Chapter 165: Incarceration
Lu Junxun came over and squatted down in front of me, he buried his head in my palm, then took a deep breath and looked up at me.
He said, "Don't be afraid, Ah Yan, you won't go anywhere, let's go home, okay?" “
All right.
But where is my home?
I looked into his eyes seriously again, and asked him with a slight smile: "Lu Junxun, Luo Yan, Ye Yan, which one is the real me?" ”
I asked him, "Who am I?" ”
He never told me the truth, and I didn't know how many secrets I had to hide from him.
Lu Junxun didn't speak, just looked at me, and there was something flickering in his eyes, which I couldn't understand.
"Let's go home first, okay?"
He caressed my hand and rubbed it gently, as if he wanted to soothe my heart, but I knew he couldn't.
This question has been planted in my heart, and if he doesn't give me a correct answer, I think the contradiction between the two of us will get deeper and deeper.
"Go home, there's a mental hospital, do you want me to choose one?"
I smiled with a hint of coldness: "Lu Junxun, the doctor suggested sending me to a psychiatric hospital, did you not hear it, or did you pretend to be stupid?" ”
All the signs for this period of time are that I am sick, but he still doesn't want to admit it?
Who, exactly, is running away?
"I'm not going to send you to a mental hospital."
He looked into my eyes and said very firmly: "I don't believe a word of what the doctor said, Ah Yan, you are not sick, I will take you home." ”
As he spoke, he stood up, and Xiaobai came in from outside the ward, and was a little surprised to see this.
I looked at him and laughed in a trance: "Xiaobai, pull your boss away, he's crazy." ”
"Ah Yan?" Lu Junxun looked at me in disbelief: "What are you doing?" ”
What am I doing?!
Looking at her, I laughed: "What do you think I'm doing?" ”
"Don't make a fuss, come home with me."
He took my hand, but I shook him off.
"Ah Yan."
Lu Junxun was very helpless.
He looked at my big belly and really didn't have anything to do with me.
Xiaobai saw that the two of us were having a conflict, and he didn't want to mix here, so he said that he was waiting outside, so he pulled the door and went out.
"Tell me the truth."
I forced Lu Junxun to look into his eyes and tried not to look at his wounds, I was afraid that it would affect my performance.
I knew that when I saw him hurt, I couldn't help but feel sorry for him.
So, I can't look at his wounds.
I could only stare into his eyes as much as I could.
"That's a Pandora's Moga, if it's good for you, how could I not tell you? But that doesn't do you any good, you listen to my advice, okay, give birth to the child first, and then talk about it, okay? ”
I saw the forbearance in his eyes.
But for me, it's humiliating.
"Then, send me to a mental hospital, I don't have anything to say to you."
Turning my head away from him, I even rang the alarm bell in the hospital room.
I know that the doctor just now will come, and since Lu Junxun refuses to tell him, then let me tell him.
But I never thought that Lu Junxun would be me.
He gritted his teeth and didn't say a word, and just picked me up.
"You're crazy, your wounds will crack open." I was startled, but my instinctive reaction was to care about him.
Lu Junxun had a crazy smile on his face, he kissed me fiercely, tossed and turned, and then gasped and buried in my chest: "Ah Yan, just think it's for me, don't ask anything, let's go home, okay?" ”
His arm was still dripping with blood, his man was still buried in my arms, and although his strong arms were holding me, I could feel the fragility of his heart.
"Okay, let's go home."
I nodded, and he carried me downstairs.
Sure enough, the doctor came, and when he saw the two of us like this, his brow furrowed even deeper.
"Mr. Lu, your wound~"
He shouted behind him, but Lu Junxun didn't turn his head back.
I saw that Xiaobai was communicating with him something, the doctor kept shaking his head, Xiaobai said something, and then nodded his head, and then looked at us helplessly.
After returning home, Lu Junxun's arm was already dyed blood-red.
But he insisted on not going to the doctor, insisting on watching me fall asleep.
"I'm not going to run, you went to the doctor, bandaged the wound, and came to see me, okay?"
I coaxed him for fear that he would be disobedient.
If the wound is infected, it will be troublesome.
Lu Junxun assured me, "Are you sure you won't run?" ”
"Hmm."
I raised my hand and swore to him, "I'm not going to run, don't worry." ”
"Okay."
He kissed me on the forehead and turned to go downstairs.
He gave me a deep look before closing the door.
I know he's upset about me, but at this point, I really don't want his arm to be ruined.
