74. You're so ruthless!
I was very aggrieved, and I wanted to go into the room to find him to theorize, but impartially, I saw a black lipstick tube on the carpet, and there was a loud sound from the bathroom, Zou Moyan was taking a bath, I stared at the lipstick tube and picked it up.
Black classic, elegant, blurry.
I know the slogan of this brand: love, an eternal dream.
The brand is not the one I use, and the color number is not the one I use.
I suddenly smiled, this color is new this season, exactly the same color I saw Li Nan rubbing that day.
A woman's insight is above all else, and I clutched the lipstick, my nails digging into my palm.
Lu Chengying came out with a bath towel, and I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him, "Li Nan has been here?" β
He was very obviously stunned, and did not deny it, "Come at noon." β
"She's in the bedroom?"
Zou Moyan looked at me, his brows furrowed, "What do you want to say?" β
"Why did she go into the bedroom?" I took the lipstick and unscrewed it in front of Zou Moyan, "This is the color she used." β
Zou Moyan turned his head to wipe his hair, "Li Nan is just here to see me off, we don't have anything else." β
"Mo Yan, you have always known Li Nan's thoughts about you, why did you keep her by your side? Why did Zhou Ling call her sister-in-law, what happened to you in the past two years? β
Zou Moyan didn't speak, and was silent.
When he doesn't speak, there are two situations, one is acquiescence, and the other is that he feels that the topic is childish and there is no need to answer.
However, am I naΓ―ve with this question? Is his attitude just acquiescing?
"Have you and Li Nan been together for the past two years?"
"Nope." Zou Moyan put on a bathrobe and looked at me coldly, "You don't know, in the past two years, I haven't thought about any woman except for thinking about you like crazy." β
I was stunned for a moment, Zou Moyan's seemingly cold words did sound a little more comfortable in my heart, I looked at him, and he also looked at me, "Jiajia, didn't I ask about you and Lu Chengying, you think I don't care, I really forgive?" I told you, don't have anything to do with Lu Chengying anymore, I also said that I was not to blame in the past, but do you know what the first thing I wanted to do when I heard Lu Chengying talking to you today? I want to break your neck. β
Zou Moyan moved forward step by step, and I stepped back step by step.
"You're not qualified to ask me what has happened in the last two years, no matter who I'm with, no matter what I'm doing. Don't think that Li Nan is as unbearable as you, her feelings for me are very pure. β
Zou Moyan walked further and further, and finally threw me straight down on the bed.
Zou Moyan pressed me, slowly stroked my throat with his hand, and asked in a low voice, "You have been with Lu Chengying for the past two years, he has been crying and laughing with you, you live in the same house, are you really nothing?" β
I felt my throat tighten, and I explained in a hurry: "Mo Yan, I really don't have anything with Lu Chengying. β
"Really? Was it a hallucination when I saw you sitting naked on top of him two years ago? Zou Moyan's hand slowly moved down, and when it touched my collarbone, it went down, and his fingers gently brushed my heart, drawing a circle at the position of the heart, "He Jiaran, who is better than Lu Chengying?" β
My hand grabbed Zou Moyan's hand and asked him not to do this, but Zou Moyan's other hand grabbed my hand and raised it above my head, I looked at him with some fear, "I really don't have anything with Lu Chengying, two years ago, and now too." Mo Yan, you are alone in my heart from beginning to end! β
"How do you want me to trust you?" Zou Moyan sneered, let go of me and vigorously ripped open my clothes, his hands directly covered the fullness and fullness on his chest, I trembled all over, resisting his touch, "You let go of me..."
"Don't be afraid, Jiajia." Zou Moyan squinted his eyes, revealing dangerous information all over his body, he got up and opened the bedside table, took out a pink pill from a bottle, I was shocked when I saw the pill, Zou Moyan took it to my mouth, and coaxed in a low voice, "The day we met in the blue light, I was given this kind of drug, it feels good, after eating it, I will see anyone I want to see, and there will be a kind of desire, Jiajia, do you want to give it a try?" β
I looked at him in horror, I didn't believe when Zou Moyan became like this, and struggled with my body, "Don't, Moyan, don't do this to me." β
"Don't be afraid, I have analyzed it with someone, it is a medicine with no side effects, and many people will thank the person who took the medicine after taking it, such as me." Zou Moyan pinched my mouth with one hand, and stuffed the pill into it with the other hand, I felt something in my throat, and soon after, I felt that my body was hot....
Zou Moyan looked at me coldly, I felt that my body was hot, he took out a tie from the closet on the side and wrapped it around my hand, tying my hands together, "Jiajia, how do you feel?" β
"Mo Yan.... Give it to me...."
