120. I have a lot to say to you

The next day, I really didn't see me on the newspaper news, and all the media didn't say a word about yesterday's events, I knew that Zou Moyan did it, and he said to do it.

I have passed the pain that Li Nan brought me yesterday, and I thought about everything thoroughly this night, and Li Nan did this, fully demonstrating her unwillingness.

If she and Zou Moyan had a de facto marriage, she probably wouldn't be as panicked as yesterday, Zou Moyan said many times that there was nothing between him and Li Nan, I never believed it, but this time, I believe it.

As for that child, it is the biggest criticism in my heart.

There is a Li Nan between me and Zou Moyan, which is nothing, because Zou Moyan doesn't love her, but there is a Li Nan child between us, which is a huge problem.

And their previous marriage.......

It was almost noon when I went out, and I didn't eat the food that the little fox brought yesterday, and I was really afraid that there was something in it, and she was too eccentric, and I thought that ordinary people couldn't fight her.

In this world, it seems that no one is worth believing anymore.

For example, Lu Chengying.

It turned out that he knew everything, knew everything about Zou Moyan, knew my father's affairs in the United States, and knew Li Nan......

At the end of the day, I'm just a fool.

I found a nearby restaurant to eat, the Chinese New Year, there are very few open restaurants, I ordered a bowl of noodles and ate it, and when I was about to finish eating, I saw Lao Yu standing at the door looking around.

I haven't seen him since the last time I saw him in He Chang'an, and now his hair, which has few strands, is sparsely covered on the top of his head, and the clothes he wears are no longer a suit and tie, but a dark gray old man's suit.

When he saw me, his eyes didn't wave, as if he didn't know anyone, I wanted to stand up and say hello or something, but thinking of the unequal treatment I had received before, I sat down again.

After eating, Lao Yu was still lingering at the door of the restaurant, I slowly went out, Lao Yu suddenly grabbed me and knelt down in front of me.

He didn't dare to look into my eyes, he just bowed his head and begged: "He Jiaran, please spare Yu Xiaomai, whatever you say, I will try my best to satisfy you." ”

I was a little stunned, but Lao Yu didn't dare to look up at me, and kept pounced on my feet, "Yu Xiaomai had something to be sorry for you before, I apologize to you, she has now received the punishment she deserves, I beg you, give Yu Xiaomai back to me, right?" ”

"I don't know where Yu Xiaomai is."

I looked at Lao Yu quietly, because he had been covering my feet, I took a step back, "You get up first." ”

"How could you not know? Yu Xiaomai said that he came to you a few years ago, and he hasn't gone home after the New Year, Jia Ran, for the sake of my age, let her go. ”

"I really don't know." I took a step back, this time completely out of the scope of the old Yu, I know that the old is suffering from depression, at this time this kind of person, I still stay away, "I can't find the police, I'll go first." ”

After speaking, I ignored Lao Yu still kneeling on the ground, strode across the road, and when I was on the other side of the road, Lao Yu got up and looked at me, and there was a pool of stagnant water in his eyes.

Actually, I really don't know where Yu Xiaomai is, after I went to the police station, I haven't seen her again.

I called Lu Chengying, and he said that he didn't know where Yu Xiaomai had gone.

I haven't been home for years, is something wrong?

I'm also drunk when I think of this, I haven't figured out my own affairs, why do I want to do something else!

It's really a mess of people, and there are a lot of things.

I don't even know where I'm going now.

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I went to my brother and sister-in-law's house, my sister-in-law's body has been completely fine, and let me have no burden, they are still like the old days of love, my father has been in love once, and then I have never come, anyway, we are used to the Spring Festival when my father is not there, he doesn't come, and he doesn't feel any surprise.

Coming out of my sister-in-law's house, I went to a nursing home.

Aunt Cai is still the same as before, she is dignified and beautiful, rarely loses her temper, and is very good to me and my brother, so even if she is like this now, I am willing to raise her, and when I see her, I think of the carefree youth.

The flowers on Aunt Cai's table are newly replaced, I thought my father had come, but the nurse said no, it was a young man who came, a young man? Who?

I didn't guess that the doctor said that the man didn't have a name.

I took Aunt Cai's hand and said for a while, Aunt Cai should have feelings, I said that I fell in love with someone, and when I was troubled recently, Aunt Cai's breathing was a little short.

I knew she had feelings.

