Zhou Xiaotong obediently ran back to his hospital bed. I have to say, she is really a smart child.

Qin Yu picked up the towel at hand and said, "Come on, I'll help you wipe your face, look at your face!" "I just raised my hand and wanted to refuse, but I didn't expect Qin Yu to directly slap the towel on my face!

The towel was hot and comfortable to rub on your face. In an instant, Qin Yu suddenly increased his strength and began to wipe my face indiscriminately, obviously he was fixing me! Hmph, I just said that he is a gentle person! It's a childish ghost! And use my face as a toy!

Qin Yu finally took the towel off my face, and looked at the smiling faces of Qin Yu and Zhou Xiaotong, who was silently watching all this behind me, and I was suddenly a little speechless.

I deliberately made an angry and indifferent look, looking at Qin Yu with slanted eyes.

"Sister Luo Yan, I think this brother likes you!" Zhou Xiaotong held his chin and swayed back and forth on the side of the bed with his bare feet.

Hearing this, I subconsciously looked at Qin Yu beside me, but it was Qin Yu's eyes that bumped into him, and he seemed to be a little flustered, and he felt like he had been knocked out of his mind.

How? Could it be that Zhou Xiaotong was right?

Suddenly bumping into each other's eyes, Qin Yu and I both chose to avoid each other's eyes at the same time.

There was silence for a while, and the scene was a little awkward.

Unexpectedly, Qin Yu took out the breakfast that was placed next to him, opened the lid, and filled a spoonful of white porridge with a spoon, and before I could react, Qin Yu actually handed the spoon in his hand directly to my mouth.

However, before I could speak, another familiar voice sounded at the door.

"What are you doing?"

The familiar voice, the voice that has made me entangled for so long, I don't have to look at it, and I know who the owner of the voice is.

It's Lu Junxun.

I turned my head to look over, Lu Junxun was wearing a crisp suit, standing at the door of the ward with a pale face, exuding a cold and dangerous aura. Lu Junxun strode in, snatched the spoon from Qin Yu's hand, and knocked the porridge bowl next to him to the ground. The hot white porridge was spilled all over the ground, still steaming, I looked at Lu Junxun, and just wanted to explain, but I didn't expect that he actually picked up Qin Yu's collar directly with both hands.

"What do you want to do to my wife?" Lu Junxun's sword eyebrows were upside down, and he looked at Qin Yu with wide eyes.

I've never seen Lu Junxun so angry.

Just, wife? Now, I'm not even your girlfriend, am I......

Qin Yu was suddenly grabbed by the neck by such a strong man in front of him, he was also angry, but unlike the angry Lu Junxun, he could see that he had been trying to restrain himself and not let himself get out of control.

"Who are you, sir? Either way, please be respectful. If there's something, let's sit down and talk about it. ”

After listening to Qin Yu's words, Lu Junxun threw Qin Yu against the wall. Lu Junxun's strength was so great that Qin Yu slammed into the wall, making a muffled "bang" sound.

"Lu Junxun, what are you doing!" No matter how you say it, Qin Yu is also the one who saved my life, looking at Lu Junxun's rude behavior, I can't help but want to stop Lu Junxun.

"What? Still can't touch it? You didn't answer your phone call for a day, and now you're messing around with such a thing, protecting him, right? Okay, I'll let you protect him! Lu Junxun rushed forward in a big stride, raising his hand and punching Qin Yu.

Seeing that a trace of blood had oozed from the corner of Qin Yu's mouth, for a while, the two scuffled, and the little boy next to him was so frightened that he hid in the corner of the wall, at a loss.

"Stop fighting! Don't fight, all of you! ”

But neither of them paid any attention to me.

I struggled to get up from the hospital bed, looking at Lu Junxun's fist that had not yet fallen, I hugged that arm at once: "Lu Junxun, don't make trouble!" Don't make a fuss, okay! ”

Lu Junxun didn't stop, but shook off my hand.

I lost my body's center of gravity and fell backwards. I only felt a muffled sound above my head, and everything in front of me began to blur......

"Ah-" It's a little girl's voice, is it Zhou Xiaotong? Is she hurt?

"Sister Luo Yan! Sister Luo Yan! What happened to you! You're bleeding! ”

The mistake in front of him became more and more blurred, followed by a whirlwind, and then, his eyes went black and he lost consciousness......

When I woke up, I don't know how long it had been.

I looked at the white ceiling and suddenly felt an endless sense of powerlessness. Also, it's a feeling of tiredness.

Why am I going through so much? Why, it's always me!

