Because I don't know when Guan Shi will kill me, I think about it almost all the time, I think about it in a trance, I don't know what to do, even Cang Li has found out that something is wrong with me.

Cang Li asked me, "Mom, what's wrong with you?" ”

I said I was fine, but Cang Li didn't believe it: "Mom, do you have something on your mind?" ”

"Nope." I immediately denied it, touched his little head and said, "Cang Li, shouldn't you go back?" ”

Cang Li looked at me aggrievedly: "Mom, I just came." ”

"Oh, I'm sorry, I ......"

"Mom, you're on your mind!" Cang Li said with certainty, and asked again: "Is it because of Daddy?" ”

"No, it's not." Hearing Cang Li ask if it was because of Guan Shi, I was shocked for a moment, and after a while I denied that it was not.

"Alas-" Cang Li let out a long sigh, put his hand around my back and patted me gently, comforting me like an adult: "Mom, tell me if you have anything on your mind, don't take it to heart, suffocate yourself." I promise not to tell Daddy. ”

Looking at Cang Li's sincere and sincere eyes, I was warmed all of a sudden, and when I thought of Guan Shi saying that he was going to kill me, Cang Li stopped me, and my heart was even warmer.

I rubbed his little head, reached out and hugged him into my arms, and said with a smile: "Thank you Cangli, but I really don't have any worries." ”

Cang Li also smiled at me, took my hand and shook it, "Mom, wait until you want to talk about it." Remember, you also have a son. Your son will always be on your side. ”

"Thank you Cangli!" I was deeply moved by Cang Li's words, and for a moment I really wanted to tell him what was on my mind.

I had a feeling that if I told him what was on my mind, he would beg Guan to let me go.

However, I was worried that if I told him what was on my mind and let Guan Shi know, Guan Shi would immediately kill me - maybe Guan Shi was not in a hurry to kill me now because Cang Li helped me intercede - then I would not be able to wait for the high monk my mother said.

I found that as the time for Guan to kill me continued to be postponed, my expectations of the monk my mother had been talking about were increasing.

At the end of the day, I'm still afraid of death, and I still want to save my life.

Cang Li's health is not good, and every time he comes out for a short time, he accompanies me and goes back after a conversation.

Before leaving, he said to me, "Mom, don't forget my son." I'm always on your side! ”

Always on my side......

This is the most beautiful thing I've ever heard when I've grown up, but it's a pity that my fate with him is about to end.

After Cang Li left, I stood alone in front of the window, looking at the clouds in the sky in a daze, I don't know when Guan Shi came in.

He slapped me on the shoulder, and I was startled and jumped up screaming.

"Ahh I quickly jumped around, my back pressed against the wall behind me, and looked at Guan Shi in horror, feeling like he was going to attack me at any moment.

The heart instantly raised its throat and eyes, and was not satisfied, jumping up and down there, as if trying to jump out.

"What's wrong with you?" Guan Yan's brows furrowed, and his gaze swept around my face, "Since last night, something is wrong with you, are you sick?" ”

Guan Yan stretched out his hand and grabbed my hand, I instinctively wanted to withdraw my hand, but Guan Yan grabbed it very tightly and fiercely said to me: "Don't move!" ”

I didn't dare to move for a moment, and my heart raced as I watched as he pressed his index and middle fingers on my pulse.

"Why are you jumping so fast?" Guan Yan's brows furrowed again, he glanced at me and asked, "You're afraid of me?" ”

"I, I ......" I was indeed afraid of him, afraid that he would kill me.

"It's been so long, why are you still afraid of me?" Guan Yan laughed, and suddenly the smile on his face was gone, and his deep eyes stared at me and said, "No, you weren't so afraid of me before last night." Did you encounter something when you went to the toilet yesterday afternoon? ”

Guan Shi is worthy of being a ghost who has lived for hundreds of years, and he is thoughtful, and he guessed that I had such a change, whether I encountered something, or when I went to the toilet.

However, he may never have imagined that I overheard his conversation with Cang Li and knew that he wanted to kill me.

"Nope." I deny his speculation.

"No?" Guan Shi didn't believe me, and said with a serious face: "If you encounter anything, tell me in time, don't hide it from me." ”

Hehe, overheard him and Cang Li saying that they were going to kill me, do you have to tell him about such a thing?

I won't tell unless I'm stupid.

"Not really. The reason why my heart is beating fast is because I was looking at the clouds too seriously just now, and you suddenly appeared and were scared. "I think I'm very powerful, and in the face of Guan Shi, I can still think of a reasonable explanation so calmly.

I don't know if Guan believes my explanation, but he didn't ask any more, but walked to the window, stood next to me, looked up at the sky, and asked, "Is it good-looking?" ”

"Beautiful." I told the truth, but I was puzzled.

I wondered why Guan Shi didn't do anything to me, I wondered why he still cared about me when he decided to kill me, and asked me what was wrong.

I can't figure it out, I really can't figure it out.

