His emotions were also very tense and tight, and Gu Peilin's words could only be said to Xing Weidong, and every time he would only talk about these inner things before Xing Weidong's talk.

He only cared about venting his emotions, and did not notice other anomalies, "You told me that I have to let go?" How do I go about putting it down? Do you want to dig out your heart? ”

The implication is that unless he dies, can he stop thinking about Qiao Nuanyang?

Gu Peilin pointed to his heart, which was still very painful, and smiled faintly, his smile was a little bitter in the charming night, "I can't forget, Xing Weidong, you haven't loved someone, I don't know what that feeling is like, ...... that day"

"I saw her, I thought I could restrain myself, I also wanted to restrain myself, but I saw her and that man wronged her, I saw that man bullying her, and she was wronged in front of that man, I still couldn't help but go to her."

Xing Weidong was slightly surprised, and then raised his head, his eyes were a little moved, "You ......"

When had Qiao Nuanyang seen him, but probably Gu Peilin didn't know the news of the child, so he was relieved.

"I've had a bad life in the past five years, but she seems to be much better than I imagined." She answered the phone in the hallway that day, smiling sweetly.

Five years ago, when Qiao Nuanyang came to Gu's house to look for him on a rainy night, he chased him out later, but when he went out, he didn't see Qiao Nuanyang's figure, he called Qiao Nuanyang and showed that it had been turned off. He searched everywhere he could find her, but there was no one.

Later, he waited downstairs in the girls' dormitory for several days, and finally someone found her roommate, and then the girl told him in surprise: "Don't you know? Qiao Nuanyang went through the withdrawal procedures. ”

Dropped?

He asked her about Qiao Nuanyang's other contact information, and the other party said that he didn't know, Qiao Nuanyang hadn't been to school for a long time, and everything had been moved, leaving only a diary on the desk, and a sentence was written on the last page.

"From now on, I don't want to love Gu Peilin anymore."

There were still shallow traces of water stains on that line later.

That row of words was written with a lot of effort, and it seemed that it took a lot of anger to write that sentence.

There were clear traces on several pages, at that time, she must have hated herself, hated herself, so, changed all the contact information, he looked like crazy for all the places he could go, but there was no trace of her.

Qiao Nuanyang's hometown has long been empty, her mother is not in good health, she died shortly after she was born, and her father later died in an accidental car accident.

Those relatives at home were also reluctant to accept her, and later she ended up in Xiangcheng, except for those places in Xiangcheng, he couldn't imagine where Qiao Nuanyang would go.

He searched like crazy, but there was no trace of Qiao Nuanyang anymore.

Later he would come back, go the way they had gone, go where they had been, but never find her again. He spent almost all his years abroad paralyzing himself in his work as a way to punish himself for his mistakes, and it was then that he knew exactly what he had lost.

However, he was extremely unwilling.

Therefore, he has always been reluctant to give Zhen Jinwei an explanation, Rao is family has urged countless times, but he is still unwilling to give up.

However, he has not changed, but Qiao Nuanyang seems to have gone far and perfectly expounded that sentence...... When you told me to roll, I really got out and never looked back.

At that time, how indifferent was Qiao Nuanyang when he looked at himself? He wasn't sure whether Qiao Nuanyang's acting skills were good enough, or how, she was really able to be calm when she looked at herself, and the indifference in her eyes was a pain he couldn't bear at all.

When he kissed her like before, Qiao Nuanyang's eyes were full of hatred, disgust, and resistance to his approach, and then ran out.

I want to kill him.

That's right, how deep the love was at the beginning, and now the hatred is as deep as it is.

"Doing well?" Xing Weidong muttered this sentence silently, and it took a long time to completely suppress the anger in his heart, and the green tendons on the back of his hand burst out, showing the anger in his heart at this time.

"Or else?" He raised his head and drank the wine in his hand, laughed sarcastically, and his eyes were unwilling, and the cup in his hand smashed on the ground and shouted: "What do you say? Why did Qiao Nuanyang forget me? Why is she? Who held me at the beginning and said that I would not marry in this life, and would only like me alone, but now? She's forgotten about it a long time ago, right? I still like her, and I can't let go of ......."

He pointed to his heart and poked it hard, venting his inner dissatisfaction.

He could be angry as much as he wanted, but Xing Weidong couldn't hold back the anger in his heart at this moment, his face was calm with some hideousness, the bottle in front of him exploded on Gu Peilin's side, and the flying glass shards swept past Gu Peilin's face, cutting through his skin.

Pointing at Gu Peilin's face, this bastard, Xing Weidong wanted to beat people up.

"Why can't she forget? It's been five years, and it was you who inexplicably proposed to break up and got engaged to Zhen Jinwei, you can't give her happiness at all, do you still want to dominate her for the rest of your life? ”

"Gu Peilin, how the did I find out that you are such a selfish villain now? Are you going to trap her for the rest of your life? If you have her love, you don't want her, and you won't be allowed to have other happiness in the future? ”

How much hardship did Qiao Nuanyang endure, he sold blood for the sake of the child when he was most embarrassed at that time, he only ate one steamed bun a day, and he was reluctant to drink porridge.

At that time, where was Gu Peilin?

