The huge hospital room, the cold railings, and my gauze-wrapped head.

I was lying in a hospital bed, feeling chills all over my body and a splitting headache. I frowned and closed my eyes. A strong tingling sensation in my brain felt like an electric shock, and it was like two nerves in my head twisted together.

Bit by bit, every image, scrambled and reorganized in my mind. But for a moment, it was as if I had been struck by lightning, and suddenly, those colored pictures flashed white, and suddenly disappeared in my memory, but after a while, they suddenly appeared again.

"Doctor! Doctor! ”

A man's roar came from beside him, who was this? A very gentle voice, who is it? Qin Yu? Qin Yu, why did such a name pop up in my mind? Yes, that's right, he's a doctor, he's the one who saved me.

"Words, words! Speak to you! ”

It was another person, and the deep voice was magnetic, a deep voice. This voice sounds more familiar, Lu Junxun, is it him? Why does my heart suddenly hurt so much at the mention of him......

I curled up in my hospital bed, trembling.

Memories are like a funnel, my funnel, now empty, but suddenly, it's like someone stuffed into a large piece of memory. I know, you, Qin Yu, and you, Lu Junxun.

I see, who are you.

I haven't forgotten, everything, every day, every minute, every second, I haven't forgotten.

Am I going to have amnesia?

But if I have amnesia, why should I still think of them, of everything, of every hope, of every despair......

If only I had really lost my memory, there would be no more pain.

Faintly, I heard the doctor's voice.

"There was bruising after the impact on the brain, which pressed on the nerves. Intermittent amnesia may occur after waking up, and even permanent amnesia may occur if overstimulation is repeated. In this case, your family must pay extra attention to his mental condition and don't let her have too many mood swings. In addition, we must remember to come to the hospital for regular check-ups, and we will regularly carry out corresponding treatment according to the residual blood in the brain. ”

Doctor: I don't have amnesia, I remember everything, it's engraved in my head, and I can't forget it.

But why can't I open my eyes? I tried hard to wake up, but to no avail. I tried hard to open my eyes and tell Lu Junxun and Qin Yu in front of me that I didn't have amnesia, I didn't forget anything, but I couldn't.

"Lu Junxun, how is it? Are you satisfied now? Isn't this the best you want?! ”

"It's none of your business."

"Yes, it's none of my business, because it's all because of you! Think about it yourself, if not, how would Luo Yan become what she is now! That night, when Luo Yan had nowhere to go, he went to your house, where were you at that time? Why did she only see a woman in a bathrobe who was wiping her hair?! ”

Listening to Qin Yu's words, I was shocked! How did he know?!

"What do you say? A woman in a bathrobe? ”

"Luo Yan has already seen it with his own eyes, what else do you want to resist? What to pack! Lu Junxun, is it necessary for you to be like this as a big man? Since it's something I've already done, it's not a big deal to admit it, but the way you're now, it really makes me look down on you. ”

"I'm telling you, it's impossible, I, Lu Junxun, can't, and can't have other women, I only have Luo Yan in my heart, and there will always be only one person. But none of this has anything to do with you, you make it clear to me that you're just an outsider caught between the two of us! ”

The quarrel between the two men next to me made me no longer want to open my eyes, but only wanted to escape from the current world.

If only I had forgotten everything, I wouldn't have to think about all these things that bother me anymore.

In that case, then I'll choose to forget about it.

Whether it's really forgotten or fake.

Lu Junxun and Qin Yu were sitting on my left and right at this time, and I deliberately turned my head to put Lu Junxun out of sight. Looking at Qin Yu in front of me, I asked, "Who are you?" ”

Of course I know that he is Qin Yu, but now I just want to pretend that I have amnesia and don't know anything. In this way, you can have nothing to do with Lu Junxun.

It's just that he didn't expect Qin Yu to respond yet, as soon as Qin Yu opened his mouth, Lu Junxun took the lead and interrupted him.

"Yanyan, you really don't remember anything?"

I looked at Lu Junxun in front of me, and his eyes were indeed full of earnestness and sincerity. For a moment, I felt as if someone had suddenly stabbed me in the door, and suddenly I didn't know how to answer, so I had to look at him blankly and didn't speak.

