March is supposed to be a bright and sunny time for spring, but it is experiencing the coldest cold for Tamsui Villas.

After Xie Yinan and Zhao Yonghua left, the pressure at the end of the season was significantly less, the depression was not as severe as at the beginning, and at least there were no suicidal thoughts.

Tang Jingqing had to go to work during the day, and he had no way to take the end of the season with him all the time, so in addition to one Aunt Su, he hired two other servants at home, so that Aunt Su was mainly responsible for taking care of the end of the season. At night, it was Tang Jingqing who took over the care.

In the repeated torture of depression, the end of the season no longer mentions divorce, but the eyes that were also full of love have become hollow.

"Tomorrow is the weekend, where do you want to go? I'm just resting, okay with you? At night, Tang Jingqing gently let Ji Mo lean on his legs, his fingers playing with her hair, and the previous ruthlessness was almost like two people.

"......", however, did not get a response at the end of the season.

She became less talkative, and she could not even say a word for a day unless she had to.

In fact, she is also afraid of this situation in her heart, she is afraid that she will end up like her mother. "Or do you want to go to Yu Xia? I haven't seen Twilight in a long time lately, and they've been getting married lately, so why don't we go get together with them? Tang Jingqing's arms seemed to be holding the most fragile doll, and seeing such a lifeless end of the season was a deep self-blame in addition to heartache

He was the one who had forced her into such a situation.

If time could be repeated, he must- what would he be? No matter how much assumptions are made, it seems to be pale in the face now.

"Okay, look for Xia Xia." Speaking of friends, the end of the season finally spoke.

But it was just a sentence, and Tang Jingqing already felt extremely lucky.

For patients with depression, it is even more important to drag her out of her own world and into the crowd.

"Okay, let's go find Yu Xia and Twilight." If there is another person in this world who makes Ji Mo completely trust, that person must be Yu Xia.

……

And the result is indeed so, there is still one week left before Yu Xia and Ye Duchen's wedding. Yu Xia hides her little secrets every day and immerses herself in happiness.

The four of them made an appointment to barbecue in Yu Xia's villa, and the relaxed atmosphere made Ji Mo smile a little more.

"Little end, I'm sorry...... I'm going to wear a wedding dress next week, so I can't eat too much with you. Yu Xia said regret in her mouth, but her expression was full of expectation.

"No, I don't eat much." She's had a bad appetite lately, but she's glad to see her best friend so happy.

"Why do I think you've lost weight a little lately?"

"You think too much, but you don't lose weight."

"Really?" Yu Xia looked at Ji Mo suspiciously, and felt that Xiao Mo seemed to have changed a lot in this meeting, as if he was not happy at all.

"I really don't lie to you, let's talk about your wedding, how are the preparations?"

"My Wedding......"

Two women chattered around the oven about the upcoming wedding, while the two men tacitly hid to the other side and drank beer.

Tang Jingqing saw a shallow smile on Ji Mo's face, and it was really the right decision to bring her to Yu Xia.

And Ye Duchen, his eyes never left Yu Xia with a rich expression on his face.

"All ready?" Tang Jingqing knew that Ye Duchen was collecting Yu Chenggong's criminal certificate, and he was only missing the last lockbox.

"I've already handed in the evidence, and I'm waiting for the wedding next week." He has endured for many years and is fully prepared, and the well-arranged drama is about to be staged.

"Don't you regret it? I think Yu Xia is looking forward to it. ”

"What do you regret, you decided to do so from the beginning." The calm on his face is unguessable, but there is still a little bitterness in his heart.

If they could meet in a different way, they might not have made it this far.

"Twilight, don't do anything you'll regret." In the end, Tang Jingqing still persuaded him to stop.

Ye Duchen's attitude towards Yu Xia, whether he is acting, or acting in a fake play, the onlookers can see it very clearly.

"If I regret her, what about my parents' hatred?" His father was stigmatized until he died, and his mother was so bitter that she would rather abandon him than follow him. Who would have thought about how painful it must be to be left alone in this world!

How can those hatreds be easily exposed and not mentioned?

"Hey, you two come over here, the meat is almost old!"

Ye Duchen thought that he had already fallen into hell, but every time he turned around, he could see Yu Xia with a bright smile waving at him.

"Twilight, I have a hunch - you will regret missing Yu Xia."

After speaking, Tang Jingqing walked to the little woman by the oven.

……

Food, beer, and friends fill the yard with laughter, and Yu Xia is the most noisy among them.

"Xiao Mo, today is my bachelorette party with Twilight! The next time we meet, we'll be a couple! Even if you can't drink alcohol when you're pregnant, you can't stop Yu Xia, who is overexcited, from saying inconsequential things.

But everyone can see how happy she is and how much she is looking forward to the wedding!

