121. She is my responsibility
Lu Chengying's face had an embarrassment that could not be concealed, and he coughed lightly, "Jia Ran, you think I am hiding it from you, but from my standpoint, hiding it from you is the only way to avoid getting you harmed." ”
"So you don't tell me about my father, you don't tell me about Zou Moyan, and Li Nan, you know all of this, and then choose to watch me go crazy for Zou Moyan, be stupid for Zou Moyan, cry for him, and laugh for him like a fool, right?"
Lu Chengying left in front of me, turned his head away, and didn't answer my words: "After you know these things, you will still love him, right?" ”
"Yes." I said categorically, "But I will change the way, if I knew about his marriage to Li Nan, I would definitely not be with him, I would choose my own way to love him, instead of putting myself in an embarrassing situation like now." ”
"Awkward?" Lu Chengying smiled, "Are you embarrassed?" I don't think so. He Jiaran, you love Zou Moyan to the point of going crazy, I know that nothing can change you, I advise you, if you are together, you will lose the whole world. ”
"What do you mean?"
"I think Lu Chengying's so-called hardship is ready to explain to you, which means that everything will be unraveled two years ago, and what you can't avoid is the crime of killing Zou Moyan's father, the Zou family had the evidence at the beginning, and at that time, it was up to Zou Moyan's choice."
"I didn't do it, I didn't kill his father." I looked at Lu Chengying excitedly, "Don't you know me?" How could I harm him? ”
"Do I believe you, but you have to make the law believe you. Jiajia, listen to me, if you want to love vigorously, everything you have now is enough, if you still want to ask for a good result, let's let it go. ”
What Lu Chengying said was vague after all, and I grabbed the sleeve of his coat, "What do you know?" Tell me all about it? ”
"Let Zou Moyan tell you, after all, after speaking, you will be grateful again, although I, Lu Chengying, love you, but I am not humble to the bones, I am not interested in these people who make their own faces."
After Lu Chengying finished speaking, he bypassed me and got into the car, he lit the fire, rolled down the window, and looked at me in a daze, "Go back early, it's cold." ”
Before I could say anything, Lu Chengying rushed out with one foot on the accelerator, and the exhaust of the car roared, as if announcing his last bit of dignity.
When I returned home, the water in the bathroom had stopped, and Zou Moyan frowned when he saw me enter the door, "Why is it so slow?" ”
"Well, I met an acquaintance and said a few words."
"Jiajia, help me get my clothes."
"Do it yourself!"
I handed him the box and sat quietly on the couch and waited.
Zou Moyan came out of the shower and looked more energetic, just like when he saw him downstairs at that time, he sat down next to me lightly in his accustomed home clothes.
Perhaps, there are many things that began at this moment.
"Jiajia, I married Li Nan two years ago, when she had a child, this is the most helpless way. I went through the marriage formalities when Li Nan was eight months pregnant, and the divorce agreement was drawn up the next day, Li Nan didn't sign it, and when Xue'er was three months old, Li Nan signed the agreement, and I divorced her. ”
This was the result I expected, but I didn't understand why Zou Moyan did this: "Why did you marry you?" Cher, is that your child? ”
"Cher is not my child, it's my responsibility." A look of pain flashed on Zou Moyan's face, "Jiajia, I haven't touched Li Nan." ”
"Then what's your problem?" I grabbed Zou Moyan's clothes, and I really couldn't accept Zou Xue's existence in my heart, "Is she your child?" That's Li Nan's child, right? How is it your responsibility? ”
Zou Moyan was silent for a long time before slowly answering: "She is my sister." ”
"Sister? How can it be? Doesn't Li Nan like you? How could it be with you.... Your father ....."
"My father sent me a message before he was poisoned, asking me to take care of Li Nan, at that time I was immersed in the pain of losing you, he died suddenly, all the evidence accuses you of being a murderer, Lu Chengying took you out of the country overnight, the news on the uncle's side was suppressed by me, I had a very unpleasant quarrel with him, and the uncle considered that I would let you kill your father and seize the throne for the sake of the Zou family's industry."
My eyes widened, there was so much more going on here!
