My hand was completely forcibly pressed on the push rod of the syringe by him, and my fingers were passively pushed down by Lu Chengying, I couldn't break free if I wanted to, Lu Chengying's lips and flesh suddenly approached my ear, and said in a low and quiet voice, "The liquid in this is what I injected into Chen Yutang at the beginning, in fact, I prepared such a thing for myself a long time ago, I was afraid that I would go back to myself and inject myself into it when I couldn't hold back, but I never had the courage, I am a coward, I'm trying to disguise myself with several faces, and only now, I can finally be myself......"

I thought of Chen Yutang's death, thought of the afternoon when he slept quietly on that bed, and thought of the forensic identification results, I immediately knew what kind of medicine this was, my hands trembled, Lu Chengying held my hand tightly, his breath became a little disordered, but he still didn't plan to let go of me.

"Jiajia, in five minutes, my people will all evacuate this hospital, Zou Moyan will naturally retreat, in fact, he has a lot of people around this hospital, he knows that I will not give up so easily, naturally, I have also prepared all the countermeasures, but I don't want to play those hard-fought ones this time, I want to gamble my life, because only in this way can I win."

"He was reluctant to die because he had you, and I just postponed the injection for two years."

"Jiajia, if you can't fall in love with me, don't forget me."

My endurance is not as strong as I imagined, at this time, I only feel that a life is being lost by my side, and I am the culprit, I am anxious to shed tears, "Lu Chengying, don't be like this, what if you die Lu Xiaoxiao, what should Zou Moyun do, they still need your care!" ”

It was the first time I was so close to death, the first time I felt how life was gone.

Lu Chengying pushed the plover of the syringe to the bottom, and then let go of me, "Jiajia, thank you for accompanying me to the end." ”

His body slowly fell to the ground, he smiled shallowly, the corners of his mouth twitched, I knew he wanted to speak, but when I pressed my face to it, I really couldn't hear anything.

I grabbed his collar vigorously, "Lu Chengying, don't sleep, I'll go to the doctor, Gao Ziqian must have a way!" ”

Lu Chengying didn't react anymore, my hand was on the spot where he was breathing, and he was no longer breathing.

I pressed the bedside call bell desperately, but I didn't get any response.

Lu Chengying said that this layer is his people.

I pressed my hand to his heart and gave him cardiac resuscitation, but after a long time, he still didn't respond.

I grabbed Lu Chengying's collar and fell helplessly to the side, silently holding back tears.

The syringe was still stuck in Lu Chengying's arm, and I looked at my hand, unable to believe all this.

Lu Chengying, you are relieved, what about me?

At this time, the door was kicked open, Zou Moyan stood at the door and looked at me, his eyes were puzzled, puzzled, but more worried, I looked at him, with my helplessness in my eyes, with my grievances, Zou Moyan strode in front of me and pulled me into his arms.

Then, Zhou Luo, Gao Ziqian, He Changan, and Pan Yiming both came in, and I looked at them with mixed feelings in my heart.

Lu Chengying was still lying on the ground, Gao Ziqian walked to his side and squatted down, took out the stethoscope and listened to it a few times at the position of his heart, and then looked at the syringe on Lu Chengying's arm, "It's dead." ”

Hearing the word death, my whole body collapsed on the ground, Gao Ziqian took out his mobile phone and made a call, and in a minute, several men in white coats came, they put the stretcher on the ground, and then lifted Lu Chengying and put it on it, and when he was about to leave, Zou Moyan said, "Don't move yet." ”

Everyone looked at Zou Moyan, he looked at Lu Chengying, put his hand on his neck for a full thirty seconds, and then put away his hand and didn't say anything.

"I will deal with He Chang'an after the aftermath, Gao Ziqian, you are in charge of the hospital, and Pan Yiming, you send them out of here." Zhou Luo was arranging the things that followed, Pan Yiming, who had been silently beside him, stood in front of Lu Chengying, he closed his eyes tightly, I guess, he didn't feel much better now.

