Because I was going back the next day, I simply packed my bags and came to the store, Wang Ling followed me sullenly, like a child who had been greatly wronged, pouting and pulling the corners of my clothes, looking very cute.

I bought a bucket, a mop, and a few more linens, intending to clean the house on the second floor.

Every corner of the room was covered with fine dust, which could not be cleaned with a broom, and I used a mop to scrub it repeatedly to rub the floor tiles out of their proper color.

Wang Ling nestled on the sofa, looking at me boredly, her tired expression seemed to hang more melancholy, and after a while, she said in a weird way: "This is where you will live in the future?" Oh no, it's where you live with your girlfriend, right? ”

I wiped the sweat from my forehead and said nothing.

She propped her chin in her hands and continued, "What's so good about her that it's worth your effort?" ”

"If you don't know the facts, don't comment on yourself, she has always been giving, and I am the one who is not worthy of love."

I shoved the mop into the bucket and bent down to scrub it.

Wang Ling lifted Erlang's legs and said disdainfully: "Yo, where did you get so angry, I didn't say anything about her, I see that you are in a hurry." ”

I turned my head and said with a red face, "Who is angry, it is you who suddenly say those nonsensical words." ”

She covered her smile, stood up and said, "In the future, this place will be full of the smell of love everywhere, you and hers." ”

"Can you please stop talking."

I snapped the mop into the bucket and looked at her angrily.

"Am I not right?"

She clenched her arms, and an undoubted light flashed in her beautiful eyes.

I glared at her, crouched down and pounded on the dirty mop, Wang Ling walked up to me and looked down at me, I could feel her sharp gaze and distorted expression.

"It's impossible for me to break up with Xinyan, no matter how good you are to me, it's impossible."

I muttered in a low voice, so low that it was hard to hear.

Wang Ling sneered, looked at me and said: "How do you live like a silverfish, gnawing everywhere, destroying everywhere, stealing everywhere, and finally can't end it, making yourself in a dilemma, there is no way to live, in fact, there is nothing difficult to choose, if you are with me, what you like, or what you want, I can give it to you, why bother to let yourself live so embarrassed?" ”

"Because life itself comes out of embarrassment, even if you can't turn back, you can't give up easily, and please take back those ridiculous arguments."

I seemed to be growling and muttering to myself, and my thoughts were completely disturbed by her.

Wang Ling seemed to have changed as a person, she laughed twice, walked to the sofa, sat down slowly, looked at me and said: "What I said is a practical problem, it's not ridiculous at all, who will look at you without money, you can't do anything without money, so don't promise easily, we have long passed the age of hearing love, you can't escape from it, some things have to be faced after all, just like the relationship between you and me." ”

"I didn't want to overcome, before I met you, I was living well."

I glanced at her, got up and walked over to the floor-to-ceiling window of the balcony, and lit a cigarette.

Looking down the window on the second floor, I saw a man sitting on the rest chair opposite the store, he was wearing a pair of gold-wire glasses, his body was thin, his face was haggard, he rubbed his temples with his hands from time to time, his expression was gloomy, and his pale cheeks were very tired.

Our birth is like a blank sheet of paper, ignorance of the state of affairs, curiosity about all things. As we grow up, we understand that this is the trees, this is the river, this is the fish, this is the relationship between people, and when we grow up, we have troubles and things to face. There is sadness, sadness, joy, anger, and melancholy. With each of us, we can't get rid of it, and they can't get rid of us. In this way, the "red dust" we have wasted is full of joys and sorrows, joys and sorrows, and sadness.

Wang Ling saw me stunned in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, so she walked over lightly, she hugged my waist, and said guiltily: "Is it that what I said is too unpleasant, don't be angry with me." ”

I frowned, and saw the man stand up suddenly, as if he was very agitated, his expression became distorted, his body trembled violently, and he walked quickly to the middle of the road, and stood there motionless.

"Not good."

I exclaimed, and Wang Ling said with a surprised face, "What, what? ”

I broke her hand and rushed downstairs, Wang Ling was confused, she leaned on the window and watched for a moment before she realized why I was so anxious.

Some drivers lowered their windows and cursed, some drivers cautiously detoured, and some simply parked their cars on the side of the road and waited to watch the show.

I frowned, and the sight of the man's eyes widening and making a look of death added to my anxiety.

I dragged him to the side of the road, Wang Ling followed behind me, glared at the man and said, "Suicide is the most incompetent performance, if you have a little sense of responsibility, you will not look for a short-term view." ”

The man covered his thin face, crying bitterly, unable to help himself, I sighed deeply, comforted him and said: "You have a sound limbs and a fairly clear mind, these are all given to you by your parents, you can't be too selfish, if you die like this, have you ever considered your parents' feelings?" ”

"I'm in pain, I can't live without her, every day I close my eyes, it's all a picture with her, like a slideshow, endlessly played, it's a kind of endless torment, over and over again, even in a strong heart, it will eventually fall and collapse."

