191. Final forgiveness
Zou Moyan just looked at me and didn't say anything, I knew that what I said Zou Moyan might be difficult to accept for a while, but I can't watch him draw the ground as a prison anymore, he can't get out of a strange circle by himself, none of us can get in, and he is the one who gets hurt in the end.
He saw very important things that constrained his whole mind.
I withdrew my hand from Zou Moyan's palm, and when I decided to turn around, Zou Moyan said behind me, "Jiajia, I'll give it a try." ”
I was stunned, Zou Moyan said, "Many things, I try to accept, try to change." ”
Zou Moyan hugged me tightly from behind, "I'm afraid of losing, I will feel bad if I lose anything, I was also very uncomfortable when I tortured Lu Chengying, I didn't pursue his feelings when he treated me like this, as far as I am concerned, I feel very uncomfortable." ”
I grabbed Zou Moyan's hand and gently pressed it on my cheek, and sighed, "Lu Chengying killed Aunt Cai and made my brother disabled, I hate him, but I can't always live in hatred, I have my own beautiful life in front of me, with you by my side, we still have a lot of places to go, we still have a lot of things to do, I can't waste my time on him." ”
"Jiajia, you don't seem to be the same as before." Zou Moyan smiled slightly, I have never seen him like this in the past few days, he faded the anger on his body, and treated me with his original face, the darkness in those eyes is gradually fading, and what is left is crystal eyes, as if we met for the first time.
I know that it is difficult for Zou Moyan to change, I have read a lot of books on psychology recently, and I can only be by his side subtly, hoping that we can face everything calmly in the future.
When we went back, it was already afternoon, the sun was very good, we walked around the villa for a long time, and the depressed scenery around it also had a different flavor, I looked at Zou Moyan who had been thinking about things, and hoped that he would untie these knots as soon as possible and let everything return to a normal track.
Back at the villa, the maid prepared afternoon tea, originally I wanted coffee, Zou Moyan changed me with lemon black tea, with blueberry cheesecake, very exquisite.
We finished our afternoon tea on the balcony of the study, and we just sat together, no one spoke, sometimes we looked into the distance together, and then looked at each other and smiled.
I'm waiting for Zou Moyan's answer, an answer that will determine the fate of Zou Moyun and Lu Chengying.
Just like Zou Moyun said, it doesn't matter if they go to Northern Europe or go back to San Diego, so that at least they can save their lives, and there will be no such entanglement between Lu Xiaoxiao and Pan Yiming.
But after all, this is my idea, what I said in the afternoon may have a little impact on Zou Moyan, but if he really makes a decision, he still has to rely on himself.
The servant said that Mr. Zou ordered the food in the basement to be delivered every three days, bread, eggs and milk, very simple, but it is not a good thing to eat like this for a long time, I was worried in my heart, but I did not help them.
In the end, I also hate Lu Chengying, I can't have no feelings about those things, but more often, I choose to be indifferent.
Zou Moyan does not restrict my freedom at all, sometimes I will drive to Zhou Luo by myself, his house is not far from here, I went to see Zhou Ling, it is good to chat and eat when she is fine, her belly is now like a round ball, and she will give birth in two months, I look at her with the excitement of becoming a new mother, and I am also happy.
It seems that everything is back to its usual state, I go out every day, and then come home at mealtime, Zou Moyan is the same, we have eased up a lot more than before, I think, what I said that day worked.
Zou Moyan has been to the basement a few times, and when he came back, he didn't see any mood swings, I didn't ask, I knew that if Zou Moyan wanted to say something, he would tell it to me himself.
The room next to the basement is the security system of the entire villa, and there are many large screens installed in it, which can peek into every corner of this villa, I looked at the picture in the basement, Lu Chengying sat on the mat decadently, and beside him was the same listless Zou Moyun.
The two of them didn't speak, and when Zou Moyun shed tears a few times, Lu Chengying didn't pay attention to it, he just sat there, as if waiting for something.
At this time, the people behind me opened, and Zou Moyan stood at the door and looked at me: "Zou Moyun is not pregnant. ”
I was drinking water because he almost choked on this sentence, "Huh? ”
"Hmm." Zou Moyan sneered a little, "I thought you knew." ”
"Then why did she say she was pregnant?" I looked at Zou Moyun on the monitor, because she was wearing the closure of a white gauze skirt, I could only see that I was slender, and I couldn't see that I was pregnant at all.
"Only in this way can Lu Chengying's life be saved." Zou Moyan talked about the picture of Lu Chengying, and his face was indifferent, as if he didn't care about all this at all. "Lu Chengying is very proud, if he touches Zou Moyun, naturally he will not have such an expression."
Zou Moyun's so-called talisman is really a bit too big.
