I glanced at her coldly, and I had indescribable feelings for that child in my heart, especially when Gao Ziqian said that it was impossible for me to be a father, the child in Li Nan's womb became my only blood relative in this world.

But I feel that this is Li Nan's matter and has nothing to do with me.

I learned to be indifferent.

I didn't say anything, I stood up and was about to leave, Li Nan grabbed my legs, crying and crying, but my heart didn't feel anything other than caring about that child.

I didn't give Li Nan an answer, I had no way to protect her children, and I myself was walking on thin ice.

People who haven't been through the darkness won't know what kind of suffering I've been through about the darkness, and I'm so insecure about everything right now, I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm even feeling forgotten by the world.

Even when I leave that place, sometimes I still dream of those dark days, and I still sigh and get lost........

I went back to the room, there was He Changan's cigarette on the table, I took it and lit one, took a puff and began to cough violently, because I just came back, my throat was not very good, coughed for a while, my face was flushed, and my nose was sensitive to the smell of these tobacco.......

It was my first time smoking.

The charm of tobacco is that it can be a friend, it can relieve boredom, it can calm me, and it can make me feel that I am not alone.

Almost no one knows about me in Switzerland, and after a month of recuperation here, my body has basically returned to a normal level, except for the problems mentioned by Gao Ziqian before.

I've been thinking about a lot of things these days.

He Jiaran's departure, his father's death, his uncle's assumption of power, Li Nan's pregnancy, and what happened to me.......

It seems that many things are connected by one thing, and it seems that many things are coincidences.

Escaping is not always the way to go, everything I have to face, I have to face.

Those things that belong to me, I have to take them back, only when I am strong, can I protect the people I want to protect, can I know the truth of everything, I want to see who is in the way.

The first thing I did when I returned to San Diego was to see my uncle, many of the company's senior executives obviously didn't buy his account, Zou is now in crisis, and my uncle is helpless, but because he has just taken power, he is a little reluctant to let go when he sees me come back.

"Mo Yan, I have dealt with the death of your father, but the Chinese girl who appeared in that video seems to be your friend."

I looked at the uncle, and the corner of my mouth sneered slightly, "I know him." ”

"Then I'll find someone to do it, and she will help your father avenge it."

When I heard the word 'done', I was still touched in my heart, and I stopped, "I have a score in my heart about this." ”

"Mo Yan, you have to think clearly, your father was poisoned to death, the surveillance at home shows that only this girl has been to your father's study, and your father also ate what she brought, and there is a check written by your father on the table, all of this, I have reason to believe that it is connected, I heard that this girl is your girlfriend?"

I didn't answer, and the uncle continued, "What kind of heart is such a woman, take a good look, there is still a saying in China that murder pays for life, you can't just tolerate ......."

I answered, "I'll give you an explanation." ”

Uncle complained a lot about my behavior, but he didn't say anything, I returned to the previous apartment, Li Nan came to me, naturally he still burst into tears, saying that he was so pitiful, and in my opinion, poor people must have something to hate.

Li Nan gave me a USB flash drive, saying that it was something that He Jiaran left for me.

He Jiaran, He Jiaran, why is my heart still hot when I hear your name after I have experienced so many things?

Li Nan was not as pitiful as she was that day, she handed me an equity conversion letter, which clearly stated that my father gave the equity to Li Nan at the beginning, although the share would not threaten my status, but among the shareholders, it was also one of the best.

"Zou Moyan, I really can't imagine why you have become like this, now the dove occupies the magpie's nest, your uncle is in charge of the Zou family in a grand manner, and you are a coward here, the child in my belly is your only relative, your father is suddenly gone, do you want the two of us to live on the streets? He Jiaran left you, she gave up on you, but there are still people around you who love you. ”

Li Nan was very excited, and gasped for breath after speaking, "If you go on like this, how can you avenge your father, and how can you get everything back from the Zou family?" ”

"It's a matter of my family." I looked at Li Nan's eyes and then at her stomach, "I will let you live a good life, don't be delusional about anything else." ”

"What did I think? You know my mind, you've always known it, right? But where are you now? The woman who told you that she was going to the earth is now back in China with Lu Chengying, and the two of them have rented a house and lived together! Live a chic life every day, who cares if you live or die! ”

I don't know how Li Nan knew this, and was about to go to the study, but Li Nan grabbed my arm and said, "Mo Yan, are you okay to wake up!" Some time ago, I found some traces of unknown drugs, and I found you after looking for He Changan for a long time, and we took great pains to bring you back, not to see you so decadent., you are like this, I see it in my eyes, and I feel distressed in my heart........"

