I looked up suddenly: "You remember?" ”

She was stunned by my shocked appearance, and thought for a while before she said, "I have a little impression, like I told someone before," she looked at the beam of the room and continued, "But I don't remember really, I have taken a fancy to a lot of sons in the past year, and I have forgotten who I promised." ”

Benjun couldn't help but twitch in his heart, and pretended to be calm: "Xiao Yu'er, your mother has fallen in love with another son, what do you say." ”

Wu'er opened his mind today, and rolled and kissed in the palm of his mother's own hand: "Mother, mother, little fish don't want stepfather." ”

In the end, it is Meng Yu's mother, as soon as Meng Yu sells cute, the plain book can't stand it. Benjun also got the light of Meng Yu and got some good looks from the plain book.

It's just that I can see that she doesn't have much affection for me now. Even...... Not even an old man.

She said that she would go back to the palace before ascending to heaven and explain a few words to her father. I went back to the palace with Meng Yu and her. It's just that Meng Yu forgot the trick of how to get bigger, and begged me for a while, but I didn't tell him, yes, Benjun deliberately didn't tell him - the red dust breath in the mortal world is slightly heavier, and in this land of fireworks, his immortal roots are unstable, and it is better to have less touches. So in the end, he could only be aggrieved by me in his sleeve pocket, but before he reached my hand, he kissed his mother's cheek again. I've been staring at my beloved girl for a morning, and I haven't kissed her, but this kid kisses her very well. Ben Jun felt a little jealous in his heart, so he didn't think about it, pinched his little coat and stuffed it into his sleeve pocket. Meng Yu protested at the beginning and fluttered in his sleeve pocket for a while, but the child was sleepy and fell asleep in it after tossing for a while.

"He's asleep?" Su Shu raised his hand and tugged at my sleeve, and looked inside.

"Well, asleep." I laughed.

She exhaled a long breath, threw the folding fan in her hand into the air, spun and held it, and continued to walk forward, "Don't smile at me like that, you know you're pretending." Now that the child is asleep, you don't have to pretend like that. ”

This sentence made my heart sink, and the green tendons on my forehead jumped, and I followed her and said, "You...... Do you think we're pretending? ”

"Well, no. Ben Gongzi has been traveling south and north for more than three years, and all kinds of people have also seen it, what is the temperament of a person like you, Ben Gongzi probably has a number in his heart. At this time last year, I met you for the first time in Shang Sleeve Building. At that time, I didn't know that you were a fairy, and when you jumped from the roof of the building in order to get a wine jug, you didn't even blink your eyelids at that height. My eyes were not very good at night, but fortunately, the candle flame was bright, and I saw that you were staring at this crowd, from your eyes to your complexion. People like you, oh no, you are a god like you, you are cold at first glance, you don't care about your own life and death, I'm afraid you don't care about the life and death of others. Have you fought a lot since you were a child? And win more and lose less, right? The gods in the sky are probably afraid of you. She shook her hand from the fracture fan freely, and she said these words calmly and calmly.

"You...... Do you really think so? ”

"But I'm curious, when you don't speak, why do you have to pretend to be so gentle in front of me when you are so cold and unapproachable." After a pause, he laughed out loud, "However, this son does owe you, if you want to send me to heaven, I am also willing." After all, it was you who gave me the golden baht to make my city strong and protect me from danger. ”

Her words are like a blunt knife cutting meat, grinding Benjun's heart little by little, the pain is not intense but there is no end, far less pleasant and direct than a sharp blade.

Now Sushu doesn't like me, I know.

But I still didn't expect that she would think that I didn't care about the life and death of others; I didn't expect that she would see me as pretending to be gentle to her.

"Plain ...... Su Yue. "I call her.

She answered shallowly, but did not look up, and walked straight forward.

I took a few steps forward and grabbed her wrist hard, and she finally stopped at her feet, reacted, and pulled back as usual, so I held it again: "Su Yue, are you ...... Really in love with someone else? I finally asked the question.

She raised her eyebrows, didn't refute it, didn't admit it, but said, "Do you want to care about me?" ”

At that time, the trick to probe her memory stopped at her wrist, which I was holding tightly. But it was at that moment that I heard her say "Do you want to care about me" so indifferently, and I no longer had the courage to probe her memory.

I'm afraid to see her like that person's description to the core. And that person wasn't me.

But there are always things that can't be avoided or avoided. After spending three days in the palace, I clearly understood how far Su Yue's feelings for that person had become.

Although the Chengxi Kingdom has survived the chaos this year, there are still many things to do in the whole country, so Benjun stayed in the palace for three days, and he did not see his father-in-law in the mortal world. As for Concubine Jin, the mother of the mortal world, in order to pray for Su Yue's marriage, she left the imperial city half a month ago and went to a temple on a certain mountain to eat fast and pray for Buddha, the mountain is quite far away from the imperial city, and the fastest foot strength of mortals can take six or seven days. So when I arrived at the palace, I waited for three days, and I didn't see the two elders, so naturally there was no way to say anything about taking Su Yue away.