Then I was pulled out of the ward by Zou Moyan, really pulled, because now my legs can't move at all, and my whole body is immersed in what just happened....

Lu Chengying is dead.

There were no more people in civilian clothes in the corridor for a long time, Zou Moyan pulled me to Gao Ziqian's office, I stood in front of Zou Moyan, and after being stunned for a long time, he said, "Lu Chengying is dead." ”

"I know."

"The syringe was pushed forward by his hand," I looked at Zou Moyan with great trepidation in my eyes, "Did I kill him?" ”

"It's him who wants to commit suicide, and it has nothing to do with you." Zou Moyan poured me a cup of hot water, I held the cup in the palm of my hand, looking at the water vapor, my tears fell on the back of my hand.

"Jiajia, don't cry."

Zou Moyan wiped tears from his eyes for me, "This is the path he chose himself, and it has nothing to do with you." ”

"But I watched him die, and he grabbed my hand and pushed the syringe!" As long as I thought of everything that had just happened, I trembled, "Mo Yan, why is this so, why, why!" ”

Zou Moyan replaced all answers with silence, he hugged me into his arms, and used his broad shoulders to give me a sense of security, but my body was trembling, and my whole person fell into a confused, helpless and panic.

Lu Chengying died, and he made me remember him for the rest of my life in his own way.

I felt groggy after drinking that cup of hot water, and when I finally couldn't open my eyes, I realized that Zou Moyan had added something to it, otherwise according to my current mood, there would be no way to sleep.

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Lu Chengying's departure was a nightmare for me.

I can rarely think of everything with Lu Chengying, those things that can occasionally be remembered are nothing more than eating and drinking together, his endless confessions and discussing who washes the dishes at home, he really did a lot for me, whether it was when we realized that he was leaving now, in fact, I have always been guilty, even if he has done so many things that make me sad and sad, and hurt so many people, I also feel that it seems that I am more serious, I can't see clearly, and I deserve it.

I paid little attention to him, as if he was so good to me, and although I tried my best to avoid and avoid him, many times I couldn't live so comfortably without him.

He killed someone, he hurt Zou Moyan, and the things he did made me hate him so much that I wanted to kill him, but when he really died by my side, the timidity, fear, fear, restlessness, and anxiety in my heart were all magnified many times, and then I knew that I was so cowardly.

I don't even know when Lu Chengying became like this, and I didn't notice the dark side of his personality.......

I don't know anything about him,

At the end of the day, I'm not a good friend or a qualified enemy.

When I woke up, I couldn't tell where it was, the little fox was by my side, and when I saw me wake up, I hurriedly went outside and shouted that I woke up, and after a while, Zou Moyan came to my bed, I seemed to have not seen him for a few days, how did I look at him more and more strange.

"You've slept all day."

I sat up, top-heavy, and quipped, "You're taking too much medicine." ”

Zou Moyan stopped, brought me a glass of water, I took the glass of water and drank it, after the whole person was a little more enlightened, I looked at him and asked, "What about Zou Moyun?" ”

"It's sent to Northern Europe."

"You've got it all arranged?"

No wonder, I didn't see Zou Moyun's shadow, Zou Moyan really wouldn't be wronged by his sister, and arranged all this early.

Zou Moyan didn't answer me, he turned his back to me and looked at the sky outside the window, and said quietly, "It's all over." ”

I also muttered to myself, "yes, it's all over." ”

No one between us is mentioning the name Lu Chengying, Zou Moyan has regained his previous gentle and considerate appearance towards me, but my whole person seems to have lost my soul, I am absent-minded in what I do, and I lack interest.

Zou Moyan doesn't have to take me anywhere now, although I am free, but my heart is tightly bound, I always think of the words that Lu Chengying said before he died and that picture, my memory was engraved by him, I can't wash it, I can't forget it.

Lu Chengying succeeded, he said, Jiajia, if you can't fall in love with me, don't forget me.