Chapter 70: Two Dads, Two Moms
If his biological parents are as determined to stay away from Xu Leqiu's life as they did when they abandoned themselves, maybe Xu Leqiu will gradually forget his hatred for his biological parents since he was a child because of the harmony of his adoptive parents' family when he grows up. However, fate did not give Xu Leqiu a chance to let go of his past memories.
In the sixth grade of primary school, one day when he was worried about his academic performance, Xu Leqiu was called out by a strange couple, and next to the strange couple was a girl wearing a junior high school uniform.
"You, are you called Xu Leqiu?" The strange middle-aged man trembled his voice and looked at 13-year-old Xu Leqiu with tears in his eyes, "We...... We're your real parents......"
The woman standing next to the man had already cried into tears, and the woman stretched out her hand to get closer to the little Xu Leqiu, Xu Leqiu's eyes widened and she stepped back again and again.
The moment she walked out of the classroom door and saw this strange middle-aged couple, Xu Leqiu recognized it at first sight, it was her biological parents. A strong sixth sense told herself that the middle-aged man and woman with tearful eyes in front of her were her biological parents who abandoned their less than a moon self on the streets of the winter sunset and snow.
The strange girl in the school uniform of a junior high school student stared straight at Xu Leqiu, her big eyes that were very similar to her own seemed to be rippling with crystals, and the beautiful girl trembled with crying as soon as she spoke, "Sister......"
Little Le Qiu tried his best to accumulate hatred over the years, and widened a pair of beautiful eyes, those big eyes were like giving birth to a sharp knife, staring at every glance of the strange couple, eager to slash a few knives on their trembling bodies.
They look sad, but do you have any pain from me? Do you understand how painful it is to grow up under the reminder that you were "picked up" by your relatives and neighbors? Do you know that I have the nightmare of being abandoned day and night, waking up with tears that blur my face, the pain and fear that life is worse than death? No, you guys don't know anything!!
Xu Leqiu glared at her eyes that did not hide her hatred, those eyes did not shed tears, she gritted her teeth and said to the middle-aged couple, "You go!" I don't know you! ”
Turning around, Xu Leqiu ignored the unfinished class in the morning, and ran back home with all his strength. Family? Is that her home? Where is her home?
The moment he turned around, tears welled up in his eyes, and all the way was like a flood pouring out of the floodgates. When she got home, she cried a lot, and Xu's mother heard that her daughter was absent from school and ran home from work early, ready to go home to clean up her disobedient daughter, but she was dumbfounded when she saw her daughter breaking down and crying.
"Qiuqiu, what's wrong with you?" Mother Xu hugged Xu Leqiu's young body and was worried.
"Woo woo woo ......" Xu Leqiu hugged her mother and cried, and her mother comforted her daughter and patted her on the back. When she was tired of crying and had cried enough, Xu Leqiu's originally beautiful big eyes were red and swollen like walnuts, her voice choked, and she said tremblingly, "Mom...... They...... They're coming for me...... Whining...... Woohoo......"
"Them?" Mother Xu had a premonition, and her expression instantly became solemn, staring at Xu Leqiu's red and swollen teary eyes, but she also hesitated to wait for a definite answer from Xu Leqiu's mouth.
Xu Leqiu choked up, and said a sentence intermittently, "They said...... They are mine...... Biological parents ......"
"They still have the face to come to you?" Xu Mu frowned, "Then did they say anything?" ”
"No...... Woo woo...... "Xu Leqiu still couldn't stop the tears in his eyes.
"Child, in fact, my mother knew that this day would come, and they would come back to you, which we had expected...... Mother Xu also shed tears of sadness, hugging Xu Leqiu and gently stroking her back, "Mother knows, even if we don't say it, you will know the fact that you are not our biological when you were a child." It's useless for your parents to block the tongues of those who are good at talking about right and wrong, so that you know these unhappy things from a young age. Mom and Dad really feel very sorry for you, Mom and Dad know that you have never had a good life since you were a child, and you have never been happy. Mom and Dad also know that you often have nightmares, and it's your parents who are useless and don't take good care of you......"
"Dad and Mom won't interfere with your thoughts, if you want to go back to your biological parents, we will let you go back, even if they abandoned you when you were young, after all, they are your biological parents, and they are related by blood......"
Without waiting for Xu Mu to finish speaking, Xu Leqiu shouted excitedly, "I don't want it!" I don't want to go back! I hate them! They're not my real parents! You and Daddy are! My mom and dad are just the two of you! ”
"Qiuqiu, listen to your mother!" Mother Xu grabbed Xu Leqiu's little hand that was flapping indiscriminately in the air, "If you don't want to go back, then Mom and Dad will always be with you, and Mom and Dad will treat you as their own daughter from the moment they picked you up for the first time...... Mom was forced to lose a daughter before, if it weren't for you, Mom might have been sad and guilty. It was you who gave my mother a chance to make amends, and it was you who gave my mother a chance to be a new person......"
