172. Zou Moyan Fanwai - The Light of Darkness.
I am unusually calm, this calmness is not my current mood, it is the brain's reaction after the drug stimulates the brain.
Frankly speaking, I have a fear in my heart in the face of this unknown environment, which has nothing to do with whether I went to military school or anything, it is an instinct.
The light in front of my face went out, the whole room fell into darkness, I was tied hand and foot, I was wearing a wide hospital gown, I was shouting loudly, and there seemed to be no sound around me except the sound of the waves.
What is this place?
The most terrible torture is not how much to toss this person's body, but to wear out a person's consciousness little by little, I stayed in this room for three days, three days, not a drop of water and rice, no one came to see me, I don't know what day and night it is outside, I don't know what time it is, and I don't even feel anything about urine.
The effect of this injection was very long-lasting, for a long time, I didn't feel anything, my hand tried hard to break free from the chain, I heard the sound of the chain, but there was no pain in my wrist......
I emptied all my consciousness, and after the effect of the medicine had passed, I gradually began to feel hungry, my lips were already chapped and chapped, although I couldn't see anything in the dark, but every time I opened my mouth, the edge of my mouth was tearing and painful.
By the time Joseph came, I was on the verge of collapse.
He turned on the light in the room, and suddenly I couldn't open my eyes from the white incandescent light, and Joseph prepared a meal and put it in front of me, a sandwich and milk, and a bottle of pure water.
"Hey, Zou, how do you feel?"
"Who are you? Why are you keeping me here? ”
"You are my patient, and it is my duty to take care of you." Joseph threw a brand new set of hospital gowns beside me, "I change my clothes every three days, I hope you don't mind, if you urinate or urinate, there is a toilet in the corner, as for the chain on your wrist, I will untie it as soon as possible, Zou, you are a distinguished guest, we dare not slack off." ”
"Don't you dare to slack off?" I shook the chain on my wrist, "What the hell are you trying to do?" ”
"I want to take good care of you." Joseph said very lightly, he put the plate containing the food on the floor, and then strode out of the room, and in less than a minute, the chains on my wrists and ankles all fell off automatically, because I had been in one position for a long time, and when I got off the bed, I rolled directly to the ground.
Joseph came out of the room, and when I fell to the floor, I felt that my clothes were dirty, I had never been so embarrassed, I couldn't shower, I couldn't shave, I couldn't change clothes.......
All of this is refreshing my bottom line about the word patience.
I looked around first, and where the light could shine, I saw the bed, the toilet, and the sink.
I changed my clothes and washed myself briefly, the process was very fast, my nerves were highly tense, Joseph did not come in again, after cleaning myself up, I ran to the bread and milk, gobbling it up.
These simple foods were only satisfying, but they didn't really quench my hunger, and as I finished my last sip of water, Joseph came in, wearing a mask and looking calm, "You have a good appetite." ”
I rushed up and grabbed him by the collar and grabbed him by the throat with my hand, "Say, who sent you?" ”
"Zou, don't get excited, in fact, the magic of this place is that it can hone your temperament, you always have to get used to it."
I tried to swing my fist, but I found that I had no strength at all, and then I collapsed on the ground, and Joseph snorted coldly, "Your strength cannot be used to resist, after all, there is no point in resisting in this kind of place." ”
I watched as Joseph took out the syringe and stuck it on my body, and then he took out two white pills and stuffed them into my mouth, I couldn't move, all he did was watch.
The bitterness soon developed in the innermost part, and the bitterness slowly became tasteless as the body's medicinal effect began.......
Joseph took out a white leather whip and whipped it vigorously on my body, because there was no pain, I stood there with my whole body, let the whip rain down on my body, I had no strength, no sleep, I could only watch everything he did to me, I was like a tiger who had been clawed with teeth pulled out, except for looking a little threatening, the rest was a waste.
When I found that my skin was open, Joseph put away the whip in his hand and said in a tone that I couldn't guess: "Zou, it doesn't hurt, does it?" ”
I looked at him, not speechless.
Joseph didn't like the feeling of being ignored, he kicked me to the ground, and his hand stepped on my palm hard, "Zou Moyan, come on, come on, give me a reaction." ”
My silence was exchanged for Joseph's thunderous outburst, and for his beating of me.
