He Yuhe and Shu Yixin stayed under this ginkgo tree for a long time, and then said a lot of things in their hearts.

Perhaps, for the two of them, it is rare to have such a comfortable time, to be able to sit down and chat and talk so quietly.

In their opinion, such opportunities are not often available, and it is rare to talk under this meaningful ginkgo tree, which is actually a romantic thing.

So at this time, I especially cherish the time at this moment, and today is not so rushed for them. Each other is resting, so there is time, slowly, to talk about some past things.

Or maybe it's because they want to know more about each other, but in fact, many things are not so well understood, and there may not be much time, so they can sit down and talk about their hearts like this, so when there is such an opportunity, the two of them are not in a hurry to leave, but slowly talk about the past.

Actually, it's really good to sit here and chat, it's really good to talk, here, everything seems very quiet, sometimes I see some children running over to play, all this always feels that the years are quiet, there is no hustle and bustle of the city, and there is no prosperity of the city, but it is really quiet here, a pure land.

No, slowly you will also like the tranquility here, maybe you stay in the hustle and bustle of the city, too long, and want to stay in this quiet environment for a while.

"Actually, you grew up here, everything you have here is so familiar, will you be particularly reluctant to leave here suddenly, have you ever thought about moving back to live in the future?" In any case, this is a place where she has lived for decades, and it should be quite reluctant to let her leave all of a sudden.

"To be honest, I am really reluctant to leave, but there is no way, I can't always occupy the position here, I always have to give up the position to other people who need it more, and besides, I have grown up, and I have to go out to work, and if I go back here every day, it is not so convenient." After all, this is a suburb, and at night, there are no buses or anything like that, so it's really inconvenient to go back and forth every day.

It's not that I don't want to come back, but there are other unavoidable factors, if I occupy this place, then there will be one less bed, one less room. I can't say that I have stayed in the orphanage all my life, and I have to work hard to make a living, so I had to move out of the orphanage.

In fact, at the beginning, my heart was also a little repulsed, and at that time, I didn't think that one day I would move out of this orphanage, but then I had no choice, and I could only leave.

It may be that after I leave, I will free up a bed for those who need it more. After all, they have grown up, can be independent, and have a good life by themselves, so they should not continue to be attached to the orphanage life, they raised themselves as adults.

At this time, I should also break away from this group, live independently, and repay if I have the ability.

"But you're still quite caring, and you'll come back often." It can be seen from the words of a group of children that she should come back often, and often bring them gifts, which is why she is so pleasing to the children.

Although I still moved out of here, my heart is still here, and I will come back often when I have the opportunity. At this time, I suddenly understood a little bit about what she was doing, she was so stingy and stingy with herself, but she was so generous to other people.

I should also know that she is not unwilling to spend money, but she feels that the money should be spent where it should be spent, for herself, she can save it, and the rest is not so important at all, anyway, it is good to get by.

She didn't earn much money originally, but she had to subsidize the orphanage every month, and it can be seen that her life is not particularly good, so her requirements for herself should be even lower, maybe there are no requirements at all.

Whenever I think of this, I feel that she is very pitiful, and I also feel that she deserves sympathy. No wonder at the beginning, I had such thoughts, I wanted to help her, I wanted her to live a better life.

If she learns business knowledge from herself and can find a better job, then she will earn more money, which will improve her life.

However, people like her should not have much hope for how good they will be to themselves. Because in her heart, single-minded, only other people, did not consider herself at all, she always felt that her life was good, there was no need to be too demanding, and other orphans needed her help even more.

"Actually, think about it, this group of children is also quite pitiful, so I can afford to buy some small gifts, buy some food, and make them happy, so I should do these things. What's more, I feel that after I have a job, I have the ability, and I should give back to this orphanage, after all, I grew up here, and if it weren't for here, I probably wouldn't be where I am today. Shu Yixin has never been a selfish person, and she feels that if she has the ability, she should give back.

If you can't live on your own, then say something else. After work, I also have a certain ability, so try to come back to see these children as often as possible, buy them more gifts and food, and make them happy.

When I was a child, I also came over like this, and at that time I was also eager for someone to come, and the toys and snacks brought by those kind people made the children very happy.

I believe that these children should have the same mentality as they were at the beginning, looking forward to someone coming over every day, and even more hoping that their families can find them and bring them home, so as not to let themselves grow up alone in an orphanage.

It's a pity that my expectations were disappointed in the end. And I hope that my family can find it and bring me home, but I haven't waited for so long.

"So most of the money you work hard to earn is spent in this place, but it's very harsh on you, right?" is so generous to others, but so harsh on herself, only she can do it.

Many people have selfish thoughts, at least to make their lives better, before they think of helping other people, but she doesn't think like this, she thinks about helping other people first, and then thinks about herself.

Faced with this kind of her, I really don't know what to say about her. Why can't you be kind to yourself and be kind to yourself?

"It's not all of it, some of them are also saved, and what will happen in the future has been needed from time to time." Shu Yixin also whispered at this time, but he didn't dare to speak loudly, after all, he didn't want him to worry too much about himself.

To be honest, the part I saved was only a small part, so I can only say that I have to work harder in the future.

Because only by working harder and earning more money can I save more money in the future.

He Yuhe heard her say this, and he was a little weak-hearted, and he could see that most of her money was used in the orphanage, and the money she saved was only a small part.

She has always been so kind, thinking about other people in her heart, not good enough for herself, and not selfish enough for herself.

"I've grown up and I'm not starving, so it's good, I don't think I'm in a bad situation at all." Shu Yixin said this, probably because he didn't want him to worry too much about himself, some things are clear to him, just know it, there is no need to say it.

"You can't starve to death like this, but if you continue to be malnourished for a long time, in the future, try to be better to yourself, you know?" He Yuhe heard her say such things, maybe she felt helpless, what she said was not unreasonable, it was true that she could not die of hunger, but her own nutrition was indeed malnourished.

Thinking of this, in fact, I was really worried about her, after all, for a long time, her body would definitely not be able to bear it.

I would rather hope that she can be selfish, think more about herself, and don't always think about her, after all, her own living conditions are not particularly good, and she can only be said to be barely passable.

But she didn't feel anything about her own conditions, but she was thinking about the other children in the orphanage. In fact, I don't object to her doing this, I just hope that she can be better to herself.

She didn't think there was anything herself, but as a friend, she saw her like this, and she didn't know how worried she was.

When she said some things by herself, she was already very reserved, she just didn't want to hurt her self-esteem, and there were some things that she knew but pretended not to know, just so that she didn't have such a big psychological burden.

But what I did didn't mean that I didn't care about her, but that I cared about her in my heart and cared about her, but sometimes I didn't know what way to help her.

The first love is obvious, and she also has her own self-esteem, and she doesn't want to help her too much, as she told her that she wanted to learn business knowledge from herself, she hesitated for a long time at that time, and she probably understood what the problem she was struggling with was, probably because she didn't want to learn, but because she didn't want to delay her time.

It can only be said that everything you do is to think about others first, and then think about yourself. After getting along for a while, I probably understand what kind of personality she is, she really has the world in her heart, but she doesn't have herself.