

"Lu Chengying, what's in here? You let go of me, you can't ..... like this"

My resistance had no effect, Lu Chengying pressed my finger and slowly pushed the syringe down......