Yu Guang saw that Lu Junxun was sitting on the edge of my bed, holding my right hand with an infusion tube with both hands, looking straight at me, in his eyes, what was that? Remorse?

And Qin Yu, with his hands in his pockets and his back to me, stood in front of the window, looking out of the window without saying a word.

"Yanyan, you're awake, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's all my fault!" Lu Junxun saw that I opened my eyes, and suddenly leaned over, with an eager look.

I was expressionless, tilted my head, and didn't look at him.

"Yanyan, you beat me, scold me, anything, everything is my fault, it's all me, it's me that hurts you, I don't know you already have our child, I'm sorry Yanyan, I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for our child......"

Child?

Child!

I turned my head sharply to look at Lu Junxun, his stubble had come out of his face, his eyes were red and swollen, and his eyes were full of guilt and self-blame.

"My child? What's wrong with the kids! What the hell is wrong with my child! I screamed almost with all my strength.

"Yanyan, I will never be like this again in the future, I will take care of you, and we will have the next one of our children......"

"Lu Junxun! You bastard! Bastard! ”

My child, poor baby, have you just left me in this world for a month and a half, just a few dozen days?

My darling, you haven't had time to come into the world to take a look, and your mother hasn't heard you call "Mommy" yet......

I'm sorry, my baby, it's my mother who didn't protect you, I'm sorry......

I closed my eyes, which were already running down my cheeks and dripping onto my pillow.

"Lu Junxun, you go, I don't want to see you now."

"Yanyan, you-" Lu Junxun wanted to explain something.

But I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear anything he says, I don't want to see him.

"Get out! I said I don't want to see you now!! I shouted at him, interrupting him.

I just feel like there's a big invisible hand that is firmly gripping my throat, making it impossible for me to breathe, or even to open my eyes to see the world that is always dramatic. When he was about to suffocate, he let go and told me to catch my breath, but in an instant, he firmly grabbed my neck again.

Qin Yu turned around and saw that I was already crying hysterically, so he also turned around and said to Lu Junxun: "Since she said so, you can go out first and let her stay alone for a while." ”

Lu Junxun still held my hand firmly and refused to let go, I struggled hard to get rid of him, but his hand was like a steel tong, no matter how hard I struggled, it was to no avail after all.

"I'm here with you." How many times have I been moved by Lu Junxun's determined appearance, but this time, his firm eyes only gave me unforgettable pain.

"You're not leaving? Now this time is the time you say you're not leaving? Okay, then I'll ask you. Where were you when she got lost yesterday? Where were you when she was bullied by hooligans? She called you, and what were you doing at that time? Where were you when she fainted with low blood sugar? She was sad because of you, and when she collapsed to the point of almost having a miscarriage, you, Lu Junxun, where are you?! And your current boyfriend, after coming in, beat me indiscriminately, I saved her, sent her home, and brought her to the hospital. I ask you, what right do you have to question me, what right do you have to hit me, what have you done? Let me tell you, Lu Junxun is, Luo Yan is a good girl, and you don't deserve it. ”

Thinking back to that helpless night, when I hoped that Lu Junxun could give me hope again and again, I failed. And the moment the door of his house opened, all I saw was despair like falling into the abyss.

After Qin Yu's words were finished, I didn't hear the sound of arguing anymore, and the silence in the air was a little terrifying.

Lu Junxun has been silent, and this silence makes me a little scared.

Suddenly, I felt Lu Junxun's movements, he got up and walked out slowly.

Lu Junxun, please go out, go, go from my life.

I thought you would give me enough security, but as a result? It was you who tore open my scars with your own hands and sprinkled a handful of salt on the bloody wounds.

You did so many things when I didn't believe you, and finally, I completely believed in you and gave myself to you completely. Everything about me starts from that day and is closely related to me. And now, it's you again, who have ruined all my trust in you little by little, and pushed me to a dead end again.

I'm sorry, Lu Junxun, I shouldn't have been by your side, if I could do it all over again, I would definitely choose to leave you far away. Even if I go to the ends of the earth, I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore.

I'm sorry, Lu Junxun, everything is my fault. It's that I shouldn't come near you anymore, we may, doomed, be two parallel lines that will never meet again!

Lu Junxun, thank you for accompanying me for this time, thank you for giving me such a beautiful experience.

I was foolish enough to think that as long as I worked hard, we could gradually shorten the distance between us, so that we could be together forever, forever, and never separated.

I'm sorry, I was so stupid.

We are separated not by a ditch, but by the ocean.