Chapter 037: You Must Let Go
But thinking of Xing Weidong's words to remind her, the top of Qiao Nuanyang's head seemed to be poured with a basin of cold water, and the little careful thoughts in her mind instantly disappeared completely.
She patted her head fiercely and took a deep breath, "Qiao Nuanyang, what do you think, people are just looking at your face and treating you well, don't think too much." ”
She bowed her head and went on to her own business.
married Qin Shijin, he was so good to Rui Rui, he made up for his lack of Rui Rui, and Rui Rui was obviously a lot happier during this time, all she could do was these simple things to make up for him.
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Qiao Nuanyang was wearing a long skirt, his slender arms were holding a bunch of things and he walked in slowly, his steps were easy, his black hair was swaying at his back, his slender legs were moving in the skirt, and his slender waist, he saw the slender and slender figure and thought of the scene he saw in the bathroom that night.
Qin Shijin's body was on fire.
Glancing between his legs.
secretly spurned himself, and there was no interest.
After smoking two cigarettes in the car, he still didn't get out of the fire, returned to the room, took a shower, and stayed in the bathroom for more than half an hour before coming out, holding on to the rotating escalator on the second floor, where he could just see the figure in the sliding door, leaning obliquely on the place, he looked at the woman inside.
After she moved here, she put some flowers in the room, all of them in season, and a cup of half-opened gardenia on the table, which is abundant in the summer, and there are often some small vendors selling vegetables on the side of the road in the market for five or six yuan a handful.
It looked ordinary, but the fragrance that came out was rich and light, and he smelled the fragrance coming from the kitchen......
I feel that the lights of thousands of homes are as if my heart has a place to belong, which is very reassuring.
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After Bentley drove away slowly, the black sedan was still parked on the side of the road, and the car behind it waited until it was impatiently honking its horn frantically, urging.
Xing Weidong held the steering wheel with his palms, his fingers pinched slightly white, and his head was just Qin Shijin came out with something and put it in the car, while Qiao Nuanyang sat in the co-pilot with Rui Rui in his arms, the two of them talked and laughed, and their expressions were very familiar, as if they had lived together for a long time.
He also happened to come over just now to have something, and he felt as if he saw Qiao Nuanyang and wanted to send them back, but then Qin Shijin appeared.
Qin Shijin.
At the helm of Shihao.
When Shihao had a crisis and the helmsman died in an accident, the young and immature Qin Shijin took over the stormy Shihao Group in the midst of danger, and successfully invested in several projects to reform Shihao, pulling Shihao back and moving towards a new stage.
The characters on the Forbes rich list have also been on the top of the list, they are young, but they have left a lot of legends, but Qin Shijin is very low-key, and everyone's unanimous impression of him is that he is a low-key, calm and introverted invisible rich man, and he is young and golden.
This is everyone's evaluation of Qin Shijin.
And Xing Weidong's family background is not particularly bad, he has long heard of Qin Shijin, this person has always been indifferent to people, and it seems that he does not have too many friends.
There is only one girlfriend who has ever had a girlfriend, and Qin Shijin broke up later and never had other news, and he has always maintained the title of golden bachelor, and women are eager to cling to him.
Such a high-flying fairy-like character actually smiled so easily at Qiao Nuanyang and Rui Rui's mother and daughter......
Didn't Qiao Nuanyang say that they didn't have a good relationship? If it's not good, Qin Shijin will pick up their mother and daughter during work hours?
The key is that Qin Shijin seems to be more good to Rui Rui than he imagined, especially, he doesn't seem to reject Qiao Nuanyang at all, now that Qiao Nuanyang is here to buy vegetables, they go home together......
What's next?
Has Qin Shijin been able to enter and leave Qiao Nuanyang's house?
Xing Weidong frowned and thought, he seemed to have forgotten something wrong, but, then he thought about it, he must have thought about it, he had to believe Qiao Nuanyang, she was a person who knew how to repay her kindness, it must be because Qin Shijin was good to their mother and daughter, so she wanted to be good to him.
It must be.
Xing Weidong thought to himself...... Shouldn't I take action?
He took out his cigarette case irritably and smoked, he didn't smoke when he was stressed on weekdays, but now he couldn't control himself from wanting to smoke.
Lighting a cigarette and smoking two, he flicked the ash of his cigarette before squinting at the road ahead, when his cell phone rang.
"Got time? Have a drink together? ”
Xing Weidong raised his hand and pinched his tall nose bone, he hadn't indulged for a long time, he was depressed in his heart, he also needed to vent, ordered, "Okay, come right away." ”
It's a short drive to the bar street that I often go to.
In the blues bar, because it was still early, there were very few people in the bar, at this time, the sunset had not yet set, the sky was shining, the wind outside the square was blowing gently, and the crimson sofa had some exotic ethnic atmosphere.
On the small table was a bottle of gardenia, a dozen wines, and a few snacks.
After Xing Weidong sat down, he lay on his back on the sofa, holding a wine bottle in one hand and naturally touching the person opposite, and the cold beer slid down his throat, and the cold feeling made the two people's minds clearer and clearer.
