Chapter 178: Sasa is gone

After a night of losing my soul, I was afraid that the two children would be hurt somewhere, but I didn't notice it, so I took them to the hospital with Lu Junxun for examination.

Along the way, neither of us had extra words.

In the end, he was afraid of embarrassment and asked me how I was doing.

"Not bad."

I didn't look at him, just looked at the sky outside, pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled: "It's good to be with the children every day." ”

"That's good."

He nodded, repeating again, "That's good." ”

I knew what he meant, he was saying, I'm okay with my life.

But I didn't tell him how madly I missed him.

These...... He'll never know.

When I went to the hospital, Gu Sheng was already waiting, and I frowned, "I thought you were the only one who came." ”

Lu Junxun looked at the two children, and there was a gentle light in his eyes: "How can I come alone?" I am the father of both of them. ”

I knew he genuinely liked the two children and didn't say anything more.

looked left and right, and didn't see Wang Qian and Xiaobai's figure, and breathed a sigh of relief, at least, I don't have to be forced to ask today, how did I come over during this period of time.

Gu Sheng took the child for a check-up, and given my last birth experience, I was not friendly to this only hospital, but fortunately, the doctor brought the equipment himself.

"Let's go, let's go out and talk."

When Lu Junxun made this request, I knew that he was going to interrogate me.

The body and mind are resisting.

He looked into my eyes very calmly: "Ah Yan, you have suffered during this time, so don't be afraid, I'm here, let's solve this matter well, okay?" I'll never let you leave me again. ”

Then I was taken into a warm embrace.

I have been missing this embrace until I have it.

Lu Junxun kept patting me on the back, and then said, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid~"

He knew that I was frightened yesterday, so he had been comforting me, and he had just seen the children, but he had been with me, and for some reason, a warm current suddenly gushed out.

But if I had been reconciled to him so easily, what would I have suffered all these days?

Self-esteem pulled me out of his arms and looked him in the eye: "How did you find me?" ”

He sighed softly and pulled my withdrawal history out of his pocket.

"Although you are very stealthy and only take a little bit at a time and don't show up at the counter, I just need to have people check where you got the money, so naturally the location will be narrowed down all of a sudden, and there are too few people in this town, isn't it?"

"So, those two people went to apologize that day, and it was also your arrangement?"

I looked at him and could almost conclude.

Lu Junxun did not deny it at all.

He even had a look of disgust in his eyes: "Just let them apologize, it's already very kind to them." ”

I won't say anything more.

I'm afraid the two of us will quarrel again.

He's just so domineering, he always wants to control my life.

But that's the last thing I need.

It's just that after becoming a mother, my temperament has softened a lot, and I am no longer as impulsive as before.

So, although I miss him, miss him, and even when he is in front of me, I always want to hold him, but I can't tell him.

My self-esteem wouldn't allow me to do such a thing.

"Ah Yan, help me, I feel a little uncomfortable."

As Lu Junxun spoke, a hand was already on my waist, and I felt the weakness in his body, so I quickly supported him.

But in the next second, he had already fallen.

"Lu Junxun."

I screamed, and the doctors and nurses pulled him onto a flatbed truck and shoved him to the emergency room.

Gu Sheng also rushed over when he heard the news, grabbed me and asked what happened?

"I don't know, he, he just fainted suddenly, and I don't know how it happened."

I was at a loss, but I was sure that my face must be very pale now, and I could see in the mirror that it was a reflection, and I was like a ghost now.

I was scared all night, and I almost didn't carry it.

"It's okay, it's okay." The doctor ran over, exhaled out, rested and was fine.

I smiled gratefully, and my body softened.

Fortunately, Gu Sheng helped me by the side.

The white ward, which could not see the slightest dust, only listened to the time walking quietly, indifferent and fearless.

If it's a visible face, you can probably see from its face, and it never shows mercy to everyone.

Not even the darlings of the heavens.

Lu Junxun was lying on the bed, his face had turned sallow after a long period of hard work, because his breathing was too weak, he had to wear an oxygen mask, and his beard was faintly stubble after stubble, green and green around his chin, which was fragile and embarrassed like he had never seen.

I was standing in front of the hospital room, but I felt that he was so far away from me that I couldn't catch him.

"How is he doing now?"