What's even more incomprehensible is that Guan Shi actually watched the clouds with me.

Although before he came, I just looked at the clouds in a daze, and didn't look at the clouds properly; After he came, I couldn't even watch the clouds in a daze, but I couldn't deny that he did watch it with me.

I really can't figure out what Guan Yu thinks, I feel that the brain cells of this male ghost are different from mine.

Suddenly, a possibility floated through my mind, could it be that what Cang Li said: Are you really going to kill her, isn't she referring to me?

After all, I didn't hear them say she was me.

However, if it weren't for me, how could Cang Li help her intercede?

So, it's still me, that she's me, no one else.

My heart was desolate, and I had no interest in looking at the clouds.

Guan Yan watched the clouds with me and saw that the sun was about to set, so he called me to go down and add to the fire.

At dinner, Guan Shi gave me a few pieces of good meat and said, "You are too thin, eat more." ”

This was a very ordinary sentence, but because it was said by Guan Shi, I instantly thought crookedly.

I think Guan Shi asked me to eat more, maybe he wanted to make me fatter, and then kill me and make human meat buns.

Ahhh

I looked at the few pieces of good meat in the bowl, and I didn't dare to put down the chopsticks.

Seeing that I didn't move my chopsticks, Guan Shi asked, "Why don't you eat it?" ”

"I—I like to be vegetarian...... "This is an excuse for not wanting to eat meat at this time, and it is also my big truth.

I've always preferred to eat vegetarian food to meat.

Vegetarian dishes, I don't get tired of eating them every day, and I don't want to eat meat. But meat dishes, I eat too much, I want to vomit, I want to eat vegetarian dishes.

My roommates all said that I was a strange person, saying that in this era of foodies and no meat, there are people who like to be vegetarian and don't like meat.

Hearing me say that I like to be a vegetarian, Guan Shi's dark eyes sank and stared at me tightly, as if to say: Do you dare not eat, try it!

My hand holding the chopsticks shook up, and I picked up a piece of meat and said, "I'll eat, I'll eat." ”

Who knew that Guan Shi said: "If you don't like to eat, don't force it." ”

I don't know if what he said is true or false, I don't dare to take it seriously, so I swallowed the meat in my stomach in two bites.

When I was eating meat, Guan Shi kept staring at me, I felt it, but I didn't dare to look up at him, let alone ask him: Look what I do.

Silently under his gaze, I finished the meat he had sandwiched for me.

When he saw that I had finished eating, he took another piece of meat and handed it to me, and asked me, "Do you want more?" ”

No!

My inner answer was no, but I didn't dare to disobey him, and then I remembered my mother's words.

My mother said: No matter what he asks me to do, I will follow him and don't resist him.

Then, I nodded with a full face, and the mosquito version whispered one word: "Yes!" ”

But Guan Shi took the piece of meat away.

I looked up at him in confusion and saw him put the piece of meat in his mouth and eat it.

When I looked at him, he also looked at me, and while eating, he looked at me and said, "If you don't like to eat, don't force it." ”

I didn't know how to answer, so I didn't answer.

Guan Shi said again: "I ask you, you obviously don't like to eat, why do you still eat?" ”

How do I answer this? Tell the truth?

That's definitely not going to work!

I bit my lip and didn't know how to get back.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Guan Yan continued: "Is it because you are afraid of me?" ”

"Yes, sort of." I was afraid that I would always not answer and annoy him, so I answered.

Anyway, I was afraid of him, and he knew about it, so I told the truth.

I'm a little afraid of him, not very afraid of him.

"You're afraid of me, that, that......" Guan Shi didn't say anything, picked up the wine glass on the table, and drank it all.

When I opened the glass, I saw a smile on his lips, but it looked bitter.

"Do you want to drink?" Finding out that I was peeking at him, Guan Shi suddenly handed me the flask and asked me.

My frightened heart trembled, and I quickly lowered my head and shook my head: "No! ”

That wine is not something I can drink, the last time I didn't listen to Guan Shi, I drank a little bit, and I was not good.

What if I drink again and get drunk again?

Seeing my scared look, Guan Shi smiled lowly: "You don't have to be so afraid of me, I won't eat you." ”

After a meal, Guan Shi got drunk, looked at me with drunken eyes, and called me a lady.

"Lady, you're here!"

"Lady, are you coming here?"

"Lady, I miss you so much."

"Lady ......"

Seeing that Guan Shi was drunk and calling me a lady, I felt indescribable in my heart for a while, and reminded him: "Guan Shi, you are drunk, I am not your lady." ”

Guan Yan's eyes widened, a pair of eyes shining in the light, and he looked at me for a long time before he could see who I was: "Yes, you are not my lady." My mother, she's never coming back. ”

As he spoke, Guan Yan actually lay on the table and cried.

At the moment when Guan Yan was crying, a poem suddenly popped up in my mind: Men don't flick when they have tears, just because they haven't reached the sad place.