256. Depression

Since the Chinese New Year, after Tang Jingqing and the end of the season quarreled, Tang Jingqing has become deliberately cold. After that, he asked Zhao Yonghua to stay in the freshwater villa for the New Year, and he also created a warm and happy atmosphere everywhere, and he deliberately wanted to arouse the concern at the end of the season.

Tang Jingqing's work is very busy, and there are a lot of entertainments, it is impossible to stay at home every day during the New Year, just where he can't see, he is deliberately indifferent to the end of the season and lives a day of mental torture all day long.

Finally, at the end of the season, the originally tight thread was completely broken; Finally, with such a cruel method, Tang Jingqing realized that things were developing to the other extreme.

"Calm down, Xiao Mo, calm down, there's nothing wrong with that! It's not your fault, okay? Tang Jingqing carefully put the fruit knife far away, gently pulled her in his arms, and kept patting her back to soothe the emotions at the end of the season.

"It's not my fault, it's not my fault." As if he was trapped in another world, Ji Mo muttered unconsciously, and was held by Tang Jingqing's hand and walked to the room step by step.

But as she stood in front of her door, she stopped, as if she were afraid of something.

"Are you scared?" Tang Jingqing asked softly.

"I'm afraid."

"Then, go to my room and sleep."

He took her hand and walked to his room on the other side, and followed him quietly from beginning to end of the season.

It's well-behaved, but it's even more indifferent.

"Sleep, I'm by your side, get a good night's sleep, and all the nightmares will pass when it's dawn."

Holding Ji Mo in his arms, he kept whispering in her ear, listening to his gentle voice, and gradually felt sleepy.

It was the only restful sleep I've had at the end of the season.

At the end of the sleeping season, he still held his hand and refused to let go, like an insecure child who made him feel distressed.

Tang Jingqing thinks back to these days, what is he doing? Because of Xie Yinan's accident, he ignored the end of the season, but seeing that she and Ling Mobai had nowhere to go all night, and when they came back, they started to divorce, and the direction of things deviated from the original point a little bit.

The more stubborn she was to divorce, the more forceful Tang Jingqing used to suppress her. even did not hesitate to let Xie Yinan live in a freshwater villa, which made the end of the season sad, and he was still unwilling to back down half a point.

Finally, under the joint efforts of Xie Yinan and Zhao Yonghua, she was completely collapsed! Although it is only two sentences, how can someone as smart as Tang Jingqing not know what she is really afraid of? In front of him, Zhao Yonghua and Xie Yinan were already presumptuous enough, but they pretended not to care because of the cold war with the end of the season, and they didn't restrain what they saw, so he couldn't see it

What about the place?

What kind of torture was it that forced her to escape from him by suicide?

And the saddest thing is that all this is happening right under his nose without knowing it.

……

The next day, Tang Jingqing deliberately did not go to work, and did not disturb her when he saw that Ji Mo was sleeping peacefully.

After going downstairs, I saw Xie Yinan and Zhao Yonghua chatting like a mother and daughter, of course, there was still mockery between the lines.

"I said Jingqing, what's going on at the end of this season? Whose wife does it as easily as her! I don't look at what time it is, I'm still sleeping! Zhao Yonghua's dissatisfaction was never hidden.

"In the middle of last night, she almost committed suicide. Mom, you know Mom? Tang Jingqing said calmly word by word, but his expression was as frightening as the cold.

"You, what did you say?" Zhao Yonghua is a little incredible, she doesn't like Ji Mo, she is constantly torturing Ji Mo, but her purpose is just to want them to divorce, and she never wants her to die.

"Mom, the year is almost over, it's time to pack up and go back."

"Tang Jingqing, are you driving me?" She didn't expect that her son, who had always been proud, would actually count the account of wanting to commit suicide at the end of the season on herself.

What is this? She didn't let the end of the season die! Do you blame her for being cowardly?

"Definitely, yes." He didn't understand, why the couldn't tolerate the end of the season?

Xie Yinan didn't say a word, she didn't dare to jump out and speak at this time, for fear that she would also be implicated.

Aren't they in the Cold War? Why is he suddenly going to help the end of the season again!

"Good, good! Your wings are stiff, I can't control you! You don't need to rush, I'll leave now! Zhao Yonghua is also a strong person, and she is so ruthlessly disliked by her son, of course she is not willing to continue to stay here.

"There is also Yi Nan, I have prepared a house for you in New Bay City, where the environment is good and comfortable, which is very suitable for recuperation. My deputy card is by your side, and if you need to do anything, just watch it yourself. ”

Then came Xie Yinan.

Xie Yinan sneered silently, in order to send her out of the freshwater villa, Tang Jingqing was really willing to pay the capital! The housing prices in New Bay City are not lower than those of freshwater villas.

"I, I don't need it, the house I live in now is good enough."

"The security facilities there are not as good as those in New Bay City, I have prepared them for you, you can just move in there."

