It was already out of class, but I couldn't see Lu Junxun for a long time, so I had to wait at the exit of the school.

The security guard had returned, and he was looking at me strangely, like a monkey in a zoo.

I ignored him, let him see it, I have nothing to be ashamed of anyway.

Finally, I saw Lu Junxun walking towards this side from a distance.

He waved at me, and I rushed over and threw myself into his arms.

There was a whistling and even a booing sound at us, but I ignored it, and I just buried it in his chest.

As long as he's there, I'm not afraid.

"What's wrong with you today, so coquettish?"

He laughed and pinched my nose.

"Nothing."

I was sucked in his arms, but I was thinking in my heart, maybe I should listen to Wang Qian and go to the doctor.

With such Lu Junxun, I really can't bear to hurt him again.

"Okay, I'll take you home, okay?"

He stroked my hair, pulled me out of his arms, and chuckled, "When, you've become a crybaby." ”

What the?

"Am I crying?" I subconsciously wiped a handful of tears.

Sure enough, I felt the tears on my face.

Smiling at him embarrassedly, I tried to hide my sadness.

It turned out that I had been scared to cry just now, no wonder the security guard looked at me like a ghost.

However, whether it was someone stalking me just now or being frightened by a ghost, I don't care anymore, as long as Lu Junxun is by my side, everything doesn't matter.

"Let's go."

He took my hand, wiped a handful of tears for me, then took my bag and thoughtfully hugged me in her arms.

I knew he was protecting me.

I felt relieved when I was in his arms.

For the next few days, I was inseparable from him, thinking that I could control myself, at least not hurt him, but I never thought that I couldn't control the power of my physical strength at all.

In desperation, I came to Wang Qian again, I wanted her to untie me again, but I didn't want to, she pulled me directly and said, "Go, I'll take you to the doctor." ”

"I don't want to go."

In case Lu Junxun knew, he would have thought about it more.

"But in your current situation, everyone is not at ease, why should you bother?"

Wang Qian saw that I was so stubborn, she couldn't convince me anymore, and even started to be irritable.

"Don't do that."

I calmed down and said seriously, "Give me a little more time." ”

"How much time have you been given, look at what you've become now, don't you look in the mirror yourself? How pale...... are you looking now? Wait a minute. Wang Qian suddenly remembered something, and looked at me like a ghost: "Do you remember the classmate on my upper bunk when we lived in the school before?" ”

The university dormitory is available to every student, but if your family lives locally and you don't want to live in the school, you don't live in the school anymore after military training, but sometimes you study late and don't want to go home.

Therefore, Wang Qian and I occasionally live in the school.

She was a small and lovely girl on the top bunk.

I still remember.

"It's called Zhang Linlin, isn't it?"

Wang Qian nodded violently: "Yes, yes, it's her, do you remember?" She also had a very bad complexion for a while, and her mood was so irritable that she couldn't even go to class, and asked for leave all day long. ”

After her reminder, I suddenly remembered something, and looked at her with wide eyes: "No......"

"What's wrong, you're living with Jun Xun now, don't tell me you two don't have that, I won't believe it if you kill me."

As she spoke, she even subconsciously touched my belly.

I recalled in my mind Zhang Linlin's reaction before, she dropped out of school because of the reaction of morning sickness was too strong, and now we don't know what the situation is, the only thing that impresses her is that during her pregnancy, her face is like a vegetable, and her mood is abnormally irritable, Wang Qian moves a little in the lower bunk, she will quarrel with her for a long time.

In the end, Wang Qian simply didn't live in school.

"So, you'll have to go to the hospital and get it checked."

She looked into my eyes, full of surprise, and said, "Oh, I can't believe it, if it's true, then, I'm going to be a godmother soon, right?" ”

I'm really not as optimistic about this kind of thing as she is.

I frowned: "I don't know, Jun Xun knows what his reaction will be if I get pregnant." ”

"It must be happy, do you need to say that?"

Wang Qian patted me on the shoulder: "Don't worry, if he dares not to admit it, I will break his dog's leg." ”

I knew she would do it.

Her personality is as jealous as hatred.

If Jun Xun doesn't recognize it, this kind of scumbag, Wang Qian will not let him go.

But I also know that the Army Medal will definitely not be such a man.