Hearing Li Nan say this, I vigorously shook off my hand, Li Nan's center of gravity was unstable, and she fell on the sofa on the side, she covered her stomach, her face turned white, and she looked at me in pain, "Mo Yan, my stomach hurts......... Hospital, go to the hospital. ”

I was also not light or heavy for a while, after calling the hospital, I quickly picked up Li Nan and trotted all the way to the nearby hospital, Li Nan already had a pool of blood under her, she grabbed my arm and said, weakly said: "I will not let my child be wronged, nor will I let her be an illegitimate child, Zou Moyan, if you don't want to care about us, don't worry about it, euthanasia is more enjoyable......"

Child, child, is it my brother, or is it my sister?

Li Nan was pushed into the operating room by the doctor because he was bleeding too much, and at this time the uncle suddenly came to the hospital and asked me, "Mo Yan, this woman has bad intentions, she said that she is pregnant with your father's child, your father has been clean and self-conscious all his life, how can he be with her, and now he has a child, and this child must not be wanted." ”

After the uncle finished speaking, the director of the hospital came to him and said that the situation was critical, what should be done.

Uncle made a murderous gesture and nodded.

The dean was about to go in when I stopped him: "That's my child." ”

Uncle was shocked, "Mo Yan, you ......."

"It's my child, uncle, it's my own business, don't bother with it, and I plan to take over the work of the group tomorrow, you can prepare the handover procedures."

"You........ Now I'm the biggest shareholder. ”

"Not anytime soon, do you want to see the shareholder meeting be voted on, or do you want to leave now and make yourself look better?" I whispered in my uncle's ear, "The 10% invisible shares held by my father are in Li Nan, and the two of us now hold more than 40% of the shares." And yours for the elderly is enough. ”

The uncle's face was ugly, and when he left, he dropped a sentence, you are ruthless enough.

Li Nan stayed in the emergency room for three hours, and when she came out of the emergency room, the child had already been born, eight months old, and was born prematurely.

And Li Nan was bleeding profusely during childbirth and was very weak.

Responsibility, Children, Future.......

This is when I made a decision that would affect my entire life.

I found my father's most trusted lawyer before, he knew about my father's gift of Li Nan's equity, I told my thoughts, he drew up two agreements, one is a marriage agreement, I can't let this child be left outside, and bringing back to the Zou family needs a legitimate name, I can't ruin my father's reputation, after all, he has already left........

Li Nan was not very surprised when he saw the marriage agreement, after signing it, the lawyer took it to justice, there was no wedding, and the children did not have a full moon, I promised to give them a name, but it was just a name.

I took her and the child back to the Zou family, although the uncle had a lot of complaints, but he didn't say anything, the uncle actually didn't have any harm to me, I know this very well, otherwise I wouldn't have honestly vacated the seat after I said a few threats, but some of the uncles in the group were constantly playing tricks before, I caught it once, directly bought the person's equity at a high price, and found someone to send their whole family to the most scarce place in India.

It only took me three months to sort these things out.

People are not ruthless and unsteady, this sentence really has a certain truth, sometimes I can't control my emotions at all, I start to take those tranquilizers again, Gao Ziqian asked me not to eat it, saying that the thing eats too much and depends, but if I don't eat, sometimes when I lose control of my emotions, I feel terrible when I see it.

I will be like He Jiaran, I want to think very much, and even sometimes, my body will have impulses, the best way to solve these problems is to take medicine, I carry sedative drugs with me, the side effect of these drugs is that my temper is getting more and more weird, many behaviors, I don't understand myself.

The former son of Zou Moyan was like jade, unparalleled in the world.

The current Zou Moyan has an eccentric and elusive temperament.

During this period, in addition to going to see the child, I gave Li Nan a divorce agreement, which I signed, but Li Nan never signed.

She enjoyed the title of Mrs. Zou, even though we weren't together.

The child was a girl, small, wrinkled, and there was really a bit of resemblance to me between her eyebrows, so I named it: Zou Xue.

She is as pure as a snowflake, and I try to give her a cleaner life.

Li Nan chose not to mention the divorce agreement, she became a hostess during her time in the Zou family, I don't know where she got her confidence and calmness, and asked relatives and friends to come to the house to hold a family dance, and also contacted the wives of some shareholders of the company to get together, just buy some luxury goods every day, and began to help me choose clothes, shoes and shirts......

I looked at the blue shirts in my closet, and I was angry.

Li Nan also showed off her taste to me, saying that it was a new seasonal style of a big brand.

I tore up all the so-called seasonal new styles, Li Nan was a little surprised, I asked people to pull her out of my room, let the housekeeper watch her and not let her out of her room for a month.

I have a lot of white shirts in my closet, because a girl once said that she liked boys in white shirts, and they looked great with a simple black tie.

Since that day, my wardrobe has been like this, there is a brand that regularly comes to me to send me new styles, the girl said that this brand of clothes is simple, but I wear very handsome, so, I have been wearing this brand of clothes, it has never changed.