I shared all kinds of secrets in my heart with Aunt Cai who couldn't say it, she was the best listener, I said that I am very confused now, and I am thinking of Li Nan's existence.

But Aunt Cai wouldn't give me any response after all, and when I left in the end, she was still lying like that, without the slightest change.

Not long after I left the gate of the hospital, I suddenly received a call from the hospital, and they said that Aunt Cai had woken up......

I hurried back to the hospital, and when I entered the door, I called my father, and his tone was a little incredulous, but he said that he would come right away.

Aunt Cai was pushed into the emergency room, I waited anxiously outside alone, from time to time a nurse came to comfort me, and when my father arrived, he gasped, "How is it?" ”

"It's been an hour in." I sat down with my father and began the long wait.

When the door of the operating room opened, my father and I surrounded me, and the doctor said that the operation went smoothly and the patient woke up, but some of the blood clots in the ear that were compressed could not be taken out together, so the patient's speech ability would be affected.

We don't care about these anymore, as long as Aunt Cai can wake up, it is better than everything.

Aunt Cai woke up with tears in the corners of her eyes, she was very anxious to gesturing something, I didn't understand, my father didn't understand, my father asked me to go out to buy some fruit and come back, and when I came back, Aunt Cai was already asleep.

"Jiajia, your Aunt Cai needs to rest now, let's go back first."

"Why do I think she has something to say to me," I asked, looking at my father, "Aunt Cai didn't say who hit them?" Did you say anything else? ”

The father's tone was faint: "No, I woke up for a while and fell asleep again." ”

I left the hospital with my father, my father went to the hotel, I went to the supermarket to buy some daily necessities, the relationship is not so wishful, but I still have to live my life, when I broke up with Zou Moyan for the first time, I was not as good as dead, at that time the reason for my life was Aunt Cai's medical expenses and my brother's life, many days and nights, I told me that I must be strong, I beat up the deposit and drank until I vomited, and I also told myself that I want to live well.

Don't live up to the good old days.

I'm a person with a very strong ability to heal myself, so when I came downstairs with a lot of things and saw the black Land Rover parked there, my heart still dropped half a beat for no reason.

There were people in the car.

I looked through the car window, Zou Moyan was resting on the driver's seat, probably because I had been watching for a long time, and when he opened his eyes and saw me, he was obviously stunned.

Zou Moyan opened the car door, I looked at him and he was still dressed yesterday, can I conclude from this that this person has never left at all?

I asked tentatively, "You've been in the car all the time?" ”

"I'm afraid you won't find me when you want to hear my explanation." Zou Moyan sighed and held my shoulder very seriously, "Jiajia, I have a lot to say. ”

There are countless emotions in my heart, and I know that now is really the time to ask everything clearly, all the questions in my heart, I want to ask them today, no matter what the inside is in, I don't want to be a fool again.

"Let's go, then."

I walked in front of me, Zou Moyan followed behind, he didn't have the slightest transgression, he just wanted to hold my hand when he helped me carry something, I refused.

I don't have the clothes and slippers that Zou Moyan wears at home, when I turned around to put the food in the refrigerator, he simply went directly into the bathroom barefoot, he was used to being clean, he didn't take a bath for a day and a night, he specified that he couldn't stand it.

When I heard the sound of a shower in the bathroom, I realized that I didn't have any clothes he was wearing at home.

This......

You can't let him come out naked, can you?

Zou Moyan is also aware of this problem, especially since I don't even have his underwear at home, will I have to face a naked Apollo god for a while?

OMG...

"There's my clothes in the suitcase in the car, you can take them."

Hearing Zou Moyan say this, I answered and went downstairs with the car keys, Zou Moyan's car was not far away, I went to the trunk and took the suitcase, which I prepared before he went to the United States.

After taking the box, I locked the car door and was about to go upstairs, when I found Lu Chengying standing not far away, his face was not very good, and his face was haggard.

I looked left and right and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"It's the same night, why can Zou Moyan go to your house, but I have to wait here?"

Lu Chengying pouted and looked at me like a child.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Lu Chengying turned around and pressed me against the car door, snorting slowly closer, "Jiajia, I think now that you are very heavy and light friends." ”

"I've always been like this."

"So now you're with the man who was married to Li Nan and are ready to renew your relationship?"

"What do you think?" I looked at Lu Chengying: "Don't you have anything to tell me?" Like something that all of you know, but only I don't know? ”