Guan was a drunken mess, and he was also a sad mess, lying on the table like a puddle of mud.

I figured if I had a knife in my hand at this time and I killed him, he wouldn't know how he died.

But even if I could kill him, I wouldn't kill him.

Because, I was touched by his deep affection for his wife.

I can't take advantage of the danger of someone who has lost a loved one.

"Shut down!" I walked over and patted him on the shoulder, and he turned around sharply and pinched my wrist with his big hand with unmistakable accuracy, squeezing my wrist painfully.

It hurt me and my tears were about to fall.

I was taken aback by his quick response, and at the same time, I thought that fortunately I didn't have the intention of killing him, otherwise I was afraid that he would have killed him before I could kill him.

"Guan Shi, it's me." I felt like my wrist was about to be broken by him, and I pushed his hand with my other hand.

Guan Shi's eyes narrowed, and he looked very confused and charming in the light.

He shook off my wrist, and suddenly swung his arm on the table, and the dishes and dishes fell to the ground and shattered.

Fragments of dishes, mixed with vegetables and soups, a mess.

Feeling that Guan Shi was going crazy drunk, I took a few steps back in fright, until I reached the door, and hid outside the door to watch him, very worried that he would rush over and kill me.

But I was very strange, I was obviously scared to death, nervous to death, but I didn't leave, just lying outside the door and watching.

"She's afraid of me, but what about you? What about you? Guan Shi said a clueless sentence, I couldn't understand it, but I felt that it was familiar, as if I had heard it somewhere.

But I'm too worried that he's going to kill me, and I don't have the heart to think about where I've heard it.

"What about you?" Guan Yan's voice suddenly changed, and he became a little choked.

He walked to the center of the mess, and stepped on a broken bowl under his feet, which could not support his weight, and shattered again with a "rattle".

"You think about everything for me, you take everything to heart, do you know......" Guan Yan's voice became more and more choked, and when it came to whether you knew it or not, his voice was choked and couldn't go on.

After that, he didn't speak anymore, he kept his head down, not knowing if he was looking at something or thinking about things, and he looked very serious.

Seeing that he stopped talking, I didn't dare to disturb him.

Suddenly, he turned around sharply, his eyes were empty, and he didn't look at me, but I was so frightened that I screamed, turned and ran.

While running, I looked back uneasily.

Just when I turned around and saw Guan Fu chasing out, I was startled, frightened and nervous, my left foot tripped over my right foot, and I fell face down to the ground with a "bang".

When I fell, my eyes were full of stars, my teeth were grinning, and I wanted to cry.

I gasped when I looked up in pain and saw that there were steps less than a centimeter in front of me.

If I fell a little further, my head would hit the steps, and the consequences would definitely be worse than now.

I shrank my head back in a state of apprehension, turned my head to look at Guan Fu, and saw that he had come to my feet.

Thinking that he would do something to me, my frightened heart was pounding, beating violently, and in a few seconds, countless scenes of being brutally murdered by him floated through my mind.

But as it turned out, I thought too much.

He didn't do anything to me, and walked straight in front of me, as if he didn't see me as a person.

My eyes followed his footsteps as I watched him go upstairs.

He walked really steadily, he didn't look drunk at all, except for the footsteps were a little heavy, it was no different from usual, and I suspect that he was not drunk at all.

But thinking that he had just mistaken me for his wife, and was crying that his wife would not come back, I thought he must have been drunk.

Otherwise, according to the nature of this male ghost, he would never cry in front of me.

Listening to his footsteps getting farther and farther away, too far away to be heard, I slowly got up and looked at my palms and knees, which were all scratched and skinned.

It doesn't look very serious, I can bear it.

I pulled out my phone and looked at the last time I had a call with my mom yesterday.

I don't know if my mother has found the monk for more than a day, and is the monk willing to help me resolve the catastrophe?

I would have liked to call my mom, but I thought about it and didn't make the call.

The reason why I didn't fight was because I thought that if my mother found the monk and the monk was willing to help me with the disaster, she would definitely take the initiative to call me.

She didn't call, which means that she hasn't found the monk yet, or that she has found it, and the monk has forgotten about it and is not willing to help me with the catastrophe, or something else.

So, I don't call her to add to the pressure.

Tell yourself in your heart: It's only one day, bear with it a little longer, and fight again tomorrow.

The night was getting darker and darker, and I didn't dare to stay down there alone, so I got up, clapped my hands, and went upstairs.

By the time he got upstairs, he was already lying down.

Sleep or not, I don't know.

I didn't dare to go over, I didn't dare to take a bath, for fear of disturbing him, so I sat against the wall at the door, and wanted to stay here all night.

However, when I woke up again, I was not on the floor, but in bed.

There are no closures around.

I knew that Guan Shi carried me to the bed, and my heart was a little warm, but more than that, I was confused.

I wonder why he doesn't kill me when he wants to kill me, and he is still so attentive to me?

Although I can't understand Guan Yan's behavior, I have to say that the more he doesn't rush to kill me, the better it will be for me.

It's the third day, and I don't know what's going on with my mom.

I was going to call my mom to ask, but when I pulled out my phone, it was gone, and I was terrified.

