The room fell silent for a moment.

There was an eerie silence that seemed to be there.

"Lu Xun, you speak."

I didn't look at him, hid in his arms, craving for what he could say, but no, he didn't say anything.

Just gently stroking my hair.

I couldn't stand it any longer, pushed him away and stood up, glaring at him angrily: "You don't care about me at all, do you?" Or am I just someone's stand-in, the woman in your memory, is this what it looks like? Am I the one who is not a human being or a ghost? ”

The fire in my heart was uncontrollable, I complained to him, cried, I screamed, I wanted him to hear the voice in my heart.

But he didn't.

He just looked at me with those sad eyes: "Ah Yan, don't be like this, I will be sad." ”

"Hurt? Do you still know what sadness is? I pointed to the lightning and thunder outside the window: "This kind of weather, don't you worry about leaving me alone at home?" Aren't you afraid that I'll be scared to death at home alone? ”

I don't know how I can make up such a lame excuse, and even I think it's ridiculous.

But what to do? I couldn't control myself at all.

"Ah Yan, you are obedient, don't make trouble."

As he spoke, he tried to come over and grab me by the shoulders and pull me into his arms.

"No, no, no, don't touch me."

I subconsciously wanted to retreat, but he hugged me tightly.

"You're going to hurt yourself." There was concern in his voice, but I thought he had bad intentions.

He wanted to control me.

Wants me to be under his control.

No, I can't accept such an arrangement.

Subconsciously, I wanted to push him away, but his strength was too great, and I couldn't push him away at all.

"You let go of me, let go of me." I almost tore him and started punching and kicking him.

But he let me beat and scold, not saying a word, as if he was a sponge, absorbing all the water in my body.

I looked at him, and then little by little I unloaded all the strength in my body, stuck it on his chest, and told him with a crying voice: "Lu Junxun, I'm really scared, I'm so scared~"

I don't know what I'm afraid of, but I obviously saw Ye Xinai's, but in a blink of an eye, she was gone, the camellia on the windowsill was gone, and the doll was gone.

If this isn't a ghost, then what exactly is it?

Lu Xun patted me on the back: "Be good, don't be afraid, I touch my head, touch my head, I can't scare me, I will never leave you alone at home in the future, okay?" ”

"Hmm."

I nodded, but I was disappointed in him.

Can he do it?

I don't even believe in myself, so how can I trust others?

The lightning and thunder outside had not yet ended, and I could feel the tension emanating from his body, as if he was going to lock me in his arms.

It overflows from the bottom of my heart and I feel satisfied.

A man's possessiveness towards a woman speaks volumes about her personal charm.

I think Lu Junxun loves me.

After clarifying my heart and seeing his affection clearly, I decided to grasp this relationship well.

At least, I can't pretentiously make it away.

So for the next week, I was very obedient, quiet, gentle, and even Wang Qian noticed my abnormality.

Lu Junxun said that he woke up in the happy morning light every day.

Since the two of us had a relationship, I naturally lived with him, Wang Qian was reluctant at first, but thought that I needed someone to take care of me, so she let me move in.

But after arriving at Lu Junxun's house, my whole person began to be impetuous.

There seemed to be a nameless fire suffocating in his body, until it exploded in front of him in an instant.

"What's wrong with you?" Lu Junxun looked at me with a distressed face, and wanted to come over and help me sit down, but I threw him away.

"Don't come here."

I covered my head, and my eyes were full of impetuousness and disgust.

Lu Junxun's eyes were a little hurt, but he still forcibly walked over and reached out to touch my forehead: "Is it a fever?" ”

"I said don't come here, don't you understand people?"

This time, I pushed him so hard that there was nothing behind him, and he stumbled and almost fell to the ground.

"Ah Yan."

Lu Junxun's face was already slightly angry, although he repeatedly indulged me, but today I violated his manly dignity.

I know.

I realized it, but I couldn't control myself.

I packed up my things and left, but Lu Junxun stopped me: "What are you doing?" ”

"No, if I stay here any longer, it will hurt you." I looked at the face he had been hit in the face by my nightmare last night, and it was still blue.

My heart hurts.

I can't hurt the people who love me so much.

Lu Junxun sighed: "If you don't hurt me, who else are you going to hurt?" ”

I was shocked and wanted to laugh at what he said.

"What do you mean?" I glared at him, unable to pull my face down for a moment to reconcile.

