Zou Moyan's reaction was stiff, he looked at me, and he didn't speak, I grabbed his hand and put it in my heart, "I know that you are good for me, I know everything you do, I know everything, I am selfish, I am hypocritical, I take myself too seriously, Mo Yan, such a He Jiaran, do you like it?" ”

"You're Mrs. Zou." Zou Moyan kissed my eyebrows, "Is there anything more than this to prove my attitude?" ”

Yes, not really.

There's nothing like marriage to prove that a man cares about your attitude, and there's nothing like this affection he has for me.

I took the initiative to get close to Zou Moyan and gently kissed the corner of his lips, "Zou Moyan, thank you for loving me." ”

Zou Moyan hugged me in his arms, his hand moved on my back, I held him, like a drowning man twisting and turning lifebuoy tightly hugging, Zou Moyan's movements were very gentle, as if he was taking care of a precious treasure, he cared about my feelings very much, magnified my every reaction in his eyes, my pain, my joy, all were treasured by him.

It's been a long time since we've been so deep into each other's bodies, Zou Moyan was very patient, he came in when he was sure I was completely ready, he hugged me, and put me at the bottom and the top again and again, under the rendering of this atmosphere, I forgot everything, followed his steps, in this long night, tightly entangled.

Speaking of having a child, although Zou Moyan did not say anything, but at the last moment his actions betrayed his thoughts, he shot those seeds on my stomach, as before, and helped me wipe them carefully, I looked at him, knowing what he cared about, and it was inevitable that there would be a trace of distress in my heart.

Zou Moyan is still sensitive to this kind of thing, to put it bluntly, he wants to give me the most perfect side and not let me see these shortcomings.

But Zou Moyan, I am your wife, no matter what the problem, we will face it together.

We slept very well that night, although I woke up twice in the nightmare, but quickly calmed down, Zou Moyan has been holding me, in fact, everyone knows that the position of holding and sleeping is very uncomfortable, but he wants to give me a sense of security, so that I can feel his presence at any moment.

In the morning he went to work, and I went to find Gao Ziqian.

Gao Ziqian was not surprised that I came, I told me what I was here for, asked Zou Moyan about his current physical condition, and when we would be able to have children.

I've never been to my aunt, all the time.

Gao Ziqian made an appointment with me to draw blood and let me do a detailed examination, and as for Zou Moyan, he would make an appointment to do it with me.

I thought of Lu Chengying again in Gao Ziqian's hospital, he followed me like a shadow, seeing that I was not in good spirits, Gao Ziqian said, "That day, Lu Chengying found 400 people to ambush in this building, and even when I arrived in the emergency room, I was controlled by his people, but his people didn't want to kill me, but just delayed time, Zou Moyan and Zhou Luo too, those people had no weapons, just fists and feet, and Zou Moyan wanted to come up for a while, but those people just stopped, didn't hurt, just dragged it." ”

I said 'um', and Gao Ziqian continued, "Mo Yan is completely prepared, and there are people in ambush outside, but Zhou Luohe Chang'an and Pan Yiming came by themselves, Mo Yan didn't let them help, as for me, Zou Moyan also said let me not interfere, otherwise I wouldn't have gone to the emergency room at that critical moment, in fact, this is a premeditated suicide, He Jiaran, unfortunately, you are a witness to this whole incident, and you have fallen for Lu Chengying's hook." ”

I knew that this was a suicide of Lu Chengying's own design, but what I didn't expect was that the person he ambushed was not to be unfavorable to Zou Moyan, but just to drag out time and have a space to be alone with me.

"I know, it's all happened, and he's gone." I sighed, "Actually, I know all of them, but a lot of times I just can't forget." ”

"When I hypnotized you, you kept calling Lu Chengying's name," Gao Ziqian looked at me, smiling rather than smiling, "You must know that Zou Moyan's face turned green when he listened to it next to him." ”

What happens in the case of hypnosis I don't know, "What else did I say?" ”

"You said Lu Chengying don't go, you keep repeating this sentence, and there are many times when you sit up excitedly."

This is probably a thought in my heart, I don't want Lu Chengying to leave, I don't want to see him die by my side.

But what can I do, everyone advises me, all this is over.

Gao Ziqian didn't say anything consoling, but just told me to take care of my body, if I want to have children, first of all, I must be in good health.