I'm afraid that Guan Shi will take away my mobile phone, and I'm even more afraid that my mother will call me at this time......

If my mother called me when Guan Shi took my mobile phone and was received by Guan Shi, the consequences would be unimaginable.

Thinking of this, I hurriedly got up and wanted to find Guan Shi, but when I got up, I saw my mobile phone lying on the bedside table.

I hurriedly crawled over and took my phone, and the first thing I did was check the call logs.

Fortunately, my mom and I were on the phone the day before yesterday.

I patted my chest, breathed a sigh of relief, and was about to dial my mother, but at that moment, Guan Yan came in.

My frightened hands shook and I threw my phone out.

"Smack!" The phone crossed a long, graceful arc in the air, and fell to the ground with a "snap", feeling like it was about to shatter.

I was so distressed that I wanted to pick up my phone immediately to see if there was a broken screen, but I didn't dare.

Guan Yan looked at the mobile phone on the ground indifferently, then looked at me, his lips moved, and he spit out four words: "Come down and eat." ”

"Good, good ......"

Usually when Guan Yan asks me to go down to do something, I leave after I finish speaking, today I want to wait for him to leave and then pick up the phone, and then go down, but after waiting for a long time, he has no intention of leaving.

I had to bite the bullet and pick up my phone.

The phone is very strong, and it was thrown so far away by me, and it hasn't broken yet.

I wiped the dust off my phone, looked up and saw that Guan Fu hadn't left yet, so I stuffed my phone into my pocket and walked out.

When I was about to walk to the door, I suddenly remembered that I hadn't brushed my teeth and washed my face, so I quickly stopped and said to Guan Shi, "I haven't brushed my teeth and washed my face yet." ”

"Hurry up!" After I finished saying that, it took a long time for Guan Shi to speak.

During this time, I was almost nervous, and cold sweat broke out layer after layer.

Hearing him say hurry up, I hurried to the shower as quickly as I amnesty, and washed up as fast as I could.

When I came out again, Guan Shi hadn't left yet, so I had to go downstairs with him.

Today is really surprising, Guan Shi didn't go out all morning, and I didn't even have a chance to call my mother, and I didn't even dare to send text messages.

Guan Shi didn't go out, and he didn't talk to me.

He didn't speak, and I couldn't speak, so we both sat with our hearts in our minds.

It wasn't until noon that he said to me: Come and add to the fire.

I have a feeling that if Guan Shi doesn't kill me, my daily routine with him is that he calls me to add fuel to the fire, calls me to eat, and other than that, it seems that there is nothing else.

Oh no, there's another routine, that's what and that.

There's really nothing else but that.

"Bang ......"

"Is anyone there?"

Guan Shi and I were having dinner when someone knocked on the door outside and asked if anyone was there.

This is the first time that someone has knocked on my second mother's house since Guan Fan and I lived in my second mother's house for so long.

And it's a man.

When I heard the voice of a man, my first reaction was that it might be the monk my mother was talking about.

Could it be?

Whether it was or not, my heart was already beating excitedly, wanting to respond to him that someone was there, and I wanted to open the door for him.

But Guan Shi sat still, as if he hadn't heard a knock on the door.

"Guanfu, someone's knocking on the door?" I couldn't help but remind.

Guan Shi raised his eyes and glanced at me lightly, "It's not a person, do you open the door too?" ”

Hearing Guan Shi's words, I was stunned for a moment.

I was so excited just now, I thought it was the monk my mother was looking for, but I forgot about my second father and second mother.

However, this does not mean that I have no hope that the people outside are the monks that my mother found.

I still held out hope, held on to great hopes, and asked, "What if it was a human being?" ”

Guan Shi raised his eyes to me again.

I don't know if it's because of my weak heart, or what, I think Guan Yan's eyes look at me so sharp, as if he can see through my thoughts.

I didn't dare to look at him, and bowed my head weakly.

"Is anyone there? Anyone? "The people out there are persevering.

Guan Yan sat like a mountain, but I couldn't be as calm as him, and kept listening to the situation outside with my ears pricked up.

"Is anyone there? If someone is there, will you please give me a call? I just want to beg for a drink, no malice......"

"Smack!" I was listening carefully, and Guan Shi suddenly put down his chopsticks, startling me and shrinking my neck.

Guan Yan said irritably: "It's noisy." ”

With that, he got up and walked out, saying to me as he went, "Scoop a bowl of water for him." ”

I knew that Guan Shi was going to open the door, and I was very excited, so I hurriedly took a bowl and poured a bowl of water, and brought it out with great anticipation.

But when I saw that the person outside the door was a handsome young man in a cycling uniform, not the monk I expected - the monk was in my heart, the image of an old monk, at least not so young - I was very disappointed.

But I gave him the bowl of water anyway.

His face was red, his lips were dry, and he looked like he was very thirsty.

"Thank you, thank you." He took the bowl, poured the water into the kettle he was carrying, and said thank you as he handed it to me.

I said no thanks, and reached for the bowl.

Just as my hand was in the bowl, he suddenly grabbed my wrist and said something that made my heart beat faster.

He said, "Don't stain the donor, please stand back!" ”