"That'...... What are you going to do? ”
"I'm also wondering what I'm going to do." Zou Moyan looked at me, "What do you think?" ”
Naturally, I wouldn't fall into this trap, so I spread my hands and said, "Don't participate." ”
"Okay, I'll arrange for them to go to Northern Europe." Zou Moyan took my hand out of the monitoring room and went to the basement, when Lu Chengying saw me, he had a smile on his indifferent face, "Jiajia, have you reconciled?" ”
I looked at Zou Moyan, didn't answer, and resolutely retreated behind him, Zou Moyan smiled and said to Lu Chengying, "It seems that you can survive better than me, and you have more backbone than me." ”
Lu Chengying replied, "After all, I am more mature than you were at that time." ”
"You're not afraid I'll kill you?"
"When you kill me, you're helping me." Lu Chengying looked around the basement, "The conditions here are much better than there. ”
"Indeed." Zou Moyan's eyes looked at Zou Moyun who was sitting on the side, "Moyun, the day after tomorrow, I will arrange for you to go to Northern Europe, and from now on, there will never be Zou Moyun and Lu Chengying in this world." ”
"Really?" Zou Moyun's eyes instantly faded from the gray color they had before, she stood up and threw herself in front of Zou Moyan and asked again, "Is it true?" ”
"I've got someone to arrange it."
"Thank God, Lu Chengying, we were saved."
"For you it is salvation, for me, it is better to live than to die." Lu Chengying returned to his mat and replied silently for a while, "Don't try to arrange my life." ”
"This is the last forgiveness."
"Forgiveness?" Lu Chengying looked at Zou Moyan, his gaze bypassed him and looked at me again, "I don't need your forgiveness, I should be punished for doing something wrong, kill me, Zou Moyan." ”
"You don't know what's wrong!" Zou Moyan grabbed Lu Chengying's collar and picked him up, "Lu Chengying, I have tried my best to resolve the past between us, and now it's you who toast and don't eat and drink!" ”
After speaking, Zou Moyan threw Lu Chengying to the open space on the side, and then stomped on Lu Chengying's face viciously with his foot, "Are you willing to be here, just lock up for life!" ”
After speaking, Zou Moyan walked out of the basement quickly, I looked at Lu Chengying who fell to the ground, and was about to say something, Zou Moyun spoke, "Don't cry and fake mercy, He Jiaran, a woman like you doesn't deserve to be happy, half-hearted, hesitating, just look at your current virtue, you know that you are worried about Lu Chengying, and your worry will only make him die faster, Zou Moyan is already crazy, my brother is completely crazy." ”
"He's crazy, you're all crazy." I smiled and said, "These things are things that a normal person would do, in the end, we are all mentally ill people." ”
I glanced at Lu Chengying who fell to the ground and left the basement, Zou Moyan was pacing back and forth in the living room, and when he saw me coming up, he didn't speak, he just walked back and forth.
It seems that Lu Chengying's anger is not light.
At night we hugged each other and slept together, I had a dream, I dreamed that Zou Moyan and I returned to the happy time in San Diego, when everything was very simple, love, friendship, everything was so beautiful, people were reluctant to wake up.
Early the next morning, as soon as I went downstairs, the maid said that Mr. Zou had left, and I asked her where Zou Moyan had gone, and she said that Mr. Zou had taken Miss Mo Yun and Mr. Lu to the hospital, and Mr. Lu was covered in blood all over his body, and he was already dying when he found it.
Bloodstained, dying?
I called Zou Moyan and asked him where he was, and Zou Moyan said that he was at Gao Ziqian's.
I wanted to go out, the maid didn't stop me, she drove me to the hospital, I went directly to the emergency room, and saw Zou Moyun covered in blood, sitting on the chair stupidly, and Zou Moyan stood aside, looking at the time impatiently.
"What's wrong? What's going on? ”
I grabbed Zou Moyan, and when I saw the blood stains on his clothes, I was in a trance, "Lu Chengying.......... What happened to him? ”
Neither of them spoke, so I grabbed Zou Moyun and asked loudly, "Say, what's wrong?" ”
Zou Moyun sobbed quietly, unable to say a complete sentence, I turned to look at Zou Moyan on the side, "He, is he in danger?" ”
"I don't know yet." Zou Moyan didn't say anything else, turned around and smoked, I didn't know what was going on, I stood in place, stunned, after a while, the door of the emergency room opened, Gao Ziqian stood there, took off his mask, and breathed a sigh of relief: "Life saved,"
"What's wrong with Lu Chengying?"
"Excessive blood loss and broken spleen." Gao Ziqian patted me on the shoulder, "For the time being, the situation is stable. ”