After that, every day Joseph came, and he injected me with all the fluids I couldn't name, and I rarely had the strength to move, and gradually I became anxious, irritable, and my whole being was immersed in a kind of fear.
Joseph's methods for me were not only these things, but sometimes he would read some newspapers to me, and if he developed a new drug, he would give me experiments, and gradually my silence could not arouse his interest, and he began to intensify it, increasing the dosage of drugs, and more often than not, the endless whipping, and invective.
In the past 20 years, I have never received such a grievance, and I don't know how long this kind of life will be without being looked at.
Injections, pills, beatings, loneliness, loneliness, darkness.......
These are the main ways of my life, and I have also thought about who brought me to this kind of place, and the uncle knows about my return to the apartment on the day of the accident, but according to my understanding, although the uncle is ambitious, he is also very affectionate for people, and will not do such a thing, and I rarely have any enemies, and I have no clue at all.
Time is boring, more often I start to think about He Jiaran, think about the happy days we have been together for two years, think about her decision to leave here, think that we haven't really talked about it once, but when it happens, is there still a need to talk between us?
I'm not a ghost, I'm not a ghost, how can I be worthy of He Jiaran.
Joseph was a special person to watch over me, and there would be someone in the middle to deliver clothes or clean up, but he was the only one who talked to me, and his behavior was completely according to his mood, sometimes he would torture me even more, sometimes he would chat with me leisurely, his behavior was completely out of his control, and he would go crazy and beat me half to death.
I'm not afraid of death, but it's not worth dying in a place like this.
Everything ended when He Changan and Zhou Luo broke in with submachine guns, when I was lying on the bed, I saw them break in, my eyes were shining, but I couldn't make any expression on my face.
He Changan asked me to take me away, he beat Joseph in front of me to a serious injury, and then threw him into other rooms, I saw that the people living in the room of several people were like crazy scuffling Joseph, He Changan dropped the gun to them, as if watching a game of fighting....
After getting on the helicopter, we first went to Switzerland, where Gao Ziqian was waiting for me in the general consultation room, and after giving me a divine examination, I found that my health was extremely bad. I looked at the examination report and pondered for a long time about the loss of pain nerves, damage to the central nervous system, perforation of the stomach, and the fact that the sperm survival rate was basically zero......
He Changan said that he found a lot of channels in the past six months to find that place, and now the island is in chaos, and the investors behind the scenes can't find out at all, Joseph also said when he was dying that the other party is a mysterious character, and he has never seen it.
The account number of the mysterious person starts with L, and the rest are unknown.
Come to think of it, a little minion like Joseph has naturally never seen the deity behind the scenes, and I, except for Joseph, have never seen anyone.
Zhou Luo pondered for a long time and asked me, do you have any enemies.
I said no.
I am a gentle and easy-going person, I don't like quarrels, I don't have any enemies, and in Joseph's presence, I think I am the object of his hatred.......
Gao Ziqian prescribed me a lot of conditioning drugs, he said that the problem of nerve damage cannot be changed, and now what can be treated is my stomach, when it comes to sperm, I think of He Jiaran.
I can't prove that my abilities are normal, but the low sperm survival rate hurts my self-esteem as a man.
Gao Ziqian comforted me, this matter is very mysterious, maybe it will be fine in a few months.
I'll believe him.
After coming back, my body recovered, but my temper was indeed different from before, I sat on the bed all day without talking, sometimes He Changan came to turn on the TV, and I also yelled at him to turn it off, He Changan thought I was sick, and so was I, moderate to severe mental illness.
When I learned that the Zou family had been losing money for two months in a row, I rubbed my head and felt that it was really two big heads.
Li Nan found me at this time, she came with a straight stomach, her belly was round, and the moment she saw me, she suddenly cried.
"Mo Yan, I'm ...... I'm at the end of my rope, please save this child, it's my child with your father. ”
I glanced at the child, it wasn't very good-looking, but there was something similar to Li Nan between the eyebrows and eyes, and it seemed that he missed me a little......
Li Nan noticed my expression, 'poof', and knelt in front of me with the child in his arms.