In fact, Tang Jingqing bought this house for Xie Yinan as early as when she was discharged from the hospital and was unwilling to return to her home.

It turned out that he had no intention of letting her live in Tamsui Villa for a long time, but at that time, the cold war at the end of the season did not let her move out immediately.

Xie Yinan understands all this, but that's why she is unwilling. As long as he is willing to give her a chance, they can get along very well, why does Tang Jingqing have to push himself so far! Don't give her any hope?

Gorgeous palaces, she wanted; But Tang Jingqing, she wants it even more!

"Now that you're ready, I'm not going to excuse myself." After taking the key, Xie Yinan let himself behave as naturally as possible.

For a month like a dream, she lived in a freshwater villa and moved out of here.

……

At the end of the season, it seemed that she hadn't slept well for a long time, and it was already three o'clock in the afternoon when she woke up again, and she couldn't tell whether it was sunrise or sunset, and when she couldn't tell where she was, Tang Jingqing pushed open the door.

She slept too long, and he would be worried.

"Have you slept enough?" It seemed that there had never been a dispute between them, and Tang Jingqing returned to the warmth before their quarrel.

It's just that what happened happened happened, and it can't be easily erased.

"Hmm." Nodding slightly, Ji Mo looked at Tang Jingqing with defensive eyes, guessing the reason for his sudden change.

As for the memory of last night's suicide, the end of the season can't remember anything at all.

"Then hurry up and wash up and go downstairs to eat." He deliberately asked Aunt Su to boil some gruel, and he guessed that she hadn't eaten well lately and didn't dare to let her eat too greasy.

"Hmm." Still a simple response, at the end of the season I went back to the room to take care of myself, but going downstairs was unusually quiet.

She was like a frightened bird, always aware of her surroundings, ready to hide in her shell.

"Come here."

Tang Jingqing took her hand, pulled Ji Mo to sit down, and specially served her a bowl of hot porridge with a few cold dishes on the table.

The feeling of hunger at the end of the season was completely absent, but she knew that she had to eat something, but halfway through eating, she couldn't control herself and got up and rushed to the toilet and threw up.

Tang Jingqing didn't expect her situation to be so serious at all, and nervously followed.

"Don't come in!"

"At the end of the season, open the door."

Locking himself in the toilet, Tang Jingqing will only be more worried.

"I'm fine, don't come in!" There is no reason, maybe she is afraid that he will be dirty, maybe she doesn't want him to see her embarrassment, maybe - she is instinctively rejecting Tang Jingqing!

Suicide, insomnia, weight loss, madness, vomiting, every symptom is telling Tang Jingqing - the end of the season is very bad.

even, vaguely knew that she was sick, and she was not lightly ill.

But looking at the end of the season that is so sensitive, he can't take her to a psychiatrist with strong means like before.

"At the end of the season, is it okay to open the door? I'm worried about you! ”

At the end of the season, when she heard Tang Jingqing's slightly pleading words outside the door, she didn't understand all this.

Even, it is not clear why even Zhao Yonghua and Xie Yinan suddenly disappeared.

rinsed his mouth again, and only opened the door of the toilet at the end of the season to meet Tang Jingqing's worried eyes.

"I'm fine."

She said it was fine, but she didn't look like she was okay now.

"Would you like to eat some more? Just a little! ”

In Tang Jingqing's half-deception and half-coaxing, he ate one-third of the porridge at the end of the season, but fortunately he didn't vomit again this time.

But her spirits were still not good, and not long after she woke up, she began to feel sleepy again.

Tang Jingqing saw her abnormality, but she felt very powerless, how could she get better as soon as possible?

As he slept at the end of the season, he frantically looked up everything about depression on the Internet, watching a person who had personally suffered from depression describe what a terrible mental illness it was.

Every time he looked at one, Tang Jingqing's heart was a little colder.

Is it possible for him to make the end of the season like this, is it still possible for him to mend the broken heart at the end of the season?

……

Xie Yinan dragged her luggage and came to the new house given to her by Tang Jingqing in Xinwan City, which was a duplex room of nearly 200 square meters.

Whether it is the environment of the community or the design and decoration of the house, it is impossible to find fault.

When she was a child, she wanted such a beautiful big house, and her dream came true when she was not yet 30 years old, but she did not have the joy and excitement to fulfill her wish at all.

Alone, living in a big empty house, except for loneliness and loneliness.

Occasionally, she will also miss the hard times in the past, although she was very poor, Jing Qing and Jing Lin, and Aunt Hua were very good to her.

But now in the blink of an eye, everything is wrong, and Tang Jingqing is no longer the Tang Jingqing of the past.

At Tamsui Villa, it seems that she is torturing Ji Mo, constantly provoking and taunting in front of her, and Ji Mo easily wiped out all her efforts with just one suicide. No matter how much unwillingness there is, it is a joke, she loves Tang Jingqing deeply, and at the same time hates his injustice, but she can't see Tang Jingqing's kindness to her.