"So, let's go now." Wang Qian took my hand, and without saying a word, she began to stop the car on the side of the road, she said: "Taking advantage of the fact that there should not be many people in the hospital now, let's go and hang up the number first, and then the result should come out soon, I can't wait to see Lu Junxun's reaction." ”

I was a little reluctant, but I wanted to know what was going on, so I let her go.

After arriving at the hospital, as she said, there were not many people, so we quickly got in line, and after getting the number, we took blood and went for a test, and waited for the results.

It was only about half an hour before I heard the nurse shouting my name at the door.

"Just go to the doctor's office."

The nurse didn't look up, and then called for the next patient.

I was a little confused: "Why do we need to go to the doctor's office when everyone is going to the clinic?" ”

"Oh, it's said your situation is a bit complicated." The nurse waved her hand impatiently: "Oh, if you want to go, you will go, and the doctor will not harm you?" ”

Wang Qian stuck out her tongue next to her: "Maybe." ”

I know what she means.

Nowadays, the relationship between patients and doctors is very strained, and who knows if the doctors will make any extreme moves.

But I'm sure the doctor wouldn't be so me.

After all, I have never been to this hospital.

"Okay, don't think about it so much, I'm waiting for you outside, you can go in and listen to what the doctor has to say, and we'll go out and buy you a big cake to eat later."

Wang Qian coaxed me like a child.

Poof, he sneered, "You really thought I was a three-year-old?" ”

"No, I'll treat you as a two-year-old."

She said as she nudged me, "Go ahead." ”

"Hmm."

The doctor's office is not far away, right next to the outpatient clinic, probably for the convenience of seeing patients.

When I opened the door, I saw a male doctor in his forties, wearing glasses, looking at a medical record.

Hearing the door, as soon as he raised his head, he called, "Ye Yan? ”

"Hmm."

I nodded: "The nurse asked me to come over, saying that there was something wrong with my medical records?" ”

"Yes."

The doctor helped his eye frame, then pointed to the stool in front of the desk, "Sit." ”

I shook my head: "No, I'll just stand." ”

"Okay, it's up to you." The doctor was very formulaic, flipped through my two pages of medical records, and then frowned and asked me, "Is it your first pregnancy?" ”

As soon as I heard that, my head exploded.

Really pregnant?

Looking at my shocked expression, the doctor was a little surprised: "You don't know yet?" ”

"If I knew, I wouldn't have come to do these tests." I don't know why, blurted it out.

It was as if there was a little person in my body controlling my movements.

The doctor looked up at me and said, "Do you know why you're so cranky?" ”

"I don't know."

Why do you keep asking me these questions? I'm a little irritable, shouldn't the doctor tell me the results directly?

He seemed to take a deep breath before saying, "Your pregnancy has caused your mental breakdown, that's why you are so irritable, and your body is a little weak, you should pay more attention to it in the future." ”

That's why you called me here?

I looked at it suspiciously: "If you have a mental breakdown, is it serious?" ”

"There is a possibility that the fetus will not be protected."

His face was very serious, but for some reason, I could always see something else in his eyes.

For example, he's a bit evasive, not like a doctor who gently looks you in the eye.

Moreover, there was a slight hesitation in his gaze.

It's like something you want to tell me, but for some reason, you can't tell me.

I began to look at him, and his office, and I found something familiar on his desk, whether intentionally or not.

It looks like I've seen it in someone's body before, but where I've seen it, I can't remember.

The doctor was already calling the next patient, and I had to leave.

But the mystery in my heart can't be solved.

I listened to him for the time being, and planned to go back to raise the baby well.

"How? What's the situation? As soon as she came out, Wang Qian grabbed my hand, and then asked me happily: "Is it ......?"

Looking at her expectant eyes, I was also infected by her, and nodded with a smile: "Yes." ”

"Wow, that's great, I'm going to be a godmother, oh my God, I'm going to be a godmother."

She exclaimed, and many people around her looked at us.

I was a little embarrassed, but thinking about it, I thought, what's embarrassing, it's my baby in my belly.

"So, are you going to tell Lu Junxun now?" Wang Qian was a little excited, and even took out the phone for me.

But I shook my head: "Go back and tell him again, I think, tell him personally." ”

I want to see the surprise in his eyes, or hesitation.

to decide whether I want this child or not.

After all, I'm in a situation right now...... It's special.

I don't even know my past, and if my past is burdened with hatred, how am I going to raise this child?