"I ......"

......Seeing that he was speechless in pain, Xing Weidong sat down again and frowned, looking at him with a frown, "Since the matter has passed, then it is over, you each have your own lives, Qiao Nuanyang...... I don't need you now, Gu Peilin, you can come out early. ”

He silently swallowed the wine.

"You already have a fiancée, and you agreed to the marriage yourself, and no one forced you to agree." He reminded Gu Peilin in a cold voice again.

When he first said that he was engaged, he didn't believe it, but he attended the engagement ceremony, and the groom was him.

There's nothing wrong with that.

"......" After he finished speaking, Gu Peilin leaned back heavily and covered his face with his hands, "You want to tell me that I have to finish the path I chose on my knees, right?" ”

"Or else?" What did he waste so many lips and tongues for?

"But, Xing Weidong, I can't let it go, I can't do it." His voice of pain overflowed from under the palm of his hand.

Xing Weidong also smiled, "You can't let it go, so how do you want to explain it to the Zhen family?" Zhen Jinwei is not the daughter of an ordinary family, you can bully at will, the only daughter of the Zhen family, and she is a close friend of your Gu family, she has been a baby for many years, Zhen Jinwei has always liked you, and she will never agree to withdraw from the marriage, if you want to ruin the marriage between the two families, will your parents agree? ”

"......" These are all display problems in front of us, and Gu Peilin is not allowed to have any extra choices at all.

Xing Weidong is also sure that Gu Peilin is not so naïve, and will really give up everything in front of him to entangle with Qiao Nuanyang again.

Clicking on the table in front of him, he looked at Gu Peilin sitting opposite him with a cold gaze, Gu Peilin was not very interested and drank a lot of wine, and then drank a few bottles of spirits, went to the bathroom and vomited a few times, but it was no longer good.

It's not early, Xing Weidong has to go to work in the hospital the next day, so he has to go home early to rest, and glanced at Gu Peilin, who was almost asleep on the sofa.

The mobile phone he put in his pocket rang at this time, he leaned over and took out the phone, saw the word Jinwei jumping on the screen, and opened the phone.

"Pei Lin, where are you? It's late, and you haven't come back yet? On the phone, Zhen Jinwei's voice was as sweet as a piece of cake.

The smell is sweet, but it makes people feel tired.

Zhen Jinwei is a rose that people take care of, and it is delicate and beautiful, so it is always the object that people choose first, and it is naturally someone else who is left behind.

"I'm not Gu Peilin, I'm Xing Weidong." Xing Weidong found Zhen Jinwei and met a few times, but he didn't have a good impression of this woman, but he just maintained a superficial relationship lukewarmly.

"Are you with Pei Lin? Where did Pei Lin go? Why didn't he answer the phone? ”

On the phone, Zhen Jinwei's speed of speech was unhurried, but she asked very worriedly.

There is no shortage of women around a man like Gu Peilin, Zhen Jinwei is very smart, but she is also blind in love, and she will not be at ease, plus Gu Peilin has always refused to get married, she is very afraid that Gu Peilin has other women around her.

"......" Xing Weidong hated this way of questioning, and reported the address, "Come and pick up people yourself." ”

Hanging up the phone, Zhen Jinwei took the key and hurried out, half an hour later she appeared at the door of the bar, looking at the drunk Gu Peilin, she couldn't help pouting, "Xing Weidong, why don't you stop him?" He has a bad stomach, you don't know? ”

"......" Xing Weidong felt funny, stood up, and squinted at Zhen Jinwei, "He's not my man, he wants to drink, can I control him not to drink?" Zhen Jinwei, I'm not your servant, and I'm not qualified to watch anyone for you. ”

"You ......"

Zhen Jinwei looked delicate, "Then you can always help him get into the car, right?" ”

Xing Weidong put Gu Peilin's arm on his shoulder with one hand and helped him up, when he got into the car, Gu Peilin didn't cooperate and hit his head on the car door, Xing Weidong carried him in and was covered in a layer of sweat, tired enough.

But Zhen Jinwei was unhappy, "You should be careful?" What if I touch Pei Lin? ”

Her pretentious appearance made Xing Weidong very angry, and he sneered, "Zhen Jinwei, that's enough." ”

"What's enough?" Zhen Jinwei didn't understand, "You haven't liked me all along, what did you say this time that I didn't understand?" ”

"What do you say?" Xing Weidong sneered, "Do you really want to marry Gu Peilin?" ”

"You're not talking nonsense? I like him so hard, if I didn't like him, would I have been waiting for him? She didn't think Xing Weidong was sick in the brain, so she would ask her if she did.

Xing Weidong put one hand on the car door, closed the door, and looked back at the drunk person sitting in the car.

He lowered his eyebrows and looked at Zhen Jinwei, in the night, his deep eyes were flowing with a somewhat incomprehensible light from Zhen Jinwei.

"Zhen Jinwei, do you know why, five years have passed, and you still can't capture Gu Peilin's heart and let him marry you willingly?"

His words directly pierced Zhen Jinwei's fragile heart.

Zhen Jinwei looked at the man in front of her, and was speechless for a while, her puff of pride did not allow her to kneel down, but she could do anything for Gu Peilin.