It was clear that I had hurt him, but my pride did not allow me to show weakness first.

Lu Junxun gently leaned my head on his chest: "My people, my heart are all yours, what is the use of men when you need protection the most?" Isn't that what makes you vent? Don't worry, I'm here, and I won't hurt you. ”

"But you're going to get hurt."

I slammed into his chest, feeling his heartbeat, feeling more and more guilty.

"It's okay, I can stand it."

But there were times when he couldn't stand it.

I secretly thought in my heart, first appeased him, and then when he went to class, I went directly to Wang Qian, wanting her to help me come up with an idea.

"It's all like this, what do you think if you don't go to the doctor yet?" Wang Qian knocked on my head and looked at me with wide eyes: "What if you hurt him again?" ”

I can't guarantee or do anything to make a change that he feels is acceptable to him.

Sighing: "I don't know either." ”

"Have you studied, psychology, Ye Yan, your current state is completely a symptom of bipolar disorder, you must see a doctor."

She said and shook my hand: "Don't worry, I'll go with you, if there's anything, I'll help you carry it together, okay?" ”

"But I don't want to go."

The thought of seeing those people's faces in the hospital, and even smelling the potions, gave me a headache.

Subconsciously, I felt a little repulsed by the hospital.

Maybe something had stimulated me before.

Wang Qian was a little helpless, she looked at me with her cheeks raised: "Then you don't want to go anywhere, and the doctor doesn't want to see it, do you want to continue to hurt Lu Junxun?" How can you bear it? ”

She's right, I can't bear it.

"So, I don't know what to do."

I looked at her embarrassed, "The hospital makes me feel so uncomfortable, Wang Qian, I don't want to go." ”

It was probably the expression on my face that made her feel so distressed, but she finally understood me.

"But if you change your mind, you must let me go with you, okay?"

She couldn't stress it enough.

I nodded in agreement.

Seeing that I was a little perfunctory, Wang Qian also deliberately said: "Promise me, you must think about it, okay?" At least, for your own sake and for the sake of the people around you who love you, okay? ”

"Hmm."

For Lu Junxun, but also for myself.

Since there was no class in the afternoon, and I didn't want to go back to Lu Junxun, I stayed in the store for a while, chatted with Wang Qian for an afternoon, and felt much more comfortable.

Before closing at night, Wang Qian went back in advance to be careful, she still had something to go out.

"Where are you going?" Looking at her mysterious appearance, I was a little strange.

Since the last time, she went to the police station alone with Xiaobai, her whole person has changed.

And during this period of time, Xiaobai stopped following me at Lu Junxun's request, although Lu Junxun protected me before and after, but I still clearly felt that Xiaobai had some secrets on his body~

Isn't it......

"Alright, don't think about it, I'm just going to see a friend." Wang Qian said with a haha, then pushed open the door and walked out.

I looked at her back suspiciously, and closed the door.

The wind at night was a little cool, but fortunately I brought a coat, Lu Junxun specially asked me to bring it in the morning, late autumn arrived, I hurriedly put on my coat and walked to the school, Lu Junxun said, you want to take me out to eat tonight.

I've got to get there early.

"Click"

The sound of a tree branch being trampled on came from behind me, startling me into a cold sweat, and I subconsciously looked back, but found nothing.

The feeling of being stalked returned.

I looked around, and there were only a few pedestrians hurrying around, none of whom looked like they were following me.

But my heart was beating uncontrollably.

"Smack"

Another bang.

I didn't dare to look back, but a face appeared in front of me, and even if someone came across from me, I was so frightened that my hairs stood on end.

It wasn't until I saw the lights in the school's security room that I was relieved.

At this moment, I felt the back of my head, as if someone had blown a breath of cold air, and I felt the sound of a person's breathing, and he was right behind me.

I couldn't move, and I stood there as if I had been frozen.

The security guard looked towards me from inside the door, probably thinking something was unusual, and hurriedly walked over.

"Classmate, are you alright?"

He looked me up and down, confusion in his eyes.

I shook my head mechanically, but I nodded, and I didn't know if I was okay......

Is it okay to be frightened by ghosts?

"Do I need to take you to the infirmary?"

He asked kindly.

I shook my head: "No need. ”

With that, he hurried forward.

There are lights there, there are Lu Junxun, I just hope that if I run over, I can usher in the light.