If it were for me, I would be guilty for the rest of my life.
Seeing that he completely closed the door, I quickly took out my mobile phone and called Wang Qian.
"Where are you? Baby, I searched all over the hospital and you couldn't find it, and you called just when I wanted to call you. ”
As soon as I connected the phone, Wang Qian roared at me.
I didn't have time to explain to her, I just begged her: "Wang Qian, come to Lu Junxun's house, I need help." ”
"What's wrong?"
She heard something wrong with my voice and quickly asked me what was going on.
I couldn't explain to her for a while, so I said, "Come on, I need your help." ”
With that, I hung up.
Now, only Wang Qian can help me.
But I never expected that I would call so timely, and I didn't guard against Lu Junxun.
Half an hour later, he brought with him a strange woman, who looked to be in her forties, neatly dressed, loyal and honest.
"This is the care I found for you, Ah Yan, you need someone to take care of you now."
As he spoke, he asked her to go to Xiaobai, who would tell her what she should do and what she should pay attention to.
"Are you taking me as a prisoner?"
I looked at him coldly, and I almost vomited a mouthful of blood.
Lu Junxun explained: "I can't take care of you wholeheartedly now, I want to know, who is hurting you behind your back, who is the source of all this, I will be very busy during this period of time, but I don't worry about you, so, I will find someone to come and take care of you, so ......"
"You might as well send me to a mental hospital."
I looked at him with red eyes: "Are you insulting me?" ”
"I just don't want you to get hurt." Lu Junxun looked at me, infinitely sad, and said, "Ah Yan, I can't bear the pain of losing you anymore. ”
He walked over slowly, lay on my stomach, and listened to the heartbeat in my chest: "Especially now that I have our baby, I will never allow anyone to hurt you, especially myself." ”
"But you've hurt me."
I looked him in the eye: "All your actions are hurting me, you are simply treating me as a prisoner, not a person who accompanies you, you know?" ”
"Hara, my selfishness."
He lowered his head and wanted me to stroke his head.
But I don't want to.
In the past, when the two of us were so good that we were tired of being together, we would often do this kind of action, but now, I don't want to.
I even felt a little bored.
"I want to go out and breathe."
Take a deep breath, I'm going to go crazy if I keep going like this.
Lu Junxun raised his head, "I'll go with you." ”
"No need."
I shook off his hand and got out of bed myself, put on my slippers and prepared to go outside, but as soon as I stepped out of the bedroom door, I was shocked.
What is this??
Why, all the furniture that is not usually needed is completely gone, and the necessary tables, chairs and benches are all wrapped in the kind of foam that prevents children from bumping?
The whole house was suddenly filled with a cold smell of plastic, and there was still a hint of warmth.
"Madam, I just boiled a little sugar water, and I will be in a good mood after drinking it, do you want to try it?"
The middle-aged woman came up behind me and whispered in my ear.
Like hell, it scared me out of it.
When I turned around, I not only saw her, but also Lu Junxun.
"What's going on?" I ignored the woman and looked directly at Lu Junxun: "You are not only taking me as a prisoner now, but you have also begun to restrict me even the most basic living conditions, right?" ”
He took a deep breath: "Ah Yan, even if you hurt yourself, I won't allow it." ”
"So, you're just raising me as a child, aren't you?"
I sneered, sad, but strangely, I didn't want to say anything to him.
Let him be.
This is his home, I am pregnant with his child, and I have no way out at all.
But......
"What about schools? Are you going to press these things on every path I walk, even in my classroom? ”
I stared into his eyes and was aggressive: "Lu Junxun, don't deceive people too much." ”
He's done it so badly, it only makes me bounce back.
"I'll figure out a way to do the school," took a step forward: "You don't need to worry about it, you just need to raise the fetus now." ”
Before I could speak, I heard the middle-aged woman next to me laugh twice and said, "Yes, madam, you see how good Mr. Lu is to you, all in order not to let you get hurt, this is in our country, that is a blessing that you can't ask for." ”
"Shut your mouth."
I don't know where the anger comes from, but I get angry when I hear someone talking next to my ear.
A sharp look was thrown, and the woman instantly closed her mouth, looking aggrieved.
Lu Junxun sighed, waved her hand to let her go down first, and then came over to coax me: "Don't be angry, I know you can't accept it for a while, but you also think about me, if something really happens to you, what should I do?" ”
"What do you love to do?"
There was a lot of anger in my chest, and I couldn't talk to him properly.