"No, I feel like your dad loves you very much." I think Cang Li may have exaggerated a little in order to emphasize how much his father loves his mother, and he couldn't help but say a fair word for Guan Yan.

Cang Li pouted, "That's because you're gone, Mom." ”

Ahem, I heard Cang Li say that because I wasn't there, how could I have a hairy feeling.

This topic can't be talked about anymore, and I don't know what Cang Li will say if we talk about it any longer, so I gently patted Cang Li's little shoulder with my hand and said, "Cang Li's children, let's not talk about this, let's talk about something else." ”

"Mom, don't you want to remember the past? Don't want to remember me and my daddy? Cang Li's eyes, which were originally very bright, dimmed suddenly, and his eyes were full of loss.

It's over, it's over, Cangli is lost again.

If Guan Yan knew about this, he would definitely feel distressed, and maybe Cang Li would not be allowed to come to see me.

I hurriedly said, "No, no. Your father said that you are not in good health, and I am afraid that you will be tired from recalling the past, so ......"

"Mom, I'm not tired." Cang Li bent his eyes and laughed again.

Fortunately, this kid is quite coaxing.

But he will be happy, lost, and happy, so won't it have an effect on his body?

I was a little worried, so I said, "If you're not tired, you can't think like this." Okay, let's not talk about the past today. The days are still long, so let's talk about it slowly in the future. ”

"Mom, don't you want to know why you left me and Daddy?" Cang Li didn't answer me, but asked me another question.

To be honest, I do want to know why Guan Yan's wife left them, but I also know very well that it must be a very sad thing, so for the sake of Cang Li's body, I still don't want him to recall.

I shook my head, put my hand around Cang Li's little shoulder, and said, "No matter what the reason is, it must be a bad memory, let's not think about it, okay?" ”

"No, that's a good memory!" Cang Li shook his little head and said very seriously.

I didn't expect Cang Li to say this, so I was stunned and asked, "Why?" ”

Xu is seeing that I took the initiative to ask, Cang Li's eyes lit up, and they were shining: "Before, I also thought it was a bad memory, but since I met you, my mother, I feel that it is a beautiful memory." ”

"Because of me?" I wondered how could it be because of me.

"Uh-huh, yes." Cang Li nodded, looked up at me, and said adoringly: "Mom, you don't know, you used to be amazing." You left us because you protected me and Daddy. It's okay, Mom, you're back. ”

Speaking of the last sentence, Cang Li suddenly jumped up, hugged my neck, put his small mouth to my ear, and choked up and said, "Mom, I miss you so much!" ”

I heard Cang Li say that his mother left them because she protected him and Guan Shi, and my heart was very shocked.

Before I could recover from the shock, I heard Cang Li's voice choked again, and I quickly came back to my senses in fright, and hurriedly hugged him off my neck, trying to comfort and comfort him.

But before I could say anything to comfort me, Guan Shi suddenly pushed the door in.

Seeing Guan Shi coming, I was so frightened that I almost didn't jump up from the bed, nervously watched him walk in step by step, thinking that it was miserable, Cang Li cried and was seen by him, he must ......

I wanted to defend myself, but because I was so nervous, my brain went blank, and I couldn't think of a complete sentence, so I just said: "That, me, that ......"

Cang Li felt my nervousness, but I didn't know why I was nervous, so she pulled my clothes with her little hand and asked, "Mom, what's wrong with you?" ”

"I, I ......" I was so nervous that I couldn't answer Cang Li's question.

In the middle of a while, Guan Shi had already come over and sat down beside me.

The moment he sat down, my heart lifted up and thumped.

The machine turned to look at him, and when I saw him reaching out, I thought he was going to do something to me, so I ducked back in fright, but saw his hand fall on Cang Li's head.

I stopped the action of dodging, but I didn't dare to move, so I kept the movement of leaning back, and watched blankly as his hand gently stroked Cang Li's head.

"Why are you crying?" Guan asked.

It was Cang Li who asked, but I felt that he was asking me, and my heart beat faster.

Cang Li rubbed his eyes and grinned with a smile: "I miss what my mother thinks." Daddy, do you miss Mom?

I didn't expect Cang Li to ask Guan Shi this question, I was stunned for a while, and I didn't expect Guan Shi to look at me and say, "Yes!" ”

Of course, I know that Guan Shi said that he wanted it, but it was not me who was thinking about it, but his wife. But for some reason, I heard him say think about it, and my heart beat faster again.

I guess I'm too nervous.

"Didn't Daddy agree to you coming to see her? Well, stop crying. Guan Yan hugged Cang Li over, let Cang Li stand on his lap, tidied up Cang Li's clothes, and said softly: "It's time to go back." ”

"Oh." Cang Li sighed, turned to me and said, "Mom, I'll go back first." When I wake up, I'll come back to see you. ”

"Okay." I nodded to Cang Li.