Xu Leqiu threw herself into her mother's arms and cried again, "Mom...... You're my mother...... I never want to go back! I'll never pay attention to them! I don't want them! All I want is you! You are my only parents! You are my forever parents! ”
Since Xu Leqiu's biological parents met Xu Leqiu that time, they have become more and more determined to take Xu Leqiu home to raise them. I must come to Xu Leqiu's primary school once a week, visit him once, and be treated coldly once, and they still enjoy it. Xu Leqiu was full of hatred from the beginning, but later became angry after being provoked, and she was reluctant to get close to her biological parents from the bottom of her heart.
On the eve of the final exam of the primary school, the biological parents Yin and his wife no longer visited on time as usual, Xu Leqiu was not used to it for a while, and secretly prepared a vicious word that could be said when facing the stalking of his biological parents for a long time, but unfortunately there was nowhere to show it, and there was a trace of sadness in his heart.
Have they finally given up on asking for forgiveness? Just as it was twelve years ago, it was easy to abandon yourself in the snow on a winter morning. It turns out that their so-called love for themselves is nothing more than that! It's ridiculous!
During the final exam, the Yin couple disappeared and generally never appeared in front of Xu Leqiu's eyes again. Xu Leqiu temporarily let go of his hatred and concentrated on the entrance exam for primary school.
On the last day of the final exam, after the exam, Xu Leqiu and Su Wen packed up the remaining textbooks in the classroom, put on their schoolbags and prepared to go home. As soon as I walked out of the classroom door, I saw a junior high school girl with a pair of beautiful big eyes that were very similar to Xu Leqiu. The girl carried a delicate cake box and waited outside Xu Leqiu's classroom early in the morning, until Xu Leqiu's exam was over, the girl waited anxiously at the door of the classroom, looking around, looking for Xu Leqiu's stubborn figure.
Xu Leqiu took Su Wen's hand and walked out of the classroom, glanced indifferently at the girl who was dressed very beautifully, turned around and left like a stranger.
"Sister......" The girl's heartbroken cry sounded behind her.
Xu Leqiu walked quickly, but finally stopped. She was pulled to a halt by Su Wen.
"Xiaoqiu!" Su Wen pulled Xu Leqiu to stop, and then looked at the girl behind him who was anxiously crying.
"Let's go!" Xu Leqiu let go of Su Wen's hand and shouted angrily, "If you don't go, I'll go!" ”
Su Wen stopped in place and didn't know what to do, and he was about to rush forward to keep up with Xu Leqiu's steps, the bright girl held up the cake box in her hand, her beautiful big eyes were dotted with tears, and she said to Su Wen with great pleading, "I am Xiaoqiu's own sister, you should know me." Could you please pass this cake to Xiaoqiu? It's my 16th birthday, and I know she won't be coming to my birthday party. Thank you! ”
"Hmm." Su Wen still didn't know what to do, she was always kind, she didn't refuse the girl's request, so she had to pick up the cake and run to chase Xu Leqiu.
Su Wen caught up with Xu Leqiu and told Xu Leqiu the original words of Leqiu's sister, Xu Leqiu took the cake box with an indifferent face, but walked firmly to the nearest trash can in the next second, and threw it directly into the trash can without looking at the exquisite cake box.
Not far from the girls, the girl who was similar to Xu Leqiu's eyebrows and eyes looked at Xu Leqiu's stubborn figure with tears.
Later, Xu Leqiu and Su Wen went to Wenxi County Middle School together, and her sister, who was studying in high school in the provincial capital, sent a long letter to Xu Leqiu, four or five pages of letter paper telling a sister's thoughts about her long-lost sister, and at the same time expressing the guilt of abandoning her children on behalf of her parents.
In the letter, my sister said that family planning was tight that year, and after the first child gave birth to my sister, she accidentally conceived a second child within a few years. My sister said that her mother had been depressed for many years because she had abandoned Xu Leqiu, her biological daughter, and she often wiped her tears when she thought of her daughter at home......
Xu Leqiu finished reading a long letter from his sister Yin Shaohua with tears in his eyes, and the hard ice and snow in his heart seemed to melt little by little, and the hard heart wall also fell little by little. Yin Shaohua also had three red banknotes in the letter, which she said were the living expenses she had saved, and hoped that Xu Leqiu would accept it.
Xu Leqiu hesitated, but finally accepted his sister's sincere love. The long letter written by Yin Shaohua himself, Xu Leqiu not only did not throw it away, but put it in the desk in a treasured way.
Xu Leqiu once thought that he would not accept the apology of his biological parents full of shame for at least a few years, no matter what reason his biological parents abandoned him back then, such parents would be extremely guilty. Why were they abandoned for more than ten years, and as soon as they came back, they asked her to forgive them? Suffering from abandonment since childhood, how can they write it off when they come back and forgive?
So many days and nights of having nightmares of being abandoned by your biological parents, how can a sentence of "we are your biological parents" be written off?
No matter how heartbroken he is, Xu Leqiu's hatred for his biological parents still can't stop.