Chapter 12: Every Day Kills

I was startled, jumped around, and replied, "I—I'm going to the bathroom." ā€

"I'll go too." I didn't expect Guan Shi to say it, I was stunned and embarrassed.

I never thought that one day, I would go to the toilet with someone of the opposite sex, this picture is even ......

In a complicated mood, I followed Guan Fan to the toilet, and I politely said, "You go first." ā€

Guan Yan stood still, his lips moved slightly, and he said four words: "Go and come back quickly." ā€

I hurriedly went into the toilet with my head bored, quickly solved it, and came out to see Guan Shi looking up at the wall, I also took a look, and saw a red shadow flashing.

My heart trembled, and I subconsciously hid beside Guan Shi, feeling that Guan Shi could bring me a sense of security.

"W-that, is she here?" I looked at the place where the red shadow flashed, and asked in horror, wondering what she was doing here, whether she was coming for me or for the pass.

Guan Shi didn't answer me, retracted his gaze, turned and walked back.

Naturally, I followed closely, and when I was about to walk to the hall, I remembered that Guan Shi didn't seem to have gone to the toilet yet, so I asked, "Aren't you going to the toilet?" ā€

Guan Shi didn't answer me, and went straight to the house.

Lying on the bed, with Guan Fu next to me, my heart was pounding inexplicably, and I couldn't fall asleep anymore.

I don't know if Guan Shi is asleep, I slowly turned my head, and then slowly opened my eyes, and saw Guan Shi looking at me with his beautiful eyes.

"Ahh I screamed, covered my face and quickly turned around.

As soon as I turned around, a hand touched me, and I reflexively hit that hand, and halfway through the hit, I suddenly thought that he was Guan Shi and couldn't hit him.

The hand fell on his hand like that, and he didn't even have the courage to take it back.

Guan Yan hooked my hand and hooked me into his arms, without saying a word, he pulled my clothes with his hands.

Only then did I have the courage to push him, "No, my aunt hasn't left yet." ā€

"Why haven't you left yet?" There was a hint of displeasure in Guan Shi's voice, and there was also a hint of impatience.

It's only been a few days, how can you leave so quickly?

I wanted to cry a little bit about his words.

"When are you leaving?" Guan Shi let go of me, exhaled heavily, and lay back.

Hearing this, I thought it would be nice if my aunt never left, but it was impossible, so I replied in a muffled voice, "I don't know either." ā€

After answering, I was afraid that he would not believe it, so I raised my eyes and carefully observed his face.

Seeing that he had his eyes closed and looked very uncomfortable, I somehow twitched my head and said, "Why don't I rub it for you?" ā€

Guan Yan opened his eyes violently and stared at me fiercely: "What did you say?" ā€

"I, I said, I can help you knead and relieve your pain." I was bold and slowly stretched out my hand, but was grabbed by Guan Shi.

After grabbing it, he shook off my hand again and asked angrily, "How do you know this?" ā€

It means like I shouldn't know that. As if I knew that.

I was speechless for a moment, thinking to myself that I am an adult, and I understand what is wrong with this.

What age is it now...... Oh, I remember, Guan Shi is an ancient ghost, his mind is still stuck in that conservative era, and he probably thinks that it is not good for girls to understand this.

Thinking about this, Guan Shi said, "Have you ever served other men?" ā€

I'm not happy about that, what do you mean I've served other men? My first time was taken by him, didn't he count it?

I'm very angry, but I'm also very bun, I only dare to put it in my heart, and I don't dare to vent it.

But my reputation still has to be protected, I took a deep breath and told him very seriously: "No." These are what I read from books. ā€

I made up the last sentence.

I didn't read it in books, and I forgot how I knew it, but I just did. And I don't think I, a twenty-one-year-old adult, knew anything wrong with that?

"What book?"

Guan Shi actually asked me what kind of book, do you want me to show it to him?

I rolled my eyes, feeling like there was a generation gap with this one.

If three years is a generation gap, there is more than one, ten generations between me and him, and it may be hundreds of generations.

What a generation gap!

I couldn't tell him clearly, so I simply ignored him.

"Don't read this kind of messy book in the future." Guan Shi taught me in a tone, and I was speechless.

After he finished speaking, he rolled over and went to the bathroom.

After a while, there was a sound of water running in the bathroom.

Listening to the sound of water coming from the bathroom, my face turned red, and although it was terrible to lie on the bed and want to shut it down, although it was domineering, it was good to me, at least it didn't force me.

If he really wanted to force me, I wouldn't be able to resist.

A week passed, and Guan Shi went out every day for a week, and I didn't know what he was doing when he went out, and I didn't ask.

I feel that if I ask, according to his temperament, he may not tell me, so I don't want to be annoying.

I don't know if it's because I don't call him Li'er, Cangli's child is sad, and he hasn't shown up for a week.

My mom called me every other day to ask about the situation here, and every time I changed my words, I lied to my mom and made my mom think that my grandma had a serious foot and couldn't do without people around her.