She's seeped into my blood, and I never deny it.

Li Nan was honest for a while, and then I asked the lawyer to redraft the divorce agreement, I asked for custody of Xue'er, and gave Li Nan countless properties, Li Nan was very firm, but he didn't sign.

She said that I was ruthless, gave her a dream, and finally tore it with my own hands.

But she didn't know, she couldn't see all this clearly.

In the end, Li Nan was forced by me to sign, because she saw my out-of-control appearance and was afraid that I would really kill her carelessly..... Or it would be a good result to kill her, but if she was sent to a place like South Africa or Israel, it would be more than worth the loss for her.........

Li Nan was very smart, so he chose to sign.

Considering that it is a breastfeeding relationship, Li Nan has been taking the child with me, I arranged four reliable people for Li Nan, at this time Li Nan stopped and returned to the original position with peace of mind, sometimes in front of Zou Xue, we can still talk quietly a few words, I thought that all this was settled, but all this has just begun.

At the end of a party, I thought of the USB flash drive that Li Nan gave me.

I opened the video in the USB flash drive, and suddenly saw He Jiaran and Lu Chengying, Beijing is probably in the corridor of the hospital, Lu Chengying grabbed He Jiaran's arm and said, Jiajia, if something like this happens to you, Zou Moyan can't help you at all, he knows that he lives in his own world, and when he really encounters problems, he hides, such a man has no ability at all, how can he be entrusted with life?

He Jiaran has been crying, that kind of sadness is something I haven't seen before, every time I see her shed tears, my heart twitches, and it is still like this, she said, I didn't tell Mo Yan these things, this is my family's business, how can I toss him......

Lu Chengying is indeed relieved, you don't trust her, Jiajia, Zou Moyan can give you love, but can't give you life. You still have to look forward, you are short of money, Zou Moyan has money, but it is useless not to help you, you can see clearly, what did Aunt Cai ask you just now, you don't listen to me, you have to listen to her......

He Jiaran didn't speak, kept shaking her head, Lu Chengying said a lot of words in her ear, and at the end of this video, Lu Chengying hugged her, and Jiajia's expression was much better.

But in the end, He Jiaran didn't come to me after all.

He Jiaran chose to believe in Lu Chengying, and Lu Chengying is a person who is deeply unforgettable for me.

My love started at this age, and then the absurd knot, I lost He Jiaran, got the whole world, the so-called success, but the passing smoke in front of me, I am not really happy, after the official launch of the e-commerce company, the expected effect was achieved, everything in the Zou family is also on the right track, Zhou Luohe Chang'an never comments on everything I have experienced, they know that I am a person who licks his wounds and lives.

I know that He Jiaran is living a good life in China, has a stable job, has friends, has her own life, eats and drinks every day, although her father is missing and Aunt Cai is sick, but all this does not seem to affect her relationship with Lu Chengying......

She lived in an apartment with Lu Chengying, the house was bought by Lu Chengying, in order to take care of He Jiaran's self-esteem, every inch of land was expensive, and the rent was 2,000 yuan a month.

Lu Chengying really has a heart.

The case of my father's death is still hanging in the air, how can she be so at large?

Many times when I dream back at midnight, as long as I think of He Jiaran, I grit my teeth with resentment.

She owes me too much explanation.......

I proposed to return to China, Pan Yiming said with me, he is now in a state of exile by the family, and on the day we returned to China, a partner of the Imperial Capital Branch gave us a clean sweep.

Because of the bad stomach, I don't drink, the entertainment thing has always been Pan Yiming, out of the hotel, I went to the Blu-ray Club, in the middle I want to go, the other party's female manager is very sincere in the profit distribution of the cooperation project to add a point, in respect of the collaborators, I also followed the Blu-ray.

Just arrived in the private room, I answered a phone call from Li Nan, she said some Xue'er's situation, I coped with two sentences, back to the private room, Pan Yiming was chatting with the other party hotly, there was mineral water in front of me, after drinking it tasted nothing special, but after ten minutes I felt very uncomfortable, a flame was rolling all over my body, and the flame finally gathered to a point, so that I was on the verge of explosion.

The desire burning in my body made my face flush more and more, and the female manager opposite looked at me, her eyes flowed, she stood up and went to the bathroom with her.

I walked quickly to the bathroom, unbuttoned my pants when I entered the door, holding the source of sin in my hand, there were thousands of horses galloping in my heart, I comforted it, but these were far from relieving the fire in my body, at this time the door was suddenly pushed open, He Jiaran stood there with confused eyes, looking at me dumbfounded, and the face in my hand.......

And I was excited, and a puff of white and burning sprayed on the wall on one side.