Xing Weidong also came to his senses completely, and looked at him leaning there and raising his head to drink the wine bottle in his hand, and asked, "Aren't you afraid of getting drunk if you drink so quickly?" ”
"It's good to be drunk." Raised his hand and pinched the bridge of his nose and smiled nonsense.
Xing Weidong was thinking about Qiao Nuanyang's affairs in his heart, and after drinking the wine, the taste of the wine was a little bitter, the beer was swollen, and he was uncomfortable drinking, so he asked, "When do you plan to get married after you come back this time?" You're not young, you've been engaged for many years, and you should be married, right? ”
"Why are you like a woman?" Gu Peilin on the other side rolled his eyes, looked helpless, and asked him: "...... For so many years, I haven't seen you have a girlfriend, but when did you bring someone out to meet me? ”
"......" See? He didn't dare.
He was afraid that Qiao Nuanyang would see Gu Peilin, and he was also afraid that Gu Peilin would see her and know those things, so he said lightly, "She's young, don't worry, it doesn't matter if she plays for a few more years." ”
Xing Weidong lowered his eyebrows and covered his eyes, and some dark and slow music came from the bar, and a girl playing the guitar was singing next to her, and a clear singing voice came out.
The girl was also wearing a long white dress, very thin, with long black hair draped over her shoulders, wearing light makeup, and her not-so-outstanding facial features were surprisingly good-looking together.
While she was singing, some people stopped to watch, and some people gave money.
As they listened to the song, they thought of the past.
Gu Peilin held the glass in her hand, added ice cubes to it, shook it, and smiled with some brokenness: "I used to remember that she could also play the guitar, and every time she learned a new tune, she would be happy to play it to me." ”
Gu Peilin has also changed, from that sunny boy to the calm accident appearance he is now, and he retreated that cold shell when he looked over there.
And Xing Weidong knew who he was talking about.
"Hmm." He also remembers.
He remembered the girl with long hair and fluttering hair, and she hadn't changed much over the years.
Gu Peilin raised his head and drank a few glasses of wine violently, and when he drank it a little fast, his face was already slightly pale, his hand pressed against his abdomen, and his brows were twisted.
When he was about to continue to take the wine, Xing Weidong raised his hand to block his movements, "Don't drink it, it's good to drink the right amount of wine, if you drink too much, you will hurt your body, how many people have died under the alcohol, do you think there is something wrong with you?" ”
He pressed his hand against his aching stomach, and the burning sensation made him feel more and more uncomfortable.
He shook his head, pain on his face.
I wanted to numb myself in this way, but it didn't help at all, and when I returned to this familiar place, many things came back to my mind.
He pointed his finger at his head, tilted his head, and exhaled heavily in his snort.
"Xing Weidong, what do you think I should do?" He asked.
Xing Weidong's heart sank slightly, and as soon as Gu Peilin said this, he understood what he was going to say.
Almost every time, with the tip of his tongue against his chin, he was silently feeling the feeling that was hard to swallow, on one side was his best brother, and on the other side he couldn't give up the person he wanted to be with for the rest of his life......
He gripped the bottle hard, and his bones turned slightly white.
Lowering her eyes, she thought of what Qiao Nuanyang had told herself before, she and Gu Peilin had already gone their separate ways, and she didn't want to have anything to do with Gu Peilin.
Gritting his teeth, he said, "Gu Peilin, it's been five years, let go of what you should put down, it's not a matter to always think about it." A man should be able to afford to put it down, you already have your own life, so you have one person in your heart, are you right about another person? It's not fair. ”
He thought to himself, let him be selfish for once.
Since childhood, they have always gone to school together, and their academic performance is comparable, and they compete for the first and second places every time, but the two of them have never quarreled because of this.
Later, after graduating from high school, one studied medicine, and the other chose finance and management, and took a different path, but both studied in the United States.
When I was in the United States, I also took care of each other.
Xing Weidong fought for him and was also injured, when he was thrown to the United States by the Gu family to exercise, his living expenses were divided into two halves, and he took his own money and scholarship to start a business.
For Gu Peilin, he has always had a clear conscience, but this time he wants to be selfish once and fight for himself once. Take that girl to live a stable and stable life.
Xing Weidong suppressed that sense of guilt and said coldly, "You should have given up a long time ago, at the beginning, it wasn't you who chose to break up, and then got engaged." It's all your own path, and you can't regret it, don't let down other people. ”
"Don't let the other people down?" Gu Peilin sat up straight, looked at Xing Weidong seriously, he shook his head violently and raised his hand to wipe his face, "No, Xing Weidong, there are some things that can't be done...... I thought I could let go, but I never did. I thought I could calm down, but when I saw her I felt like I was alive, and I was only then awake that I would never forget her in my life! ”
"Xing Weidong, I can't forget."
He said it several times in a row.
“……”
Can't forget.
I can't forget.
So?
Xing Weidong took a sip of wine and held it in his mouth, puffing out his cheeks, and feeling bitter.
The wind blew with some residual heat, and at this time the night had fallen, and the light from the bar combined with the faint glow remaining in the sky, the beauty was like a thick oil painting.
He pinched the wine glass and put it down heavily, and his voice was cold.
"What if you can't let it go? Gu Peilin! You have to let go too! His teeth were clenched.