But how can I stay home and wait?

I couldn't sit still.

immediately called Wang Qian, and as soon as she heard my voice, she immediately comforted me: "Don't worry, say it slowly, what's going on?" ”

"I, I stabbed Lu Junxun, can you come and take me to the hospital."

I felt like I had done a very stupid thing, but at that time, I only had one string in my head, which was to destroy the doll, but Lu Junxun was in the body of the doll.

He doesn't hide.

He didn't dodge.

If I let him die, will he die at my hands without hesitation?

After being stabbed, he didn't say a word, I only saw his eyes, with shock and a hint of calmness, as if I should have done it a long time ago.

The brain hurt so much that it was about to explode, and Wang Qian's voice came over like a float: "Don't worry, I'll go over immediately, don't go anywhere, don't do anything, just wait for me there, okay?" ”

I hummed and hung up.

But there was a desolation in my heart.

They all taught me not to do anything.

But what did I do wrong?

The thought of destruction in my head kept dominating me as if I were its slave.

I don't seem to deserve to have happiness, and every time, when I feel like I'm going to settle down, it comes out to bother.

The head of the child was still lying quietly in the doorway, and the blood on its body only intensified the image of fear in my mind.

Its two eyes were looking at me, glowing green faintly, and its mouth seemed to move.

It seems to be saying, "Hehe, Ye Yan, what can you do with me?" ”

No, it's not a rabbit, it's a human, it's Ye Xinai.

I screamed, jumped on the couch, picked up everything I could find and smashed it over.

Only destruction can give me peace of mind.

But I didn't dare approach it.

The curtains were still drawn, and my only reliance was sunlight, and I pulled the curtains open to let the sunlight in, but to no avail.

It was still lying there, looking at me like a mocking clown.

"Go away, go away!"

I screamed, as if there were 10,000 pounds of iron in my head pressing down on me at the same time, and I was lying on the couch and rolling in pain.

The things in my head kept exploding like fireworks, but I knew that it was all going to pass.

The truth is slowly emerging.

I felt like my eyes were blurry, as if blood red was slowly flowing out.

But I wiped it and there was nothing.

As far back as I can remember, it was as if a cold knife had slipped across my face, and soon the bright red liquid had fallen.

A voice rang in his ears: "Ye Yan, I want you to live with this face that is not a human or a ghost for the rest of your life." ”

As she spoke, she was about to drop another knife, but someone stopped her by a shout and came and kicked the knife away from her.

I heard him say, "Don't you know how precious the blood is in her body?" ”

"I don't care, I just want her to die, and it's better for her to live than to die."

The female voice screamed, as if she was looking for a knife, but was restrained.

"I tell you, if you dare to let her shed a drop of blood, I will drain your blood, you try."

With that, he picked up the knife on the ground, turned and left.

I couldn't see him, but I seemed to remember his voice, so familiar.

It evoked a deep sense of fear in my bones.

When Wang Qian came, I was already in a coma, looking at the free head face to face.

I felt like I was already a dead man, just a little conscious.

My brain was numb with pain.

I only hope to see Lu Junxun before he falls into a complete coma.

"Ah Yan? Oh my God, what the hell is going on? ”

Wang Qian screamed as soon as she came, and then she hurriedly came over to help me up, trying to help me up, but found that she couldn't help me at all, I was not only alone, I was also a pregnant woman, my belly was surprisingly big, she couldn't hold me alone, so she had to mix with me and get me to sit in the sofa.

"Don't be afraid, I'll pour you a glass of sugar water first, your face is simply ugly."

As she spoke, she walked towards the kitchen, but there was nothing in the kitchen, and she walked out depressed, picked up the phone and called the emergency number.

"It seems that we have to rely on this method to get to the hospital."

She shrugged her shoulders and looked helpless: "After a while, the doctor will come, and you will say that you are uncomfortable." ”

As she spoke, she looked at me and let out a wail, "Well, let me tell you, I see that you can't speak, don't be stupid." ”

She thought I was scared, but she didn't know what kind of torment I was going through right now.

The ambulance arrived quickly, with a sound of alarms, and I listened to it, and I only felt my scalp tingling.

When the paramedics came, they looked at the mess all over the place, and then looked at the two of us intact people, with a look of surprise, but they still didn't say a word, and took me to the hospital.

Wang Qian sat next to me and kept comforting me.