In the past three days, I have been stained with the light of Meng Yu, and I have not been kicked out of her dormitory by Su Yue, but have occupied a place to accommodate her in her wide bed.

It's just that every time she goes to bed and the candle lights go out, there will be such a conversation in her bedroom-

"Can you not sleep with Princess Ben in your arms?" Yes, she was very cautious, calling herself "Ben Gongzi" outside, and changed her name to "Ben Princess" as soon as she returned to the palace.

"So what should I hold? Xiao Yu'er, your mother doesn't want your father to hold you, and your father is a little sad. With that, he touched his sleeve.

“…… Don't wake him up......"

"Can you let me hug me, then?"

Su Yue gritted her teeth, but she still lowered her voice: "It's okay to hold a little loose, who can stand it if you hug it so tightly!" ”

I wrapped her tightly in my arms, and rested my chin just on her shoulder—and in my refreshment, I felt that it was a wise decision to take the little fish down to earth.

It's just that the person is still in her heart, and when I occasionally get closer to her, I feel that her nightmare falls on my spiritual platform for a few minutes, and some disappointment oozes from the nightmare, and the dream becomes foggy, and I can vaguely see the appearance of that person in a green silk shirt and holding a book.

Nan Xiao ...... No, Jing Yan, in Su Yue's heart, it is far more important than I thought.

In the early morning of the fourth day of the palace, the morning dynasty ended, and Su Yue and I were on the way to see his father, when the minister of civil and military affairs who had returned from the dynasty came to meet him. I knew she was a little disappointed that she didn't see the person she wanted to see.

Benjun is not a kind-hearted immortal, and he is trying to take the opportunity to curse "He didn't come to the court, isn't it a disease", but unexpectedly, the ministers who returned talked about it, and what they said was Jingyan's matter.

"Brother Zhang, Jing Xiang hasn't come to the court for three days, do you know what's going on?"

"Alas...... I heard that it was an old disease in the body, and it was menacing, and now in the house, I can't even get off the bed...... It's a pity, only twenty-three years old, alas. ”

"Oh? Brother Zhang has seen it with his own eyes, what are the symptoms of Jing Xiang, has His Majesty sent an imperial doctor to diagnose it? ”

"Jing Xiang made a miraculous feat in the city protection, His Majesty was naturally sympathetic, and sent thirty imperial doctors one after another within three days, but I heard that it was an emergency in my heart, alas, the imperial doctors were helpless."

"So...... Jing Xiang this time, is there less bad luck? ”

"You think that this disease in the heart, where can it be cured, now I am afraid that it will be difficult to save the immortals, I am a pillar of the court, this is a pity."

These words fell into the ears of Benjun, and naturally they also fell into the ears of Su Yue beside him.

I saw that her fingers clenching the folding fan were white, but her cheeks were a little whiter than her fingers, and she couldn't even see the blood.

The next moment, he waved his sleeves, stepped on the horse, and ran out of the palace.

Benjun didn't stop her, and Benjun knew that he couldn't stop her.

The little fish in the sleeve seemed to sense a few points, and asked me with a trick that made it not easy to use in the air: "Father, father, where is my mother going?" ”

"Don't worry, your mother...... Will be back. ”

That day, I finally used my magic to do the math.

Nan Xiao's reincarnation of this Jingyan's life is really not good. A year ago, when he was pouring rain outside the window, he finally opened the bride he had married, but saw a completely unfamiliar face.

At the palace banquet, Rin refused the princess of the country of Chengxi, just to marry the girl he had been waiting for for three years, and now he is married, but he can pick up Xipa, but he finds that it is not the person he has in mind at all.

He staggered a few steps, reacted and rushed out the door, went to the study, rummaged through the cabinets and found the portrait he had once painted, and took it with him into the heavy rain. The palace people, he only knew that she was from the palace, so he took this portrait and rushed into the palace quickly.

In fact, the portrait has long been wet by the rain; Actually, where the portrait is needed.

He found a subordinate next to Concubine Jin, took out the drawing paper that had been soaked in the rain, and saw that the person on the painting was all mixed with ink and turned empty. In desperation, he said the sentence that he had traveled abroad for three years, and the next person told him with great certainty that this was Princess Su Yue, and it was not another Princess Su Yue, but the one who was rejected by Lord Jing three days ago.

If everyone has an endless stream of regret in their hearts, then the regret in Jingyan's heart should be the surging river, rolling east for thousands of years, flowing endlessly, and finally flowing into the ocean of regret.