He clutched his hair, and the tears that had long since dried up hung on his cheeks, and he bared his teeth, and there were a few striking wrinkles at the corners of his eyes, which were heart-wrenching to watch.

I don't know how to comfort him, I just said some nonsense about living in the moment and getting out of the haze, but I don't think it works, whether he can cheer up or not, it's all up to him, if he is bent on finding a short-term view, then no one can help him.

It took me all morning to clean the room, but the smell left over after the renovation was too strong, and I would feel a headache after staying in it for a long time.

The furniture is still missing a dining table, a few chairs, the sofa is a bit old, I plan to get a new one, the wardrobe and bed are ready, and there are a few appliances and kitchen supplies left.

In the afternoon, I drove to 4S o'clock, and did a maintenance for the inside and outside of the car, which inexplicably cost me two thousand oceans, Wang Ling said stupidly: "Look at you distressed, let you buy me some snacks, you are still staring." ”

I glanced at her and said angrily: "Can this be the same, the car is a means of transportation, can you eat snacks to fill your stomach?" I'm not afraid of getting fat. ”

Wang Ling pouted and said, "If I get fat, do you still want me?" ”

"No, the thief can eat it."

I held back my displeasure and saw her cheeks flush as if she was about to cry, and as soon as I was about to say something, she picked up her bag and threw it at me.

"Hey, you're crazy, this is a 4S store, you think you're at home."

I turned around and shouted as I ran, and the fierce shouting attracted several car repair workers to come and watch, and they looked at it in amazement, as if they were watching another comical farce, and laughed back and forth.

Wang Ling chased after her indifferently, she shouted and scolded: "Wang Tao, you bastard, bastard, you should go to eighteen layers of hell if you cut something with a thousand knives." ”

I ran out of the 4S store, around a corner, looked back at her, saw her running sweaty, her hair was scattered, her tall and slender body was trembling violently, and she ran in front of me, she gasped a few breaths, glared at me and said, "Then you still abandon me?" ”

I pinched her white and flawless face, and said softly: "I'm joking with you, why are you still serious, so many people are watching, and you are not afraid of other people's jokes." ”

"I don't want to see what other people say, I just need you."

She lay in my arms, her little heart pounding, and a happy smile on her crimson cheeks.

I put her bangs scattered on her forehead behind my ears, sighed softly, hugged her and said, "We will only sink deeper and deeper like this, the paper can't contain the fire, there will always be a time when the skylight is opened, I don't want you to be hurt, can you understand me?" ”

She slowly raised her head, her beautiful face and pale yellow wavy curls added a touch of bewitching beauty to her.

I lowered my head and kissed her thin lips, the seductive touch and sultry snort that made me linger and immerse myself.

After a while, Wang Ling gently pushed me away, blinked her beautiful eyes, looked at me and said, "I don't care, I just want to be with you, I don't think there's anything wrong with liking someone, because you are not married yet, I can compete fairly with her." ”

My eyelids twitched a few times, it was a bad sign, and the car mechanic stood in front of the 4S shop, shouting: "Sir, your car is ready, drive out." ”

I nodded, and suddenly thought that this car was Xue Xinyan's, but I stepped on two boats, and took Wang Ling around to be happy, the unspeakable contradictions and entanglements, so that I didn't dare to touch the car again, I knew that I was guilty and couldn't forgive, but when I saw Wang Ling snuggling next to me, I actually felt that this was an illusion, whether it was three minutes of enthusiasm or good, or drunk and disorderly, sympathy, there was no turning back, and the matter has come to this, that ambiguous gentleness has become an ironclad fact.

I drove the car, carrying Wang Ling, and returned to the basement sullenly, on the way I didn't say a word, only listened to her chatter beside me.

I bought a grass carp in the supermarket, a pound of clams, two pounds of conch, I plan to make a boiled fish, a spicy clam, a boiled conch, Wang Ling said before that she can't eat spicy, but today she wants to eat boiled fish, I can't resist her, so I have to cook hard.

The dish of boiled fish is also Brother Scum's specialty, I have seen him do it a few times before, but eight or nine are not far from ten, you need to make your own soup pot, Wang Ling rinsed the bean sprouts by the pool, singing while washing, I turned around and shouted to her: "Hey, you washed the bean sprouts for twenty minutes, do you still want to eat them?" ”

"I don't want to wash it."

She stuck out her tongue at me, I was a little short of breath, and when I walked to the edge of the pool, I saw that she had wrung all the bean sprouts and floated on the water like an overboiled eight-treasure porridge.

I frowned and said angrily, "Why are you wringing it off?" What has become of this? ”

She snorted and said with a look of grievance, "Why are you murdering me?" ”

Me: "..."

Making these dishes is more time-consuming than I imagined, Wang Ling can't do anything well, and she can't be murdered, I gathered around the stove, busy sweating, happy, but she sat on the chair with a leisurely face, playing a competitive game.

The night gradually sank, and even the burning clouds on the horizon were covered by darkness, and the lights of thousands of homes were bright, just like a small courtyard in this city, staging the most beautiful and chaotic bridge in the world.