Hao Lili read the letters written by her father to her mother with tears in her eyes. Every letter is deeply engraved with my father's deep love and longing for my mother.

Even, from the content of many letters, it can be seen that the father has become a little nervous because of this.

For a long time, Hao Lili couldn't understand her father's behavior anyway! Because she can't imagine the pain of losing his wife to a man, as if his heart was inexplicably stolen!

Xiao Yun, losing you, I don't know how I can live! Last night, I was alone in the living room with three bottles of liquor! This is what I found out when I got up at noon today and saw the bottle by the couch in the living room!

Actually, there should be more than three bottles. Because, I also found several bottles under the table! At the end of the day, I don't know if I drank five or seven or eight bottles that day! I don't remember exactly!

By the way, I basically didn't spend any of the money this kid gave me! Hundreds of thousands, I've never seen so much money! I thought my daughter was doing something improper! But I spent a lot of money to find someone to scout the company where my daughter worked! It was a garment factory, and my daughter was there to sell clothes! I heard that the commission is very high. So, I was relieved.

My daughter is glamorous and beautiful, and I am naturally very happy as a father! However, I would rather my daughter be a good poor ghost, but at least be an upright person!

I think the first time I did something wrong was when you were just gone, and that day you were in a mood and hit the kid who went to study! was also put in and squatted for a while. After that, I couldn't find a job again!

Most likely, it was a pit, and after I fell, I couldn't get up again!

Then, one day, I found out that I was old, and I was so old that I had grown my hair! It is said that people are old and useless, I think, I am so useless!

I always wonder how nice it would be if you were there. We are all young, a family of three, that's better!

Also, when I went out for a drink that day, Lao Chen, who owned a teahouse, actually said that he wanted to introduce a widow in the next neighborhood to me as his wife.

I hit him on the head with the lid of a teacup! There was some blood, and the police asked me to pay him 200 yuan for his medical expenses.

I didn't have that much money, so I had to withdraw 200 yuan from my daughter's bank card in the mail! I regret dying, my daughter earned it so hard! As a result, he gave the dead dog as medical expenses!

But the police also said that I, people are kind enough to introduce you to someone, and you still beat others, which is called a dog biting Lu Dongbin and does not know the hearts of good people. I pondered it for a moment and felt that what the policeman said made sense. After all, it was I who hurt someone.

But, huh! I can't guarantee that whoever will try to introduce me to someone will definitely break his head. In my life, since I met you, I haven't looked at other women at all!

I love no one but you!

I don't hurt anyone but our daughter!

It's just that the bad thing of the Grim Reaper is like this

Snatched you away from me like a scoundrel! Can you understand how much my heart hurts? That's the end of the content! Hao Lili couldn't understand what her father wrote at all! However, Hao Lili can feel that every word here reveals her father's deep longing for her mother!

However, in life, in the roulette of fate, only those who have really lost will understand! Because, in this world, there is never a real sense of empathy.

Hao Lili felt that her heart was clogged.

She carefully put away all the square papers scattered on the floor and placed them on the dust-wiped bedside table.

Every time Hao Lili reads this letter, it hurts!

Hao Lili and Qin Yang put the herringbone sheet into the woven bag prepared in advance, along with the cotton wool quilt.

After that, Hao Lili found several letters from her father to her mother in bed! Hao Lili sorted them all out and put them on the bedside table!

At the same time, Hao Lili also saw a bank card in her father's bedside table! And that bank card, Hao Lili clearly remembers that she mailed it to her father two years ago and asked her father to buy a house! The markings on the back of the card are still very clear!

In addition to this, the others! The father left nothing.

In the end, Hao Lili found that her father Hao Chenggong had left a total of 99 letters to the present! At the beginning of each letter, the word "Xiao Yun" is left!

Xiao Yun is the name of Hao Lili's mother Liang Jiyun.

However, Hao Lili found that one of the 99 letters was written by her father recently!

Xiao Yun

I've recently found out that my stomach is always hurting! I was tempted to call Lili, but I lost her phone number! Our daughter is very filial, she calls me every week, but my memory is not very good, and I forgot about it after speaking! This is most likely the reason for my poor memory.

The pain was unbearable, so I went to the hospital to see a doctor. The doctor said it was probably a stomach problem, but he didn't say why! And, the doctor told me to quit drinking!

I've been thinking about quitting alcohol for a long time! However, I don't know why, it's been more than ten years now! Drinking alcohol is almost no different from drinking water to me!