Coming out of Gao Ziqian, I walked around the city alone, it was already summer, and the streets began to have white legs and white breasts again, the city was still busy, and lying was still the most inconspicuous one.

As I walked, I suddenly thought of my house that I hadn't quit yet.

I really had the key to the house, and I took a car and went to that address, and when I got home, I was just about to open the door, and the neighbor next to me was about to come out, and when he saw me, he was surprised and said, "Oh, you're back." ”

I pointed to myself, and he nodded, but I knew that this person was my neighbor, and he had spoken a few times before when he came in and out, and there was no intersection.

"Someone brought you a box before, and there was no one at home, so he asked me to hand it over to you, you wait a while, I will bring it to you." The neighbor turned around and went into his house, and after a while, he took out a delicate black box with a code on it, and he handed it to me, "The man said that whenever he saw you, he asked me to hand it over to you with my own hands." ”

"Who?"

"It's called Jingqi, and you gave me five hundred yuan to make sure I do it, I saw someone in your house a few days ago, and I knew that it was not you, but I didn't take it out."

I had an impression when I arrived, when Jing Qi left at that time, he said that he had couriered something to me, and at that time I was with Zou Moyan, knowing that he was the person arranged by Lu Chengying next to me, I didn't dare to provoke him, he said that he had couriered something to me, and I forgot it completely.

I took the box, thanked my neighbors, and went back to my home.

The house is still the same as before I left, I changed my shoes and carefully looked at the password on the box, what will Jingqi give me?

The box is very exquisite, the password lock is a six-digit password, I tried my birthday directly, I didn't open it, I thought about other numbers again, or I couldn't open it, Jingqi gave the box, the password card didn't tell me, what is this!!

Thinking about it, I tried Lu Chengying's birthday, but I didn't think about it, and the box opened all of a sudden.

He used to brush up his presence in this way.

Inside the box was a card, as well as a piece of paper with a note written on it:

Jiajia, the money in this card was given to me by your father back then to pay off your family's debts, I have never had a chance to pay you back, I don't have time to meet your father in person, please hand over this card, I will draw a perfect end to these things, some things, I was ready two years ago.

Goodbye, Ho Ka Ran.

Never again.

It was a few months ago, and I was holding the letter, leaning on my keyboard and crying.

For a long time, I felt aggrieved after experiencing so many things, but I never vented it, I was afraid, I was timid, I didn't even dare to cry, many times I licked my wounds by myself, I was afraid that Zou Moyan would know, I was afraid that I would affect him.

But today I can finally cry happily, it turns out that Lu Chengying has already arranged everything, he should have been ready to leave this world when he wrote this letter to me, he was right, he was going to do this two years ago, just because he had to take care of me, and it was delayed until two years later......

The memories are all those bits and pieces, I took the card, and I had mixed feelings in my heart, if I had this money, I would have been able to pay off all my debts, I could give Aunt Cai a good environment, I could support myself, and I didn't have to be taken care of by Lu Chengying for everything.

I cried for a long time, the more I cried, the more I felt happy, I put away the letter and the card properly, I was not as aggrieved as before, I packed some summer clothes, thinking that it would be summer soon, I couldn't buy anything new, although Mr. Zou was very profitable, but I couldn't waste it too much!

I took a taxi to Zou Moyan's company, the secretary at the front desk knew me, I took the general manager's elevator directly, the secretary of the office saw me and said hello, there was no obstruction, I came all the way to Zou Moyan's office, standing at the door, I heard the sound of Zhou Luo and Zou Moyan arguing inside.

said that it was a quarrel, because I thought that their voices were very high, and they could hear it, and both of them were very excited.

"Zou Moyan, no matter what, you have to leave tomorrow!"

"It's not time yet."

"Don't you mess around, even I can see that you are getting more and more out of control of yourself, how long do you want to drag it out, if it is serious, your entire nervous system will be damaged."

"I know, but not right now."

"Whatever you want, when you can't even hold the chopsticks one day, I'll see what you do when you can't control your emotions at all!"

Can't hold chopsticks?

Gao Ziqian also said this problem that day, saying that it can't be delayed, I thought it was Zou Moyan's body, Gao Ziqian also explained that it was okay, why is Zhou Luo still talking about this matter now, isn't it the body?

What happened to Zou Moyan?

I was pondering when the little fox tapped me on the shoulder on the back, and I was startled, but she smiled and said, "What are you doing?" Why? Is there anything interesting in there? ”