But I saw a hint of fear in her eyes.

There was blood on her hands, which should be Lu Junxun's blood.

I closed my eyes deeply.

Yes, they are afraid of me.

That's how I lived.

After arriving at the hospital, the doctor conducted a routine examination on me, but there was no problem, and Wang Qian had already gone to inquire which room Lu Junxun was in.

"What's the situation with you, the ground is full of blood, but no one is hurt, in this case, I will call the police."

The emergency doctor frowned, probably angry that we let her run for nothing.

I had to explain the situation to her, and then apologize, and under her swearing, I quickly slipped out.

Without Wang Qian, I couldn't find Lu Junxun's ward alone, so I had to ask the doctors and nurses.

"How could you man be in such an ordinary hospital room."

She looked back at me and complained, "You really don't know anything about him." ”

Who's to say it isn't?

But I didn't speak.

When I got to the top of the building, I saw Xiaobai guarding the door, he was saying something to the doctor, the doctor's face was very solemn, and his aura was also very low.

"Hey."

Wang Qian shouted, and the two of them quickly stopped talking, and Xiaobai walked towards us with an unkind face.

"Xiaobai."

I let out a weak cry and said, "I didn't mean to. ”

"The boss didn't say anything, and I couldn't say anything, not to mention, my task is just to protect you."

As he spoke, he pointed to the ward and signaled: "The boss is inside, the wound has been treated, he has explained, if you come, you can go in directly." ”

Although he said that, it was obvious that he was a little uneasy.

But Lu Junxun's order, he had to listen.

Even Wang Qian pulled me a little worriedly: "Otherwise, I'll go in with you." ’

She laughed, as if she was joking: "In case, you hurt him again......"

"It's fine."

I said lightly, dragging my somewhat tired body inside.

When I opened the door, I saw him lying there, his arm hanging from his neck, and then his arm wrapped in gauze, and it looked like the injury was still within my acceptable range.

"Come here."

When he saw me come in, although his face was a little pale, he smiled and beckoned, he said, "No matter what Xiaobai says, don't believe him, isn't it good for me?" ”

I didn't tell him that Xiaobai didn't actually say anything.

But I know that he is worried that what Xiaobai said will affect me.

Walking over to his chest, I sniffed his breath little by little.

"Sleep, you're tired too, wake up in a while, and we'll go home."

He was so warm and so nice.

How could I be willing to hurt him?

Tears rolled out of his eyes, probably to his chest, and I heard him sigh softly.

"Don't cry, I'm most afraid of you crying."

I closed my eyes and held back my tears.

Probably too tired, I quickly fell asleep, and when I woke up again in a daze, I seemed to hear the sound of an argument outside.

Lu Junxun was not in the room, I woke up suddenly, quickly put on my coat, and wanted to go outside to find him, but when I walked to the door, I heard him reasoning with the doctor outside.

"No, she has to go to a psychiatric hospital, she's showing signs of hurting now, don't you see? If it gets worse in the future, I don't know what will happen. ”

A doctor wearing a mask said to Lu Junxun seriously.

His voice was familiar, but I couldn't remember where I had seen him.

Lu Junxun obviously disagreed with him: "No matter what, I won't send her there, what's more, she is still pregnant with my child now." ”

"Whether this child can have it or not is still a question, don't you know how strong the power of heredity is? In case ......"

The doctor's words didn't continue, and Lu Junxun interrupted him: "Enough, don't mention this kind of thing in front of me again, I will never allow her to be hurt in the slightest, let alone from me." ”

"Then you just wait for her to hurt you." The doctor's eyes turned cold: "Look at your arm, she slashed a few times, if you hadn't blocked your chest, you would be a dead man now." ”

"That's because I'm defenseless."

Lu Junxun stroked his forehead and forcibly defended me.

The doctor snorted coldly; "She sleeps with you every night, and if she gets sick, she can kill you at any time, so just protect her like this, sooner or later you will regret it."

As he spoke, he scratched the sick sheet and turned to leave.

Looks like I'm angry.

Lu Junxun stood there and looked at his back for a while, didn't say anything, turned around and saw me.

"You...... How long have you been listening? ”

His face was a little ugly, as if it was because I was standing here silently, or because I had hurt him.

Without speaking, I turned around and went back to the hospital room, where I sat down in silence.

Am I going to a psychiatric hospital?