"Yes, yes, Xia Xia must be the most beautiful person in the world that day." Ji Mo responded with a smile, but a faint sourness crossed his heart.

Once, she also expected a wedding, which didn't have to be as grand as Yu Xia, but she could also wear a wedding dress and walk the red carpet.

However, after a long dream, she couldn't remember it.

"I don't want to be the most beautiful, I want to be the happiest!" Ye Duchen looked at Yu Xia and smiled heartlessly, thinking back to how energetic she was every day in the recent period, indeed, she couldn't bear it.

Even if you don't love her anymore, you still have some feelings after getting along for many years! Ye Duchen desperately ignored what Tang Jingqing said about regret, why should he regret a woman who shouldn't have loved in the first place?

Therefore, even if there is a little bit of unbearability, it will not shake his decision.

After dinner, Tang Jingqing went home with the end of the season, and only Yu Xia and Ye Duchen were left in the originally noisy garden.

"Twilight, you haven't seen my wedding dress yet, have you?"

"Didn't you say you'd save it for the end to show me?" The wedding dress that Yu Xia took wedding photos with was not the same as the wedding dress she wore on the wedding day, she rummaged through the major designers, and finally found the most unique one in her heart. "Well, it's beautiful! On the day of the wedding, you will know how lucky you are to marry a beautiful bride! The big eyes blinked playfully, the pleasant voice echoed in the ears, and the slightly pursed cherry mouth was more like an invitation, so that the man who had always been calm and self-contained followed his heart

Get up.

"I'm looking forward to how beautiful my bride will be that day."

He picked Yu Xia up from his chair and strode to the bedroom.

"Ye Duchen, you monkey is in a hurry!"

"Candle night in the cave room, I always have to practice in advance!"

"Haha, you're nervous!"

Ye Duchen kept imagining in his mind, how beautiful Yu Xia would be on the wedding day?

To say that he never had expectations would be a lie!

……

Leaving Yu Xia's villa, Ji Mo began to be silent again, she was using her actions to express her rejection of Tang Jingqing.

Thinking back to the stumbles of her love along the way, she was forced to hide back in her shell after suffering too many injuries.

The end of the season is just—love is scared.

But when Tang Jingqing gradually realized that this shallow liking turned into a little love, he couldn't tolerate the end of the season and chose to retreat.

"At the end of the season, shall I accompany you to see a psychiatrist?" Afraid that it would hurt her self-esteem, Tang Jingqing has endured not mentioning the matter of seeing a psychiatrist. But he feared that the later the doctor intervened, the worse her condition would become.

"No, I'm not sick." "It's not that seeing a psychiatrist means that you are sick, you see - your appetite has not been good recently, and people have not been energetic, and if you have any grievances that you can't tell me, then tell the psychiatrist, just treat it as someone who listens to you." Tang Jingqing patiently coaxed the end of the season, he

Know that all people with depression are initially reluctant to see a doctor.

“……”

"Okay? Well? ”

"Don't! I don't want to see a doctor! "She knew something was wrong with her heart, and she was struggling with pain, but she didn't want to see a doctor at all.

There is a lesson from my mother's past, at the end of the season, I am afraid of dying and seeing depression, and the doctor will prescribe a lot of drugs to the patient, and those drugs will either make people too excited or make themselves more depressed!

"Okay, let's talk about it later, okay?" Tang Jingqing was more afraid when she saw her than refusal, and suddenly thought of Yao Qinyin's past, which is why she resisted so much?

"Then I'll go up to bed first, good night." After speaking, the end of the season only left Tang Jingqing with a cold back.

Actually, he wanted to sleep with her; In fact, he wants them to stop separating rooms like ordinary couples; But the resistance exuded by his whole body at the end of the season made him not dare to go further.

I can only hope that I will use time for her to heal her pain little by little, and everything will be fine again.

Even, when he thought of chatting about Yu Xia's wedding at the end of the season in the evening, Tang Jingqing remembered that he also owed her a wedding, a frank vow.

It doesn't matter, wait, they still have time, one day - he will make up for everything owed to her.

……

After arranging all the matters of the wedding, Yu Xia not only went to visit her mother and told her the news that she was going to get married, but also did not forget to go to the beach to see Ye Yuxiu.

Uncle Yu Xiu, tomorrow I will marry Twilight, will you be happy?

I've decided to learn to be a good wife like your wife in the future, please give him to me, and I won't let you down.

Also, I'm pregnant! Twilight, I'm going to be a dad too! But he didn't know it yet, and I wanted to give him the news as a wedding gift.

I'm sorry, selfishly decided to bury this truth, selfishly want a piece of their own happiness, can you- can you forgive me? In the empty mountains and forests, there is only the rustle of leaves, so quiet, so quiet that it is suffocating.