My grandmother was calm and didn't call me again.

There is no more thing like my second father and second grandmother who come to me, and I live a peaceful life, but I don't know that people die quietly in the village every day.

After dinner that day, Guan Shi left again, and I wandered around the yard to see if I could get back the necklace that Guan Shi had thrown away.

Of course, I know that there is little hope of getting it back, but I still want to find it.

Because if I don't look for it, I'm too bored by myself. Anyway, it's okay, just look for it, find the best, and if you can't find it, you should pass the time.

I searched carefully in the yard, and I was sweating profusely and I couldn't find it, so I reluctantly went upstairs with a hot body.

I went upstairs and took a shower, I lazily lay on the bed and played with my phone, and fell asleep while playing.

I was sleeping soundly, and suddenly I heard a child's sobbing in my ears, the cry was not loud, but it was very abrasive to the ears, making people unable to sleep steadily.

I opened my eyes in a daze and saw Cang Li standing next to my bed, crying very sadly, I woke up as soon as I woke up, and quickly got up and asked him, "Cang Li, what's wrong with you?" ā€

I thought to myself, it couldn't be something happening to Guan Shi, right?

Cang Li didn't seem to expect that I would wake up suddenly and get up so quickly, so he was stunned for a moment, and then said sadly: "My mother doesn't remember what happened before, I'm sad." ā€

Whew, it turned out that it was because of this incident, I thought something had happened to Guan Shi.

"Mother, do you really not remember what happened before?" Then, Cang Li asked me expectantly.

"Alas!" I sighed softly, and felt the need to make it clear to him that I was not his mother, otherwise he would always think that I was his mother, and always ask me if I remember anything from the past.

Not only would it bother me, but it would also be unfair to his own mother.

So, I said, "I'm sorry, I'm not your mother." ā€

"Wow!" Hearing me say that I was not his mother, as before, Cang Li burst into tears, rubbing his eyes while crying and said, "Daddy said the same thing." Daddy said you weren't my mother, so I didn't want to see you, but, but I...... Woowoo woo ......"

It turned out that this week, Cang Li didn't come to see me, not because I didn't call him Li'er, he was sad and didn't want to come to see me, but because Guan Yan didn't let him come to see me.

I don't know what to say.

Seeing Cang Li crying like this, my heart was inexplicably lifted, and I wanted to comfort him, but I was afraid that he would treat me as his mother, so I said fiercely: "Don't cry, your father won't let you come to see me, don't come to see me, listen to your father." ā€

"Don't you want to see me too?" Cang Li asked aggrievedly.

Before I could answer, Cang Li wailed and cried, crying is called sadness, and that is called grievance.

People who don't know think I'm abusing him.

Seeing him crying like this, I hurriedly stepped forward to comfort: "I didn't say I didn't want to see you, don't cry yet, okay?" ā€

"But, but ......" Cang Li looked at me with a twitch, said two buts, suddenly threw himself into my arms, grabbed my clothes and asked, "Why aren't you my mother?" ā€

How do I answer this question?

I'm not his mother, I'm not, I can't be.

"Then why do you say I'm your mother?" I asked curiously.

Cang Li moved in my arms, raised his head, looked at me with teary eyes for a while, and then threw himself into my arms, hugged me, and hugged me tightly: "You are my mother." ā€

Alas, this kid is a headache!

I rubbed my forehead, and I didn't know what to say, so I said, "Don't cry, okay?" ā€

"No......" Cang Li shook his head and refused.

I fished him out of my arms, looked him in the eye and asked, "What's wrong?" Anything else sad? ā€

Cang Li's mouth was deflated, he nodded, and cried: "Daddy doesn't allow me to come to see you, I sneaked out today...... Daddy is very powerful, he will definitely know. ā€

"If he knows, I won't be able to come to see you in the future......"

Speaking of this, Cang Li cried again, and my heart hurt when I cried.

I hurriedly comforted: "Don't cry. I told Guan Shi about this, I'm not a bad person, why didn't he let you see me. ā€

"Really?" Hearing my words, Cang Li immediately stopped crying and looked at me with expectant eyes.

"Really ......"

"Click!" The door was suddenly pushed open, and Guan Shi stood in the door with a dark face, staring at me coldly.

"Daddy is here!" When Cang Li saw Guan Shi, he was even more scared than I saw Guan Shi, and he hid behind me.

Actually, I also wanted to find a place to hide, but thinking that there was Cang Li behind me, and I also promised that Cang Li would talk to Guan Shi, about whether he came to see me, I had a courage in my heart.

I slowly stood up and looked directly at Guan Shi.

I wanted to ask Guan Shi very imposingly: "I'm not a bad person, why don't you let Cang Li see me?" ā€

However, I was born with a bun, and if I have momentum in my heart, it will be greatly discounted as soon as I exit it, and it will become soft: "Guan Shi, I am not a bad person, and I will not hurt Cangli." Can you not stop him from coming to me? ā€

"You know what?!"