"Yanyan, listen to me, when you called that afternoon, my phone happened to be out of battery, and I was in a meeting at that time, so I didn't charge, so I didn't see your call, but when I dialed it afterwards, I couldn't get through. The woman in my apartment is just an older sister in my uncle's house, she has just returned from the United States, and she is only staying at my house for one night, don't think about it. It's all my fault, if I had told you earlier, there wouldn't have been so many incidents. ”

Lu Junxun in front of him seems to have explained everything clearly, everything is so organized, logical, and tight, and everything seems so reasonable. But in any case, no matter how many misunderstandings there are, there is one fact that can never be changed, and that is that after all, he killed my child, our child.

Everything is in the head, messed up. I suddenly didn't know how to respond to him.

Since you don't know how to respond, go ahead and play dumb!

My eyes widened, I looked at Lu Junxun in front of me, and asked, "Who are you?" ”

After Lu Junxun listened to my words, he was stunned for a moment: "Yanyan, you, have you really forgotten?" ”

"Who are you? Why do you know my name? Do you still call me Yanyan? I continued to look innocent and asked Lu Junxun.

"He-" Qin Yu, who was standing aside, suddenly spoke.

"He is a doctor, he saved you, I am your husband, you are my wife." Lu Junxun interrupted Qin Yu's words and said word by word. I looked into Lu Junjun's eyes, and his eyes were so determined that I almost believed him. Yes, I almost forgot how many times I was immersed in such a determined look, and the cruel and cold truth finally gave me a resounding slap in the face.

I didn't want to admit this fact in my heart, so I turned my head and asked Qin Yu for help: "Is that the case?" ”

I thought that Qin Yu should tell the truth of the matter with righteous indignation, but what I didn't expect was that he just smiled bitterly and laughed at himself: "Yes, I'm just a doctor." ”

But I still wanted to struggle a little more, so I turned my head to Lu Junxun and said, "You said you are my husband, is that it?" What evidence do you have? Are we married? Is there a marriage license? Why do you say I'm your wife? ”

Lu Junxun listened to my words, but instead raised his eyebrows and smiled.

"It's true that we're not married yet, but soon we'll be married. You promised me, we will get married next month, and then we will go on a vacation, to the Maldives to Mauritius, to Bali, I will accompany you everywhere you want to go. Lu Junxun in front of me looked into my eyes and said seriously. His eyes made me wonder if what he said was sincere.

Hmph, this Lu Junxun is really narcissistic enough, when did I promise him that he would get married next month?! He's a big liar, a big liar through and through!

It seemed that seeing that I was stunned and didn't speak, Lu Junxun continued: "If you want, let's get married as soon as we are discharged from the hospital, and I will go home now to get the household registration book, and we will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register the marriage." "Say it, Lu Junxun turned around and was about to leave, and I grabbed his arm.

"You're back! Whoever says I'm going to marry you, who are you willing to marry whomever you want, I won't marry you! Lu Junxun listened to my words and turned to look at me.

"After I am discharged from the hospital, I must work hard first, and I can't indulge in the gentle countryside of love all day long? Besides, I obviously feel that I don't like you that much, and when I see you, my heart doesn't fluctuate at all now, so how could I agree to marry you? So as far as I can judge, I definitely didn't like you very much before I lost my memory! I was talking to myself, but I didn't notice Qin Yu beside me, who seemed to be pursing his lips and smiling secretly.

What's the matter, could it be that Qin Yu saw it?

I was afraid of revealing my stuffing, so I took a special look at Lu Junxun, but at this moment, Lu Junxun's expression was very vivid. Hmph, he said that he was the president of the Lu Group, I think he is a big fool, and he can't even see my little trick!

"Okay, what do you want, I'm all dependent on you, okay?" Lu Junxun pursed his mouth, as if he had compromised.

I turned my head away, not looking at him, and insisting on the principle of always pretending to be stupid and never showing my stuff, I turned my head to look at Qin Yu, who was silently next to me, and asked, "Do you know what I do?" Where to work? Could you please take me to my place of work? "At that time, Qin Yu sent me back to the company first, he should know where the company's address is!

"You know, I'll send you-"

"I know, you are the deputy general manager of the company, and I am your secretary." Lu Junxun suddenly spoke, startling me and Qin Yu at the same time.

I'm pretending to have amnesia here, he's fine, he's just going to do it, right? Cheating is addictive, isn't it? Good! He also said that he was my secretary, okay, I want to see how the president of your Lu Group wants to be my secretary! I don't believe that you can stay by my side every day and be my secretary obediently! I don't believe that you, Lu Junxun, can put down the entire Lu Group with peace of mind!