Zou Moyan pressed on my legs, I couldn't curl up if I wanted to, I couldn't move my hands, the whole person gradually began to be chaotic, I writhed, begging Zou Moyan, but he just looked at me coldly, and when I felt like I was scratching my heart, he grabbed me and carried me to the bathroom, forcing me to look at the mirror on the wall, "Look at you, pink, how beautiful." β
I don't have any heart to look at me in the mirror now, my whole nerves are trying to find a way to soothe me, I am really uncomfortable, my whole body is uncomfortable, my hands want to grasp anything that can help me, but in the end, what responds to me is only Zou Moyan's cold eyebrows.
Sometimes love is also a kind of humiliation.
My lips were already trembling, and I couldn't stand up with my sour body, so Zou Moyan tore my skirt open and broke in directly.
Later, I didn't even know what happened, and when I woke up in the morning, the room was very tidy, Zou Moyan had already gone out, I looked at the bruises and purple marks on my body, and suddenly wanted to laugh.
Is this the love I encourage Lu Xiaoxiao to be brave? This kind of unpredictable, frightening love?
It wasn't until today that I realized that Zou Moyan was really not that Zou Moyan.
I'm so stupid that I have to wait until today to verify it.
Until now, I have chosen the man I believe unconditionally and I have been disappointed.
There was a text message from Zou Moyan lying quietly in the text message on his mobile phone, and he said, I'm sorry.
There was a sudden knock at the door, I got up to open the door, the pain between my legs was torn and cracked, I endured it, and saw Li Nan standing at the door with a few bags, smiling, "Jiajia, I'll come to see you." β
I let her in the door, and Li Nan skillfully put the things in his hand on the table, "Jiajia, Mo Yan said that you didn't eat, I'll bring you some food and clothes." β
Li Nan took out the clothes in the shopping bag and put them in front of me, "It's your number." β
I looked at her without saying a word during the whole process, Li Nan felt embarrassed, "Jiajia, I came to deliver something to Mo Yan yesterday, and the lipstick accidentally fell here, Mo Yan said that it was with you." β
"Hmm." I pointed to the trash can. "I picked it up on the floor in the bedroom, I didn't know it was yours, and threw it away."
Li Nan didn't look angry, just looked at me with a smile, "I'm still afraid of causing trouble between you and Mo Yan, it seems that I think too much." β
"You didn't think much about it," I looked at Li Nan, trying to ask what was in my heart, "You are very successful, you have made a gap between us." β
"Really? But the news I got was not like this, in the morning Mo Yan called me and said that I hurt you, let me take a look, he said that he..."Li Nan looked very embarrassed, "He gave you medicine yesterday, and the strength is a little bigger, you have some bleeding, let me take a look." β
No wonder I woke up in the morning with such pain under my body, it turned out that it was bleeding.
He's so ruthless.
"Are you convenient? I'll check it out for you. β
I shook my head, "It's inconvenient. β
Li Nan stood in front of me for a while, not wanting to be bored, "Since that's the case, I'll leave first." β
I didn't even send it, I was in a lot of pain, and my heart was uncomfortable, and the clothes in those paper bags on the ground were some very expensive brands, and I tore open the beautiful packaging bags, and then threw all those skirts and tops on the ground.
Li Nan has always been gentle, compared to her, I am really a jealous woman with a suspicious heart.
I didn't want to eat anything she brought, so I rolled up the quilt and leaned against the bay window, and sat until noon.
Zou Moyan came back very early in the afternoon, saw me sitting like this, didn't speak, just hugged me to the bed, and then I smelled the delicious fish soup, Zou Moyan took the fish soup to the door of the bedroom, and asked me if I was eating in the room or in the dining room.
"I don't want to eat it."
I sighed and turned to go into the bathroom.
When I came out, Zou Moyan was still waiting there, I knew he was apologizing, many times, this man was awkward. I smiled at him, "You don't have to, it's already happened, and I don't blame you." β
"Jiajia, eat something."
"Don't you understand when I say I don't eat?" I grabbed my hair and yelled at Zou Moyan loudly, pacing back and forth in the room, very excited: "I don't want to eat anything, whether it's made by you or sent by Li Nan, I don't want to see anyone, whether it's you or Li Nan, and also, I'm fine, I'm so good!" β
Zou Moyan put the fish soup on the table to the side and hugged me instead, coaxing in a low voice, "You don't know how much I regret it, Jiajia, don't be like this..."
"Does regret solve everything? I'm telling you now that I regret everything I did two years ago, can you forget, can I forget? β
My tears flowed down the corners of my eyes, and all the emotions in my heart poured out, "Zou Moyan, do you know that I hate you too, I hate why I love you so much, I hate myself!" β