"I was sent to a mental hospital by my uncle, and after six months in it, it was Li Nan and Zhou Luo who took me out, Li Nan said that she was pregnant with my father's child, you know, that is my sister, is my only relative in this world, Li Nan begged me, let me give this child an identity of the Zou family, and showed me the mobile phone when my father died, I agreed to sign the marriage certificate, Li Nan took out the equity authorization that my father gave her before, and after I had enough equity in my hands, I subverted the uncle's rule over the Zou familyLater, Zou Xue was born, she successfully entered the door of the Zou family, Li Nan and I signed a divorce agreement three months before Zou Xue, and it has taken effect, but because it involves a lot of family interests, we must make it public after two years. ”
"Why are there so many things here," I am a little unclear now, "Zou Moyan, why do you have to use this way of marriage?" ”
"Only when Li Nan enters the door of the Zou family, the Zou family will not underestimate him, the uncle's small actions are too much, I really have any accident with Zou Xue, Li Nan told me that it was my father who raped her." Zou Moyan sighed, "My father is no longer there, Li Nan has found me, I can never sit idly by, how can you tell you these things?" ”
Family ugliness should not be publicized, this sentence really has its own truth.
"How could your father's gentle and elegant person ......." I was a little incredulous, thinking that everything Zou Moyan said was like a TV series, "Moyan, so are you single now?" ”
"Zou Xue is indeed my sister, when she was born, we did a DNA comparison, showing that we are brother and sister, I am completely single now, I have already said at the banquet of the Zou family that my marriage with Li Nan broke down, and everyone also acquiesced to the fact that we divorced."
Zou Moyan rarely explained so much, he said and I listened, and my heart didn't open up, I really felt uncomfortable.
Zou Moyan said that it must be true, I asked myself secretly.
But what did I do?
In addition to feeling sorry for himself, sighing on the side, doubting that there is anything between him and Li Nan, is there anything else to do?
"Jiajia, I know that I have wronged you during this time, let's go home, we get married."
Tie the knot? Am I with Zou Moyan?
"Mo Yan, there have been too many things that have happened recently, I have to think about it."
I looked at the hurt look that flashed in Zou Moyan's eyes, and suddenly my heart felt uncomfortable, and I turned my head, trying to digest everything I had just heard.
"I don't know how many versions Li Nan told Lu Chengying to tell you, what I'm talking about is my current state, maybe hiding it from you makes you unhappy, but Jiajia, you have to believe me, I feel distressed more than anyone else, and I blame myself more than anyone else when I see you sad.
"Mo Yan, I am now a suspect in the murder of your father, will you ..... me like this?"
"No, it won't." Zou Moyan looked at it affectionately, "My Jiajia is a scared person who kills fish, how can he do such a thing?" If I find this murderer, I will have her torn to pieces! ”
"Then you made trouble with me when you first came back, was it a deliberate revenge?"
"At that time, I was angry that you disliked me for not having the ability, and I was angry that you didn't say goodbye at the beginning, but in fact, I didn't hurt you once, and the only few times, I hurt more than you." Zou Moyan's hand slowly held my face, "Jiajia, I choose to believe you, and you should believe me." ”
Yes, I believe in you, so how can I trust myself?
"Mo Yan, I don't know that so many things have happened to you, I have also thought a lot about the problems between us before, I can't rely on you all my life, and I can't be so idle all my life, love is not all my life, I want my own life."
"Do you have me in your life?"
"Then it's up to you to perform."
Zou Moyan smiled, "I started chasing my first girlfriend at the age of twenty-five, and it was so hard. ”
"Yes, then it depends on your Mr. Zou's actions!"
Those conversations, which should have been heavy, were now lightened.
I'm not a junior, I did fall into Li Nan's trap, I resented myself for a day, and sometimes I even wanted to die, but now that I think about it, those thoughts are really stupid.
Zou Moyan's phone rang suddenly, and as soon as I raised my eyes, I saw Li Nan's name, Zou Moyan didn't speak or press mute, we just looked at the phone on the table and thought, and the pleasant music permeated the living room.
I don't know if it's because I'm there, Zou Moyan didn't answer the phone, but honestly looked at the phone, as if thinking about something.
The bell suddenly stopped, and a text message came in instead, Zou Xue fell into the swimming pool and is now being rescued in 301 Hospital.
Zou Moyan was about to go out without saying a word, and when he saw me looking at him stupidly, he took my hand and said, "I'll take you to gradually Xue'er, a very cute girl." ”
Go? I asked myself?
In the end, Zou Moyan didn't have permission, he directly pulled me into the car, he went all the way to the hospital, and saw Li Nan who was trembling with water all over her body in the bowl of the operating room, her face was very pale, pulling Zou Moyan's arm, and wailing loudly, "Moyan, Xue'er fell into the swimming pool, what should I do?" ”