And I always feel as if I have a pair of hands pulling me to drink every day!

However, Xiaoli, I Hao Chenggong is an upright person, I haven't used the money given by my daughter to drink once! All my wine money is earned by collecting waste and picking up bottles!

You might think I'm stupid! However, I know very well that our daughter's money can't be smashed on me, a waste person, and a wine jar! She should keep it as her own dowry money!

Xiao Yun, I always feel like the last two days. You always feel like you've come back to stay! That's why I made a special effort to wash our quilts!

Xiao Yun, I remember that you love to be clean! You only have to wash our quilts once every two weeks!

Before, I couldn't see you for a while! I think

, are you disgusted that I slept on the quilt too dirty, and don't want to come back. But, you lazy mother-in-law, haven't you been washing our quilts?

Men, but they weren't born to do these jobs! But who blames me for missing you too much? I just want you to come back as soon as possible. So, I mustered up the courage to do the last thing I wanted to do in my life, and that was to wash the quilt!

Because, I believe, as long as I wash the quilt, you will be back!

However, you seem to be a bit untrustworthy! I washed the quilt and the sheets neatly! But you still don't come back day after day! You say, "Are you very ruthless?"

……

Hao Lili saw the tears on this letter that had long since dried.

Hao Lili is almost certain that in the recent past, her father's spirit has reached a state of abnormality. But even so, he still misses his mother deeply.

While cleaning the floor of the master bedroom, Hao Lili saw traces of blood in the vomit that had already dried up!

Combined with what the father wrote to the mother, it is full of affection and infinite thoughts. Hao Lili was almost certain that her father's death had something to do with drinking and his stomach.

While Hao Lili was cleaning the floor, tears fell on the floor one after another!

Hao Lili went to the bank to check and found out that his father, as he said in the letter he left to his mother, had hardly touched the money Hao Lili sent him.

It's just that Hao Lili is a little jealous in her heart, although her father has mentioned about herself many times in his heart! But among the 99 letters, all the signatures are the names of their mothers Liang Jiyun. Not a single letter is written to me!

Hao Lili went to her bedroom and rummaged around two or three times, but still did not find a single letter, a sentence written to herself.

For this kind of love, Hao Lili admits that she has lived to her thirties, and she is longing for deep and strong love at all times. As everyone knows, the person who really knows how to love is close to him, and he is also his biological father.

After Tu Cheng returned to the company, he immediately devoted himself to the intensive repair of the company's website. All the colleagues in the technical department worked continuously for nearly 60 hours to get the company's website back to normal!

In these 60 hours, all the eating, drinking, and lazing of the technical department were solved in the company. Tu Cheng barely closed his eyes!

When the website returned to normal, all the colleagues in the technical department broke out into a warm cheer! At this moment, Tu Cheng was so tired that he fell asleep on the floor of the office.

When Tu Cheng woke up after ten hours of sleep and called Hao Lili, Qin Yang had already gone back! Hao Lili was alone at home waiting for her father to finish the first seven.

Because it did not match the time of death, Hao Lili took it upon herself to treat the day of her father's cremation as the day of her father's death!

"Lili, why don't I come back and accompany you to give our dad the first seven?" Tu Cheng asked!

"It's better not to use it, it's too far!" Hao Lili thought for a few seconds and said.

In fact, for Hao Lili, Tu Cheng is now her only one

Close relatives. It's fake to say that you don't want Tu Cheng's company! However, Hao Lili understands that in a person's life, there is always a journey that needs to be walked silently by herself. Perhaps, it was one of the least bright days of life's journey.

"Really, don't you need to?" Hao Lili's refusal surprised Tu Cheng!

"Not really!" Hao Lili is categorical.

"Do you think we are taboo before we are married?"

"Not really!"

"What's that?"

"Nothing?"

……

Hao Lili returned to Guancheng on the tenth day after her father's burial! The original plan was that she planned to go back to Japan directly, but considering that it was still necessary to explain to Tu Cheng face to face to avoid unnecessary misunderstandings! Therefore, after she chose her itinerary to Japan, she changed to go to Guancheng first.

Before leaving home, Hao Lili replaced the furniture, curtains and everything else in the house with new ones! There are also door locks, lock holes, etc., which are also waterproofed.

However, she also took with her 99 letters that her father had written to her mother.

I don't know when I'll be back! At the last moment of locking the door lock, Hao Lili thought to herself.

(End of chapter)

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