Guan Shi took out the ancient little clothes - I can't call it a small clothes anymore, because last night I learned from Guan Shi that it has a name, called the soul clothes——, put it on Cang Li's body, and took Cang Li away.

After Cang Li left, I immediately felt that the atmosphere between me and Guan Yu was different, and there was a tendency to condense.

This condensation atmosphere made me slightly suffocated, I wanted to say something, to break this condensation atmosphere, but I didn't know what to say, I didn't hold back a word for a long time.

In the end, it was Guan Shi who broke the condensed atmosphere and turned to me and asked, "Don't you have anything to say?" ”

"I, I'm ......" I stammered twice, lowered my head and said guiltily: "I'm sorry, I made Cang Li sad again." I think you made the right decision, if you don't let him come to see me, he will be sad, but only for a while. But when he came to see me, I always made him sad. ”

"Didn't you swear last night that you would find a way to make him happy? Losing confidence in yourself so quickly? Guan Shi said with a chuckle.

He didn't mention that last night was fine, but when I mentioned last night, I thought of what I had done last night and what I wanted to kiss him, and my face turned red.

At this time, I wish God would give me a hole in the ground, a hole in the ground that I can get into.

"Huh?" Seeing that I bowed my head and didn't speak, Guan Shi said softly, huh? snorted.

I hurriedly collected my thoughts and whispered: "It's not that I don't have confidence in myself, but I'm afraid that Cang Li's health will not be good." ”

"That's good, make him happier in the future."

Does Guan Shi's words mean that he will not allow Cang Li to meet me again because I made Cang Li sad in the future?

I looked up in surprise and looked at him excitedly, "You, you ......"

"Come down and eat!" However, before I could say anything, Guan Shi dropped a sentence and left to eat.

Looking at his departing back, I suddenly thought of the two words he said in my ear last night: I wish you were her, but unfortunately you are not, and suddenly felt that his back was so lonely and lonely.

He loves her so much, and where she is, there is no one else in his eyes. He must have been sad and sad for a long, long time when she was gone.

Suddenly, I wanted to rush over and hug him, trying to soothe the wounds in his heart.

I was taken aback by this thought, I felt that I was crazy, so I quickly looked away, not daring to look at Guan Shi again.

When I was sure that Guan Fu had left, I dared to withdraw my gaze and look out the door.

I didn't see Guan Shi, and I felt a trace of melancholy in my heart.

I didn't know where this melancholy came from, and I didn't want to know where it came from, so I sat down on the bed for a while and went to wash.

After washing up, when I went downstairs, I saw Guan Fu pouring wine, and the flask for pouring wine was exactly the same as the one I dropped yesterday.

When I saw the flask, I naturally thought of what happened last night, and my face turned red again, and I stood there, embarrassed and unable to move.

Guan Shi must have heard my footsteps stop and turned his head to look at me.

I looked at him with a calm face, as if what happened last night had no effect on him at all, and thought to myself that maybe what happened last night was nothing to him, a ghost who had lived for hundreds of years, but I was still here to worry about it.

After all, I'm too young.

Thinking of this, I raised my feet, walked over, sat down across from him generously, picked up chopsticks and ate.

After two bites, I suddenly thought of a question, in fact, I thought about that question for a long time, but I never dared to ask.

The reason why I dare to ask today is because I see that Guan Shi is in a good mood.

"Guan Shi, can I ask you a question?" I asked tactfully.

Guan Fan put down his wine glass and said, "Ask." ”

"How long are we going to stay here?" This is the house of my second father and mother, and although they are no longer there, and no one else knows about their death, I feel like we can't live here forever.

"Stay a little longer."

Guan Shi's answer is the same as not answering.

I asked, "How long do you stay for a while?" ”

Guan Shi ignored me and made me very depressed.

In the next few days, except for Guan Shi, who had to talk to me every night, I got along with him tepidly.

But I get along with Cang Li very well, he will come to me every other day, no longer lost because I can't remember the past things he said, and the relationship is getting closer and closer every time.

I thought my life was going on like this, but I didn't expect an accidental eavesdrop to disturb my peace.

That day, I came back from downstairs to go to the bathroom, and when I was about to walk to the room, I heard the sound of Cang Li and Guan Yan talking from inside.

I only heard Cang Li ask: "Daddy, do you really want to kill her?" ”

Guan Shi replied: "Yes! ”

Cang Liyang begged: "Don't, don't, daddy, don't kill her." ”

"Can't keep her anymore, it's time to get rid of her." Guan Yan said lightly.

Ah, Guan Shi is still going to kill me!