There was a sound of talking outside the door, and at the same time, the door of the ward was pushed open, and Gu Sheng and a man dressed in white hexagrams walked in.

The man had a stethoscope on his chest, and he didn't answer, but he came in and rolled Lu Junxun's eyelids, and his tightly knit brows slowly unfolded.

He said: "The situation is slowly improving, and I believe it won't be long before he wakes up." ”

"Really? That's great. Gu Sheng nodded, "Thank you for your hard work." ”

The doctor modestly said, "It's just our job, so there's no need to be so polite." ”

I know that Gu Sheng is not from this hospital, so Lu Junxun's little matter of lack of sleep will be handed over to the doctor, he just needs to be a good person, and about Lu Junxun's identity, I believe that there is no need for him to say it, these doctors also know it.

Even if no one specifically greets them, the hospital will not dare to slack off.

Gu Sheng told the doctor a few more words and let the doctor go to work, and then he turned his head to look at me: "I'll go see the children in a while, they should be hungry, I'll guard here." ”

I woke up in shock, and I was so frightened by Lu Junxun that I almost forgot that I still had two treasures.

When I think of them, I can't help but want to see them now.

"I'll go now, you can stay here." I got up and got ready to go out.

Gu Sheng glanced at me, as if he had something to say, but he disappeared.

I didn't give him a chance either, because I knew that he must be a lobbyist for Lu Junxun, and the last thing I need now is a lobbyist.

I breathed a sigh of relief when I got out of the room door, and it was only a few steps from here to the nursery, so I trotted over and saw the door of the nursery wide open as soon as I entered.

"What about the family? Why is there no one for the child to cry all the time? ”

There was a nurse shouting at the door, and I hurried up to greet it, and was about to say sorry, but at a glance, I saw that it was obviously two children, but now there is one missing.

My legs went limp, and I grabbed the nurse by the collar; "What about my other child? What about the other? ”

"What are you talking about, when I came in just now, there was only one."

She looked at me strangely as she spoke, then pushed me away.

How is this possible?

I saw that Aman was the only one waving her little hands and crying, and my whole mind was empty, so I quickly picked her up and ran out.

But where can you still find the shadow of Sasa?

I broke down and cried, so frightened that Aman also cried, maybe she was hungry, maybe she felt sorry for me, but she didn't know that she had lost a brother.

Gu Sheng rushed to hear the news, but to no avail, he lost it, which became a permanent pain in my heart, and it can never get better.

And every time I see Aman, I think of Sasa, I crazy to look for the whole county, but no one said to have seen him.

The child is still so young, changing day by day, for a whole week, I am afraid that I will not recognize him, but now that half a month has passed, I still haven't found him.

Lu Junxun couldn't bear to see me go on like this, so he forcibly brought me back to my original home.

I was like a walking corpse, there was no joy or sorrow at all, until I saw Wang Qian waving at me from a distance, I reacted, threw myself into her arms, and broke down and cried.

"Okay, okay, don't cry, believe me, according to Lu Junxun's strength, he will definitely find it, but he needs some time, okay?"

Wang Qian comforted me while wiping her tears with me.

But her appeasement didn't play a role, I would just cry, crying so much that my eyes were almost blind, Lu Junxun looked at me and didn't feel at ease, so he asked Wang Qian to come over to accompany me, he was afraid that I would do something out of the ordinary again.

But he doesn't understand, I still have Aman, what can I do out of the ordinary?

Wang Qian accompanies me all day long, and Aman, she really likes it, and suddenly Yu I proposed: "Can you let her be my goddaughter?" ”

She looked at me expectantly with wide eyes.

How can I bear to refuse.

nodded and agreed to her, but she was still sour in her heart, and she routinely cried every day, Wang Qian was helpless, so she took on the responsibility of taking care of Aman alone, and Lu Junxun and Xiaobai, who went out early and returned late, were looking for Sasa every day.

In the middle of this, Chen An came to see me once, probably wanting to say something to me, but he never said it.

Even if he says it now, I guess I don't have the heart to listen to it.

In this way, after nearly two months, I was crying so much that my eyes were almost blind, and when Lu Junxun saw it, he directly took me out of the house, and forced me to face the outside world.

I was carried by him, he took a step, I walked a step, like a puppet, he was helpless, he directly picked me up and found a place to sit down.

"You have to pull yourself together."

He looked me in the eye steadily, serious and serious.