"But you have been waiting here for so many years, and they have never come, do you think there will be hope? What a chance. He Yuhe didn't want to say such a real thing to her, but he had to remind her that this was also one of the facts.

Besides, it's not that she doesn't want to keep this place, but she can't do anything about it, after all, this place will soon be tendered by the government, and no one knows what kind of choice the orphanage will face at that time.

But she has the ability, can keep the land, perhaps, can be a little willful. But at present, as far as his situation is concerned, she does not have the ability at all, and it is impossible for her to keep this land, so no one knows whether the orphanage will be demolished in the end, including her, for her, these are powerless things.

In such a situation, the only thing she can do is to face reality, so at this time she must have a good talk with her, it's not that she doesn't know that she wants to wait here for her family, but more than 20 years have passed, and her family still hasn't appeared, is there still a possibility?

It's not that I want to hit her mercilessly, but there are some things I have to tell her, these realities must be faced, not that I can escape if I want to.

She has been waiting for so many years, but her family has not shown up, so should she continue to wait?

I have always had such thoughts in my heart, but I didn't dare to say it directly in front of her.

may be that she is worried that if she says those words, she will even ruin her only hope, and in the end she will not even have the courage to live.

So every time I say these things, I try to avoid this kind of topic and avoid hitting her directly.

After Shu Yixin listened to what he said, the whole person fell into silence, because she didn't know how sure she was in her heart.

But in front of him, what he said was the truth, and he knew it clearly in his heart, but sometimes he didn't want to admit it, and he didn't want to face it.

It's not that I don't know some problems, in fact, I know it clearly in my heart, but I don't want to admit it, and I don't want to face it.

Because he understands his personality, many times he speaks straightforwardly, and he doesn't beat around the bush or hide.

He has always had a sentence to say, and what he said was for his own good.

"I know what you're saying, but I can understand it, but I still hope that God will have mercy on me and make me wait for that day one day." Although it is unlikely, you don't want to give up this only opportunity at all, because you are really worried that you will miss this only opportunity and never be able to do it again.

Even if the opportunity is very slim, I am not willing to give up this only opportunity, because after giving up, I really don't know what the life support for myself will be next.

Over the years, the reason that has supported me in my life is that I hope to find my family one day and live happily with my family.

But now there is a ruthless hurdle in front of him, and the result of the fact may tell him that he will not be able to find his family in this life, and he is alone.

"Although I want to, as you hope, but I have to tell you that it is not as perfect as you imagined, this thing is something you don't expect, and sometimes you have to accept reality." He Yuhe didn't understand her thoughts, and he didn't think about her from her point of view.

But she has to know that these are two different things, not that you want it to be like that, and sometimes hope can turn into disappointment.

Although I may hit her mercilessly by saying these words, she will feel that she is ruthless and unjust, but I must also remind her.

Even if she will blame herself and hate herself, then she will admit it.

Shu Yixin looked at him, what he said was for his own good, but at this time, he didn't know how to face what he said.

If you can escape for the time being, let yourself escape more. Give yourself a little more time, and believe that you will figure it out, what he said was not in vain, in fact, he listened to it.

"Well, if you don't say it, I know, let's go, I'll take you to see a ginkgo tree, I heard that it is a very old tree, last time an old man came over, specifically to see the ginkgo tree, and he stayed under the tree for a long time, as if there was a story." Shu Yixin didn't want him to continue to dwell on this issue, so at this time, he wanted to change the topic and take him to see the ancient ginkgo tree.

There are some things, even if he doesn't tell himself, in fact, he knows the reality clearly. However, sometimes I don't want to face it and solve the problem, and even have the idea that avoiding it can solve the problem.

At this time, the best way not to face it is to change the topic. Just let yourself escape, don't let yourself face such a cruel reality, although you can guess the ending, and you can't change it, but at this time you still want to give yourself a dream.

"Did an old man come over to see the ginkgo tree? How do you know he's a man with a story. He Yuhe was a little curious, who was the old man she was talking about, because when she said that it was the old man, she subconsciously felt that that person should be Ye Lao.

He Yuhe didn't understand why he was the first person he thought of, but he knew that this land had a relationship with him, maybe he didn't guess wrong, and he really couldn't do it.

"Yes, I think it's weird, but my grandfather and I can talk to each other, and the last time I came back, he happened to be here, and said that he hadn't been here for years, and he didn't know what had changed here." Although Shu Yixin felt a little strange in his heart, he felt that he was quite happy to be able to meet that old man.

At least after getting to know that person, I don't regret it at all, on the contrary, I feel like I have found my family.

"Listening to what you said, I shouldn't have come to see it for a long time, otherwise, how could I not know that it has changed." These buildings should have been built a long time ago, so it can be seen from this that the so-called old man has not returned for a long time.

"But I didn't ask much, after all, people don't seem to say much, but the ginkgo tree, he said it was there before, so it must have been a long time." Shu Yixin didn't delve into it at that time, after all, this is someone else's business, and there is no need for him to ask so much.

"When you say that, I want to see what the ginkgo tree you said looks like." All right! At this time, his curiosity also attracted him, and he also wanted to know what kind of tree it was.

"Let's go, I'll take you over to take a look, in fact, this tree is quite beautiful, when I used to live here, I liked to play under this tree the most." When Shu Yixin faced him, he said bluntly, he used to like to come here to play, but since he left here, he has rarely done so.

Every time I come back, I come back to see this ginkgo tree, and I have a special emotion for myself, and I can't forget the little things that happened here.

When He Yuhe saw it, he believed that this was a very old tree, and the branches of the tree were already very old.

"It's really an old ginkgo tree, but it's still so beautiful, no wonder you love it." Although it is not autumn, I can't see the golden scene everywhere, but the trees are full of green leaves, more like a big umbrella, protecting this land.

"You don't know, when you were young, whenever you had any grievances or sadness, you would come and sit here and whisper to this ginkgo tree, and now that you think about it, at that time, you simply regarded it as a tree god, as a bosom friend, and a person who could listen to what he said in his heart." Shu Yixin thinks back now, and feels that he was really too naïve at that time, how can he have such thoughts.

But it's no wonder that at that time, he was still young, and he didn't know who to talk to to around him, so he could only pin his hopes on this ginkgo tree, because he would stand here quietly and listen to himself.

"It's normal to have such thoughts, after all, in your heart, it still has a certain place, right?" If He Yuhe can understand her, why did she do this in the first place, after all, she must be very lonely when she was young, and sometimes she doesn't know who to find when she has something to say, and when she says it, she thinks that she often comes here to play, so she can only sit here in a daze, nagging by the way.

In fact, it is normal for her to have such thoughts. At that time, whenever I was lonely, I didn't know who to talk to, and I also hoped that there was such a god who could be by my side and listen to me.

Therefore, when she said that she had such thoughts, she did not object to it at all, nor did she reject it. I'm a little better than her, at least I still have my grandfather by my side, and I can talk to my grandfather a lot. But in front of her, she should have been lonely at that time, and I really don't know how she survived at that time.

"You are really right, I have to say that this tree is in my heart, and it really has a certain place, and it really watched me grow up." That is, after so many years, whenever I come back, I will go out of my way to take a look at this old ginkgo tree.

In one's own heart, there is always a place to give up, from childhood to adulthood, it is watching itself grow up, and only it is the clearest about its own heart.